Sorrow overcomes my family...

We're being wiped off the mindspaces, me and my family, by an evil force that knows our triggers and is camped behind key western leaders such as William etc. They intend to rule the world and destroy the coming of Jesus thru skullduggery, as they are consummate witches. I have urged my loved ones to be calm. And it is not easy.

Day 2 of wearing my Mudman G-9300. I have the cheaper, less desirable one. Seems the cure for witches is gospel. If we all do it, LiLian and co. can't do much to harm us.

Later, around after lunch, I will be delivering a synth keyboard to my nieces, with Dad's help. Didn’t get cleaned much since I went last night late, but had a shower anyway and am not stinky.

Next week, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

Watch of choice….

I have decided to wear my Mudman Solar most of the time since I fitted it a comfy Casio Velcro strap. The Mudman is one of my favorite watches and has moonphase in this model.

I am ruthlessly analyzing prophecy tonight. And will try to share my findings tomorrow. Will the Bible break or will we all be edified? Surely smarter men have already known!

But it is important as we approach the time of Armageddon, the battle in the Megiddo Valley. So to save souls, I did not much work today. Have to resume in 15 minutes.

But first a quick design of a simple bow sight. 

Taking a break from Rev. analysis to design the bow sight. It is made of plastic card and features elastic band that contracts or expands a configurable curve, possibly by slipping off a weighted horizontal spring.

I have finished analyzing Revelations for the most part. What’s left is to analyze Gabriel’s message and the supernatural male child which seems an aside to the book which is confusing yet true. Will pull another 2 hours to see where it fits and what it means.

IMHO, the Gabriel aside (from Abbadon’s attack) meant the days are shortened. The sun moon woman birthing the male child aside, follows from the declaration of God’s kingdom come. As we read, we find that it must be symbolic as the woman had even ‘wings of an eagle’. IMHO, this aside happened mainly to introduce the 2 beasts from the sea and land. There are similar symbols like the flood of water and the hole opening in the earth, the sea and the sand of the beach.

The woman cannot be Israel, as ‘her’ children keep the words of Jesus. She also cannot be Mary, nor the church (as she births the King so we are told). I think the woman could be the ‘wisdom of the apostles plus Mary’. Since they evangelize, and give us the Christ, if only thru letters. The 12 stars are the 12 apostles and the woman is Mary. The Spirit is the Sun and Moon.

Sunday came, arguments last night, the mindspace wars close…

Last night I talked to all the players in the mindspace conflict and told them they were free, no revenge will be taken. Just remember how fragile peace, and our bodies actually are. And do some good with your lives. I was beaten up and asked to beat others as well. But by and large the peace held.

All the nonsense people did and others found out. Why get angry at nonsense. Laugh it off. Be peaceful and kind. I would like to address some churches who have a system for easing out knowledge. Be at peace yourselves. And those who attend such churches, be aware and treat the Pastor with love. Most churches regard Christian knowledge as secrets of power. Be kind to one another.

So happened I have something to do with the restraining of Antichrist. Church in UK wanted me beat to death. Sad face. But I can understand. It’s not everyday you meet someone who has demonic friends and Lucifer, and a life serving God in looking after their nasty prophecy.

They are really smarting from following a highly negative prophecy unfolding and are so unintelligent they would kill me off so it starts elsewhere. Like I said, sad face.

Anyway, the mind is now open, free to talk and feel love. I am wearing my Tissot Powermatic 80 on a rather garish pared down Zulu (2 rings).

I’m coding again. Being let by the powers that be. Catholics are primarily guiding me, not protestants. For some reason I’m not told.

The new node code is confusing. Let’s see… ccW comp + ip written to ccN, ccW comp + op written to ccN. If any looped over ccW comp or ip/op in ccN, add them on, after that condense.

Managed to get cleaned well. Disinfected and showered. Swept the floor. Mop a bit, later. Am working on net4spice, a slightly different approach which looks promising.

Past 11pm. Brushed. Will work out soon. Take meds at midnight. We achieved superior telepathy and now are awaiting the alien ultimatum, having flooded the evil telepaths.

Cancer givers from my family…

Poorer relations given mental toys to entertain themselves. Innocently enough, to glimpse a brighter future. This backfired on everyone some of these guys knew as the players protected their future turf vehemently. And I wonder how they forgot about God and Heaven, while rising up on His wings, effectively. Perhaps they went a little mad.

Finishing the first half of chapter 8. There is a twist or two in it. And true, lots of side characters get to shine. Feeling a little down from my wayward relations’ attacks. May write later. Flute could arrive this afternoon. Must remember to pay for it.

My new flute has now reached the delivery hub. I should be able to get it today. Read my book to some Americans interested in transformative literature. They liked it. Told them not to waste money buying it, just get the eBook which is $3.99 and well-formatted by Partridge.

Mom and Dad were missing this morning. Not sure where they went. Had a humongous loo earlier. Not sure what the neighbors are thinking. I tried not to bother them, using the inner bathroom but it did ‘boom’ or ‘bong’ as last night, strange sounds came from my gut. Perhaps the work of evil witches.

