Monday, May 18, 2026

Updated my Ubuntu to 26.04 LTS…

Had to turn off i386 code in Synaptic, IIRC. There now is a fast Malaysian mirror. Occasionally, I donate a couple bucks. I hope not to upgrade for another 4 years. Uses a bit more RAM, Gnome 50.

We cast out Pastor from our mind group since he needs time to heal and was jabbing us with pain as taught by the witches who caught him for preaching inaccurately / destructively way back. I don’t see why it’s a big deal. Many in the west preach different versions of the gospel. Perhaps it was an attack on the faithful -see how the mighty men fell, would fall later.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and showered. I sometimes wake up with an itchy crotch which smells slightly. But after I wash, it's fine again. Likewise, I am rejuvenated in my flesh, by strong sunshine (just like Superman). Anyhow, I am ready to face today. Tomorrow, psych clinic.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Plans for Saturday...

It’s almost 3am. We were talking about various anomalies in our church / ecclesia. Pastor Aaron from ATL helped out. We are not sure where the church goes from here. Hopefully from strength to strength. Family is closing ranks too. 

No plans tonight or tomorrow, just the online church meet. Worked out, took my meds. Feeling drowsy.
 
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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feel like coding a bit later.
 
Almost time for chores, sweeping and mopping. My old HandyCam still works. Planning to use it as a video streaming device. I think Dad bought it for me when I was a 20-something but I never did videos until recently. Has a good lens and 20x optical zoom.
 
Finished sweeping. Was pretty dusty. Found out that I may need an AV to USB capture dongle. I guess that will have to wait for later. I am curious about the USB connectivity.
 
Finished chores and had a light dinner of noodles. Will head over to the old house tomorrow possibly, and grab the AV-out cable. I already ordered the USB adapter for it called 'Easycap' which was just 20RM. 
 
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I think I have an ending anchor for SDU now which I didn't catch before -my outlines aren't very detailed or strict. I left open a door for Derek to join the Tailor guild and also for Stacy to survive which leads neatly into the reunion in chapter 9. But it is Koang Delambe's invention that saves both Derek and Stacy, bringing them to the penultimate chapter. In 10, We'll have to see. Anything could happen.
 
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Sunday's here. A quiet day with not much telepathy or complaints from the neighborhood. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Parcel for Sis' birthday present arrived nicely packed in a special box even for just $22 spent. Liew witches adamant on destroying my church. Will see what I can do.

We put the used babies and kids on the ceiling (sensation-wise) and the evil Liew demons fell out of them. Now coming in with geniuses. We are distributing the polystyrene bricks.

Secured the AV cable for my old Handycam. Tomorrow the EasyCap capture dongle should arrive and I can begin vlogging, perhaps circa 2-3am, nightly. Wonder what quality I can expect, seeing as how FireWire is out of the question.
 
Quality is okay. Poor lighting is a problem tho. Need to charge up my lamp. 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

The shadow of God’s hand…

I am wrapping up coding soon. Decided to use a friend’s suggestion that I consider the links array when defining the nodes. This should be quick. Am also watching https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhfjt5zIw8Q which is Jimmy Evans’ interview with a Hebrew Bible expert on Satan. Interesting that Lucifer was indeed cast out of Eden in a Psalm. He could have been a co-creator / helper to Yahweh as I postulated. Talked about the council of gods, other strange things I found true years ago. 


The telepathy left me so was able to code quite a bit. Not sure if I’m actually useful to the mind wars. There are less attacks nowadays. Maybe I had an impact. Worked out and am feeling the energy. Ate baked beans. Wrote on mental illness on my Medium.


Made pasta elbows for dinner as Mom was tired after her dental appointment. Was tasty. Celery, onion, garlic, and cheese cubes with butter, olive oil, yogurt, lemon, salt to taste. Resume coding soon. There is a deep sorrow echoing in mindspace now.


Was able to get cleaned well. Showered and am heading out later. Parcels may arrive today. Pressure from the Liew witches is quite heavy. Unable to work much. May work on fastCN instead.


