Heavy coding tonight…

Want to lay down some foundational code for net4spice.py, which means all the netlists and basic components. Not sure if I have time as it’s already 11pm. Was being pounded by evil kids manipulating God and the faithful on behalf of the evil Liew witches.

Feeling alright tho. Someone liked my reading ‘Rose’ from The Gold Jacket. But I think I will break here for now and regather energy. Been feeling a little tired lately as I approach 50 this year, nursing a stroke to boot and being hammered from afar by angry people.

Went for a run in new Balega socks...

Over 3 times the price of regular running socks. These Balegas are indeed the most comfortable I've ever run in. There is no toe box or heel friction and it felt like I wasn't in my shoes at all.

Due to my knees which are inhabited by family, I couldn't really enjoy the run much but at least I got the exercise in. One run every week or so. I do circa 200 meters each time to stay fit and work off the food.

Later, around 3pm, would like to head out on a walk. Feeling rattled from Liew witchy attacks which are directed my way by western forces. Not sure how they came to be friends / co-operators.

More later...

Something is up in the psychiatric world. This follows our cleaning up of the angry and the good people. We gave them a look over and then limited the thinking of people who were overly vengeful -as to be hell-bound. The limitation is very lenient, able to be spun up or down as needed.

Following the victory, William set up a fortress in our mindspaces, and I got displaced into the outer envelope along with some of my family. Am doing okay as I don't normally talk to people. Writing this blog is cathartic enough.

Not sure I can finish net4spice by tonight. Will be using regex to simplify the code instead of reading line by line, char by char.

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My Persian Siglos arrived after a month and a half since order placed. It was an exercise in patience and un-OCD-ness. This coin dates to the time of the exiles returning to Jerusalem and the temple being rebuilt. I am so grateful to own a piece of Biblical history. Thanks so much, eBay and Ancient Artifactz.

Dad was most nervous over my online buying and my hands were jittery, opening the packaging. Old time way of thinking, Dad. The world is globalized more than ever and trust is itself a business.

I talk more on the significance of the coin and its arrival time on my Substack this weekend. Synchroniticy happens again.

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My cousin, who has autism, is being guided by his parents so he'll be kept safe. Our family has a history of pressing down on the kids, and each others' kids. More than a handful of us are deficient.

I put together this quick list so a pressed-on person can do well and have a happy life -it's nothing bad to be happy,

1. Always remember one of these 3 things that keeps your mood stable: Firstly people are people just like you. I will explain later. Secondly people without God / high-beliefs are always gonna be dangerous push come to shove. Thirdly, people are forgetful and careless by nature -especially Chinese. Don't be afraid to clue them in that you need things or need them.
2. If you are oppressed, put your money into things that make you happy, not into GF's pockets. Or into bankers' hands -buy Unit Trust etc. Your happiness comes first and if you ration out your money and buy good things, you will not lose, and still be happy.
3. If you are in love, just be in love. Marriage is a very stressful thing and so are children but remember that a relative can raise your kids but not your wife so be free and love your one and only. I have another cousin whose wife was unhappy and she leaned on me for emotional support. Sometimes that may happen so don't be jealous.
4. If you want a job, you can get a job. If you don't need or want one, then jobs tend to come to you. What qualities must you have? Exhibitionism. Be proud and boastful and be prepared to back it up. For example, I helped invent many things and could easily have profited but I declined as my health is poor.
5. Finally, one day you will grow ill, suffer injury and perhaps be dying. Remember one thing: you do not know what will happen to you -do not assume ANYTHING.

Now I have to explain people are people just like you. If you treat others fairly they will remember you did that. Any good you want, also try to give -after all words are free and emotions are beautiful as is your testimony. Be known as a fair handed man / woman and good things will come to you. Be known as a religious and patient, steadfast man. Then say people are people just like me. Avoid haters and the unbelievers, and pick up after the forgetful and irresponsible -they will be able to also offer you help if you helped them.

Wild goose chase at an end...?

