Jesus: is he God and why it matters...

There came a request to settle the age old dispute of is the Son of Man the Son of God our Lord and God himself?

The status of Jesus, being born of Woman, whereas Adam, giving life to Woman. Is Adam then superior to Jesus? Solomon -was he wiser than Jesus? Wiser than the Son of God?

And what of Enoch, who did not taste death? Is he higher than Jesus? This we will attempt to answer.

Adam was the first man made in God's image. He seemingly had no mother. What difference could a mother make? Eve, taken from Adam (under God's magic), rejoins with Adam to make men and other women. 

You could say that Adam + Eve = double the god in Adam. So every mixing of Adam and Eve, because God made us male and female, creates conditions for superlative generations or individuals. Yea, perhaps Jesus is more 'selected' than Adam, Enoch, Abraham, Solomon and myself (jk).

But by intermixing, can Jesus be superior or on par with the Creator Himself? Theoretically, math dictates that we simply can't know. How much of God is in us we can't guess. Likewise, how much of God is in Jesus, we cannot propose -it is not our call. Perhaps a lot of it was -sufficient for Jesus to assume a throne on earth. Perhaps if he were to wed, his son might be even higher. Believe we have Kingdom / Spirit within us and God's grace to make miracles happen. All of us care for a seed of Faith and a chance at glory.

The reasons people ask who is mightier, is because they have little Faith and chances themselves. That is why they count everything God does while most Christians humble themselves and just say we don't care / know / it's not very important. 

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By request there was an explanation to what Grandpa did to sexual relations in our family. Not Ban Cheong but my Mom's Dad who has since passed on.

Grandpa was good at everything, even sex and the Americans taunted him whenever he and Grandma were together. Many Chinese were treated to body shaming the same.

Grandpa never fully recovered because he was not fully in love. He married because of the war (WWII) and because he needed some money (he was poor). Grandma's family fed and clothed him during the Japanese occupation. And he couldn't deliver in bed due to the guailo.

Short story, all of our sex is affected by Grandpa's phantom pain / embarrassment and all the ladies and guys to some extent hide their shame in me -yes, little ol' wa. There is nothing more sinister than this! 

SeTT is ready to go…

After 3 days of debugging SeTT’s piece placement code, it’s finally free of most glitches. Now today, I can finish debugging net4spice.

Am up very early, pre 6am. Later, my uncle will be visiting. Feel like buying some stuff. My wallet and savings stash are above $100 thanks to CNY angpow. Sis gave me some extra cash too. Should use it but not sure what on.

Feeling okay generally. May head to the bank, deposit some funds in my debit account. Actually started debugging n4s yesterday before the SeTT crisis which I thought was unsolvable, and am making slow but steady progress.

 

Brushed. Will probably debug after 8am. Liew witches still working people they collided together. But their power isn't that strong anymore.

 

Found an easy way to bind my own books using string -a Japanese design. Thinking I may use that for EOSotB. Print it locally and distribute it for cheap with a simple cover.  Want to apply for an ISBN for it.

Proofread half my book. Will do the other half in the evening. Liew witches attacking my rich uncle’s family.

Finished proofreading. Uploaded SeTT to Github. And Wa, to Reddit. Work is winding down. Tonight just some donkey debugging n4s. Liews will hopefully leave this place or be given sh*t problems to deal with.

Tomorrow, I will be putting up my tennis wall covering over our laundry area back wall. It’s just airpak tubes stuck on with wall tack. Should be fun to practice my strokes. Took my meds and brushed. Workout at 11pm. Thinking of having friends over or putting up a video of it if it works well. May go vertical or angular at the edges to keep the bounce centered. Thinking of bending the air tubes a bit as well.

 

Worked out and am feeling good. Prince Andrew has been arrested. Another milestone on the road to a peace deal. America are massing in the Middle East.  Closing in on midnight and I haven't debugged anything. n4s release will be delayed another day unless I work harder.

 

LiLian and her witchy family are near death.

