DogBlots
Rambling Wisdoms and Occasional Fiction
Friday, March 20, 2026
My novel: will put it aside for a week…
My take on Daniel's visions...
Daniel had 4 visions:
- The metal man of empires culminating in broken feet
- The beasts culminating in an iron monster
- The ram and the goat
- The folly of the kings of Persia
These are linked to the coming of Messiah. Messiah arrives like a rock that demolishes metal man. Messiah slays the little horn from the iron monster. Messiah destroys the latter day Grecian empire's king as well. The final king of Persia (or former Persia -now Iran) will attack Israel and Messiah will deal him out. The very next chapter, Jesus raises the dead in Christ and takes the faithful in-pneumos.
Where are we in Daniel, and what has happened so long ago as to be stale-sounding today? In each of he visions Daniel had, he was shown an aspect of the times of the Antichrist (the end of age).
If we could piece together a picture of it: There is moral degradation. strife even as Babylon enjoyed peace, the statue's feet crumble -there is geopolitical instability. In fact, right now there is almost east vs west, not yet the 42 months of the 10 king's reign. The iron monster has the Antichrist (little horn), it is written he will decimate the Jews and stand against Jesus / Christians(?), and America too perhaps. Finally there is the final king of Persia who will use sorcery and possibly alien help to try and conquer Jerusalem. Thus will we know the season of the Lord's coming. Not in great detail but sufficient IMHO.
More later...
So those who wonder about Daniel now know that he gives multiple simultaneous equations relating Christ to Antichrist, and that all together they pinpoint with some accuracy where we stand in God's prophetic timeline. But to keep our noses in the good book isn't going to tell us anything. We have to gather knowledge from the media and from the Spirit. Even so the Lord tells Daniel many will waste their lives and spoil their reputations trying to predict His coming.
Thursday, March 19, 2026
Chapter 5 : Super Derek Underpants
This makes up half my novel, taken twice as long as expected, and here I break to gather energies for an equally exciting finale. Derek and Esmeralda's wedding brings peace even on Lotus and Quen. Meanwhile, 'visitors' head deep into the jungles of Borneo on a mission for spiritual power. [finally completed 21-3-26]
1. A summoning, a reminder
Derek / Curtis, the reason you are in a prophecy is not to control you, nor to hurt you. Why does God ask men to prophesy? Master I don't know. Stacy, tell him, or have I to force logic upon YOU all the time? She explained gently, do you like prophecy? Yes, we were raised to expect, obey it. And so should it come true? Of course... but if you gave me a look into my specific future -I might not want my old self anymore. Derek, prophecy is God's way of making sure people remember Him not themselves. Why must we remember our Creator? Derek stared blankly at her. Enough! Said Master Mark. You have the faith of a gnat. How much is a gnat like the Creator? How much are you not? Which would you prefer to be with -fleas or angels? Angels, I-. Don't answer me with buts. Do you understand you are not to impregnate Esmeralda on this wedding night and on every subsequent time you both join? You were not supposed to remove your underpants -now you're half man, half monster. What can God call for you as? *Sigh*. If only I understood Jesus the way He speaks to you, Master. Mark began to tear up. He hugged Derek and they let him go.
Rules are meant to be broken as surely as Law does not save, Pete said and Stacy nodded.
Esmeralda and Derek were in each others' arms as morning broke over their islet home. There was an old law that you can live anywhere fully encapsulated by rock. It might have been a consequence of absurdity meeting future needs. Derek didn't know or care. Theirs was these interconnecting chambers. And rock shard shutters kept in the gentle glow of non-radioactive neo tritium, trademarked as Glo-Forever. It lighted the floors and walls while cool sea breeze channeled along the ceilings. Their bed was an old fishing net. It was oddly trapezoidal and stuffed with seagull feathers, swaying as they shared love in the cool of morning.
And at home, Derek's mother fussed over her dress. Their only son was getting married -stupid Derek / Curtis actually found a wife. Don't give them any money Gail, said Jerry. Do they need furniture, a bathtub? How does my hair look? Jerry kissed her on the mouth and her heels fell off. Their son was getting married.
The Hawiian and Kyoko opened the letter they found in their mailbox as they opened the store. 'You're invited to the wedding of Curtis Truck and Esmeralda Gypsy' I told you the boy'd do it. Kyoko checked herself in the mirror. If I have a zit or a rash on my cleavage I'm not going. I hope it's a beach wedding?
