Saturday, May 23, 2026

A change of plan…

A week of laziness / prevention and suddenly I burst forth, drafting easy TABs for guitar, DiZi bamboo flute, and ocarina (12 hole Japanese). Would like to begin with the classical guitar, learn the scales and produce some modulations. I also coded n4s quite a bit, simplifying and correcting kludges, but the netlist is still not made up right.



Did my chores, sweeping and soon mopping. Will be having teochew duck for dinner. Been a while since we had duck and am quite eager for it. Mopping done. Turns out we’ll be having Chinese fried noodles instead. American babies, deceived by Liew witches, lashed out yet again. I don’t quite know why they are so moralistic. Perhaps a little talk will be good for them.

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Brushed, took my meds, and am preparing to sleep by 1am. Work out circa midnight. Need to loo but it can wait till tomorrow. I went 3 times today due to being backed up almost half a week previously. Friends dropped by to talk watches and my cousins were scolded to be more responsible and less influenced by evil spirits, to be a bit more charitable, and to be less jealous. Cousin, you are a man and your sister is a woman. We must behave well and receive God's grace.
 
By request, there is a call to understand the economy and what is the power of interest rates vs employment.
 
Inflation falls when UN-employment is high. Interest rates rise when inflation is high. Therefore interest rates rise when employment rises. The problem is that sometimes inflation is used to grab money without permission. Sometimes interest rates are kept lower or higher because of government policy. Without free market of INF and INT, there is a gap in employment opportunity equal to INF - INT.
 
The gap between INF and INT causes there to be too much liquidity which causes business activity to become circumspect / greedy / wasteful. This is where the employers fail to find the employees. Furthermore, without proper adjustment of INF / INT, whole skill sets can be lost from the economy as people do not fit the easy money and high lifestyle of the 'haves'.
 
I am asked to stop here.
 
The law of the free market breaks down when people are inconsistent and confused. Such that they began to vape and to buy Vespa scooters (I have been watching), and to drink more decadent coffee and snacks. The confusion among younger people and the pettiness of the older citizens causes the economy to stutter. IMHO, the Rukunegara is important as a unifier of Malaysians (other countries can do the same). Basic co-operation is required no matter who or where you are.
 
Should there be needs to micro-manage, then it should be done at state level with budget allocated according to performance of each state, not just to upkeep a state's social status above other states.
 
Micro managing by states has to do with MP and Exco members who must be more in touch with people who can move the economy, not with those who are facing hardship but those who can, with needs and some help, push the credit system forward. It is happening to me, from America right now, regarding my books.

Friday, May 22, 2026

A letter to a friend...

America is in crisis. And it is a country where real people actually live and work in every day. This will be brief because it's critical to read, there isn't much depth to it than a few paragraphs.

The fact that the USA are standing by Israel is (not here in Malaysia) a very popular thing. But if not for the partnership, Ezekiel 38 would not come true.

The fact that things like Epstein, UFO files, and Trump Tariffs are on our media night and day, the re-localization of industry, autonomous governable regions, etc. is not madness.

The fact is that someone (God? Michael?) is pushing the buttons on prophecy and someone, a coward and liar, is feeding off the soft parts of America, as they turn to do what God commanded.

The solution is not to give up your people, America. But to care for them as valued and cherished citizens. Sure the big picture is all Israel but America is not composed just of trees. Exporting this responsibility abroad is irresponsible and only Americans know how to treat Americans best.

So, my friend, take heart and turn around your great nation. Don't wound yourself or break laws and throw it all away. It almost happened to me. 

Getting my new LDAC phones in…

It’s past midnight, I showered, took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Found out the LDAC codec is supported by Bluetooth 4.0 / Pipewire. Can’t wait to try it out. Must remember to prepare the 130RM.

Didn’t achieve much today. Just rested and sent email re. my novella. Felt less tired. Was able to set up my Pi Zero W well at last, my backup machine. Sent the souped up netbook outside and my watch winder to the corner of my bed, for more desk space.

Talked to young people about sexual feelings, and how they must be controlled. There are plenty of good times one can have with one’s GF that don’t involve sex. The many forms of ‘electric’ love when you begin to serve the Lord and are kind and brave, smart, and popular. When He anoints you and selects you to do major works, even in mindspace where it is dangerous.


The above link to my Substack article on miracles and faith.