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Fell asleep before doing my debugging work on n4s. My uncle and family are coming over so there's no time to get cleaned as the privacy of the shoebox we live in is very limited. At least Sis' chili will work eventually, by this evening.

Sermon for a generation LOST...

I can't help thinking of when there were miniskirts that went way up to there. Even today, women who wear short skirts have flared hemlines. And lately I'd been asked what of the times we live in today -what are the paradigms we abide by?

There are 5 main things young people are doing right now they don't normally say:

1. The world is divided into haves and have-nots. Everybody must contribute something -even if it's a job in mindspace. I will elaborate later.
2.  Morality is something increasingly overt, meaning that people will tell you why you deserve better treatment with no shame.
3. Religion is a dying thing as it anything not conceived within our minds and from books / culture.
4. Sexuality is separating from morality and so are many other things used to be tightly controlled. I will explain.
5. Weird diseases are on the rise from people with mental problems, psycho-somatic-ally triggering health problems in others.

There is currently, a mis-allocation of money. Fun is top of the list, necessities are pushing bottom. Why would God say this? There are 3 reasons: firstly, oil, bread, and wine are staple foods of the Mediterranean, secondly: food shortages will occur thereabouts, sometimes weather is good for oil and wine, sometimes for wheat, other times for barley. Finally, there is something going on with money. People are moving away from Dollars and even Yuan and Yen. There will later be a system of meritocracy where the useful get fed. Even now food is short in various places.

The 4 riders are mostly confined to the Med and Middle East and those who do business there are affected, sometimes affecting their friends and family.  

During such times as these, sex is a commodity that gives and keeps giving -a useful tactic of appeasement therefore pushes are being made for liberalizing it.

Other things are like drugs, and later on, perhaps revealing attire. These will be liberalized too.

What are people to do but feel pressured? I have lived 50 years on this blue earth. There is no substitute for love (tho the love of most waxes cold). People love you and will share with you. Don't worry about being or adhering to system xyz. If there are kind people in your friends and family, you can learn to love others and yourself.

Love and pretending. There are people of an older generation told to pretend there is nothing wrong going on. These are immorally brought up / failed personalities. Again, they are cured by pure love -action before desire.

Bravery and forgiveness are opposites but between them, a lot of teaching can be done and wisdoms imparted. For God blesses who stands between bravery and forgiveness and gives out left and right of it. 

Coding on CNY day...

I successfully debugged SeTT, my strategy board game. There was a lot wrong with it that somehow went unnoticed as occasional strange behavior. It needed additional detection code to the canMove() function which checks for valid piece placement. The new 1.1.9 apk bundle is on https://sites.google.com/view/ckyap under the apps header. Should be ready for release.

Now to finish net4spice. It basically needs tweaking that's all.

I gave my 077j to my cousin as I hope he will succeed in his career and be looked up to. Last night, spent time adjusting the bracelet as his wrist is a bit smaller than mine. Personally, I wear a Garmin and sometimes, a ProMaster. Having a few watch tools I bought off Shopee helped a lot.

Don't feel very motivated to work on n4s and it's past 3pm already. Was able to get cleaned okay this morning and am not sure what are the plans for dinner tonight. But I will have to make a start on the coding if it's ever to be released.

It's past 8pm and I've just debugged SeTT yet again for weird behavior in the canMove() function [should say canPlace()]. 

It's lunar new year and a sermon on witchcraft...

Of late, and because we are Chinese (poor thinkers in general), the Spirit decided to release us information on the curbing of witchcraft form the Asian enemy witches, the Liew 6.

1. People pretending in the midst of a telepathic (heart-Spirit) togetherness between a group of people opened by the witch leads to offendedness and guilt being pushed around. Pretending means we do not reveal our true emotions for any one reason. Most of the time, it is simply trying to be polite.
2. People who want something from the witch as if she were God. You may call it idolatry.  
3. People who fear the witch more than God. You may call that cowardice. The little fear overtakes the big fear -unnatural.
4. People who are angry or offended and pressured by the witch, normally in disadvantaged, tough or poor circumstances. They cause a group to fight one another violently and verbally.
5. This is the last one: people who are attracted to one another but cannot seem to find a way thru to one another.