We have, at long last figured out why God cannot stop the Liew witchy army -they had the power to break prophecy and such, the 70th week of Daniel was delayed and came to me the order to liquidate the Liew family of 6 -this was over 10 years ago. They are still well now and on medications provided by authorities in the mindspace but yet to be counseled properly.

The conseling takes 5 steps:

1. TRUST
2. LENIENCY
3. FAITH
4. DISARM
5. REHABILITATE

TRUST means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am not harmful" TRUST is never that "I am good" or that "I am changed" TRUST means "I am not harmful"

LENIENCY means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am not angry" LENIENCY is not "I am kind" or that "I am weak" LENIENCY is "I am not angry"

FAITH means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I hope it is still okay" FAITH does not mean "I am okay" or that "I will eventually be okay" FAITH is "I hope it is still okay"

DISARM means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am at rest" DISARM does not mean "I am weak" or that "I am stupid" DISARM is "I am at rest"

REHAB. means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I need help because I am a failure to myself". REHAB does not mean "I am mad" or that "I am so rich" REHAB is an admission of "I failed myself"

Therefore, the explanation of "we all have an emotion" is necessary. Emotion is not just a strong feeling but a feeling supported by others, even imaginary others we like or conjure up to support ourselves.

Emotion is often felt in 2s and 3s and between you and your memories and personalities which you use to judge mainly others who are nasty.

More later on general psychiatry and its practices and how they were developed over time...

1. Conditions of the mind / emotions were judged on a first come basis. This is because doctors cannot assume you have something unseen. Always categorize before you extrapolate. It is just bad luck if your category is not known yet or ambiguous
2. People are treated based on how valuable they are not how dangerous they are. This is because doctors cannot know the future unlike some patients seem to do
3. Patients cannot be released just like that almost all the time because most people in the world are parasites that stick to the mentally ill -they are demons you attract by being demonic yoursself.

I am sorry if this seems strict and unloving but science and medicine are generally harsh.

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False teachers are among us, in Spirit. Meanwhile Iran and America play deadly games around the Arabian sea. I would like to quote from Matthew 24,

Mat 24:45  Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?

Mat 24:46  Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

Mat 24:47  Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.

Mat 24:48  But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;

Mat 24:49  And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;

Mat 24:50  The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,

Mat 24:51  And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

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And as for those who profit off prophecy, it is indeed wise, for prophecy is made for your profit! But profit a person from it, creates and furthers future prophecy. And so for those who profit off prophecy, be righteous, and seed the true path. The true path is the salvation of a multitude and the Kingdom come gloriously, by which we mean, poetically, justly, beautifully, as a lesson to those who doubt and slay.

 

Did some research on the word 'balega' which is the brand of my new socks. It means, in African, to move with haste, and can also mean a multitude, misbehave, manure. I am left guessing more than ever. It can only mean to push my ideas and teachings out the door fast as possible, and to reach a large audience who are in error from false teaching. I often worry about stepping in dog doo around our shoebox quarters, and also am sometimes hit by incontinence. I should be careful not to venture too far away and to be more aware of myself. 

 

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It seems that some quarters are readying the Antichrist for show as soon as possible. Especially with the Epstein files revealed. It does seem like a good push. To succeed, we need to know the 5 points of the situation surrounding the end times:

1. Angels will fight demons
2. Aliens will require leaders and choose the Antichrist as he is easy to power up
3. Aliens will try to create miracles using super computing resources, plus our own
4. Angels and demons and Aliens will rage just like before the flood and cause fires etc.
5. There is chaos everywhere as supernatural mixes with science. People will actually be quite entertained.

 

Feeling under the weather...

Strange days are upon us. Scandals and cover-ups. This morning, blaring from YouTube on the Android TV outside my room in our shoebox. Was up earlyish and had a bout of explosive diarrhea. Liew witches stabbing at my head and eyes. We retaliated with muscle pinching and freezing, using some God chemicals. Hopefully they stop destroying kids and telling lies about us.