Stacy, what do you truly feel for Derek? Nothing worth mentioning -I suppose. Because faith in a woman is different. From what? From what it should be. Are you proposing? No, but living vicariously through our boy has filled me with a certain longing -since my wife passed and I was taken in. What did you feel on that day down at the loom? She understood. Their experiences and reactions were all the same -God in the highest was good for living. I suppose I fell in love with Derek on some level. Seems everyone does except Esmeralda. She had a curse woven upon her. Are we then as the angels, never marrying? The way the sun glinted off her hair as if it were frayed threads of gold -Stacy, will you swim a while with me?
Even Lotus was whimsical that day. She had received an invitation from Esmeralda. 'Come be our guest,' it said, 'From Curtis and Esmeralda Truck'. That was bold of her, said Quen. Do we know anyone called Truck? Lotus, the database was destroyed in the fire. Secretly, he had kept a photo montage of his sister. It was from when times were better, freer, when they weren't hunted or urging the hunting of a poor sod -like Derek was. Witches otherwise were normal human beings. Perhaps he was overcompensating with his Titan projector phone. He lay in the dim of pre-dawn. Lotus danced in-frame, stretched yoga-wise, sang her heart out, among the hundreds of frames spiralling around the walls of his bedroom. Was he in love with his sister? Maybe, maybe not. But deep inside, cruel Quen knew there would come a time scarce of love. Even wicked men knew the healing power of sex.
There was a single card for the evening's menu -jellied squid crackers and sauvignon blanc. Jerry had hired the best priest via Facetime, all the way from Vegas. His schedule was packed as it was but telling the truth and making it sink in was important to Derek's Dad. Marriages last, son, he said. Just because you have super powers and are a magnet for every young blonde thing doesn't mean you give the wife a hard time every night.
Everyone was packed into the cave to watch Derek / Curtis and Esmeralda tie the knot before the virtually present priest. Father Asisee drew the vows from their body language and was eerily precise, then he made Esmeralda take off her amber ring and Derek put on her finger, one of drilled black pearl. He had searched for it for days, plucking it out of a giant oyster on the seabed below. She kissed him, and as it was extra special, their tongues met. Black and sheeny like the color of her hair. The gathered clapped and cheered. Even Quen was impressed.
2. Adventure wrong
Agent Hoag and Daphne waded through the surf, dropped off shore by tilt-wing boat plane. Are there jellyfish? No, just crabs, lots of annoying little crabs. Pesky things that drilled into the wet sand before they were crushed. Is that a cone shell? Yes -don't look at it. Their guide met them at the edge of the village. Welcome to Free North Borneo. Quite recent on the map? Yes, we had to throw our weight behind God's people, and in the end we could no longer be in the Federation of Malay States. Even now there's a 'small' civil war especially near the oil and gas fields. Come with me, it will be safe.
Is there witchcraft here? There is witchcraft everywhere -isn't it the end times? Can we meet with your tribe to see how you deal with it? Daphne stopped to brush off a swarm of insects. Their armpits were sweatty and their boots hadn't dried off. Life here must be miserable. The guide read her mind. If you try to do everything the old way it will be 'miserable'. But surely, madam, sir, -we will meet with the council of pawang.
Night fell like a thunderstorm approaching. Rushing waves and low clouds drowned the sun as drizzles of rain blew at their faces. I think we've come to the right place? Ma'am I know this is it, Hoag shouted above the roar of the shallow South China Sea. Not quite Waikiki, the jewel of the Pacific. This was a tense and torrid land bordered by forces they didn't understand. In her heart, Daphne said a silent prayer -if prayers were ever answered on the edges of Purgatory.
There was gunfire in the distance. They dropped to their bellies. A scream was heard and flames and sparks swirled from behind a stand of palms. Hoag looked at Daphne, questioningly. She looked back, and they nodded. We'll make it somehow, thought Hoag.
Celebratons at Derek / Curtis' home went on all night long. Lotus and Quen got into a long conversation with Pete and Stacy. They were each, the most interesting people they'd ever met. Lotus, Stacy and I aren't a pair, it's just our occupations -we're tailors. Having Stacy would be a lot more fun, thought cruel Quen. She was shorter, with shorter, skinnier arms and a behind that would weigh her down when he wanted it. She looked brittle, like a cracked lighbulb with its filament still burning. She shot him a look and he followed her to the stairwell and up to the precipice. Meanwhile, Pete took Lotus down to the sinkhole. They stepped into it, wine in hand and laughed at the irony of dressing up for a soaking.