This evening, expecting my cousin and uncle from the north. They’ve come for grandaunt’s wake. She passed on, our family’s favorite grandaunt, IIRC 2 days ago. I have nothing much to share with them. Maybe we’ll have pizza and Coke for supper.

 

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Slept okay, in the big house, with my cousin. His dad bunked with his daughter's in-laws. We rushed thru the morning. I managed to get cleaned well and washed up thoroughly. Here in the shoebox, that's harder to do. Am  waiting to join my church seminar this weekend. I had not been attending for some  months. Pastor is a very understanding man. We figured out how to shrug off the Liew witches quite effectively.

 

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There was a request from people turned sour or bad from waiting for God to come, or from betrayal, un-loved circumstances. The thing is the harvest is 'ripe' and you will be able to feel 2 major things,

1. This is somewhat in the Bible. At the end of the age, Jews were separated into sheep and goats. Just off the top of my spiritual head, at the end of the times of the Gentiles, we will actually be gathered to judge the Jews. 
   
   It is odd but that is what is happening. Israel has lost and is grabbing for support. The judgment of God is how we treat Jesus' people. Take it or leave it -this is our test,  not to be shinier and spick and span, morality-wise. Don't be alarmed. You can judge fairly what they've all done -the Zionists.
   
   
2. The second thing you feel -and I know a lot are feeling it, is the perfection of our bodies being worked out. There may be physical or spiritual affections blooming in certain people. Again, do not be afraid or do something you regret. It is important you judge yourself fairly in the heart as you will bear that judgment forever and ever.
   
   A sister wanted to know why we are judged -it is of course to apportion your inheritance. Judge and punish is not the same. See, in Rev. those not found in the Book of Life were thrown into the fire, NOT those who were judged but the very most wicked and disobedient.

When you were purchased with  Jesus' blood. Many say it was for all time. We can be who we want to be -what we want to be. We are free by God's infinite grace. 

And I know I said you can throw as much love at a person but he may still not like you. I may have to explain.

What happened to me was a porn addiction, this came after UK forces stripped off my nerves. Jesus must've known and one day, he declared me clean, not by my own striving, but he found a place for me -his exact words. All that mattered was this I was his friend and his servant / learner. 

I wonder if it makes sense now how we are saved? 

Failed to order my traditional flute...

It wasn''t shipped for 2 days so I got a different one from Anson Music. Cost almost 80RM. Made good headway debugging net4spice. I need to search inside the node forming, to add additional relevant children. This means that I can't condense the node until after. Cool.

Liew witches threw a net of babies over us Christians, asking all sorts of questions. We froze LiLian’s hand into a claw. May take some hours to revert. Perhaps we won't let it, since she breached last night's deal.

American witches went berserk trying to find sins in me and were given the same frozen hand. I do pray they will lose their hand before I lose my hand -it's only fair.

Had chapfarn for lunch again. Tasty and healthy, with some bird's eye peppers. Feeling confused over the node-finding method. Since my stroke, it's been hard to think well. Watching the news while typing this. It's all coming true, parts and pieces, what God promised.

LiLian is going down at last from a gambit strategy, I lay down my life to take it up again. The TV2 afternoon news is on. Tomorrow,  I get a new flute. Can't wait.

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Helped Mom make roast chicken with Grill Mates BBQ sauce. Smells really tasty. I think it’s the bell peppers and chili flavor.

Rumors that Iran sank 3 American ships. Been watching YouTube and am amazed that much of the symptoms of nasty diseases match with what the evil witches are openly doing to my body, and failing for the most part. Most diseases seem to be a compounded effect of witchcraft. One niggle leads to another then bam! You have a condition leading to another and finally a life threatening disease.

I have decided to unload my 2 remaining copies of iS to BookXcess this weekend. If it’s a hit, they can order more.

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I have resumed writing SDU. Did about 800 words. Need to finish half the chapter by tonight but am being prevented. Want to write more characters into chp 8. Tell their interwoven stories, all while Derek breathes his last.

Just worked out and drank some soy milk to fuel the writing. Need another 800 words. Friday to publish chapter 8 here on DogBlots.

Was listening to Write Conscious on YouTube and Ian was talking about David Foster Wallace and the last of the great writers who spoke / wrote from their deep experiences and scars. He calls most of us 'nerds'. I once said society cannot be built on controlled chaos so in essence I agree with WC.

Well back to writing. 

Tomorrow, psych clinic at the hospital

Worked out and am feeling that cardio. I now do less, but more intense moves. Deep pushups and cross sit-ups. Took my meds early. Brushed. Now 10pm and time for a bit of coding.

 

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Did my morning routine and am now heading over to the psych dept.

 

Past 10am. Am back home. Process was pretty painless. Got my meds. Will be having lunch at home, takeout chapfarn. Have to work on n4s after a short rest. Need to get cleaned again in the afternoon, and change into fresh clothes.

 

Almost 9pm. Moved my Fedora laptop to the piano nook outside my room and switched the Ubuntu laptop to  the used old NEC display so I can watch terrestrial digital TV on the Viera I scavenged from Grandma's old house. She's now in a home and we're the only close relations living in PJ. Might as well take care of their TV. It also displays from my Pi Zero W running dietPi / mg / dwm /w3m.