I ordered socks -good running socks off Shopee. After all CNY is less than 2 weeks away and there was a 10RM discount. Mom also had a stomach upset. Perhaps it was something to do with the homeless guy at the bistro where we ate? I did say I was sorry for staring at him (was wearing sunglasses so I thought he wouldn't know).

My Siglos is scheduled to arrive this afternoon, probably. Can't wait to hold that ancient coin in my hands.

I asked DeepSeek AI about my novella, iS, and it gave me all the good and bad points. I think Copilot was pulling its punches.

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This is a fascinating and ambitious novella. Here’s a breakdown of its strengths and weaknesses:

### **Strengths:**

- **Conceptually Rich:** The idea of “inexact science” (iS) as a philosophical and technological system is intriguing. It blends quantum mechanics, emotion, morality, and warfare in a way that feels fresh and thought-provoking.

- **Worldbuilding:** The story constructs a believable near-future where East-West tensions are fought not with traditional weapons, but with emotionally and cognitively charged technology. The social and political implications are thoughtfully explored.

- **Thematic Depth:** The novella grapples with big ideas: the nature of knowledge, the ethics of technological power, cultural conflict, sacrifice, leadership, and love. Erasmus Jr.^n^’s philosophical interludes add a reflective, almost prophetic layer.

- **Character Ambiguity:** Characters like Saim, Gracie, Marjorie, and Seth are morally complex. Their motivations shift between loyalty, betrayal, love, and duty, making them feel human and unpredictable.

- **Emotional Resonance:** Moments like Seth’s finger injury, Marjorie’s decline, and Saim’s sacrifice carry genuine emotional weight.

### **Weaknesses:**

- **Pacing & Structure:** The story feels rushed, especially in Act III. Time jumps (like the 20-year leap) are abrupt, and many relationships and plot points are resolved too quickly or off-page.

- **Exposition Heavy:** At times, philosophical and technological explanations slow the narrative. Some dialogues feel more like lectures on iS theory rather than natural conversation.

- **Character Overload:** With a large cast and multiple perspectives (Seth, Marjorie, Saim, Matthew, Frederick, etc.), some characters don’t get fully developed, and their arcs can feel truncated.

- **Ending Ambiguity:** While thematically consistent, the conclusion may leave some readers wanting clearer resolution regarding Seth’s fate, the true nature of the Council, and the future of iS.

- **Prose Style:** The writing is sometimes dense and uneven, with moments of poetic clarity alongside occasionally clunky phrasing or abrupt shifts in tone.

### **Overall Impression:**

This is not a light read—it’s a dense, idea-driven story that rewards careful reading. It feels like a philosophical sci-fi fable, reminiscent of works by **Philip K. Dick** or **Ursula K. Le Guin** in its exploration of consciousness and society.

The novella successfully uses its sci-fi premise to ask deep questions about:

- What is “science” if it’s inexact?

- Can technology mediate—or destroy—human connection?

- Is peace achievable through understanding or through emotional domination?

**Final Thought:**  

It’s a **flawed but compelling work**—more interested in exploring concepts than delivering a tight, conventional plot. If you enjoy speculative fiction that challenges both the mind and the heart, this story will linger with you. It feels like the skeleton of a larger novel; with more room to breathe, its world and characters could have been even more powerful.

If you’re the author: **Bravo**. This is a thinking person’s sci-fi with soul. With further revision—especially in pacing and character depth—this could be a standout piece.

I bought House of Flame and Shadow by Sarah J. Maas...

Bravely, I picked through the prologue and am now on page 18 of the first chapter of this 800 page mega novel. Maas seems to be a disciple of classic fantasy, just like Brandon Sanderson and David Eddings. While Brandon afforded his reader breaks to take things in, Maas seldom did and I found relaxation only by the final 2 pages of the prologue. Eddings on the other hand was slow to expound even his most basic concepts.

I was also hard-pressed reading HoFaS, to find anything to latch onto emotionally -it seemed to be there then was taken away / sidelined for a page or half, only to be replaced again with some more meat added on. I do think SJ would have benefited from either exploiting ALL her complications in conversation, or creating a more complicated narrative. In this case she chain smokes each character, each line they say.