I got in my uniball air pens for gifts next month. Unsure what to buy Sis for her birthday so I got her some cute pvc figurines and later, maybe some seaweed cream.

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Sorrow overcomes my family...

We're being wiped off the mindspaces, me and my family, by an evil force that knows our triggers and is camped behind key western leaders such as William etc. They intend to rule the world and destroy the coming of Jesus thru skullduggery, as they are consummate witches. I have urged my loved ones to be calm. And it is not easy.

Day 2 of wearing my Mudman G-9300. I have the cheaper, less desirable one. Seems the cure for witches is gospel. If we all do it, LiLian and co. can't do much to harm us.

Later, around after lunch, I will be delivering a synth keyboard to my nieces, with Dad's help. Didn’t get cleaned much since I went last night late, but had a shower anyway and am not stinky.

Next week, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

I may be mostly quiet for some time from now on. My life is working me that way. Don’t worry. I will be okay tho you don’t hear from me much. Keep going, those of you in the struggle. We may be near the end of the troubles in mindspace. I am apparently not to report too much, at least that’s the higher telepathy going round. The kind that’s not done with language or emotion, but by reasoning between intelligent people / beings. I guesss that’s all for tonight.

Watch of choice….

I have decided to wear my Mudman Solar most of the time since I fitted it a comfy Casio Velcro strap. The Mudman is one of my favorite watches and has moonphase in this model.

I am ruthlessly analyzing prophecy tonight. And will try to share my findings tomorrow. Will the Bible break or will we all be edified? Surely smarter men have already known!

But it is important as we approach the time of Armageddon, the battle in the Megiddo Valley. So to save souls, I did not much work today. Have to resume in 15 minutes.

But first a quick design of a simple bow sight. 


Taking a break from Rev. analysis to design the bow sight. It is made of plastic card and features elastic band that contracts or expands a configurable curve, possibly by slipping off a weighted horizontal spring.

I have finished analyzing Revelations for the most part. What’s left is to analyze Gabriel’s message and the supernatural male child which seems an aside to the book which is confusing yet true. Will pull another 2 hours to see where it fits and what it means.

IMHO, the Gabriel aside (from Abbadon’s attack) meant the days are shortened. The sun moon woman birthing the male child aside, follows from the declaration of God’s kingdom come. As we read, we find that it must be symbolic as the woman had even ‘wings of an eagle’. IMHO, this aside happened mainly to introduce the 2 beasts from the sea and land. There are similar symbols like the flood of water and the hole opening in the earth, the sea and the sand of the beach.

The woman cannot be Israel, as ‘her’ children keep the words of Jesus. She also cannot be Mary, nor the church (as she births the King so we are told). I think the woman could be the ‘wisdom of the apostles plus Mary’. Since they evangelize, and give us the Christ, if only thru letters. The 12 stars are the 12 apostles and the woman is Mary. The Spirit is the Sun and Moon.


Sunday, May 10, 2026

Sunday came, arguments last night, the mindspace wars close…

Last night I talked to all the players in the mindspace conflict and told them they were free, no revenge will be taken. Just remember how fragile peace, and our bodies actually are. And do some good with your lives. I was beaten up and asked to beat others as well. But by and large the peace held.

All the nonsense people did and others found out. Why get angry at nonsense. Laugh it off. Be peaceful and kind. I would like to address some churches who have a system for easing out knowledge. Be at peace yourselves. And those who attend such churches, be aware and treat the Pastor with love. Most churches regard Christian knowledge as secrets of power. Be kind to one another.

So happened I have something to do with the restraining of Antichrist. Church in UK wanted me beat to death. Sad face. But I can understand. It’s not everyday you meet someone who has demonic friends and Lucifer, and a life serving God in looking after their nasty prophecy.

They are really smarting from following a highly negative prophecy unfolding and are so unintelligent they would kill me off so it starts elsewhere. Like I said, sad face.

