The telepathy spirals out of control...

Teaching and reassuring people went well initially, then the witch overpowered us thru our weaknesses which she and her family implanted directly or by chain, when we were younger. There are now afraid and wounded people pressing on one another like never before. Looks like tonight will be a busy one. It's hard not to say that God's plan has gone a wee bit haywire with all the telepathic openings that have been festering since the early 90s.

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Managed to get cleaned just now and am feeling comfortable. It must have been the bird's eye peppers I ate for lunch yesterday which jammed me up this morning. I am lived in by many guailo who don't like cili padi for some reason. In fact, it is healthy to consume regularly in small amounts.

We had a discussion on using Google Translate in my book which went live earlier this year, before I had heard of the need to report it as 'AI-assisted'. Really, the text was finalized in 2025 before that requirement was stipulated. Anyway, it was not trad pubbed, nor do the translations amount to anything significant to the story, nor were they generative.

I did notice Google Translate improved some years ago where once it would do word for word English to Mandarin, then over some months, it began to use proper Chinese syntax due to, IIRC, contributions from translators who used it. So this was not AI related until 2026, when Gemini and GT were merged.

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SuperdereK UnderpantS does not use GT. But my other book was about the mix of Chinese and American culture and I thought as an afterthought, to include a few short rhymes I wrote in English, beside the way they would read in Chinese pinyin.

SDU however, did use AI-assisted editing by CoPilot. This was because TextMaker screwed up my formatting and inserted gremlins into the DocX. So I asked the AI to weed them out. We actually had a conversation like this,

CP: I can find all the gremlins if you want.

Me: Yes please do that

CP: Hmm... this text is rather long. Do you want me to analyze all the words for gremlins or I can generate a report, and just fix the obvious ones.

Me: Yes fix only the obvious ones

CP: I have detected more gremlins. Do you want a report?

Me: etc. etc. etc.

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I posted on Tumblr just now. First post in almost a week. Also posted on X, my daily update. I may post something on Facebook later. 

Time for a workout. Took my meds at midnight. Should sleep circa 3am. Tidied up my iPad files and apps storage and optimized it for better battery life and speed. Worked out a few minutes and am feeling good. Discovered there's little point putting a Kinetic on a watch winder as it needs stronger action so I'm wearing it as much as possible.

Thinking of buying a Macbook Neo. But that will likely be in December. RAM shortages are escalating due to AI data center demand.

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Did not get cleaned today due to pent up gas from eating cili padi again. Will probably go in the night, late, just like yesterday. So I took a shower anyway and aired my room, sprayed the diluted Dettol. Seems the telepathy is getting to even the toughest people. We need to break here and talk about concrete solutions.

We managed to shoo off most of the telepathic attackers and now have to stop them coming to sensitive locations and overloading them. After this, I may not be posting much anymore.

This may be my last post, I know I said that twice already. Here's a story to close;

What if?

Aren’t you a writer? Came a sophisticated voice from the far end of the bar. 

Why yes, I said, toes wiggling in my loafers.

You’re ChenKuang Yap! I’m Jonathan, pleased to meet you!

And yourself.

I’ve been dying to ask you something -and it weighs heavy on my heart. What’s it like being yeller?

I was actually expecting a question on my stories but I will answer anyway. Being yeller... every time I look at my skin, it’s like I have a disease, and I mentally have to fight the fear off. Also, I try really hard at things that come naturally to others. And the Folks, they must be trapped in a discarded early draft of The Analects.

But what’s it really like? In the you-know-what, Jonathan whispered. Have you ever had a white woman?

If this is gonna carry on, so be it. Think of the negative publicity it might cause if it stopped wrong. Jon, you’re right, many yeller fellers don’t think things through well, we don’t have natural confidence. Much of China was once swamp. We could have built Venice writ-large but the hexagrams of the I-Ching held a different future for us. And as for white women, I think of them as vanilla -the universally-loved flavor.

Jonathan stared at me. He scratched his beard. But what do you dream of? He asked earnestly.

I like watches, luxuries, being pampered. Sometimes, I wonder to myself what it would be like to be served coffee / wine at the Patek Philippe boutique in Kuala Lumpur as I browse their collections. Us yellers, we’re all smitten by wealth and the trappings of respect. Mao was right to burn all those books. We weren’t ready to imagine -to fantasize. In essence, as yellers -it wasn’t our time to rise.

