Tennis and life…

By request, my mindspace lecture about life as it comes, and living it well. This is because many out there are disillusioned by the wickedness that goes about naturally, confidently, such that many do not care about love.

It’s sad.

There are just 3 things about tennis. There is confidence, equipment, and physics. If you don’t want to win points you will lose and give up, and all the lessons fees will go to waste. You will be a loser the whole of your life and people will pass you by. It happened to me.

If you don’t understand your equipment, you will never succeed. Your racket should be something you question all the time -is it helping me? Knowing upgrades will help you, you don’t bother, yet install all your Linux / Mac updates, knowing nothing of security or advanced features! If you don’t find out your equipment’s function you will never get anywhere fast. And a lot of life is equipment.

I never learned to solder but I can program.

Physics in tennis is amazing. Body and ball physics. Your body does not connect with the racket first. It connects body to ball. The racket is part of your body you accept no matter its balance, size, and weight. When you remove racket, you remove footwork, you remove stroke, everything simplifies to how to get the ball where you want it. You start caring about subtle touches, maximizing stringbed-ball contact, or conversely etc. In life, knowing your objective and recognizing its / your interface is most important.

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Now I want to talk on the 25% of invisible ‘power’ we don’t see but sense and how 75% of our happiness is attributed to physical, emotional, mental achievements, possessions. We are stuff people. We csn break down without our possessions and creature comforts. We are social, we need good friends. We are people with hopes and dreams, we need trust and promises.

Soon, it becomes apparent that less than 1% of our happiness comes from reading our Bibles and praying. It should be that way unless you preach for a living. But that 1% is some of the most potent. It is life changing, just as yeast works its way thru bread, God works for those he loves, who love, Him. Then it’s back to possessions and relationships again.

Being a part time online blog preacher, I feel good and am healed whenever I teach. And I don’t know everything, or the faces and names of my readership but it’s important to write these things down for the record. 

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I would also like to talk on obeying principles. Principles are most important, it is like the constitution, but in our hearts. Principles, like the Physics we talked about before, determine success of interactions. We are social creatures. The more you know body to body, heart to heart physics, the happier you will all be.

And as I write this, evil witches are pushing on western toddlers to give me pain in my wounded parts then disfigure themselves.

More later…

 

Back from the mall with the Folks. Got more toothpaste and bodywash. Had mee Siam for lunch, and a Hainanese milk coffee. The former, a noodle dish without much protein, just dried tofu and an egg. The squeeze of lime (provided) makes it extra special.

 

British mind forces hugging the Liew witches for having both fought over many people's bodies, minds, and lives. They can't be saved easily and are trash talking kids in the west to cause troubles.

 

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My Tissot (Mom gave me) is running 30s fast per day. At 2:20pm Thursday, it was 6s slow. We'll see how it does before bed tonight.

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By request, westerners have asked me, what and when does Jesus Christ allow us rest and respite, and some pleasures? We dipped into 2Thess and 1Tim, because they are my favorite letters of Paul. And we learnt that being in Christ we should spread the word / tradition / example of the apostles. We should do this with the practice godliness -which is simply being sincere in what we teach. And the teaching is simple -I will explain. Furthermore we should work hard not to burden others while we teach and also not to destroy the high knowledge by claiming to be higher than Christ or the apostles.

 

Teaching gospel is utmost simple. Show what you have inside so people can decide if you are to be trusted and what trusting you can do for them. This, to my mind, is what Jesus Christ would have you do since Paul is gone and we never met!

 

In effect, there are many things a person can do to see if he's on the right track. Sacrifice, prayer, fasting, charity, to travel to afar, -yea all these can bring to you a good clean feeling. Personally, I like to do charity and to sacrifice.

 

So when does Jesus allow us to eat our bread? Does someone tell you? Does Jesus show you? To say I can sex now that I'm all done with is wrong. To say the opposite is not the case mostly. Oh, the Spirit will guide you. O, the traditions still hold.

 

But I say, we eat our spiritual bread just as old times people ate their physical bread. And we eat our physical bread just as we eat our spiritual bread. Sounds like an equation.

 

Bread is received with thanks and blessings (not nowadays when you can store buy it). If someone, after we work at gospel hard, gives us spiritual bread, eat it and let it nourish your soul.

 

If we work hard on doing physical labor, then we eat of the physical bread without crisis of conscience.

 

If our work internally and externally match up, we can have both easily, and that takes wisdom and planning from the beginning.