Kyoko, that just leaves you and me -eh? Saw you ridin' this football jock yesterday, or was it next week? You telling me you weren't there? Sister, I feel these things... and they were interrupted by Jerry and Gail. Let's play a round of Coup.
Along the moonlit beach, Esmeralda confessed: I showed for a Christian boy when I was young, that's why I was 'cursed'. And I worry, because you're so connected, she removed his beanie, revealing his head sensor stubs, you'll be hurt. Maybe I'll lose my hair. She rolled it up into his beanie and smiled shyly. You'll always love me? Even when I grow old? I'm not afraid of dying with you, Es. I don't want to live like vampires -600 years. I just want to lay down without all the cell chatter, and just... Es put a finger to his lips. The sky glowed blue and the waves were moving in slow motion. There was a figure in the distance. Derek and Esmeralda, come here. Here, Curtis Truck, this is for you. It was a Cretacolor lead holder in pale wood grain, filled with an oily brown stick of Sanguine. Master Mark, I'd always wanted one, thanks! And why did you not get it? I rarely draw more than doodles. It would have been a waste but now it's motivation to begin your career in comics. May I see the ring? Es took it off for the Tailor. In his fingers, it began to glow -the black pearl -and he handed it back, blessed.
The war in Iran is wearing down our country. Derek, we know you can turn the tide. But I hesitate to inform the government you're alive. Perhaps your 'death' was well timed. Perhaps you are still loved by the Savior. Pehaps I was wrong. Curtis, there's something I want to tell you, a fluff of cotton is nothing without all the other fluff. Imagine fluff as a miniscule particle whose destiny is to become thread. Tell me, how long is thread? One spool? Right, because it has to fit on a loom. And how broad should a loom be -don't say infinite...? Why not? Because later, you have to cut the cloth. They all chuckled at Master Tailor's joke. Esmeralda, is the Word of God three dimensional? What do you mean? I mean, can perfection exist in 3 dimensions? No... Your guess is part right -everything in 3D is potentially profane. Just as a tailor stitches, so too God stitched and something went wrong with the master plan -the markings on the fabric of time and times beyond. Thus the fabric became the Messiah... For whom we wait, said Derek. There was no reply. What is Lotus doing? Give her a teaaching in modesty and hatred -the words will flow from you, and Pete. Where's Pete? Getting both of them wet.
Derek appeared at the mouth of the sinkhole just as Lotus had gotten naked -the snake she was at heart. Yet in the darkness of the water, they were covered. There you are, Curtis. Come to join us? They were both a little tipsy and loquacious though very much alert. Esmeralda, you're welcome too -Lotus blew her a kiss. Actually, and I was not being sarcastic, why don't both of you join us or just blow off.
Pete, Master sent a message for Lotus. At a party? Yes. Quen and Stacy are sharing love on the precipice and it seems she genuinely likes it. Pleasure is drawn out pain. What better partner than a cruel one. Lotus laughed, remembering how her brother forced his way on her. Let's go see. But Derek held her back. Lotus, what you are: immodest -it isn't a crime. What you feel: hatred is only that you're despised with yourself projected onto others. Hatred and immodesty destroy a soul for they sum to fornication which consumes from within. The witch faltered, Pete caught her cup as it slipped from her fingers. Lotus, I'm Derek whom you loved but tonight no more, I'm married and so should you be -with Pete. With that, the young man's store of all he had kept for his former neighbor was exhausted and they sank neck deep into the pool. I didn't know you had all that in you. But Derek was fixated on Lotus. She has great beauty. Pete nodded. Esmeralda was holding her hands underwater, and tears were running down her cheeks.
Call me, Pete, she said, lifting herself out of the water. He took a long look at her sinuous body trickling with water. Derek stared as well, much to Esmeralda's chagrin. Immodesty between people is confirmation there is a God. Pete reminded. Derek nodded. Why else would anyone feel double? Wait, Mrs. Truck, here is your gift from us: he handed her a portable sewing machine. It was a high quality one, made in Old England and painted red and white. As above, so below -he showed them the bobbin beneath the needle -that's how to make a stitch.
3. Rising sun
Machine gun fire tore through the underbrush. By haphazard angles it appeared they were caught in cross fire. Run, hissed the guide, like me. He ran like a goose, neck forward, skipped like a chicken, ducking frequently, like a squirrel darting from tree to tree. Then they fell sideways just below a shallow embannkment of orange clay and tree roots. The guide held his finger to his lips as Federation dog drones marched overhead, having forced back the indiginous militia. They waited 15 minutes then proceeded in the opposite direction.