My daughter is a fan of your stories. She reads them every day. What would you say to her, as a role model?

When I was young, living in Kuala Lumpur, we often hit the night market where Dad would buy pisang emas. He loved banana. And what we couldn’t finish, Mom turned into rich cakes. She also sew and altered most of our clothes herself. Kids are a lot like leftover bananas and outgrowing pajamas. When young, we’re all too sweet and spoil easily unless we are mixed with a different philosophy, a foundation of wheat flour / eggs -what have you. And the awkwardness of being clothed with stitches made for expanding later on. I got my first good shoes from an Adidas seconds bargain bin before I left school. I wore good shoes in college, and now I’ve added a respectable hat -I’m a writer. People care about what I say. Wheat flour, and eggs -they’re the universal aspects of wisdom.

Jonathan looked like someone who’d just smelled a wild boar spit roasting. I sensed he had a lot on his mind. A lot to tell me about how his world was very different. Instead, he seemed to be regulating his breathing.

Okay! He exclaimed with a pat on the bar top. We shook hands and I autographed a monogrammed napkin for him with a caricature of myself and the date we met.

I watched him saunter out the door. Against the glare of the evening sun, it seemed like he had golden wings. And I wondered about many things. Things I’d done unworthy, things I’d not considered worthy doing. How I got where I was now despite. And I began to write a new story: What If?

 

How to deal with evil...

By request, friends have asked me how to deal with attacks by the Liew witchy scourge. I knew, from young, that they were punitive, even as they judged me for my minor transgressions. It was a whole school of people who were moral and even some were enforcers of morality.

Now in middle age, and suffering from wounds by the Enemy witches, they piled onto me which shouldn't be the right thing. So there are just 3 things we can do together (I am not angry with anyone),

1. Sometimes life is good sometimes life is bad -it is a cycle.
2. The prosperous continue in their prosperity.
3. The one who fights first always loses.
   

Realizing that you have to go thru bad to get good, evil gives way to light but light comes in the morning. When you are in the autumn of your life, the light is less vibrant but the darkness, still the same. It is a time to gather, harvest all you have done and those you know, to reach out for help -be gentle and kind, it a time of decline.

Realizing that you have prosperity. By now, even I have some nice clothes to wear, and that wealth, pushed, generates wealth. Do not mis-spend / overspend / give in to greed; neither be stingy or become a hoarder of funds. When others see you are prosperous and you spread prosperity, they will help you. Everyone loves prosperity -do not forget.

Realizing that he who takes the high ground tends to win is always good. The moral high ground specifies that we absorb harm. I have a hand which is always being attacked, a damaged head always being pounded, but these aches and pains, borne selflessly, give me the high ground. And what I say, people will do provided I stand in front of the harm myself. Stand together with me.

Have been writing a short paper on computation...

I have been pursuing my idea of a 2D Turing Machine for some time. Last night, circa 4am, I began thinking clearer and have it fleshed out on Google Docs. It ties in neatly with my original idea that such a machine would achieve sentiency -a perfect AI.

It's a rather short paper and I don't think it'll go further than 3 pages. Have to help my author friend now, who is swamped by telepathy from kids and Liew witches, asking about her book and giving it bad reviews in mindspace. How odd.

Managed to get cleaned well and brushed. Showered. Had chicken rice for lunch, bought by the folks. Seems they bought the wrong type of check to pay for the new car. And it has started raining cats and dogs. The haze is pretty bad but the air may be cleaner after this. Haven't worked out since yesterday. Maybe in the evening.

Had my orgasm and am feeling healthier tho under the press of many nerves (people). May work out at 3pm. I also finished my 4 page computation paper and published it on KoangDeLambe.com/blog.html as a PDF. Could this simple work be my ticket to better things? Liew witches continue to harass those around me / connected to me. We do good work no matter what happens.

Increasingly, I believe ABY 8e 'The computer, the press, and the persistence of proverbs' to be about KoangDeLambe -my personal website which I pay for, monthly. The press being its blog, and the proverbs being Master Koang's wisdoms. KDL is my home and I will succeed there.