 

What does 'match up' mean? It simply means that we do not conflict in giving out our teaching. And it is teaching, spreading the word / gospel that Christ commands us. Not a mystery. Just tell others who need it. You don't need me as a prophet.

Tackling the problem in mindspace...

I made adjustments to the Wa language I invented some month or two back. This one is much better I think. Haven't asked DeepSeek yet. 

https://medium.com/@chnkngyp/wa2-a-teach-learn-language-wrapper-479588f29bd3

But getting down to work on the telepathy crisis is the main focus here. We need some concrete steps to combat the evil sucking our blood either directly or thru a web of relations or friends. I prayed and asked the Spirit and here are 3 things it said we could do,

1. Behave well
    
2. Spend sufficiently
    
3. Don't linger

I think, as usual God is brief and correct. We must show love / forgiveness for one another, pamper ourselves, and not dwell on others' mistakes, even virtues. Try to be self-contained, morally and financially. I think we must also keep up with our friends and relations outside of the mind and keep them safe / happy by giving them stuff and love etc.

 

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Interactions of the Liew witchy generations with the Americans, 5 points,

1. Money was tight in America at some point, maybe in 1930(?) and that was when witches bought bonds and invested. Witches such as the Liew 6, know when to put down and pull out money. To say they caused the great depression would be untrue, but they predicted it and helped it along.
    
2. War is something witches enjoy. In some way, they parallel the Bible, which is why Jesus spoke in parables -it was because of the insidious wisdom among women of high IQ. This current war with Iran, Israel etc. was the culmination of witch manipulations and riding on the Bible's prophecy. What can they do wrong? You may ask. The witches take spoil -money, even souls (sent to hell or enslaved).
    
3. Destruction of the Jews who believe in Messiah. Witches such as Liew's coven, are firmly opposed to Jesus and envision a golden age of man, side by side with the Devil. I kid you not. They hate God and His son.
    
4. Shoving around people who are 'saved', bright lights, those who shine with gospel, truth, love. Witches appear to fawn over them, but in reality, they are jealous. No witch can fully enjoy gifts of God so they destroy sinful people's talents, write over them, and push others to eclipse them, not to buy their creations.
    
5. I'm not sure what is the 5th most important thing. IMHO, witches destroy great leaders, be they pastors or presidents. The shepherd struck, the flock scattered. Through the ages, witches have helped found cults, push celebrities to suicide, make leaders embarrassed, start trends, innocuous on the surface, but imprinting generations with impure thoughts.

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DeepSeek was optimistic my language, Wa2 would be useful but it said there were plusses and minuses which I agreed to mostly. Wa3 words may have to be tacked on.

 

I think, there should be a class called 'separators' and 'joiners'. I chose the sounds, ta-te-ti, borrowed from French music notation. So, now we can say what came before or after an event. In fact, an event is a joining of Wa2 words by these sounds.

 

If Ee-eey’d is gossip (from ee - you, and y'd -to talk). Then "John told me a secret" might be J'nn te y'd wa wa-way'd. "His car was damaged in an accident", Ee k'arr te pui. K'h being the word for car. We left together would use a joiner, sounding like, Wa ti-ti ee t'raah. T'r being to leave.

 

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Back from an outing to the downtown mall with Mom. Must've been 2 hours of walking. We took home a Subway to share -for lunch and drank some canned green tea. Saw a cool Citizen in the Japanese used goods shop but it was missing a part. Nice watch, just 250RM.

 

More writing SDU today. Hope to complete chapter 7.

 

Circa 9pm. Worked out and am feeling recharged. Hope my batik shirt arrives tomorrow. Helped make a tasty western dinner for the folks. Liew kid damaging all our relationships by impersonating us to one another. Will try writing more circa midnight.

Still coding, things came up…

Church matters came up today, and the lower classes from the UK and the witchy armies formerly of Liew, my neighbor in 1/38, needed some comforting. The sorcery over the world seems not easy to bring to an end.

In the end the plans of William roll on, behind him, the puppet masters from Asia. I was talking with some people in mindspace, and we discussed Jewish heritage. Many people have Abraham’s blood. Few have nephilim blood, but most have mixed blood from those obedient and those disobedient to God. I have both obedient and disobedient blood. But story goes, long long ago, I had some ancestors who were from Turkey, said to be Jews who later settled in Shanghai, then around Beijing, near the port, managing warehouses.

Anyhow, our Pastor is being used as a battering ram on church members, by western controllers. At least it seems so to me. Everything looks sexy from a distance.