Further along the embankment, behind a heap of large boulders, there was a pool where water had gathered and filled, off a rushing stream. And beneath its surface, two women and a man were sitting lotus form. Who are they? The most powerful people in Borneo. It's respectful to wait. Hoag glanced at his Timex Expedition, it was 20 minutes than 30, closing in on a full hour, the pawang and his wives looked up at the visitors, their faces warbled by the gently swirling water, and they rose, each one standing, perched on a lilly leaf.
Pachuk, what have you brought us? The Guide answered with his head bowed, they are police from America. Nak? Said the pawang, referring to his wives whose faces were smooth, ageless caricatures of beauty in all its aspects. Ha, nak gak! Haha. Duk lama bleh? He asked. Daphne felt the raw masculine energy projected from the pawang, even as his wives fawned over him. Power, my friends from afar, is in 'heart motion' -thus I have 2 wives which in your country, would be bigamy. Hoag nodded. America didn't have competent spiritual defences for all its modern conveniences -conflicts ended up with drugs, guns and a body in an alley. Maybe that was how it should be. But the pawang caught his thoughts. No, he said, simply. Power does not come from advancement, rather tradition. He then said a good many things Hoag noted down in his data diary.
That night, they were hoisted into the treetops. Hoag and Daphne both sharing a net hammock bed, under an insect screen. The jungle was alive with silent song, and even quieter footfallls they could feel, barely hear. People or animals going their way in almost pitch black. Pachuk, called Daphne, are you awake? He's not, replied Hoag. We could've been killed if not for that guy. Ever heard of Silat? It's one of the 3 deadliest martial arts in the world and it's found here. Under a small orange light from his MIP data diary case, the agent read: Man leaves behind his deeds as a tiger, its stripes. What do you think of that? It's what they say, here in the jungle. Deeds become part of the world just as a tiger's strips are part of the jungle. Those who fear the Lord know them, just as those who know the jungle fear the tiger. Oh, I thought you were asleep. I was praying.
Derek just tied the knot, Hoag reported. Haven't you found someone -if I may ask? Yourself would do, Daphne replied. They were dressed in moden tropical attire Pachuk had sourced. It was like stay-dry sportswear. Hoag observed Daphne walking ahead, hexagonal webbed sticky rubber semi-fused to her feet, her broad waist and slender arms covered in dark blue mesh that flickered solid and transparent at different angles. They had shaven their heads and put on infrared augemented reality goggles. Pawang had gifted them weapons. Hoag, who was stronger, bore a pole of rattan lashed together which when struck at a person or animal (even a drone), split apart and snared it. Daphne was given a circular machette, more effective against predators because it cut back front, and round around. Pachuk darting ahead, needed nothing. The less you rely on others, the more you have for yourself, the more others rely on you. Then why do people bother with tools and weapons, steroids, ganja, etc? These are the fruits of inequity -that merit gave way to chance. Their guide looked passively at Hoag, then Daphne, standing by the whitewashed packed mud wall of the church. Leave them here, by the door.
They are not poor, not anymore, said the Pastor, refering to the half naked children playing blithely among the vacant pews. We have generic everything and since the split, the drone infiltration to harrass us back into the Federation, have become further self-sufficient. Have you come to be married? Daphne looked at Hoag. Why not?
Over dinner, which was a kind of yam dish with bits of jungle fowl and raw green herbs, baked undergroud under a fire, the Pastor told them, the people here are different. Yes, gentiles we are, sinners once. Once we drank the blood of our enemies whom we dreamt of besting for the lack of a reciprocated greeting, a line on his face that stayed too long. Such was the jungle like: unforgiving. Then we ate his flesh, and we knew, in his death, he would be blessed. For who were we, so few, scattered men who walk by shadow under a canopy that hides the sky. When light pooled -especially in water, where fish gathered, that to us was close as we came to knowing God. It wasn't that anybody wanted Jesus but that it allowed us to live together and to prosper. Daphne, why don't you and your husband stay? Have a child here. The Pastor smiled and her hand moved over Hoag's.
They stood in the surf, as the sun went down orange and pink through the clouds hanging over the South China Sea. What ruled their hearts was what they co-percevied. What they thought of one another -of God even, was a self-starring dream of their making. The natives had observed that truth and surmounted the pretenders among them, the 'tares'. Hoag had a deeper understanding of what he would face back in America, he clutched the e-Diary in his vest pocket as they waded towards the boat plane.