Workout went well. Am feeling invigorated. Can sense someone ill near to me. It is sad when you can no longer exercise, for then it is a downward path to diseases of all sorts. Later, will resume coding SeTT's AI enhancements and that would be all for the day.

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Managed to get cleaned but it was odd -mainly very gassy. Still, quite satisfying. Folks are out this Saturday morning. I brushed, put on the Kinetic -my favorite watch. It's also time to draw another KDL strip. 

Finished the strip and also posted another Medium article on Faith. In between that, I forgot about the Bible get together this morning which I could have attended online, further that I was being persecuted in the time it was held. I missed the chance to reunite with my church and thus bind our faiths tighter and stronger. 

More coding this evening…

Coding progresses yet again. I had half an hour to myself and covered much ground in SeTT’s AI. It’s not a modern AI, with machine learning, but a 2-step position analyzer that returns a list of possible good moves, then compares and selects the best one. It is interesting that it’s 2-stage. 

Had a simple dinner of canned chili sardines and mushy veg. Got stuck talking to witches and psychiatrists, other innocent people caught by an odd system of evil. We talked about the ‘dog’ issue and it was resolved. The Liew witches were to blame this time, and many times involving other people as well.

Must be brave. Liews hitting out at my soft parts.

Did more coding. Trying to judge the move priority correctly based on formation data, player and AI. Now almost 1am. Will work out at 2am, sleep circa 3am. Took meds at midnight.

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Coding stopped today, actually yesterday, as it’s past 2am. Carry on tomorrow for half an hour. Have to handle lotsa mentally ill people for my shrinks. This is a mental health pandemic going on for years since LiLian was caught cheating in mindspace.

She’s still at it. Managed to get cleaned easily today. Worked out using the tougher exercises which are showing good results. I shall be slimmer come October. Had avocado salad and bread for dinner. Drew a new KoangDeLambe strip. Am thinking of writing the Dimension Masters novel or some other thing to pass the time. Think I will write 99 flash fiction stories and query with the MS. Will do one now.

 

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Fell asleep while thinking of my story. To write 500 words a day is easy, over 3 months, I will have a book of respectable page length.

 

Managed to get cleaned well. Showered. Feeling comfortable. We are pushing off the Liews using body clock differences. The body is run like a complicated watch and small changes drive the nervous system a bit haywire. Quite harmless but effective.

 

Dad's plant is arriving later. Prepared the money for it. It must be half-dead, 3 days in the dark. We should be getting our new metro car sometime this weekend. Can't wait to ride in it. Our Kelisa is 23 years old and doesn't function that well anymore. Our Persona is seldom driven -perhaps a misbuy as Dad often reaches for our little one.

We missed the delivery guy this evening which was embarrassing. Hopefully not again tomorrow. Mom and Sis will be going to the bank on a mission! The Liews seem to have suffered a setback in their campaign to rule the world. They deserve no good treatment who are blackmailers in the mind and recruiters of samseng etc. on the outside. These are dark witches of a high order.

 

Coded a bit of SeTT’s improved AI…

I used a very general helper function to return 3 conditions by which a move list is selected from to make the best move. The function compares 3 types of piece clumping, maybe more if you consider big and small pieces, TODO soon. The coordinates are fed into this function via a long string of X and O, generated from the move array + move to be considered.

I am very confident it will produce better play. Meanwhile Liew forces are being shut down harmlessly as possible and the royals being protected. We still need to do a lot of work as the family of 6 bears down on important western concerns.

 

Need to address what is true and false prophecy. Just like many are called and few selected, prophecy which you may be handed is really that which affects many thru a very few, so normally, just let it take its course. Logic being, that you would not have much chance as many were called and few, selected. 

 

But what if it's me? You may ask. The way I did it was to talk it over with my friends and family, decide what part I had to play in it. As for me, I simply passed the prophetic item to someone I trusted since anyone could do it and I wasn't able much. 

 

As for the religious hustlers -they will come for you even thru spirit. Bible says 'test the spirits'. This seems straightforward yet uncommon and difficult to judge as mostly we believe in being visited by angels. But the easiest way to test the spirits is simply to apply pressure to them. Make them talk and answer truthfully, tell them things and ask them to explain. It's really just common decency -whether they have it.