11pm. I have to take my meds now. Coding went well, all logically arrayed. Unfortunately, a big bug is keeping the list from filling up. And I need to trace it tonight.

 

Took a shower and am changed into fresh clothes. Ate noodles for supper. Worked out. The Liews seem to be less violent and I can code a bit.

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Was very tired, and slept till circa noon. Feeling okay.

 

Managed to get cleaned well, yet to shower. Node generation is now go, but a bit off for some reason. Something to do with the transistor i/o, I'm guessing. At any rate, I did it logically, without guesswork, and that's important to finishing this project.

 

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This is a story of what the end of the world will be like. The end times are already upon us but when exactly -what year or season, it is still unknown. So the story goes,

 

There was a young boy who grew up with many afflictions. His toes were abnormal and his penis was abnormal, later his chest and teeth were growing abnormal. Because of this, he was worried, every night, when he was along with nothing to do. During the day, at school he was happy and soon he graduated from university. Who would have thought? But he held jobs for only a while and earned little money. Finally, he discovered that there was a fight over him, to use him: the ugly, good for nothing guy. But even so, from 25 he became 50. And was still kicking. And it was at 50 when he bore good fruit. 

 

So this story is like we who are waiting. We suffered so much, and yet God moved us from young to old, new to mature, and we bore fruit according to our talents.

 

We can divine the time of the coming of Jesus from the timeline in our hearts. Because we are not all at the same time bearing fruit of the same kind.

 

For example, if Yap likes computers, and Steve sold him a good one, that is a line -a vector. And if Yap lived beyond Steve, that vector begins to shift, and if Yap -the amazing programmer, died, the line shifts more. And so broadly we can say, when computers become so advanced and lovable, the end will come. I hope you see the example clearly.

 

Why did I tell the story of the unfortunate boy? You must achieve your spiritual milestones and not be worried at all. For in the end of your days, you shall have borne fruit. Bear fruit according to the season and you shall know, as one communion, the rough circumstances of the 2nd coming of our Lord!

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6pm, still coding. Realizing I left out some conditions. Looks optimistic I will correctly populate the nodes thru the net lists soon. Helped Mom make dinner. Feeling crushed by the evil Liew family of 6, who used to be my neighbors.

 

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Am up early for psych clinic. The nodes involving Q, the transistor are wrong here and there. Need some extra care for rows which don't start with Q but contain it.

 

Installed OCP, my favorite music player. Also got btop which is nicer than htop which beats top.

 

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Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Waiting for my parcels. Can't wait to have fresh Eagle King shirts, 3 for me and 3 for Dad. Cost over 100RM.

 

The evil witches are pushing behind the westerners who have, in desperation, smashed up my church. This doesn't seem like the Tribulation has ended as Pastor said. The suffering here is maximum.

My tee shirts are on delivery at 2pm. I switched to Google Docs to finish writing SDU. Also now know how to fix the error in n4s. Being pinned down to my bed, mostly.

Today, I finish net4spice...

Hopefully my algorithmic assumptions are correct, and I can indeed finish net4spice by late tonight. We are under pressure from antichrists in mindspace. And it seems the afternoon will be spent countering their temptations.

I am writing a function that detects what are outputs or otherwise, inputs, across the rows in the list of components. It will assist the setNode function which is called by the main iterator.

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By request, the 3 most important things about building an intelligent mind -at most any age. Intelligence is the reason people feel good when times are bad and think of bad things when times are good. Most men and women have very rudimentary intelligence, be they western or eastern,

1. Intelligence is in no way an IQ score or a successful way of thinking. It is not the ability to process and remember like a computer, or connect to many minds and think together. Intelligence is like a soldier knowing how to maintain, disassemble and reassemble his gun. It is understanding the basics of what you have, what your job is -even making a better gun. But first it is just taking apart and putting together things in your life -for the reason it needs it.
   
   
2. As you learn how things work and why things are done, you can move up a step. Telling others to do things that are good for them. Intelligence is reflecting and making decisions. In a way it is like moving up a rank -being a manager, a successful one. There are tactless managers and kind ones. But that is the next point.
    
3. When you are good at basics and teaching, directing others, you have to learn what's in their hearts. In this way, an intelligent man or woman ensures they are safe from the lower ranks. 

So you see basic intelligence is very easy to develop for yourself and in your family. In later writings, I will post on superlative intelligence -how to become very very good at something you love.