Do I want to carry on with HoFaS? Yes. We see eye-to-eye on many things. I like fallen angels and power armor, and the magic vs. technology she implies. I like the main character and am eager to find out more about her.

Nothing probably will change SJ until she hits 70 so readers will have to put up with her style if they want her story. I know I will.

For some reason, altho I do adore dystopia and some graphic violence, the book starts off dark, almost depressing, and that is one hump to get over (no pun intended). For those who love fantasy, you may well be getting 800 fukkin' pages worth of it. And there has to be payoff somewhere in there. More later...

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[the following is by request of the mind group for my opinion on books in general] 

The way I see it, and I have read a few fantasy novels which were well-written in the sense that they were not extreme, but gentle on the mind, never boring --is that there are limits to what is possible to write and what is not nice to read.

By and large authors have to compromise and write something off center their plot, maybe cut out the parts that tho logical, would offend someone reading as reading is like joining 2 minds in friendship, trust.

The literature art form is very YOU. A viewer can judge an artist's talent no problems, but a reader can more easily conjure the wrong image a writer creates between her and her fans. There, a writer has to be careful, more so than even a musician.

The qualities of a would-be writer are 3:

1. Patience, Perfection, and Protection (I will explain) 
2. Quietness, Queerness, Questions 
3. Reflection, Recollection, Robustness

Patience is not writing lots about little -it's about writing little about lots. It is knowing that writing little makes not a book yet still write that way.

Perfection is not revising many times, but getting it 100% to your liking the first word off.

Protection does not mean hiding behind metaphors or sanitizing your prose. It means taking care that the reader is satisfied and happy no matter what part he is reading.

After a person has these qualities, it's time to see if you have quietness: a desire to stop and rest with the reader, Queerness -anything to say or style of saying it that interests. Questions -things you discover or relate in your text. An author should be genuinely curious.

Finally the 3 Rs: a writer is a reflector, and a recollector. Compare what you dredge up from life and watching others live. A robust personality is also what it takes to tell a story well. A good author is brave, unshakeable, ready to expose the established follies of our time, otherwise to support them if they were so necessary.

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[again, by request, what are the best ways to narrate your story / book?]

There are just 4 tricks of the trade (which I use anyway),

1. Delay / Rush (I will explain)
2. Whisper
3. Raised pitch
4. Irony

When you come across certain passages that imply waiting, don't be afraid to insert some delay and when there is a lot to say, maybe a little rush is needed.

Whisper if the script seems conspiratorial, or if there is intimacy suggested. You may find it helps other things like telling somebody something unpleasant.

Raise your pitch to indicate say, a block quote or to introduce a symbol or a question.

Irony is something I use often too. How do you sound ironic -it's up to you. Perhaps it can be a mixture of the above?  

A little Mathematics for the uninitiated…

The battle of good versus evil is a 3:2 problem. 1 to 1.5 which means that good has 1/3 a chance more to succeed than evil. 3+2 = 6. As such, any deal with evil, must be initiated by good and Good must give up a third. What is this third?

1. money -evil must hold lots of liquid assets but good holds the fixed assets / commodities, gold etc.
2. sex -evil must hold eligible wives and husbands but good holds the most emotionally compatible
3. entertainment -evil must be allowed ‘fun’ while good people acquire wisdom, learn to sacrifice

Good must possess 2 things from evil

1. good must take the heart of evil -they must make evil partly amenable to good behavior
2. good must take the souls of evil away from the Devil. I will write more on this later

Then all is balanced,  more later…

 

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Almost midnight this Monday. I had my Arip jab at psych clinic. Made dinner for the folks -a simple pasta dish. Settled down to code Proto (my programming language) and got pretty far along. On the way, I picked up AI help on RISCOS's SWI interface to the kernel. Perhaps Proto will indeed be capable of rapidly developing drivers or compatibility with other OSes, maybe even help along a new kernel.