4. Midway forever
What if we killed 'Super Derek' -we know how he looks like and where he lives. He also knew you said that, Lotus reminded her brother. Where's little Derek? D2 -where are you? The bay windows were open. Damn! Lotus cursed. They had gathered over the islet. A girl, blonde and beautiful, 5 years old -or so she looked. A boy with flaming hair also 5-ish and litte Lotus-Derek who had black hair that curled about his head in 5 whorls. What's your power? The girl asked Lotus-Derek. Are we not all the same? The flame kid smirked, he knew he was the most powerful from the way his hair had grown out and waved as though blown by a current. But Lotues-Derek said, let's not fight over it. Dad lives here. Mom loves him. I know how to get inside.
They drifted down into the sinkhole and found the hidden stairway into the cavern within. It was lit from several cracks that opened to sea. There, beside one, an Ever-Glo lamp cast a shadow on a young man bent over a writing desk. On the walls, rough sketches of a concept he named, 'Super Kids'. They stared at him, his blueish half cloak half flesh skin and the knobs all over his bald head. Without looking up from his Macbook Neo, Derek greeted them, Welcome, all three of you! Yes, you've found your father. Then he turned and gave them each a hug. Their minds scanned one another's effortlessly and Lotus-Derek burst forth tearfully: I never had a cloak. Flame kid said, I put my weave into my hair -its power is controlling people without them sensing it -pulling on all their hairs just a little to change their minds. And I put mine over my eyes, said the girl. I tried to see through the weave with all my heart and now I know and can stop anything happening in the world all at once. And what about you, little friend? But Lotus-Derek turned away. Did you eat it? Asked Derek, concerned. Oh, right -I never gave you any piece of cloak. But aren't you a witchling? Doesn't that make you special? Come on, The others encouraged him. But D2 just sulked. You didn't love Mom, you never loved me either -Wait, said Derek, but the child disappeared. Shall we go after him, said the girl. No, Derek sat down again. He may be like his mother or not. Time will tell. And he finished typing the closing paragraph of his story. 'Super Kids' -make me a million, baby!
But this isn't were the tale ends. It's where it rests a while before it carries on. Soon trouble would brew again over Derek's now happily married life. Trouble that would make his burns seem like a matchstick up his nostril. He now knew why he and Esmeralada mustn't have children of their own. He told he kids they could jump over anytime. Then he and his wife went walking along the beach. Agent Hoag's back in town said Esmeralda. He wants you to declare yourself -to the world. Who you are and what you can do. That isn't in my plans at all. Look at me, Es. I've got blueish skin, a dozen horns, a blue mouth and blue cat eyes. I can't morph much anymore and you won't let me jump places. I'm not Super Derek like I used to be. Just dumb Curtis Truck. He slumped into his hoodie. How are we gonna make it if the whole darn world turns on to me and I'm on TV doing interviews every night. Do you want to be in a reality freak show 24-7?
Esmeralda and Derek sat at the bar with its special brew of low alcohol lager. Always chilled and poured with a frothy top. Kyoko and Mark were there, so too Pete and Lotus. The Hawaiian was a shout away. He had made a flying contraption out of 2 old jetskis he picked up on Craigslist. Then Gail and Jerry came down. Had a good one last night, Son? Derek nodded. Hey, look at the TV, said Gail. That's the same FBI guy we met. Hoag, said Esmeralda. His name is Derek Curd -C U R D. and he's wanted for gang rape, as an accessory to attempted homicide, impersonating an officer of the law, cracking a US Navy nuclear submarine's launch codes... Lotus looked Derek in the eye. You did all that? said the Hawaiian, striding up behind him. I'd have smacked you across the jaw but your wife'd have something to say to me. Es, smack him for us. Derek, said the President of the United States, I want you to give yourself up, boy -to the nearest... Turn it off, he winced.
If we lose this war with Iran, said the President -Derek reached out and switched the TV off. It took half a minute for his finger to re-shorten. He flexed it back to life patiently. I'm not going to Washington. I'm not gonna become Wolverine. None of them understand.
A bubble of seawater boiled up in orbit. Derek could see it freezing into tiny spheres of hail. He tossed up another, closer to the breaking sun. He needed something to hold it together. It was somewhere he might hide his body while the case blew over. Again the water boiled away. He turned onto his back, falling through the stratosphere, through cloud after cloud. He made it rain. And was run over with the rivulets of water. He was somewhere over America -he didn't care. Just falling faster, faster.