I will now try to tell you a secret method of becoming good at what you love doing. The reason it's secret is because it's so simple. Just follow the leader. Pick someone who's good at what you like and analyze why they're good at it. This is just done by aping, not by opening their minds. People need to read manuals, to see things broken down for them, sometimes to have their life's direction changed.

For example, I like lotsa stuff, but mainly I work on things to do with logic. I am a logician and I always catch up with the latest thinking on many a topic involving IQ, EQ, spiritual intelligence etc. I do all the things above, comparing leaders of faith etc. to find their best ideas, breaking them down, not being afraid to be wrong. Helping others with my new knowledge. Blazing fresh ground.

Went far from home today…

I accompanied Dad to get my mental disability card renewed. We took 3 trains. Spent 5 hours out. Had traditional Malay food. I was thinking of getting myself a batik print cotton shirt. Maybe in the weekend. Coded a bit earlier, and made some progress on net4spice. 

Past 10pm. Yet to work out, take my meds, brush. Did shower, tho. Triggered something in mindspace tonight that may solve the witchcraft crisis. It’s important we keep everyone safe as possible and feed them words to say.

We even neutralized the poisons and viruses the Liew witches had been distributing. It’s time for an end to pandering to the unreasonable Liew family of witches.

Coded a bit more and am close to a breakthrough. Have to figure out where a lot of None values were generated. Found the source, a still forming array.

Worked out. Feeling good.

 

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Coding is going okay. There are weird values I have to figure out how came about.

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Okay, coding has shown some consistent, logical results but all the node numbers are sequential somehow. I need to look into the propagator function and the reducer function.

Looking into a simpler solution, which is to identify pairs of components in subsequent rows. This would remove need for my recursive reducing function. It gets simpler.

Meanwhile Liew witches attack constantly. Would like to break from coding, maybe make my paper bow sight later tonight.

 

Was gassy, now am comfortable. Coming up to 10pm. Wrote a Medium article on Jesus' 2nd coming. Now trying to wrap up the node generation problem. I have high hopes.

 

Deferred the node generation to tomorrow. Things may be brewing tonight that I started this afternoon, which is unraveling the lies told by the family of 6 witches -the Liews, once my neighbors. 

Chapter 7 of SDU is delayed...

Not sure if I can finish it today. It's already past 5pm. There was a request for me to get married to one of my neighbors. All of us have trouble earning money, which is probably why we are living in shoeboxes.

As far as I can see, I have only 3 money-earning ideas left:

1. I can improve my piano skills and become a part time teacher 
    
2. I can form a social tech startup like Mastodon etc.
   
   
3. I can make things to sell, like my paper bow sight, or the knot sword

No. 3 is really intriguing. I was thinking of an archery setup made from knots. Not sure how it would work. No. 2 is also interesting. I was thinking of a social app where people could read books together or tell their stories. No. 1 is the easiest. But I need to write a theory sheet or two first. Perhaps I will do 1 and 2, and make that paper bow sight as well. So will do it after dinner.

The book reading app will be called 'Revision' and allows people to post extracts from books they like or are reading, even textbooks or Bible, Koran etc. They will be able to see if anyone has a better one than what they have. There will be offers to book sellers like BFBW etc. to list their titles. I’m not sure what platform to use.

So Revision will be simple text messaging. You can scan up to 5 excerpts per post. People form groups to share, others for study, etc. No talking is allowed except thru scans of text or barcodes. It is something like Pinterest. It can build sales, but that is for other groups: authors. People from related small groups may re-post from authors groups.

As for my piano teaching, I need to bring out my notation and chord progression knowledge. This will influence the melodic development. It will take 3 sheets of paper. Need to teach legato pedaling too, and how to sightread better.

The bow sight, I can’t remember how it works. Need to check..

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So I started on noting down my favorite chords to teach piano. I think I captured the progressions quite accurately. Tomorrow, I will be doing melodic and harmonic scales over the chords. Then on day 3, I will explore the development of motifs and melody opposed to emotion. I will also do 'wrong note progressions'.

No time to write SDU or make any bow sight. Maybe in the weekend.

I sliced the hard cover off my CCB and wrapped the end cards in paper from a Sonic Youth album poster (I have the record, 'Dirty'). The stiff cover was inhibiting to flipping the pages. I didn't want to read it much. This was the Bible I bought for 66.6RM, rounded up. 

We have been roped into a protection network for world leaders. Not just me, but quite a few people who are gentle and have a high tolerance for attacks. Of course, for me, it is a free service. I divided out the work between some friends who are good fighters. And gradually we will spread the word that attacking leaders is wrong.