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Liew forces attacked this morning, early. Shoving women onto me for mindspace sex. Then they started hitting my hand which eventually leads to arthritis and muscle loss. Had to fight back of be left lost and with nothing. Lotsa Liew witchy forces are down with stickiness, etc.

Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Had a coffee for breakfast. A slice of cheese. Disinfected my room and am airing it. Our little car has to go in for radiator flushing. It's full of rust. Will be having canned curry and barley bread for lunch.

Was researching Bluetooth codecs. LDAC is the best and possible to use over BT 4.0 altho 5.0 is preferred. SBC XQ is also good. Found out my used ThinkPad has BT 4.2 which is twice as fast so I should be covered.
 
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The new earphones are finally in and sound great. Very comfortable and convenient to slip on and off. Best money I ever spent on a budget audio product. 129RM. Am listening to Belonging by Keith Jarret and the instrument separation is practically studio quality (it was a vinyl rip and I've never been inside a studio actually).
 
I finally put up a small air tube pack tennis wall and found that it doesn't dampen the ball bounce by much. So later I'll be buying some rubber mats for the ball to bounce off. The key is not to let the ball accelerate too much off the ground.
 
I EQ-ed the EH11 according to Super* Review on YouTube. Much of the looseness / sloppiness is taken up. But it feels a little less textured. Perhaps I erred in setting those levels properly.
 
 

Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Round and round...

Was suddenly roused by Dad this morning, and taken on a mission to pay our property tax. We went to Subang Jaya and then to Shah Alam. Later, we'll try registering online so we don't have to do this again.

On the way home, the little car overheated. It has a rusty radiator. Allen lashed out some more, jealous of his prophecy gone wrong and others' he laughed at and mocked, rising up in these end times, perchance to inherit the earth. Allen, look at the big picture: your own soul versus the miracles and signs God is showing the world. It has nothing to do with my soul and how I like to play my music. I'm only a YouTuber, I won't become James Taylor.

Managed to get cleaned just now. The remainders from last night that the evil powers held in me. I disinfected and fell asleep anyway. Sleep is important especially under stress.

The static around -50dB is still in my recordings. Haven't found a good way of removing it, even with FFMpeg. Have nothing much I want to do today, just finish my Medium post. I have over 200 views this month -highest ever. 

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Managed to install Linux on my Pi Zero W. Bookworm / Wayland / Sway. There is a browser that works quite well, qutebrowser. It's usable.

Tonight, will work on my flute or guitar compositions. Can't decide which yet.

Helping make pasta for dinner. Everyone thought the sauce was too salty. But it was appetizing. Word in the mindspace that something may occur this May. Changes in the system of telepathy / satanism. Many in the psych business / line are eager for information as it got personal. They almost killed my psychologist at Eve, and earlier, my old shrink, Dr Chin.

My meager portfolio of stories has somehow got the attention of a publisher. I wonder if anything will click this time. So I sent them my best work. I hope they like it. Meanwhile, I’m arranging Hazard, by Richard Marx, on my DiZi. Impulse bought a FiiO BT headphone.

Past 1am. Liew witches attacking Americans again. Any excuse is a good one for the family of 6. Just brushed, showered and changed. Will take my meds now and work out by 2am.

Thursday is here. Tomorrow, my FiiO headphones should arrive. Looking forward to these. Much cheaper than a set of Studio Pods and less annoying to the neighbors. Also more convenient to snap on. No fiddly buds or TWS case.

Was able to get cleaned well. No constipation.

Talked about the dragon, the first beast and the second beast, the number or mark, 666, and the rise in demonic activity (mental health issues) since the time of Christ, and how many are chronic / incurable as they are necessary evils of our times versus those simpler cases faced by Jesus way back. Hats off to Pastor who got the gist of the prophecy right and the rest, mostly agreeable as well. 

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Feeling a little under the weather...

Viruses are making the rounds and my nose was running earlier and last night too. This morning, Mom had a cough. Head feels squashed / squeezed. So far done nothing to deserve it. But the pride of the Liew witches knows no bounds. Vengeance is in the air. Looking forward to breakfast out.

Soon to head over to psych clinic. Wearing my Casio Edifice. I don't hate Swatch but the latest AP x Swatch ''Royal Pop" seems a little over the top.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Having takeout chapfarn for lunch. Didn't go to the mall as I am feeling a little tired from the early start this morning. Later, will be doing some soundchecks with the Handycam and my DiZi.