The solution to these 5 very human emotion-behaviors, is simply to (and some would say believe in God / test the witch etc.) be smarter. Many do not see the value of study and wisdom in preparing us to face hardship in our hearts and out in the world at large.

By request, I have to give some examples,

Why do we not fall in love everywhere? Why do we not steal? Why do we not bully? Why to we not lie to one another? The list is long but let's see what these 4 common things lead to,

1. Love is precious. It is not like oil or blood or wine but it involves sharing waters (mayim) thus a man and woman become one flesh. Often misunderstood, one in the waters. When you give your waters to a woman, she is yours. When you should not share waters, do not fall in love.
2. Stealing destroys one's reputation. Basically work hard and be grateful and you will receive from those who love you and want you to succeed (parents, relatives, friends).
3. Bullying is common to our generation (mankind) and so is the taking and subjugating of servants and slaves, lower caste or strata races. If you realize this, then treat others well as they will invariably work for you. Not the other way round.
4. Lying is not something we do naturally but is part of Original Sin. When we lie, it is not to push of inconvenience (white lies) but it is part of FEAR and GREED. Drilling down, it is a fear of punishment / death and poverty / suffering -the Lord's curse on Adam and Eve so long ago forgotten...

By request, we delve into mayim (waters) and why people in love share it. From Strong's,

mah'-yim (a Hebrew word) refers to juice, semen, waste (urine) or a channel, flood or spring. It occurs over 500 times in the Bible.

It is obvious that to share waters with someone you don't love will be a perversion. Sharing waters with a person your parents / parentage disapproves will be a perversion. We often forget that waters a person may have, are to be mixed not just for love but for generations of love. If this is confusing, think about your loving as furthering man's seed and you will not give your waters to just anyone. 

By request I am to do more shepherding in the mindspaces. The Americans claim to have heard, before the telepathy outbreak, voices from space / 'heaven'. Digging clairvoyantly, I found this to be an honest account of angels trying to communicate that sorrows and troubles / tribulation would soon come to the earth. They asked if it were better to keep it hush (via telepathy), and the antichrist witches waiting there wanted to have it hushed and so, years before I was born, it was decided.

The disadvantage of hushed Tribulation is that nobody will help you -you have to be immoral and grab some help which actually comes easier. I will cut to the chase and say that immorality is nothing if it saves a life, a soul, a destiny.

The whole world as one -or the vast majority has to help out, understand, and obey the Savior and the Most High and His angels from now on. It is freshly the horse year (some say not for a week or so but yea, it is upon us).

By request, some are in relationships that are demanding. Others in loneliness inside. Very few relationships are rewarding. Let us visit the 3 important criteria of a rewarding marriage,

1. Sexuality and money are a dangerous cocktail. Beware of 'money sex'
2. Feeling like you are not an insider in your partner's life is bad news. Let Him in
3. Do many things together and be sure to keep the memories. Some couples realize this late. Memories are like manna in poorer times. The second thing is pure spring water. This comes from breaking down mistrust and building mutual respect.

I guess this is all for tonight. Will be updating the coding progress now. 

2 days till reunion...

I did some spring cleaning. Got a blister on my arm / wrist from somewhere -didn't notice it and lost my hairband as well. Try to sleep by 3am, having completed my night routine earlier. I did some minor editing of Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible. Reads much clearer and is less offensive sexually, I think. How so much got in is beyond me but here were 3 marriages within its pages. Hope people like it. Yet to see a sale tho.

Work on net4spice (n4s) plods along. Now replacing values in the netlists.txt file. I'm haphazard about this applet as I'm being prevented lightly with the main body of the witchy Liews' army heading for universities in the UK and USA where 'sentient' computers are being tested. They have a lust for technology, being emotionally poor.

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Unable to resume my work as I have to care for some women who fell afoul of the mindspaces. Jesus said to care for the sheep, not endlessly program my computer(s). It’s a tough choice but one that will gain me love in life and treasure in heaven.

