My new fountain pen arriving...

Can’t wait for my Hero pen. Not sure what model it is. At 22RM, it’s pretty much low as you can go. Meanwhile I’m trying to code n4s but it’s, as I said, something bigger than my brain can contain. May take a while. Hoping to finish this July, early.

Liew witches not giving up despite the new powers introduced. Sending their babies home peacefully.

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Just resting this early afternoon, destroying the die hard Liew army who keep doing harm. Watching Sara Lubratt, a fellow author on YouTube, and her journey to find success and happiness. Such an independent and nice person. I was watching and would like to relate how I overcame jealousy -being floored by a better writer pubbed first on SH years back, also ethnic Chinese IIRC. I went far away as possible and cried a little bit. And over time, I made it a point not to feel so strongly that there was a good writer somewhere inside myself. By and large, I came across life lessons / experiences, and had worthwhile stories to tell which were real home runs, just not told as perfectly as my competition. I let go of my self worth issues and just did the work.

 

Wasn't able to code much as the Liew witchy forces and destroyed western kids interrupted me. Net4Spice will be my final app just like SDU was my final story (I may still write flash now and then). Not sure what I'll be doing with my time come the weekend.

My Hero 329 clone arrived just now. It functions well, looks okay. Was cheap circa 22RM. Some pics,

Writing is effortless, almost gliding. Perhaps thanks to the Pilot ink formula. It does flow quite close to medium, not fine as listed. There is no leaking when capped and uncapped. It is a friction cap but works well. Vacuum press bladder filler performs adequately. Manufacturing quality overall is good. Love the clean lines of the barrel which surrounds, and hoods its nib. 

This was my grail, the Easterbrook Rock Brown, 980RM,

pic courtesy of PenGallery @ Shopee Malaysia

I passed, as I don’t deserve such an expensive writing instrument. Furthermore, it impresses nobody much except one’s self -myself who hasn’t been earning of late.

Having said, everyone should own a nice pen i.e. a well-made fountain pen that performs well and is aesthetically pleasing. Depending on one’s earnings, of course.

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Now, I have no distractions but to code. Feel like resetting my iChing book in Word while I still have my subscription since I can’t code with all the pressure. Will also have to heal many kids butchered by Liew disfigurers. Not sure how yet.

Net4Spice, my new fixation…

If there’s one last thing to do, it’s to debug n4s, my circuit simulator interface. After this I will be happy to retire. Just turned on the Ubuntu rig with VScode, ready to hit the ground running tonight, 2am even. Try to finish by mid week. It’s quite daunting not to rely on AI almost at all but to figure out the algorithm myself. It has been simplifying but imperfectly so.

Decided to pass on a luxury fountain pen tho I’d like one very much. It may be my birthday present come November. Right now, have to save. Strange that I now crave fine stationery. Have to gather those brain cells and think of writing code now.

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It’s Monday morning. Brushed. Need some breakfast. Was assaulted by Liews, reverse blaming me for 9-11. Liews got cancer for it, not my fault, nor for the western kids they manipulated onto me. The offer for a free cancer zapping stands for 1 hour, Zero for the treacherous Liews tho.

Ordered a nice fountain pen after all… a $6 Hero. Looks streamlined and ‘classic’. I guess this is all I get to own. Forgot to buy ink. Will be out later tomorrow maybe to source some from a store.

 

My pen has shipped. Can't wait. Meanwhile, Liew witches and large groups of westerners they convinced to do evil maraud my mindspace. We used salted butter to calm them down -it has no side effects just that they like the taste of salted butter a lot more (not a craving, just a liking).

 

Can't find the time to code as many minds are pressing in. Almost lunch time. I had Marmite sandwiches. Work out later tonight.

Mindspaces have calmed down but I need a break. Liew witches were repulsed and that was stressful.

Disinfected my room with original Dettol. Much milder and more effective than the clone disinfectant I had been using. This happens due to constipation which happens once in a while. Otherwise vermin would soon make a home in here. Past lunchtime and I haven’t coded much. I forget where I left off (had a stroke in 2006-07).

There is chaos in the mindspaces. Sorcery is over the world but so do we participate in running down one another? Surely not! Blame one person at a time? Are witches that stupid not to do their master plan? We must ensure compliance from all telepaths. The mind is peaceful. Always. Safe.