The easyCAP dongle and OBS software played well on ‘high quality’ setting. It seems to pick up considerable noise, static, and the OBS built in filters are quite poor, not Audacity quality noise reduction. Tomorrow, will try some isolation settings, maybe turn off my TV tuner box.

Sometimes have to re-plug the easyCAP, and restart OBS. Then the strobing noise goes away for the remainder of the recording session. There is still static but I guess it’s bearable. 

Got hit in the ear by Allen who is busy counting his future prospects and lashing at friends who made it. Such evil.


 

Monday, May 18, 2026

Updated my Ubuntu to 26.04 LTS…

Had to turn off i386 code in Synaptic, IIRC. There now is a fast Malaysian mirror. Occasionally, I donate a couple bucks. I hope not to upgrade for another 4 years. Uses a bit more RAM, Gnome 50.

We cast out Pastor from our mind group since he needs time to heal and was jabbing us with pain as taught by the witches who caught him for preaching inaccurately / destructively way back. I don’t see why it’s a big deal. Many in the west preach different versions of the gospel. Perhaps it was an attack on the faithful -see how the mighty men fell, would fall later.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and showered. I sometimes wake up with an itchy crotch which smells slightly. But after I wash, it's fine again. Likewise, I am rejuvenated in my flesh, by strong sunshine (just like Superman). Anyhow, I am ready to face today. Tomorrow, psych clinic.
 
Made the first step towards being stocked in a bookstore. I hope my dream will come true. Meanwhile I have to refine my flute performance since the mindspaces are unsettled still.
 
Excited to  receive my EasyCAP USB capture dongle maybe tomorrow. Took my meds early and will sleep earlier. Workout at midnight. Half an hour away. Am writing a new guitar song 'Happy'. Easy to play as well. Finding that Ubuntu 26 + Gnome 50 uses almost a Gig more RAM than 25.10. Still going smooth tho. I have open a terminal, VSCode, FreeOffice, and Firefox with several tabs.
 
Past midnight. Have worked out for 3 minutes. Deep push-ups and cross knee sit-ups, leg stretching and waist, shoulder, twisting. Mom fed me vitamin C for my runny nose. Pastor is going rotten, ripe and awaiting the harvest, apparently. Get the feeling he spent all his oil.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Plans for Saturday...

It’s almost 3am. We were talking about various anomalies in our church / ecclesia. Pastor Aaron from ATL helped out. We are not sure where the church goes from here. Hopefully from strength to strength. Family is closing ranks too. 

No plans tonight or tomorrow, just the online church meet. Worked out, took my meds. Feeling drowsy.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feel like coding a bit later.
 
Almost time for chores, sweeping and mopping. My old HandyCam still works. Planning to use it as a video streaming device. I think Dad bought it for me when I was a 20-something but I never did videos until recently. Has a good lens and 20x optical zoom.
 
Finished sweeping. Was pretty dusty. Found out that I may need an AV to USB capture dongle. I guess that will have to wait for later. I am curious about the USB connectivity.
 
Finished chores and had a light dinner of noodles. Will head over to the old house tomorrow possibly, and grab the AV-out cable. I already ordered the USB adapter for it called 'Easycap' which was just 20RM. 
 
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I think I have an ending anchor for SDU now which I didn't catch before -my outlines aren't very detailed or strict. I left open a door for Derek to join the Tailor guild and also for Stacy to survive which leads neatly into the reunion in chapter 9. But it is Koang Delambe's invention that saves both Derek and Stacy, bringing them to the penultimate chapter. In 10, We'll have to see. Anything could happen.
 
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Sunday's here. A quiet day with not much telepathy or complaints from the neighborhood. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Parcel for Sis' birthday present arrived nicely packed in a special box even for just $22 spent. Liew witches adamant on destroying my church. Will see what I can do.

We put the used babies and kids on the ceiling (sensation-wise) and the evil Liew demons fell out of them. Now coming in with geniuses. We are distributing the polystyrene bricks.

Secured the AV cable for my old Handycam. Tomorrow the EasyCap capture dongle should arrive and I can begin vlogging, perhaps circa 2-3am, nightly. Wonder what quality I can expect, seeing as how FireWire is out of the question.
 
Quality is okay. Poor lighting is a problem tho. Need to charge up my lamp.