Anyway, the mind is now open, free to talk and feel love. I am wearing my Tissot Powermatic 80 on a rather garish pared down Zulu (2 rings).

I’m coding again. Being let by the powers that be. Catholics are primarily guiding me, not protestants. For some reason I’m not told.

The new node code is confusing. Let’s see… ccW comp + ip written to ccN, ccW comp + op written to ccN. If any looped over ccW comp or ip/op in ccN, add them on, after that condense.

Managed to get cleaned well. Disinfected and showered. Swept the floor. Mop a bit, later. Am working on net4spice, a slightly different approach which looks promising.

Past 11pm. Brushed. Will work out soon. Take meds at midnight. We achieved superior telepathy and now are awaiting the alien ultimatum, having flooded the evil telepaths.


Friday, May 8, 2026

Cancer givers from my family…

Poorer relations given mental toys to entertain themselves. Innocently enough, to glimpse a brighter future. This backfired on everyone some of these guys knew as the players protected their future turf vehemently. And I wonder how they forgot about God and Heaven, while rising up on His wings, effectively. Perhaps they went a little mad.

Finishing the first half of chapter 8. There is a twist or two in it. And true, lots of side characters get to shine. Feeling a little down from my wayward relations’ attacks. May write later. Flute could arrive this afternoon. Must remember to pay for it.

My new flute has now reached the delivery hub. I should be able to get it today. Read my book to some Americans interested in transformative literature. They liked it. Told them not to waste money buying it, just get the eBook which is $3.99 and well-formatted by Partridge.

Mom and Dad were missing this morning. Not sure where they went. Had a humongous loo earlier. Not sure what the neighbors are thinking. I tried not to bother them, using the inner bathroom but it did ‘boom’ or ‘bong’ as last night, strange sounds came from my gut. Perhaps the work of evil witches.

This evening, expecting my cousin and uncle from the north. They’ve come for grandaunt’s wake. She passed on, our family’s favorite grandaunt, IIRC 2 days ago. I have nothing much to share with them. Maybe we’ll have pizza and Coke for supper.
 
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Slept okay, in the big house, with my cousin. His dad bunked with his daughter's in-laws. We rushed thru the morning. I managed to get cleaned well and washed up thoroughly. Here in the shoebox, that's harder to do. Am  waiting to join my church seminar this weekend. I had not been attending for some  months. Pastor is a very understanding man. We figured out how to shrug off the Liew witches quite effectively.
 
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There was a request from people turned sour or bad from waiting for God to come, or from betrayal, un-loved circumstances. The thing is the harvest is 'ripe' and you will be able to feel 2 major things,
  1. This is somewhat in the Bible. At the end of the age, Jews were separated into sheep and goats. Just off the top of my spiritual head, at the end of the times of the Gentiles, we will actually be gathered to judge the Jews. 

    It is odd but that is what is happening. Israel has lost and is grabbing for support. The judgment of God is how we treat Jesus' people. Take it or leave it -this is our test,  not to be shinier and spick and span, morality-wise. Don't be alarmed. You can judge fairly what they've all done -the Zionists.

  2. The second thing you feel -and I know a lot are feeling it, is the perfection of our bodies being worked out. There may be physical or spiritual affections blooming in certain people. Again, do not be afraid or do something you regret. It is important you judge yourself fairly in the heart as you will bear that judgment forever and ever.

    A sister wanted to know why we are judged -it is of course to apportion your inheritance. Judge and punish is not the same. See, in Rev. those not found in the Book of Life were thrown into the fire, NOT those who were judged but the very most wicked and disobedient.

When you were purchased with  Jesus' blood. Many say it was for all time. We can be who we want to be -what we want to be. We are free by God's infinite grace. 

And I know I said you can throw as much love at a person but he may still not like you. I may have to explain.

What happened to me was a porn addiction, this came after UK forces stripped off my nerves. Jesus must've known and one day, he declared me clean, not by my own striving, but he found a place for me -his exact words. All that mattered was this I was his friend and his servant / learner. 

I wonder if it makes sense now how we are saved?