 

It's 4pm and so begins 12 straight hours of coding. I must somehow finish n4s today. What an adventure! 

 

Now almost 11pm. Several hours to go. I have a new, simpler algorithm and it's printing logical results. 

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Fell asleep before finishing the algorithm. Waiting for my parcel. Feeling bleary. Had some cheese for breakfast, and soy milk. Well, back at it. Code or die.

 

Coding  is going okay. Need a solution for the power rails right now.

 

My fountain pen failed to arrive this afternoon. Maybe tomorrow.. Mom bought me a small bottle of blue Pilot ink, 16RM which is reasonable. AI says this is a very good ink, good even for cheaper paper.

 

Facing obstacles coding n4s but at least I have no distractions. Had to get cleaned twice today and showered after. Will be making some beef dish later on, Mom brought back the chuck from MegaMall. A rainy evening.

 

I subscribed to 5 days of pro AI use for just over 5RM. Not sure what to use it for. Maybe to help along my coding if nothing will go right after another 4 days.

 

Worked out briefly and am feeling good. Already 2am. Need to take my meds. Talked about the world balance of power following the fragmentation of the British Empire after WWII. Where it leads, Biblically. How God knew what would happen to the superpowers and old Medo-Persia (Iraq / Iran). Sources indicate a market collapse is imminent, then a resurgence with heavy use of AI and broadband Internet, 5G etc.

 

During the turmoil of market collapse, Iraq and Iran could reform Medo-Persia. Just my best guess.

 

Was thinking of using AI to translate a tai-chi video into English. 

Secrets of writing fiction...

There are, by request, 4 things that determine whether you get started as a writer / author or whether you give up before you even get good.

The first is: are you ORIGINAL. Based on all you read and saw others writing, do you believe yourself to be original. I can't teach anyone to be original -it is just a feeling you may have and cultivate in daily living. I realized I was original when I had more social experiences and my introspectivity wasn't merely abstract or fantasized.

The second is: there must be something you LIKE writing about. Such as Sara's dragons or my witches and telepaths. The more things you like writing about, the more you may succeed as a writer. This is similar to point 1 above. Original yes, like / able to write about it is crucial.

The third is: poeticism, sarcasm, karma, justice, and all the PHILOSOPHICAL concepts mankind has -do they interest you? They should.

The final and most important one is: ask yourself: are you a perfectionist? writing as a temporary job / satisfied as an amateur, or do you really want to SELL BOOKS? Of course it is the latter (right?) Whether you sell 4 a week or 4 a month, you must want to increase your reach -the reach of your ORIGINAL ideas. Be hungry for it.

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Chapter 9 is slow going due to Liew pain-givers. But I am 1/4 way thru and it shouldn't be long before I can release the final draft, maybe circa midnight KUL time.

More on writing fiction. You must devote time to it. Saying 'I have some time to write something' is wrong. You must actually have an 'It's writing time!' attitude. Further, you must be upbeat about Books. There is no point if you rather like listening to conversations or watching TV series. Books are special and I love holding my novella, iS whenever I want to feel happy, or to read my Kindle buys whenever I'm free. Yes, I even love eBooks and formatting documents on my own.

Being a critic, being persnickety about what you read is okay but realize it prevents you from digesting all but the most polished of books or the most sensational page-turners. I was so persnickety that I DNF Foundation by Asimov and Hyperion by Dan Simmons. I would advise all would-be authors to start off reading everything. I even read Shakespeare. Then to become increasingly persnickety once you're mature enough to critic others' work.

Sometimes, you will succeed and sometimes you will fail. Don't throw away any of your ideas or rejected stories. They can be planted into your mind again and grow into something special -your Universe. I use failed book content in my other writings that succeed (in being finished at least). It's cool when you can dip into a folder and find an easter egg for your book that's original and written by yourself.

These days, you will need a computer, a writing desk, a writing chair or stool, a good keyboard and mouse, maybe a big display. Writing costs quite a bit. You can also begin small -with pen and paper, just $5 to get started. If you have just pen and paper, then be creative. Make charts and maps instead of writing. Write the best lines in full -give them a page of their own, and the rest as abbreviated passages, bullet points. It's also fun but with a computer of sufficient capability, you can also reach out onto the Internet which is great for down time, sharing your work, and for research. You could also coop up in a library for 6 hours and it would also be good but for me, home is the most relaxing place to be.