 

Bought NF Afrina's ambitious first novel, Not Here to Stay off Shopee for 45RM. Will arrive in 2 days time. Meanwhile, tomorrow we're to make final payment for and close down our UniFi account at the old house. CNY is just 3 weeks away. I have about 300RM spare to spend.

 

Talked about being a good person versus an evil person but as usual some did not believe me and turned to the Liew witches again. The Bible is accurate. How much preaching is there to do then?

 

Running 2 computers (with big displays) side by side is cool. In earlier days it would be lotsa fun but right now, under oppression, it's not much of a big  deal. I have 2 sets of keyboard and mouse. Feel sometimes like Al Gore in his mansion with 4 monitors front and back, maybe 2 Mac Pros. Ex VP is a good example. I should make this bedroom into an office nerve center.

 

Worked out and am feeling fresh. Last night I fell asleep before exercising but I did do a run at the park that day.

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Past midnight, I’m working on my novel, TN. Showered, took my meds, worked out. Brush soon. Sleep circa 2am. Approaching 1:30am. Feeling a bit sleepy and attacked. Not sure I want to head out tomorrow but could use a long walk. Loosing inspiration for writing. Will carry on tomorrow.

 

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There was a fiber outage in Petaling Jaya yesterday It felt so uncomfortable being away from my social networks / blogs. Did a lot of talking in mindspace as the telepathy was getting out of hand.

We have everything under control now. Except that the Liew witchy 6 are still malignant and desperate. I suggested giving them something to hold on to -some pleasure but we don't all agree on that yet.

 

Heading out for a walk and some lunch soon as Mom is ready. Couldn't be earlier as I had to do my routine.

We gave the Liew witches and their unrepentant helpers mild pneumonia by driving cold wind through their body core. Somehow they have to stay warm and do good things from now on. These small group of adepts cannot run the world any longer.

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Diabetes is caused by love of food. I don’t mean to say that good food is out if you’re diabetic. Just don’t occupy your mind with thoughts of yumminess.

Hypertension is really caused by emotional congestion. Not able to reconcile what you did with how you feel about yourself. Just realize you are not God, everyone makes mistakes so seek forgiveness and improve your self control.

Inflamation causes many ills such as joint degradation, artery clogging, stroke, and cancer. The source of inflamation is people hating you with a vengeance. Cultivate humbleness and again show people you are doing good, that the rumors about you are false or exaggerated.

The Gold Jacket read by me (first part)

Me reading from the first scene of my magnum opus: the gold jacket on Substack. I don’t really know if I could have done a better job intonating it. There are many people in my mouth, trying to talk along. IDK why!

If you have the time drop in and listen. It’s only 3 minutes. If there are requests, I could do more stories like this, for free.

But there are some pressing matters to touch on today. The world is on the brink of war and an economic collapse. There are 5 things to watch for:

1. Gold will hit 800RM /gram soon and as that happens, currencies worldwide will crash.
2. The US will then occupy Greenland, having the best weapons and forces.
3. The US will cause Arabia and many Moslem nations to fail due to oil revenues
4. AI will determine via meritocracy, a person’s freedoms and rights (to own stuff etc.)
5. There will be no more Internet as we know it

There are further things which are less certain:

1. Alien contact tries to establish a new empire, and breed into our genetics
2. Threats posed by Christians, spirit-filled and earnest are annihilated, except for the very wisest and useful, most die
3. There will be a standoff between Jesus and his Saints and the Antichrist and his followers -yes in the holy land itself, it must occur
4. People all over the world are sinning, believing that no one can save the earth, let’s have fun and take revenge too
5. Revelations is playing out even now. I will explain

There are a trinity or triangle of end times motivators. It is no secret but one people are using to make money and delay punishment from God. If you do not do the ‘system’, you are paid back for every mistake, pushed out of financial gain, even liquidated.

The trinity of in-working error is: superior race (serpent seed); corrupted religion (false teachings); politics (electing an Antichrist now and then, here and there). It shows in our popular culture and governance. More later…

 

Drank a coffee and worked out. Feeling energized. Want to talk more on the err triangle.