 

And I must comment on 'Wide is the road to perdition and many enter thereof'. This just means that it is easy and common to do nasty things. But my testimony, and this is from yesterday, is that it is just as easy to make up with God, to resume your duty He made you for, to swallow your pride and change, not to make the same mistake, listen to Jesus / Mohammed / Gabriel -what have you.

 

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Was reading up on perpetual calendar watches. Was amazed they have a gear train with over 100 parts, extra over the normal timekeeping. But to get that in a Kinetic would cost close to 3kRM. Even with 30% off, it would be close to 2kRM which is over twice my budget.

 

My new Kinetic has a blue sunburst dial -my only blue dial but not my first. I sold my Seiko Solar diver as it was unappealing (like the Tuna) and being attacked by thread strippers. I had to let it go after paying to have the crown changed  -I am a little moral, I guess. I let go my Kinetic after having the capacitor changed. Only thing wrong with it was a rusty power-check button spring which I couldn't get fixed on budget. A costly counting pennies mistake.

Jon Cahn's flight encounter -the duck taped man...

By request, here is the link to the book I wrote, containing some excerpts from Dr W K Chu and is thus not for profit.

And on the 5th September 2026, the ABY had something to say about Rabbi Jonathan Cahn's fight on his flight in which he was assaulted (as per his YouTube video) 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ZIOzzL3Xfkm82aavlb_LuHs8GmrcLCZQ/view?usp=drive_link

The sutra in question is 8f in case you're wondering. I don't know how it's related -it doesn't seem related. Hopefully the good man himself will confirm if 8f had anything to do with his experience! 

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I rushed out today’s KoangDeLambe comic strip, realizing I was late. Helped Dad take grandaunt’s helper to clinic. Came home to warm pasta soup leftovers and a cup of yogurt that was comforting. Showered and changed. Ready to do some coding on SeTT’s AI. I need to push all moves into a board state, represented by a 64 char string. Sliced into 8 segments, I will regex over them and compare indices of friendly and enemy pieces based on 2 criteria, clump or stump. 

Both are complex conditions and I think I know what to do. Circa 10pm. Feeling a little sleepy.

Brushed, took my meds, worked out and now am planning coding.

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Just finished sweeping chores and am waiting for my Kinetic. Got the pin hammer ready on my desk to size that bracelet. Hope I get it right and the watch is as described. Tomorrow, I will pay back Shopee (I borrowed for this very impulsive / audacious purchase). A Kinetic is often a one-watch collection as it needs care-for every day and was what made me fall in love with it in my 20s. 

I met my church online this afternoon. It was great to hear from them. I do wish I could participate more but right now I am feeling a bit lethargic and feel lazy to head out. Honestly -for some reason.

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Did my mopping chores and helped make a tomato salad for dinner, with takeout duck and leftover rice. The watch came a little late but it came nonetheless. I took 4 links off the bracelet and moved the micro adjust inwards. Fit is very comfortable and stable tho the watch is very heavy. I suspect it has a weighty sapphire crystal as tapping it rings dull.

Managed to get cleaned well just now and brushed. Had a roti telur for breakfast. Will be heading out in a few hours to pay my Shopee bill. Feels odd owing people lotsa money. More than I would carry in my wallet. Now almost 11am. It's Sunday and time for another KoangDeLambe comic. This one will be on my witchy neighbors, the Liews and the various times they laid prophecy on our family.

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Went for a healing walk in the sun to the convenience store to SPayLater, then uphill to the bank to confirm my card is still valid. I can withdraw 46RM, still good. Need to tally up my remaining cash. I have 500RM in my wallet and 450RM in savings. My Touch N' Go has about 40RM. Taking a while to process my payment, perhaps it was unexpected I paid early.

Almost got into an accident on the way there, walking beside the busy narrow road with so many people looking thru me, expectantly. They are counting out my money for some reason. All are looking out for certain prophetic events told them when they were young.

Planning on walking again later on in the evening via the LRT. I shall probably get dinner for the folks. Can't think of much due to the intense calculations going on thru my mindspace.

Liew witches pulling out all the stops on us. We have to break their will to resist this hour itself. 

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I drew yet another KoangDeLambe strip while waiting to head out on a walk this afternoon. Think I will start off in an hour. 

