Being especially patient, helpful and sincere eventually gained me some peace in the mind wars between east and west. I’m still thinking of retirement but have a lot to push for before I can rest once and for all. I have been getting some hits on my stories and blog posts, after writing for almost 3 years. The winds are changing. And my open discussion of mindspace goings on must be gaining support.
Some more function has returned to my right hand. The witchy 6 must be losing followers. But it’s another tropical Sunday morning and I’m feeling a little lost within myself, thoughts far away in the still gray of a cloudy 8am. Last night’s coding went poorly. Browse may be a while yet coming.
But it’s time for breakfast and to ‘visit’ my Pi4 / RISCOS workstation downstairs by the TV. More later…
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Feeling hopeful yet unsettled. Many things are scheduled to change, and change will no doubt drag me along. Me and my broken life, and the sinful people around me. Did some preaching on my site: It's at sites.google.com/view/ckyap or "Omega for Christ". Handling all the controversial issues. Making Omega was one of the best things I've done for the Lord albeit rather late in the game.
Taking it easy this sabbath. Want to do some reading and go on a walk to the LRT station and back later on. My OKU / disability rail card expires in November 2024. Will have to make a new one at Pasar Seni sometime soon.
Didn’t head out today but will try to run tomorrow, pre dawn. I’m writing a novella or trying to, for the 5th time. Not Sonic Hunter but something I call project B. Just threading through it casually, letting it develop naturally from the outline I made this afternoon. So far so good. Literary bar not too high. Nothing very hard to explain to the reader. Was actually very enjoyable to work on.
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My birthday celebration is today. Got everything done early and am resting in aircon. Feeling sleepy but healthier in the blood mainly. Exercise is so important, and so is mental satisfaction. Try to get down another 1k words tonight. The topic will be “darkness in the soul”.
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