I drew so many faces...

Mindspace happenings this Sunday night. (Now technically Monday). There was repentance and some sort of baptism going on. Some interference by witches (probably my old neighbors). But the reason for this post is to talk about creating art. It is not what you think.

Art takes study but when you study art, you cannot create it. Art takes practice but when you practice you cannot perfect it. Art takes style -your style, but without removing your style, you cannot produce it.

This seems absurd but it leads to one thing: your inner voice. Your inner genius, some call it, your calling to express your feelings. All artists have it, no matter level of skill, or otherwise.

For example, I started by drawing prophetic things. I had a drawing I called 'God', 'the Son', and 'the Spirit'. And also the 'girlfriend' of Jesus. Call me a heretic. But by drawing what I felt strongly of, I developed a style. From there on, I progressed from caricatures, to fine art with expressive pens and nibs.

I could not draw women (I am a man) at first, but soon, confidence came over me, and I was able, just by saying 'I will'. Then my mindset changed, one day, a connection was made, and I drew my first females by the spontaneous method, without thinking, just following the ink as it flowed on paper.

Some have asked me how to remove our initial style? For me, it was portraying the divine in my eyes -the profane. That exorcised my notion of what art was. For you, it might be different. Perhaps this is why in the west, they draw nudes and use real life models.

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It's now about 1am and nothing much has gotten done. No guitar practice, no coding eureka, no writing SDU.

By request, we have to explain how Jesus' blood covers all sin. The standard answer is he suffered so we do not have to. He prepared a place where we fit in perfectly, interior to ourselves and exterior as well. But if you have to know deeper, it is that God says there is no forgiveness without the shedding of blood. He is actually going to kill anyone who sins in front of Him. So the fact is that we need a protector, the perfect sacrifice to still the Lord's anger. And this is Christ -his only begotten Son.

Yes, God can be friendly and can be angry, strict and kind. He was both to Moses. Moses must have been special in His eyes. We must strive to be like the saints and patriarchs to gain God's admiration and love. 

I would like to comment on some teachings...

One YouTube source, Pastor Aaron (from ATL), says we should keep all the commandments, not the whole Law itself, obeyed by the Jews, but all the commandments. Another, I forget the channel, says we should be transformed in our way of thinking which is in Matthew 4:17. Repent: 'Metanoeo' -which implies reconsider our mentality, forsaking those things that made us feel bad, 'For the kingdom of heaven is at hand'.

We also recall the wealthy man who had kept all the commandments but would not repent (sell his wealth and follow Christ). And we see what Repentance versus Law is.

I like to think that Jesus' passion / death and resurrection was the Kingdom fulfilled and his second coming will be the Kingdom come.

This is relevant because of the common teaching (thanks, Pastor Aaron) that Jesus died for our sins to be forgiven -all sins -for all time. This is odd unless we put 2 and 2 together -the Lord fulfilled the kingdom of heaven and those who believe(d) in him and did repent (metanoeo) could now enter into it. And it is a place of no sin.

But we are told that our bodies, un-resurrected, still want / fall into sin or temptation. But believing in Christ, the kingdom, and repentance opens the door to supernatural gifts of Spirit to overcome sin and do the will of God Most High. Believing in Christ is power to live a useful, guilt-free life. 

The only sign we will ever have -that we made the right choice, is that supernatural powers would now watch over us -those of us who repented, were baptized, and formed a relationship with Jesus and God. In essence, being in His Kingdom of the heart -the kingdom within.

Last of all, we give thanks and gratitude to the Lord in all we do -we worship Him. For we were made of His pleasure. More later...

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Heading out for lunch with the folks. Americans lashed out at key baby assets in the East. And I realized that worship / gratitude towards the Lord is what keeps us in 'metanoeo'. It is not thinking of the Law and commandments all the time. It is 'metanoeo'.

There seems to be something else going wrong regarding spirituality. I guess it's about that time when things blow up in our faces. Just to be measured and calm. Life is cheap, these end times. Had A&W for lunch. I paid for 3 of us, almost 50RM. The ambiance was nice, in a open airwell / airway of the mall.

To the westerners battling in mindspace, deceived by the evil Liew 6, we wish you luck in your struggle but it's time we stopped helping perpetuate troubles internally. I mentioned it several days ago and wrote earnestly on it, here on DogBlots. We urge you all to 'matanoeo'. Those among you who are good, I don't know what will happen to you, perhaps the evil will kill us all eventually. Be strong.

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Back to the religious theory. We were created. We have a Creator who wants to know us -as His creations. Likewise, we do nothing without thinking of Him. The culture of 'I am a god' had taken root since Babylon up to Rome, up to today when it moves under the surface of popular culture.

We also have a Messiah, Likewise a Holy Land. Likewise an unseen insidious Enemy. And because we disrespect God, killed His Messiah, and desecrated the Holy Land, we are IN TROUBLE. The spirit of disobedience is now a strong force. I urge everyone involved to think again. Expand your mindset to include Faith (that we have a vested destiny) and destroy Self-Righteousness (that we are little gods).