 

Managed to get cleaned again and am feeling comfortable at last. Had been a week since I was backed up. Mom is often the cause of it. And I think Dad is bleeding again from somewhere.  

 

 

Was out to get a book...

Tried to find it but it was sold out. Not wanting to go home empty handed, I walked across to Decathlon and spent 39RM on a racket grip. The old one was fine until I sweated into it and it started peeling off. It was 15RM and lasted just under 2 years. This new one should last practically indefinitely, being natural leather.

It may be tomorrow, when I release n4s. Feeling lazy, bearing so much load from the telepathy wars. It seems to me that westerners are not very logical when it comes to spirituality which is odd because they brought spirituality to the east. And we, in the east much enriched their spirituality in return. We should be friends but as God says, the toes of clay and iron will eventually break apart under His attacks.

It feels odd, we, as a people, a nation, a planet, being scourged by God’s invisible hand. Perhaps even this blog post is part of His clandestine offensive.

We are surrounded and confused, and do what we want, or need to, rather than to plot against His takeover. The telepathy is getting weirder, with witchy Liews now impersonating high angels. Maybe later, Jesus himself.

But back to the Kuikma racket grip, it feels fine. Just the right amount of friction and smoothness. IIRC, leather doesn’t like moisture much so I have to not play with it with wet / sweaty hands and it should last until the end of the possible prophecy that I become a tennis coach.

This prophecy (fruits of the loom / flutes of the room) is only partially active, since Meng died decades back, just that it keeps being revived by those suffering for lack of Meng -he was my brother I failed to protect as a toddler.

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I was talking with David in mindspace and we’re inventing an ocarina notation system. Actually, being experienced, he’s doing most of the work with some other players. I wish I thought of the whole thing but I don’t play much.

My idea is to omit the diagram of shape and holes, and use a stylized symbol that looks like a plant stalk. David thinks he has the beans on how to change holes. My idea is to rotate the stalk through a stave-like structure. But anyhow, Dave will be teaching it as I can’t teach oc very well.

I also helped Andy with some score sheets for guitar. He’s into teaching and it might be of help. I can’t teach guitar so I shouldn’t be involved. Doing my part for the musician community!

I do believe music is one of the pleasures we will have in the Kingdom, alongside team sports. Somehow, reading / writing books isn’t one of them. Maybe coding will still be needed, IDK.

Having improved my algorithm, I now need to finish the app. There is some resistance. My TV box may arrive tomorrow. Hope it works. Apparently it can do HDMI out so I’ll be okay.

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Showered and changed. Did some work on the program. It’s still a little bit off. But I’m confident it will be fine tomorrow morning. LiLian and her blackmailed army still striking out. Hard to believe so many kids become evil when pushed by her and their frightened mothers.

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The mark of the Beast has been given out in mindspace as far as I know. It constitutes worship to the 1st beast, by law of the false prophet, second beast. The clue lies in ‘casueth to worship the image’, ‘power to make the image speak’. The meaning is we are in beast rule not yet fully realized, and the image is the false doctrine of telepathy. Later on, the mark will set in, and we will worship a man, an antichrist, as the Messiah.

How do I figure that? Would you as a Christian worship the antichrist? Never. But when you are all tied up by telepathy, and haven’t washed clean, but done sins instead, you will hope Jesus will forgive you and the AC, he will say your sins are forgiven if you physically pledge loyalty to me.

This must be the only reason it started in mindspace. 

How to get clean is simply to acknowledge that once talk always talk, once push always push. One blame always blame. Then say Jesus forgive me. You will be forgiven as with any sin. I was a junkie for adult entertainment. Jesus forgave me. I don’t turn away from sexy Twitter posts. Why blaspheme Christ’s sacrifice? He has made a room for me in the house of his Father and my quirks will no longer be sin. In time, these temptations will cease to have power over me, and I can be propped up as blameless.

 

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Woke up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Waiting for my parcel -the digital decoder for my TV. It was Dad's idea I get one. 35RM. I also ordered a Malay traditional flute -a seruling, for about 30RM. Over 10x cheaper than the master grade DiZi which I gave to my nieces. Hope it sounds good.

 

Today will be coding. I think I know what to tweak. Phone went dead overnight somehow. Will see if it charges. It updated itself with new AI features overnight, causing the drain.

Managed to get cleaned again, second time today. Hopefully, the final time. Tomorrow, psych clinic at the hospital to get my meds. Need to sleep by 10pm. Up at 5-6am. Will set an alarm.

Parcel is late. Now past 6pm. There was a horrible downpour earlier. Don’t expect it to arrive anytime soon. Will do a little coding later, then rest. Maybe work out at 9pm.

My set top box arrived circa 8pm. Had a bit of trouble wiring it up, dropping it several times. Now I have land / terrestrial digital TV here in the Klang Valley. Took my meds early and will work out at 10pm. Sleep by 11pm. Want to do a little coding now. Just 15 minutes.