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Time for dinner and I have not edited almost at all this hour. 4 hours till final draft release.

Past 10pm and I managed to get cleaned well. Still editing the final 10% of SDU. Liew witches have massed and are giving out pain. I wrote on the ram and goat in Daniel, which concerns the year-frame of the coming of Christ. It should be within the next 6 years but probably sooner than that. Read it on my Medium (Chenkuang YAP). 

Finally showered and am in fresh clothes. Disinfected my room. Did some drawing with my new pen. Past 11pm and no editing done.

Go to post "Writing, watching too much football" for the link to the pre-final edit of SDU. It isn't quite to my mind,100% arc perfect, but it reads very well and is logical as it will ever get.

Faber-castell TGI-S stylograph / tech pen

The photo top, is of the new pen I just received, bought for 35RM, less than $9. IIRC, the Rotring could once be had for around 60-70RM, while the Isomars is under 30RM. With Rotring (Variant), you can buy just the nib, circa 35RM but they’re getting hard to find.

Can’t beat how cool and serious-looking the Rotring Variant is. The Isomars was cheap, is usable, but does feel cheap to the touch. The Faber-castell looks unremarkable but is actually the coolest design. I like how the cap screws off in just one twist, how there is a humidity sponge embedded in it (you may need to drop a tiny bit of water on it, IDK). And uncapped, the yellowish and transparent plastic feed shrouds are mesmerizing.

At 0.1mm, it’s a great tool for economical and detailed sketching provided you use smoother, creamier paper where lint can’t foul up the fine nib. So if it stops working, you know what’s really to blame. I drew some pretty cool mini portraits with it before the review and am impressed.

Used to be, I had an Isograph in 0.14mm which was my favorite but I dropped it and the nib got damaged. Being a stylograph, it’s supposed to be used with a very light touch, less so than a fountain pen. It’s almost like pouring ink onto the paper albeit very slowly and sparingly. In fact, such pens are acceptable for use in many school art exams and classes. Check before you invest!

Best of all, save the environment, they’re refillable, no waste. And be sure to store them flat / horizontal or slightly pointing cap down. 0.3mm and 0.4mm are pretty thick liners so don’t start with those, IMHO. More later, plus some drawings…

Fighting demons of the past…

Tonight, I am fighting demons that settled over our school way back in the early 90s and late 80s. These were let in by evil men who drove many of my friends to desperation. The web of lies and backstabbing was impenetrable, from attackers who could strike anyone, anywhere. This is the central problem we face, and what we must solve. How did God lose control?

Normally, He would lose control when people are very sinful. Same as in the Old Testament. They are sinful because of guilt. Yes, GUILT leads to SIN leads to DEATH / MADNESS. Fear comes from Morality, and Fear to Guilt. Organized religion is an ark of laws. It is a ship guided by many hands. Yet for believers to be apart is hard on them / us. 

My current church is an ecclesia of a dozen people. But still, we suffer. There is no religion except personal beliefs. Some decline to communicate religion in the mindspaces, others refuse to join a body of spirit but to climb on sideways, in secret.

Remember the Lord predicted, we would wait for him in pairs, one taken -the other left. And it seemed to me that these mathematical odds, so specific, pertain only to believers and perhaps that both the taken and left have a job function to fulfill. Otherwise it would be meaningless and over generalistic.

Pairing up is the best way forward. Just two men or two women waiting for that day. And it came to me that the types of people who pair up are the worldly and the spiritual. That is all I am allowed to reveal.

Thus the attacks of the enemy are blunted. 

It’s past midnight and I have brushed and showered, taken my meds. Work out at 1am.

Almost 2am and I've just completed a short and intensive workout.

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Was up earlyish. Yet to get cleaned but I did brush and am editing SDU. Going rather slow. A chapter plus per day. Should manage chapter 4 by tonight, then the rest over the next 2 days. Decided not to consult the CoPilot suggestions right now but as touch up, in a later edit, EOM.