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I finally stopped the a/c outside my room from vibrating. It needed horizontal bracing. For now, it's just two plastic block feet wedged between the compressor and the wall. Dad caved to my plan to climate control the living room and the front two rooms as well, sealing off the dining area. This will give us plenty of comfort, enough for 3 people, during the heat of the afternoon and the still night's mugginess.

Not sure if I want to code this afternoon. It's not 4pm. Made some headway, getting the transistor o/p recognized. May need to do a double forward slash as well.

The a/c vibrations were pretty bad so I wedged in a cheap Decathlon rugby ball. Now much more quiet.

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Had roast chicken for dinner, store bought, and some bokchoy Mom picked up. I made a garlic olive oil dip. There were some arguments among our members and even among outsiders as the world shifts and new balancing mechanisms are needed in mindspace. I'm pulling out for now, until the supernatural phenomena begins to occur. No sense dying early, job for God, undone. Even now, the evil is trying to overcome our sanity -yes even as I type this.

A change of plan…

A week of laziness / prevention and suddenly I burst forth, drafting easy TABs for guitar, DiZi bamboo flute, and ocarina (12 hole Japanese). Would like to begin with the classical guitar, learn the scales and produce some modulations. I also coded n4s quite a bit, simplifying and correcting kludges, but the netlist is still not made up right.

Did my chores, sweeping and soon mopping. Will be having teochew duck for dinner. Been a while since we had duck and am quite eager for it. Mopping done. Turns out we’ll be having Chinese fried noodles instead. American babies, deceived by Liew witches, lashed out yet again. I don’t quite know why they are so moralistic. Perhaps a little talk will be good for them.

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Brushed, took my meds, and am preparing to sleep by 1am. Work out circa midnight. Need to loo but it can wait till tomorrow. I went 3 times today due to being backed up almost half a week previously. Friends dropped by to talk watches and my cousins were scolded to be more responsible and less influenced by evil spirits, to be a bit more charitable, and to be less jealous. Cousin, you are a man and your sister is a woman. We must behave well and receive God's grace.

 

By request, there is a call to understand the economy and what is the power of interest rates vs employment.

 

Inflation falls when UN-employment is high. Interest rates rise when inflation is high. Therefore interest rates rise when employment rises. The problem is that sometimes inflation is used to grab money without permission. Sometimes interest rates are kept lower or higher because of government policy. Without free market of INF and INT, there is a gap in employment opportunity equal to INF - INT.

 

The gap between INF and INT causes there to be too much liquidity which causes business activity to become circumspect / greedy / wasteful. This is where the employers fail to find the employees. Furthermore, without proper adjustment of INF / INT, whole skill sets can be lost from the economy as people do not fit the easy money and high lifestyle of the 'haves'.

 

I am asked to stop here.

 

The law of the free market breaks down when people are inconsistent and confused. Such that they began to vape and to buy Vespa scooters (I have been watching), and to drink more decadent coffee and snacks. The confusion among younger people and the pettiness of the older citizens causes the economy to stutter. IMHO, the Rukunegara is important as a unifier of Malaysians (other countries can do the same). Basic co-operation is required no matter who or where you are.

 

Should there be needs to micro-manage, then it should be done at state level with budget allocated according to performance of each state, not just to upkeep a state's social status above other states.

 

Micro managing by states has to do with MP and Exco members who must be more in touch with people who can move the economy, not with those who are facing hardship but those who can, with needs and some help, push the credit system forward. It is happening to me, from America right now, regarding my books.

Facing unexpected problems with n4s nodes again. 

A letter to a friend...

America is in crisis. And it is a country where real people actually live and work in every day. This will be brief because it's critical to read, there isn't much depth to it than a few paragraphs.

The fact that the USA are standing by Israel is (not here in Malaysia) a very popular thing. But if not for the partnership, Ezekiel 38 would not come true.

The fact that things like Epstein, UFO files, and Trump Tariffs are on our media night and day, the re-localization of industry, autonomous governable regions, etc. is not madness.

The fact is that someone (God? Michael?) is pushing the buttons on prophecy and someone, a coward and liar, is feeding off the soft parts of America, as they turn to do what God commanded.

The solution is not to give up your people, America. But to care for them as valued and cherished citizens. Sure the big picture is all Israel but America is not composed just of trees. Exporting this responsibility abroad is irresponsible and only Americans know how to treat Americans best.

So, my friend, take heart and turn around your great nation. Don't wound yourself or break laws and throw it all away. It almost happened to me. 

Getting my new LDAC phones in…

It’s past midnight, I showered, took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Found out the LDAC codec is supported by Bluetooth 4.0 / Pipewire. Can’t wait to try it out. Must remember to prepare the 130RM.

Didn’t achieve much today. Just rested and sent email re. my novella. Felt less tired. Was able to set up my Pi Zero W well at last, my backup machine. Sent the souped up netbook outside and my watch winder to the corner of my bed, for more desk space.

Talked to young people about sexual feelings, and how they must be controlled. There are plenty of good times one can have with one’s GF that don’t involve sex. The many forms of ‘electric’ love when you begin to serve the Lord and are kind and brave, smart, and popular. When He anoints you and selects you to do major works, even in mindspace where it is dangerous.

https://open.substack.com/pub/ckyap/p/attunement-and-the-kingdom-within?r=3lktmw&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

The above link to my Substack article on miracles and faith.