Have not used the loo today for some reason. Maybe due to the diarrhea late last night. Feeling the pressure of guilty minds. As Jesus said, the poor will always be with you, not so the special as He is.

Showered and will work out at midnight. Now past 10pm. Want to do a bit more coding so I will eventually finish n4s by this month. Sorted the currents, now for the voltages. Brushed and took my meds. Want to include more components into n4s before bed circa 1am. Maybe a few higher level components too.

Workout went well. Feeling energized. Managed to almost wrap up the coding. There is still some regex to perfect. Otherwise everything is go in just 150 lines of code. Am unsure of the currents -can there be negative current? If so, it would be difficult to show.

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There was a fight instigated by the Liew witches, almost ruining our reunion tomorrow. CNY eve. I need to break from work to sort out some family issues picked on by the Liew 6. There is quite a bit of madness in our extended family and it has reached some kind of turning point that we have to discuss over.

Nearing completion of net4spice...

So far have been promising vaporware and semi-unfinished apps. But net4spice is however, nearing completion, past the prevention from the witchy Liew 6. It's just too simple an idea to block. A semi-graphical interface to pySpice / ngSpice.

Was up early this morning and immediately assaulted. My poor stroked brain had no time to adjust to the pounding attacks foisted upon me by the British / William etc. Supposedly worked from behind by the Liew witches.

But I soldiered on and most of the code is in place awaiting adjustments. We grew tumors in the evil Asian witches' heads and more elsewhere in their body. Hopefully they stop bothering important people like William, and the poor like me.

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Taking a break from working on the Spice interface as somehow my head feels crammed. Not sure what is happening so will step up the attacks on the Liew 6.

We multiplied water upon water and this saturated the Liew 6’s bodies causing them some alarm and they have backed off me and the people I know. Folks are at the mall and will get me a small burger for lunch, late. Now almost 2pm. Time to restart coding. Finish by this evening, then additional components tonight.

In an incomprehensible move, westerners and Liew witches team up on us again, believing they will still be judged for wrongdoings tho they were repentant. How is that our authority even as saints?

Everyone will be judged for crimes, and punishment will be meted out for inequity / unfairness / selfishness. ‘Once to live, once to die, then comes the judgment’

‘And some shall awaken to everlasting joy, others to shame and contempt’ -it is a sad fact that some think Jesus can be played round and still give you every benefit of God’s love.

The story of the Prodigal son does not apply to the Wicked half-son. Tho many apply this to the Father and His forgiveness. Do not be wicked. Start right now. You will be judged.

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I am filling in the n4s code as we speak and it is quite straightforward. Should see results by late tonight. The bag I ordered is late arriving, maybe sometime tomorrow afternoon. May get my $100 in today. Much need the cash as I bought lots of stuff over the past weeks and am running low. 

Using regex simplifies the parsing of the netlists.txt file. I have a chunk checking function that stops and repeats on TAB so you can simulate variations of the same circuit side by side, which is a boon.

Will work out now and then do more coding, just a little as it’s 11pm now. Workout went well. Now tackling n4s. It's almost coming together if I try a little harder.

Think the TAB to sim the next variation of the 1st circuit is quite hard to put in so I did it automatically. Now to write regex for inserting node I and V. Took my meds earlier. Shall sleep soon. Found out I is calculated via a V probe across each component. Will have to iterate to get all currents.

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Just finished editing EOSotB. Threw out some awkward (offensive) phrases and overly sexual scenes were watered down and washed clean. Now ready to code more. Almost 11pm. Should be able to put in a few key lines of code at the very least. I have to find and replace stuff in the netlists.txt file, then somehow connect the V probe everywhere there is a component, and simulate then repeat.

Took a detour to brush clean my Houm air circulator fan and WD40 lube it's drive shaft which was squeaky. Very dusty inside. Spring Festival spring cleaning begins!

Past 2am and am still awake, coding n4s, laying down some loops and regex. Liew witches preying on young writers and generally impersonating world leaders. It is almost ridiculous what they are getting away with. By now most of their trickery is known. Will they go for the jugular with Allen and the other geniuses?