Circa 10pm. Finishing editing the first half of SDU. The second half needs less, as I really took pains over it. Will read thru that part tomorrow. Mom is out shopping with Sis. My right foot feels tingly for some reason. Must be more witch attacks.

Onto chp6 tomorrow morning. Should take an hour plus to read thru the second half of the novel. Fixed lotsa inconsistencies. I need to wrap up 2 things: Kyoko’s shark attack bionics (maybe in the war scene) and Derek’s super children who may found a new secret society, do something brave, pivotal.

And I think I will revise the abacus matrix technology a bit.

 

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Past 2am. I had to get cleaned again. It was the birds' eye peppers I had for lunch. Luckily it was circa 2am and most people were asleep. Brushed. Will work out at 2:30am. I got rid of the old non-HD TV in favor of a spare 23" monitor. I need to get a power strip so I can watch TV from my bed, cross-wise. Anyhow it is off my table and I am no longer struggling with its HDMI resolution issues.

 

Been analyzing Matt 24 and seeing how much of it was fulfilled, that I knew of, and there were some gaps where I missed things like many false Christs and false prophets. Since when were those about? Could be they've done their damage.

 

Can't wait to upload the final draft of SDU to my Google Drive tomorrow evening. I think it might fit the manga genre quite well.

 

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Was up late. Brushed and worked out. My stylograph should arrive this afternoon. I need to prepare some cash. Am airing my room. Don't feel much like editing somehow.

I pulled together and now have edited and read thru 90% of SDU. There were circa 5, 6 awful errors and equally as much bad logic / reasoning. Wasn’t easy. Then the Liew witches came in and bumped me and Sara Lubratt together, she’s also soon to be an author. So I quit for a bit and am resting in air conditioning.

Writing, watching too much football…

In case I die, here is the PDF for Super Derek Underpants, just roughly edited. There's a lot in it and I hope you all read it thru. It's FREE. >>> Here is the pre-final edit <<< I may add in a bit more about Derek's super kids but at a later date, and Kyoko's shark attack cybernetics as well. It's been fun. Please read and share.

I have finished polishing the final chapter of SDU and also corrected all typos and punctuation mistakes. Took a few hours, breaking for rest, overnight. Yet to begin a full read thru which is a must. Don’t think it will take longer than a day to proof with help from CoPilot as I can read and it can capture faster.

Liew witches enduring some awful nerve damage as they attempt to destroy the world and slave what remains to the beast. We must be strict about their horrendous behavior and forgiving to those who are gentle tho sinful / free-living. This is not a tight ship run by mercs, but a by-choice, sacrifice for one another world. It's time we fished out the weaklings and make them explain, point out the bullies and I will pinch their nerves accordingly.

South Africa won over Korea who were sloppy in front of goal. Worked out and am feeling refreshed. Will begin the proofreading circa noon, up to chapter 5 first, then after a break, up to the end. In July, I hope to resume coding my final app, n4s.

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Didn't have much urge to edit or read thru my novel. I still have tonight and tomorrow to make any changes, then on Saturday, chores. Got stabbed with pain while discussing 'iS' with some potential readers. My family are slaves to the witchy Liew 6.

Remembered my Medium post on the 'house-father' ABY sutra 9d - fat wallet - SeTT - Grandpa's inheritance synchronicity that happened some month or so back, all on the same day. IIRC, 2-6-26. Jesus said I would get 'money from a house' -a lot of it. And I wanted to analyze it further. 

The value of SeTT (ΣεΤΤ) in Greek Gematria is 805. This is from greekgematria.epizy.com

δολοφονία

805

assassination

Apparently 'Lightning will strike a mountain' --Dr W K Chu

This from Wikipedia (which I donate to),

4

☳

100

4

震 zhèn

the Arousing, 'shake'

thunder 雷

wood

east

Spring Equinox

Bill Heidrick lists 805 as 'rushing towards, much rain, sneezing'. We can imagine severe storms and choking burning (mentioned in the ABY), and perhaps the Mount of Olives split in two, and an 'arousing' / resurrection. This matches the 13th of August 2026. Could God have secretly given me the timeframe of the 2nd coming of Christ? Does He forgive and trust me again?