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Liew forces attacked this morning, early. Shoving women onto me for mindspace sex. Then they started hitting my hand which eventually leads to arthritis and muscle loss. Had to fight back of be left lost and with nothing. Lotsa Liew witchy forces are down with stickiness, etc.

Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Had a coffee for breakfast. A slice of cheese. Disinfected my room and am airing it. Our little car has to go in for radiator flushing. It's full of rust. Will be having canned curry and barley bread for lunch.

Was researching Bluetooth codecs. LDAC is the best and possible to use over BT 4.0 altho 5.0 is preferred. SBC XQ is also good. Found out my used ThinkPad has BT 4.2 which is twice as fast so I should be covered.

 

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The new earphones are finally in and sound great. Very comfortable and convenient to slip on and off. Best money I ever spent on a budget audio product. 129RM. Am listening to Belonging by Keith Jarret and the instrument separation is practically studio quality (it was a vinyl rip and I've never been inside a studio actually).

 

I finally put up a small air tube pack tennis wall and found that it doesn't dampen the ball bounce by much. So later I'll be buying some rubber mats for the ball to bounce off. The key is not to let the ball accelerate too much off the ground.

 

I EQ-ed the EH11 according to Super* Review on YouTube. Much of the looseness / sloppiness is taken up. But it feels a little less textured. Perhaps I erred in setting those levels properly.

 

 

Round and round...

Was suddenly roused by Dad this morning, and taken on a mission to pay our property tax. We went to Subang Jaya and then to Shah Alam. Later, we'll try registering online so we don't have to do this again.

On the way home, the little car overheated. It has a rusty radiator. Allen lashed out some more, jealous of his prophecy gone wrong and others' he laughed at and mocked, rising up in these end times, perchance to inherit the earth. Allen, look at the big picture: your own soul versus the miracles and signs God is showing the world. It has nothing to do with my soul and how I like to play my music. I'm only a YouTuber, I won't become James Taylor.

Managed to get cleaned just now. The remainders from last night that the evil powers held in me. I disinfected and fell asleep anyway. Sleep is important especially under stress.

The static around -50dB is still in my recordings. Haven't found a good way of removing it, even with FFMpeg. Have nothing much I want to do today, just finish my Medium post. I have over 200 views this month -highest ever. 

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Managed to install Linux on my Pi Zero W. Bookworm / Wayland / Sway. There is a browser that works quite well, qutebrowser. It's usable.

Tonight, will work on my flute or guitar compositions. Can't decide which yet.

Helping make pasta for dinner. Everyone thought the sauce was too salty. But it was appetizing. Word in the mindspace that something may occur this May. Changes in the system of telepathy / satanism. Many in the psych business / line are eager for information as it got personal. They almost killed my psychologist at Eve, and earlier, my old shrink, Dr Chin.

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My meager portfolio of stories has somehow got the attention of a publisher. I wonder if anything will click this time. So I sent them my best work. I hope they like it. Meanwhile, I’m arranging Hazard, by Richard Marx, on my DiZi. Impulse bought a FiiO BT headphone.

Past 1am. Liew witches attacking Americans again. Any excuse is a good one for the family of 6. Just brushed, showered and changed. Will take my meds now and work out by 2am.

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Thursday is here. Tomorrow, my FiiO headphones should arrive. Looking forward to these. Much cheaper than a set of Studio Pods and less annoying to the neighbors. Also more convenient to snap on. No fiddly buds or TWS case.

Was able to get cleaned well. No constipation.

Talked about the dragon, the first beast and the second beast, the number or mark, 666, and the rise in demonic activity (mental health issues) since the time of Christ, and how many are chronic / incurable as they are necessary evils of our times versus those simpler cases faced by Jesus way back. Hats off to Pastor who got the gist of the prophecy right and the rest, mostly agreeable as well. 

Feeling a little under the weather...

Viruses are making the rounds and my nose was running earlier and last night too. This morning, Mom had a cough. Head feels squashed / squeezed. So far done nothing to deserve it. But the pride of the Liew witches knows no bounds. Vengeance is in the air. Looking forward to breakfast out.

Soon to head over to psych clinic. Wearing my Casio Edifice. I don't hate Swatch but the latest AP x Swatch ''Royal Pop" seems a little over the top.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Having takeout chapfarn for lunch. Didn't go to the mall as I am feeling a little tired from the early start this morning. Later, will be doing some soundchecks with the Handycam and my DiZi.

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The easyCAP dongle and OBS software played well on ‘high quality’ setting. It seems to pick up considerable noise, static, and the OBS built in filters are quite poor, not Audacity quality noise reduction. Tomorrow, will try some isolation settings, maybe turn off my TV tuner box.

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Sometimes have to re-plug the easyCAP, and restart OBS. Then the strobing noise goes away for the remainder of the recording session. There is still static but I guess it’s bearable. 

Got hit in the ear by Allen who is busy counting his future prospects and lashing at friends who made it. Such evil.