Friday, May 22, 2026

Getting my new LDAC phones in…

It’s past midnight, I showered, took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Found out the LDAC codec is supported by Bluetooth 4.0 / Pipewire. Can’t wait to try it out. Must remember to prepare the 130RM.

Didn’t achieve much today. Just rested and sent email re. my novella. Felt less tired. Was able to set up my Pi Zero W well at last, my backup machine. Sent the souped up netbook outside and my watch winder to the corner of my bed, for more desk space.

Talked to young people about sexual feelings, and how they must be controlled. There are plenty of good times one can have with one’s GF that don’t involve sex. The many forms of ‘electric’ love when you begin to serve the Lord and are kind and brave, smart, and popular. When He anoints you and selects you to do major works, even in mindspace where it is dangerous.


The above link to my Substack article on miracles and faith.


Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Round and round...

Was suddenly roused by Dad this morning, and taken on a mission to pay our property tax. We went to Subang Jaya and then to Shah Alam. Later, we'll try registering online so we don't have to do this again.

On the way home, the little car overheated. It has a rusty radiator. Allen lashed out some more, jealous of his prophecy gone wrong and others' he laughed at and mocked, rising up in these end times, perchance to inherit the earth. Allen, look at the big picture: your own soul versus the miracles and signs God is showing the world. It has nothing to do with my soul and how I like to play my music. I'm only a YouTuber, I won't become James Taylor.

Managed to get cleaned just now. The remainders from last night that the evil powers held in me. I disinfected and fell asleep anyway. Sleep is important especially under stress.

The static around -50dB is still in my recordings. Haven't found a good way of removing it, even with FFMpeg. Have nothing much I want to do today, just finish my Medium post. I have over 200 views this month -highest ever. 

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Managed to install Linux on my Pi Zero W. Bookworm / Wayland / Sway. There is a browser that works quite well, qutebrowser. It's usable.

Tonight, will work on my flute or guitar compositions. Can't decide which yet.

Helping make pasta for dinner. Everyone thought the sauce was too salty. But it was appetizing. Word in the mindspace that something may occur this May. Changes in the system of telepathy / satanism. Many in the psych business / line are eager for information as it got personal. They almost killed my psychologist at Eve, and earlier, my old shrink, Dr Chin.

My meager portfolio of stories has somehow got the attention of a publisher. I wonder if anything will click this time. So I sent them my best work. I hope they like it. Meanwhile, I’m arranging Hazard, by Richard Marx, on my DiZi. Impulse bought a FiiO BT headphone.

Past 1am. Liew witches attacking Americans again. Any excuse is a good one for the family of 6. Just brushed, showered and changed. Will take my meds now and work out by 2am.

Thursday is here. Tomorrow, my FiiO headphones should arrive. Looking forward to these. Much cheaper than a set of Studio Pods and less annoying to the neighbors. Also more convenient to snap on. No fiddly buds or TWS case.

Was able to get cleaned well. No constipation.

Talked about the dragon, the first beast and the second beast, the number or mark, 666, and the rise in demonic activity (mental health issues) since the time of Christ, and how many are chronic / incurable as they are necessary evils of our times versus those simpler cases faced by Jesus way back. Hats off to Pastor who got the gist of the prophecy right and the rest, mostly agreeable as well. 

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Feeling a little under the weather...

Viruses are making the rounds and my nose was running earlier and last night too. This morning, Mom had a cough. Head feels squashed / squeezed. So far done nothing to deserve it. But the pride of the Liew witches knows no bounds. Vengeance is in the air. Looking forward to breakfast out.

Soon to head over to psych clinic. Wearing my Casio Edifice. I don't hate Swatch but the latest AP x Swatch ''Royal Pop" seems a little over the top.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Having takeout chapfarn for lunch. Didn't go to the mall as I am feeling a little tired from the early start this morning. Later, will be doing some soundchecks with the Handycam and my DiZi.

The easyCAP dongle and OBS software played well on ‘high quality’ setting. It seems to pick up considerable noise, static, and the OBS built in filters are quite poor, not Audacity quality noise reduction. Tomorrow, will try some isolation settings, maybe turn off my TV tuner box.

Sometimes have to re-plug the easyCAP, and restart OBS. Then the strobing noise goes away for the remainder of the recording session. There is still static but I guess it’s bearable. 

Got hit in the ear by Allen who is busy counting his future prospects and lashing at friends who made it. Such evil.


 

Monday, May 18, 2026

Updated my Ubuntu to 26.04 LTS…

Had to turn off i386 code in Synaptic, IIRC. There now is a fast Malaysian mirror. Occasionally, I donate a couple bucks. I hope not to upgrade for another 4 years. Uses a bit more RAM, Gnome 50.

We cast out Pastor from our mind group since he needs time to heal and was jabbing us with pain as taught by the witches who caught him for preaching inaccurately / destructively way back. I don’t see why it’s a big deal. Many in the west preach different versions of the gospel. Perhaps it was an attack on the faithful -see how the mighty men fell, would fall later.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and showered. I sometimes wake up with an itchy crotch which smells slightly. But after I wash, it's fine again. Likewise, I am rejuvenated in my flesh, by strong sunshine (just like Superman). Anyhow, I am ready to face today. Tomorrow, psych clinic.
 