And I have 500RM to spend and still be okay for the next 4 weeks. I nowadays do not venture out to the mall much on my own, Tomorrow, a brief run thru the park or round the block, depending on the weather. Weekly runs are good for health, working the body's systems and restoring proper function.

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Was up too late and missed the first half of the match. Dutch won tho, which is what matters. Managed to get cleaned well. Heading out for lunch. Not sure where due to Mom's ulcers. Didn't do any editing or running. Will run before dinner and edit in the afternoon.

Back from the mall, rather tired, so may skip the run and just work out. Did a post on Medium on prophecy here, it’s free but you need to sign up for a Medium account. A creepy coincidence. Jesus may come soon.

5am and wide awake…

I did my workout, brushed, took my meds and am waiting for sleep. Spent the night in battles with the very evil and corrupted Liew witches. Almost did no writing. Looks like I will have to divide the workload again if I am to make any progress. Just 1k words a day. Writing SDU has been a lesson for me. I love to rush things, and conversely to procrastinate. Now I have to be organized and plan ahead.

Thought I would eat something but then I’d be bloated. Yea, the fried rice I cooked yesterday was good. So today, I will write the first selah. 3 more to go but that’s for tomorrow to worry about. I feel my voice has changed across the circa 200 pages. My mood changed 70% thru, and different people were riding with me. I hope it still reads contiguously. 

Popped open the windows to ventilate my room. Will probably turn in by 6am. Will write!

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The second selah is a bit harder. Involving another Christian concept, that the blood of one man covers all -so illogical that the darkness does not understand. In between, I fleshed out Marty’s character a bit more. I think even more would be good. Should be done before dinner time, now past 1pm. Will walk to the bank later to buy more books written by friends. Maybe 5pm.

I’m unable to hit 44k words. Just around 42.5k. Sucks. But there’s no sense writing beyond the story, i.e. filler.

Must remember that my new neighbors had started and escalated a fight urged on by the Liew witchy 6. It wasn’t my intention to give them a hard time. They well know the body snatchers who cause mishaps such as sneezing.

Am working hard on SDU. Maybe wrap up tonight, late, catch the England match at 4am as well.

 

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Bought my friend Lilian's (not LiLian the witch) book, Perils of Sea and Sky. My initial review is that it is readable and well-written / polished. I take issue with the precise set which shows the intrepid captain alone and somewhat masculine. Perhaps a justification would be nice to have -that she had a mechanical arm or leg or an artificial eye, or an impediment like Jack Sparrow.

 

Other than that, it's a good read. Next month, I will have to buy Christy's book on witches and magic. Books by friends *sigh*. On to writing my funnel novel.

I’m down to the last 1k words for the final chapter! But it’s circa 7pm and time for dinner. Will work on SDU afterwards then sleep circa 9-10pm to wake by 4am for the match.

I am so relieved to finally finish my very first novel. [there is an unedited passage I’m still working in about the soul, spirit, and God -a little awkward of an infodrop]

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Slept on it and missed the 1st half of the England game as well. Am now starting the editing process to finish circa Friday in MS Office 365 which I rented for just one month. Using the AI (CoPilot) to catch errors -it detected lotsa mistakes, makes up for my poor memory and concentration due to stroke back in 2006-2007. The plot, scenes and wordings are not AI written tho.

Can’t believe over 1.2k people visited this blog yesterday. What could they be hoping for?

I have 500RM to spend over July. It’s been a week since my Arip jab. 5 months till my next hospital psych clinic visit. There isn’t much I want to buy, just to see Jesus come.

Will be switching to Office 365 tonight, begin editing with CoPilot’s help. Should take 2 days.

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Was up to catch the 6am football. A brilliant game, Morroco vs Haiti, 2:2 so far. Also corrected all the spelling and grammar errors in SDU. Today, concentrate on structure and style ahead of release tonight.

Liew witches being beaten back, while the British beat them off. They played on high stakes immature emotions, hustled kids then parents, wove a web of dependencies, made a scapegoat. This will end with nerve punishment.

Did some good editing work to round off the last chapter which has supernatural overtones. Jesus makes a visit and speaks a wisdom in parable. Will run tomorrow, work out before lunch. Afternoon, resume editing after watching Korea-South Africa.