Wednesday, March 18, 2026
Heading out to the mall...
Been watching AllThingsGospelATL on YouTube. He's a black guy preaching with intelligence, not just picking verses and comparing them. I believe he has the true picture of these end times and subscribed.
Myself, am weeding out illogical thinking from Christians whom I meet in the mindspaces. My objective is that we survive better and help others understand that there are no contradictions in our scriptures -just disagreements in doctrine -something which shouldn't have happened. Yet happened many times.
Was able to get cleaned well, brushed, and will shower soon. Still absorbing telepathic attacks. Can't wait to try out my new sandals.
Have already micro-plotted Super Derek chapter 5 but am heading out soon so writing will have to wait for evening. Had a latte and cake for breakfast. Managed to get cleaned fully. Have to go twice due to bearing Mom's gastritis. I cannot get stomach problems so many use me to bear them.
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Back from the mall with some curry chicken for dinner. It's a rainy afternoon. My sandals weren't unncomfortable while out. Guess I will retire the old Tevas with the partially ripped off soles. Bought an expensive box of leads and lead holder. I may start a sketchbook sometime soon. After I finish chapter 5 of SDU.
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Just past midnight. Finished writing half of chapter 5 (the midpoint of the novel). Derek and Esmeralda wed. The second half will primarily focus on events in Borneo and the coming Tribulation in which Derek is sucked into, good and evil alike. Will begin chapter 6 after my psych clinic appointment next week. Life has been good to me of late. I am being loved. And just like the story, evil and good have to make up in mindspace. There are more important fish to fry, i.e. war and betrayals, natural disasters to come.
I am beginning to think the metal man of Daniel isn’t 100% correlated to the 4 beasts. Likewise the mutant composite beast of Revelations 13 is not the iron tooth and claw monster (diverse from the rest). I will guess, shadowy dark forces spiked the terror attack on Israel, 2024, coming from the vicinity of the Middle East. But they suffer a setback from America. Then Iran and others push off the Christian armies and begin a rule of terror thru a false Christian intermediary.
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Having some trouble with the final 2 sections of "Super Derek Underpants". The 2 Fed agents stuck in the jungles of Borneo, where an insurrection is going on. What should I write first? They are of course there to learn how the islanders subdued witchcraft. But what might they find instead?
Then there is a summing up section of about 1k words. I don't have a clue what to write just that there has to be some closure for the things said during Derek and Esmeralda's wedding otherwise it would be unbalanced.
Took a shower. Hygiene is poorer in this shoebox house we live in and getting clean is important to avoid fungus etc. There is news of a Dengue fever outbreak going on as well. Yesterday I was bitten by swarms of mosquitoes at the old house.
Tomorrow is Id al Fitr. The Moslem celebration after a month of Ramadhan fasting. Due to purchasing several pricier items, my stash of cash has dropped to well under 1kRM and my wallet money to just under 500RM. I should get $100 later, maybe on Monday which will make up the difference provided I don't spend too much in April.
British and Liew witch forces staged an uprising and were punched down with some gravel pounding. Mercy is no longer much on the table -this is the war of the end times.
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Took my meds early and brushed. Resume writing at 11pm. May turn in at 1am. Wearing my Seiko 5 Sports flieger on black nylon. A humble dressy watch acceptable in the tropics. Put on my Orient 3-star which is the cheapest Orient auto you can buy, circa $90 versus $250 for the 5 Sports. Makes me happy to discover affordable alternatives and strap combos. Gold markers with golden brown sheeny NATO.
There was no time to write tonight as we were attacked by Liew armies.
Tuesday, March 17, 2026
Chapter 4 : Super Derek Underpants
Thank you for sticking with Super Derek, my first full novel serialized here for free on my blog. I suppose it's better to let everyone know that Derek and Esmeralda marry -soon. But first Derek has to heal from being pursued by the Law in chapter 3. He will get better and sober up, morally. Thus in the chapter, Pete and Mark heal him and disclose the mystery of his underpants -the whole mystery!