Made the first step towards being stocked in a bookstore. I hope my dream will come true. Meanwhile I have to refine my flute performance since the mindspaces are unsettled still.
 
Excited to  receive my EasyCAP USB capture dongle maybe tomorrow. Took my meds early and will sleep earlier. Workout at midnight. Half an hour away. Am writing a new guitar song 'Happy'. Easy to play as well. Finding that Ubuntu 26 + Gnome 50 uses almost a Gig more RAM than 25.10. Still going smooth tho. I have open a terminal, VSCode, FreeOffice, and Firefox with several tabs.
 
Past midnight. Have worked out for 3 minutes. Deep push-ups and cross knee sit-ups, leg stretching and waist, shoulder, twisting. Mom fed me vitamin C for my runny nose. Pastor is going rotten, ripe and awaiting the harvest, apparently. Get the feeling he spent all his oil.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Plans for Saturday...

It’s almost 3am. We were talking about various anomalies in our church / ecclesia. Pastor Aaron from ATL helped out. We are not sure where the church goes from here. Hopefully from strength to strength. Family is closing ranks too. 

No plans tonight or tomorrow, just the online church meet. Worked out, took my meds. Feeling drowsy.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feel like coding a bit later.
 
Almost time for chores, sweeping and mopping. My old HandyCam still works. Planning to use it as a video streaming device. I think Dad bought it for me when I was a 20-something but I never did videos until recently. Has a good lens and 20x optical zoom.
 
Finished sweeping. Was pretty dusty. Found out that I may need an AV to USB capture dongle. I guess that will have to wait for later. I am curious about the USB connectivity.
 
Finished chores and had a light dinner of noodles. Will head over to the old house tomorrow possibly, and grab the AV-out cable. I already ordered the USB adapter for it called 'Easycap' which was just 20RM. 
 
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I think I have an ending anchor for SDU now which I didn't catch before -my outlines aren't very detailed or strict. I left open a door for Derek to join the Tailor guild and also for Stacy to survive which leads neatly into the reunion in chapter 9. But it is Koang Delambe's invention that saves both Derek and Stacy, bringing them to the penultimate chapter. In 10, We'll have to see. Anything could happen.
 
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Sunday's here. A quiet day with not much telepathy or complaints from the neighborhood. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Parcel for Sis' birthday present arrived nicely packed in a special box even for just $22 spent. Liew witches adamant on destroying my church. Will see what I can do.

We put the used babies and kids on the ceiling (sensation-wise) and the evil Liew demons fell out of them. Now coming in with geniuses. We are distributing the polystyrene bricks.

Secured the AV cable for my old Handycam. Tomorrow the EasyCap capture dongle should arrive and I can begin vlogging, perhaps circa 2-3am, nightly. Wonder what quality I can expect, seeing as how FireWire is out of the question.
 
Quality is okay. Poor lighting is a problem tho. Need to charge up my lamp. 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

The shadow of God’s hand…

I am wrapping up coding soon. Decided to use a friend’s suggestion that I consider the links array when defining the nodes. This should be quick. Am also watching https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhfjt5zIw8Q which is Jimmy Evans’ interview with a Hebrew Bible expert on Satan. Interesting that Lucifer was indeed cast out of Eden in a Psalm. He could have been a co-creator / helper to Yahweh as I postulated. Talked about the council of gods, other strange things I found true years ago. 


The telepathy left me so was able to code quite a bit. Not sure if I’m actually useful to the mind wars. There are less attacks nowadays. Maybe I had an impact. Worked out and am feeling the energy. Ate baked beans. Wrote on mental illness on my Medium.


Made pasta elbows for dinner as Mom was tired after her dental appointment. Was tasty. Celery, onion, garlic, and cheese cubes with butter, olive oil, yogurt, lemon, salt to taste. Resume coding soon. There is a deep sorrow echoing in mindspace now.


Was able to get cleaned well. Showered and am heading out later. Parcels may arrive today. Pressure from the Liew witches is quite heavy. Unable to work much. May work on fastCN instead.


I got in my uniball air pens for gifts next month. Unsure what to buy Sis for her birthday so I got her some cute pvc figurines and later, maybe some seaweed cream.

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Sorrow overcomes my family...

We're being wiped off the mindspaces, me and my family, by an evil force that knows our triggers and is camped behind key western leaders such as William etc. They intend to rule the world and destroy the coming of Jesus thru skullduggery, as they are consummate witches. I have urged my loved ones to be calm. And it is not easy.

Day 2 of wearing my Mudman G-9300. I have the cheaper, less desirable one. Seems the cure for witches is gospel. If we all do it, LiLian and co. can't do much to harm us.

Later, around after lunch, I will be delivering a synth keyboard to my nieces, with Dad's help. Didn’t get cleaned much since I went last night late, but had a shower anyway and am not stinky.

Next week, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

I may be mostly quiet for some time from now on. My life is working me that way. Don’t worry. I will be okay tho you don’t hear from me much. Keep going, those of you in the struggle. We may be near the end of the troubles in mindspace. I am apparently not to report too much, at least that’s the higher telepathy going round. The kind that’s not done with language or emotion, but by reasoning between intelligent people / beings. I guesss that’s all for tonight.