Walk was good. It was partly sunny partly cloudy and I got a sore ankle on the way home but it was worth it. Lotsa people out to the mall and the train was a little fuller than I expected. My first walk in over a week from Taman Jaya to Asia Jaya -was out for circa 1 hour. 

Came home and prepared a veg and chicken dish for the folks. Was tasty. Mom discovered our water tank is leaking again. This shoebox is a partial torture to live in. My bike tyre has gone flat for good. Must be a damaged valve.

Was asked to comment on the watch industry (here in Malaysia) by my AD. Should people own a nice watch, should they own multiple watches? This comes as I reduce myself to 1 watch. And some were troubled by this trend. In better times, I would of course have a standard 3-watch collection with my ultimate being a Patek, and the lowest, a Tough Solar 5600. In between, I would wear something like a Victorinox ultra-tough quartz or maybe an MR-G. 

Talking tool watches -watches people buy because they are a fan of diving, driving, piloting aircraft, hiking etc. Yea, those tend to be cool. My personal favorite would be the Frogman or maybe the Monster, perhaps the Promaster 600m professional. If you were wealthy, maybe a Rolex or Tudor.

As for dress pieces, I would recommend a tank in gold tone. I love the Cartier Tank Must but even a Seiko will do for circa 900RM. The solar tanks they made are sold out practically everywhere.

I made a mistake going for the Edifice as a sports watch. Dials are everything and dials are what Seiko does better than Casio, except in their MR / MT range. Of course, you'll be paying double for that.

Watches for kids are a good idea. When I was in college (A-Levels), I only had a junk sidewalk peddler watch. It was pink and purple, and cheaper than my calculator. In university, I wore an F-105W which woke me up every 5am with its alarm, and got me to the supermarket before it closed every week.

Someone asked me if a watch or a car were more important. For me -a watch, for others, a car. Here in Malaysia, it's embarrassing not to have ride comfort and good air conditioning. Which means a solid car with a big engine.

Coding yields results at last...

I fell asleep halfway thru yesterday's Apple Event. Managed to solve the node populating algorithm in net4spice. There is just one small inconsistancy left. I will work on it tonight and see if we can get a simulation up. Right now, I'm improving SeTT's AI, bringing it up to version 1.4.0 (better AI). This will be tricky tho not impossible.

My watch still hasn't shipped. I think they don't want to sell it to me at such a deep discount.

To keep the code simple, I will test each potential move (array output from calcMove) against just 3 conditions,

//1. can player score?

//2. can I score bigger?

//3. double score: less gaps between pieces?

Have decided to create ASCII diagrams of each position such as,

. XO
XxoX
oX

Then look for patterns in it using regex. For example (x is AI),

oX .
OOX

might be less good than,

.  ox
OOX 

Therefore, the regex of interspersed x or X catches it out. Inducing gaps in the Player's formations is also good and can be regex-ed. I think this is a simple and worthwhile extension of the basic AI. Looking forward to implementing it this afternoon. I think this will be as far as I take the game.

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Managed to get cleaned well and showered. Feel like I may have to go again as I had a big supper last night after workout. That should be later tonight before my 2nd and final shower. Here in the tropics, 2-3 showers a day is normal.

It's raining. Had some yongtaufu for lunch. I shall cut down at dinner time. Skipped my rice too. Circa 3pm now. I will be cooking dinner tonight about 6pm. Just finished watching the Jon Cahn duck tape on flight video on YouTube. It was intense the way he related it. Called it demonic. Well worth a watch.

Feeling a little rattled, not sure I will be able to work well. Maybe after dinner.

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Showered and brushed. Took my meds earlier. Now circa midnight. Workout at 1am. Been giving out punishments to those who abused telepathy. Somehow everyone is offended that we are so lenient and kind -as it is better to start that way before we un-alive these criminal minds.

Was able to find a good algorithm for selecting best moves in SeTT rather than randomize them. Made good progress on net4spice as well. These should be done by the weekend. 

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Helped take my late grandaunt's helper to the clinic. Dad drove. Took quite some time. I guess she would be lonely sometimes, all alone and old, in that big house. It's easy to forget 10 years have passed since those CNY get togethers we all had, in good health and good spirits. These are the twilight years for many people, including the earth as a whole.