1. Stacy
The right side of Derek's face was torn and bleeding, where he had turned to shield Stacy -his hostage, from the blast. He regarded her listlessly, it will heal. Where are we? It's a secret. Dawn was breaking over the islet fortress that Pete and Mark had outfitted with numerous hidden conveniences such as a rest chamber and a healing bubble where time stopped on the outside. Are you afraid? He turned to her as his flesh began to creep over his muscles and fuse into place around his eyes and nose. Stacy wondered if everytime he heasled himself, it was less perfect. Yes, he answered -knowing her thoughts. Who are you? A junior under Master Mark. I took textile weaving in college -that's how I was found. Derek sensed an innocent heart waiting to help and he asked her, Why can't I ever take off these underpants? Stacy blushed. Perhaps naively, she revealed their secret.
Esmeralda -your girlfriend, she doen't really love you. You saw how quickly she moved on. You belong with us. How did the underpants make me grow back -down there? Everything was torn off. Everything you feel you have is actually just thread -thread differentiated by our collective mind so it appears normal and functions the same. Thread can't stretch much so you cant go hard. We don't have any other cloth. Esmeralda said ther was no weave. There is none. It's fused to you. If I take them off it will as just unravel? Presumably -I expect so. Derek collapsed and burst into tears. Stacy walked up to him and fondled his hair. I shall be your hostage, then? No reply.
Pete and Mark shielded off the cluster bombs expertly and returned to the cul de sac mansion unharmed. Mark brushed off the gunpowder from his cloak and strode through the hallway with Pete in tow. I told you, Pete -don't help stupid people. But Master- No, do not protest what you've so clearly witnessed. Master, Derek was pushed around all his life. He's never been able to fight back. Pete, if you empower the poor, the unhealthy, the unintelligent, what will happen to the good? Pete stared at his feet. We're special, old friend. Derek is a freak who should have died long ago from his fortunes. People with personality defects kept him going. Do you think they really miss him? Do you? Yes I do. Then join him and his dysfunctional family. The only thing dysfunctional about them is they truly love one another unconditionally. I've seen it. Then watch over him and his friends. And leave him Stacy. She may change his ways.
Pete bowed low.
You can't have me, Derek. It's not right. He watched her swim in the pond under the sinkhole with its shafts of light. It glinted off her hair like finely spun gilded silk, and off her peach fuzz body. In the harsh sunshine, she saw ever detail of his skin -its cuts and welts. Will you help me? What of? I need to change. I can't be Derek anymore.
2. Metamorphosis
It was uncanny how Derek read her mind. Reweave it, he pleaded. Stacy emerged from the water. She was starkly beautiful. He knew he had to turn and kneel. They were in the shallows, she pressed up against his back, hands on his temples and his skull came apart in a time bubble. The same container that held the nukes' blast held his brain and fluids in place. With an unspoken -he felt it, command, the sides of his head were cast away into the water. Then he coud feel threads weaving their way though his face, his mouth, and nose, strengthening his eyes and his tongue. What color is it? He asked. Same denim blue. Damn. Stacy, I don't want a blue head. She laughed. Has anyone of us ever betrayed you? Derek kept mum. He was displeased with the tone of her answer. He expected her to reattach his skull but picking it up from the pool, it crumbled and turned to ash. Stacy held onto his shoulders and squeezed them. His skin began to grow over his brain and its waters. He felt like an octopus. She stroekd his head now sprouting thick, wavy hair. It toughened against her touch and she smiled. Your mouth is blue and so are your eyes.
Derek felt the flesh of his face and it was smooth, round like hers was and his eyes were piercing. Why don't I have a skull now? It helps your face morph and I took the liberty of implanting electrodes to your scalp so we can treat you on the fly. Control me -why not. Derek, I can't stay any longer. Stacy dressed herself and in her cloak, in the depth of its shadows, blew him a kiss. I'll be close. Derek smiled. But first, he needed enhancements. He wasn't going to be scarred again, nor be identified by his Tailor coat.
The electrodes in his brain, the reweaving of his intelligence, it gave him the idea to design a new, better costume. He didn't know why Stacy and the Cloaks / Tailors trusted him with new powers. Perhaps a bird in hand was worth two in the bush even were it a crow. He was then aware of his penis loop, that kept it from wagging obscenely. It was stretchable for some reason. Maybe to leave room for upgrades? With his neuro-enhanced brain wired with magic thread, Derek undid the ultra fine weave of the loop and spliced the elastic threads into his manhood.
Esmeralda, the Hawaiian, Kyoka and Derek's parents were on the road again, this time across the state to the mountains where Esmeralda had family. That old John Denver song started playing in their heads -about a Misty Mountain and the old Shenendoah River. Jerry was at the wheel. We lost Pete. Maybe he'll be waiting at the camp? Es didn't reply right away. I have a feeling -that Derek's changed -that he'll be there. Gail put a hand on hers and the Hawaiian smiled though a smile in advance of a feeling left suffering to quiver as a byproduct on his lips. We really miss him, Kyoko oozed.