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By request to teach, I have chosen the topic of belief, faith, unbelief, doubt, power. This ties in with baptism, rebirth, communion, and circumcision. There is actually a puzzle of God for us to view and agree that combined, it is the Father of Jesus. There are 3 points to consider,

1. Belief, Faith and Doubt cannot exist without POWER. Seeing God's power first hand or thru testimony causes the former 3 things. Miracles are not POWER. Power is God's ability to turn you around internally often thru testimony (which itself is not the POWER).
   
   
2. God is unknowable except thru His Son. The reason Jesus came 2,000 years ago was not to 'do stuff', 'teach stuff'. He came not as a 'scout' or to  'suffer for our sins'. Jesus came because otherwise no man might know God. Without knowing God, all our POWER in worship is misguided. I will explain later.
    
3. Saying 'I believe in Jesus' is not the same for everyone. 'I cast out demons in his name' is not enough. 'I respect you / worship you' is not enough. 'I was baptised!' is not enough. The secret to Jesus and his saving blood is simply a belief in progress. This was an old teaching. 'I PROGRESS' attracts the Lord. 'I am ready', even is not enough. 'I am sincere', not either. 'I progress in goodness' -this man is one called by the Lord. 

I said I would explain worship. We can worship with our lips. We should worship with our hearts maybe? The human heart cannot worship. We must worship actually, with deeds and possessions. What would you give to a king? Platitudes of loyalty? Tests of allegiance? No, it is by going out and doing his will with our worldly goods (which includes our bodies).

Redmi Buds Play slight tip mod…

 

I used some wide-bore KZ Castor tips which I trimmed down to fit the Redmi Play. Even made a small hole for a port that would have been shrouded (visible in the picture). I used a retractable tip pen -one that wasn’t rounded off. It cut thru the silicone easily with pressure and twisting.

Sounds good and was cheap, just 45RM. I heard there were cheaper prices: 38RM, way back then. Feels odd when your best buds are circa $10. I wouldn't have thunk. And the watch I wear most often is a 170RM CBP Casio.

I recently compared 5 earphones:

1. KZ ZST
2. KZ Castor
3. KZ EDX Pro
4. Shure 112
5. Fiio FF1

The source was a record player (vinyl, 45 rpm) classical music recording. The ZST performed well. The Castor was soft and a bit tight. The EDX Pro was melodious but sounded too free / uncontrolled. The 112 was flat and therefore not lively. The FF1 was pretty good but not for noisy environments as they are open design.

I finally finished chapter 6 of SDU. Posted it here on DogBlots just now. After lunch, will be heading out on a torture walk. Dad is supposed to buy it. While Mom has her hospital appointment. Might as well start on chp 7 now. In it, we see a different Derek. One who fights power with wisdom. He becomes a MacGyver of sorts. But in the end, just before chapter 8, Derek lies dying. Will he really pass away so soon?

1. Words of the wise

Derek grows smarter 

2. Johore!

He finds friends in high places 

3. Politicos, faith

They discuss faith versus politics (the chart stg1 / st2) 

4. A new future

Hopes of freedom

5. War

The ME war flares up

6. Final battle

Hoag decides to take down Derek, now a local leader

7. Talk of the town

He achieves hero status, fighting off the powerful Americans just with cleverness

8. They all fall asleep

Derek is overpowered and critically wounded

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Almost time to go on my walk. Lotsa gullible kids raised by William in a mad frenzy to feel good / safe / etc. This happened after he committed some bad mind crimes. I actually wasn't there when it happened so I can't confirm, but definitely, now he can't stop feeling threatened.

Saved some money by using some old peripherals for my Fedora rig. A bit late to go on a long walk. May just do a round of the park. Wear my running shoes, circa 4pm. Was lazy to head to the park so I did a round of our block instead. I ran breakneck and was a wee bit out of breath at the end. Took me 3 minutes to recover fully. Feeling fitter. Mind feels clear.

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Still working on chapter 7 of SDU. Tho I submitted it, rough, to a magazine, I will still churn out the chapters. Yesterday, my blog got over 800 views. Planning on finishing the chapter in one day. Then, to rest until the weekend. Do 8, and 9. It will be a minor miracle if I am published so will not be thinking of it.

Dad is going for his doctor's appointment. Will probably head out for lunch with Mom. Drank a latte for breakfast, some soy milk.