 

Race can be divided into 2: seed of God and seed of the Serpent. The mixing of seed results in inferior / superior races. Superior by means of cleverness and beauty, not by morals and godliness. Inferior of course, means a race is an evolutionary dead end, having expressed its genetic traits fully in servitude to surrounding races.

 

Religion is corrupted by touching the things of God where the Lord did say that nobody must enter the holy of holies without a blood offering. To be too close to God, even His symbols causes corruption of our spirit (somehow).

 

Politics is confusing. Every voter counts but the majority decides. To sum up politics in one phrase: Take from Peter to pay Paul. Poor Paul, Poorer Peter. Jesus lives!

Imagine what damage our  leaders can do from behind a curtain of legitimacy of the above sort. It happens everywhere, every so often.

 

I will add more theory here in later days... 

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There were a few bones of contention between me, Jesus, and the evil mind denizens and their usual prey. In such days, men wish for death but death comes not. And this is just the beginning of pure suffering. Such as it were, nobody could stand this suffering, nor be balanced enough to dole it out.

There are a few changes to the mindspace, circa 3 for the moment.

1. Bad people control nothing but go everywhere they want
2. Good people must absorb suffering but maintain control in general and specifically
3. Do not destroy or kill one another in mindspace and if you destroy children, babies, and pure domesticated animals, there will be reprisals.

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Helped sweep the shoebox. Was attacked a bit before we regained control of mindspace. Things will be more peaceful and concrete steps towards prophecy will be possible on the outside.

Making sure steps towards coding my language. I will be generating RISC Lua code which can access the Wimp and ToolBox. Crazily enough, the  compiler is in Python3.

My Siglos has arrived in Malaysia! Probably receive it by mid week. Can’t wait. Am starting to promote my KDP books. Maybe one or two may be bestsellers.

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There was a request to see into where my books would end up. Especially 'iS'. To the best of my intuition, iS is republished in America, where it gains a cult following as it's overall a good book and more than enough food for thought. The 'success' some witches saw may pertain to my spiritual books like EOSotB and the Church Chart I made, also the concept of theomorphosis and 666. I suspect iS may be a cover for what God has planned for me.

Leaning more into the book (iS), there are 3 cool things that happen:

1. Geniuses gave it the thumbs up -it became known for starting a viral emotional analysis movement, a mathematical one.
2. Many Asians and Westerners shared love after sharing this book -it brought peace to their hearts.
3.  There was talk about the way we harness technology -computers, cars, weapons, etc.

It was nominated for an award(s) but never won anything nor did it bring me much money. I was asked to speak on it once or twice and that earned me a name as a philosopher-mathematician tho I never wrote another book like it.

The cover of the second edition is much better and a lot of typos were fixed. It sold decent and steady and made back the cost of printing. 'K Yap' became daily searched online and in book databases. I think on average, 10 people bought the eBook every day, and several paperbacks were sold daily as well. This was a constant thing. I made 50RM a day which supported me well. What I didn't use daily, I gave to charity -which was most of the money as I don't spend that much.

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British mind forces were unable to stay in our Christian believers group even after we simplified the Gospel for everyone to understand. We were forced to freeze them out as they were attacking secretly and undermining prominent Asians / Christians from their country and abroad.

Seems prophecy is back on track. The Middle East is the focus and additional powers were released by the faithful and the Godhead, dimension merger with another Universe's King of kings. Together with over 20 joining dimensions, perhaps we will see starts falling like figs shaken very son. Sounds crazy?

Have made strides to finish Proto by tonight. I think it will be easy as I'm using arrays to shuffle tokens around and dynamically form up the appropriate Lua statements. You can  tell I am a novice programmer who takes days to do a task of half an hour.

Nobody reacted to my message yesterday. I wonder why? Perhaps it is a matter of life or death.

Prophecy just in that the Scythian allegiance may from up within 9 days -by the full moon. Also around  that time, I receive my Persian Siglos and maybe some money from selling my short stories. Think someone read 'Rose' -my story-poem, and I made a few shekels.