3. Derek Invisible
He could hear their voices -the people he once knew, as they hiked up the path to the camp site. It had all the conveniences of home and they were the only ones there. He waited for nightfall to reveal himself. His friends and Folks had got a fire going and were roasting some meat and vegetable kebabs. Esmeralda excused herself to use the loo, induced by Derek, and as she walked back to the bathroom, he appeared to her. Pete, is that you? No, 2 more guesses. Derek? She whispered. Where's your cloak? Your voice, you sound different. I need a new name, Es. He stepped into the light and she saw his full tranformation. She ran her hands over his muscles and it felt like shark skin. His head was softer, spongy, studded with little hard bumps on top and towards the back of his neck. She looked down at his underpants and they were gone. Es, I'm a full man again, I'm sorry for what I did. Will you marry me? No! She pushed out from his embrace. I only did what... I... needed to... Derek, she whispered his name, you're wanted by the Feds. How could you? Just ruin your life and implicate all of us. But he caught her hands and brushed her fingers over his cranial projections. It was better fun than hair -What were they? A smile began to form on her lips. She pressed on his studs and they gave off a little fizzle coursing through both their bodies. She remembered what Gail and Jerry told her about their first time.
After they had kissed and made up, she renamed him Curtis Truck -he should remember that. Are you hungry? Yes -I had no money on me. Most of the time I forget. Rarely need to buy, eat, or drink anything. She tore open a ration packet of astronaut food and gave it to him. Are you like Robocop now? I prefer not to chew -yes. Are you vegan now? I prefer not to harm animals -yes. Derek, Curtis -I can feel so many people through you. Because there are -now. Why? I'm to be controlled. To do what the Clocks, the Tailors tell me. Will all of you harm me? Can we ever have- Es, come with me. There's a secret place where we can be alone. I don't know if I want you anymore. I can function now. Let me show you. My skin, is part cloak part flesh. I merged them and the Tailors -they healed my scars, my trauma, gave me a higher IQ.
He slipped his fingers into her hair and it felt like what it used to. Thick and liquid. The sensors on his scalp started tingling. We have to leave now. No, whatever your name is- Es, Derek / Curtis held out his hand, we can beat this small town life. Have everything. If the moon's made of cheese, we'll have a palace there. I'll be good to you. Think twice before you run. Now come on. Esmeralda felt like it was the most important decision she would hever make. She brushed her hands over his head nodes again and their breaths raced together, urgently, passionately. She reached under and loosend off her underwear. It fell there by the bathroom, on the ground. And they were no more.
There's nothing more to imagine, to say what the two, Esmeralda and Derek, now called Curtis, shared that evening at the sinkhole isle. For years she had loved the man for his easy-going attitude, despite his pitifully painful existence. Perhaps that was a loser lie she told herself. Soon she would share her own secret but not just yet. When he lost his manhood to the dog, when he was burnt beyond recognition, and when he fled, pursued by the Law, where was she ever but a kid in a corner, crying to herself. When had she ever stood up for him even now powerful? Was she afraid because nobody was like him -would accept the freak he had become. Derek, there's magic in my hair. I know it's cliched, Rapunzel, Samson etc. But when I was young, my Granny blessed me -it was never to lose a single strand. There's more, the man or men I fall in love with -we must never make love. Mean you'll be cursed -balded? One by one my hairs will fall, till the last one made me bald, then as passion, all things pass, and then shall come I breathe my last. Es, I won't touch you if you don't want it. Derek, she laughed -it was meant to scare me as a little Gypsy girl -not to dance into just anyone's arms. He smiled. None of your hairs will fall -you'll know I'm yours.
Esmeralda woke to find herself alone on the islet. She found the hidden machinery where Derek had shown her and rode the elevator up to the grassy precipice, expecting to find him meditating there but he was gone. There was a note on brown paper, wedged into one of the hanging trees, tied with a dull red ribbon. I lost your ring to Lotus... it began. But you can have this one. It looked like it was made from amber. She held it up to the light and slipped it on. On second take, it was like a curl of skin. Two curls knotted together. One's from me, one's from you. castoffs from their first time. She blushed as she slipped it on. And it was with the same feeling she loosed her underwear back at the camp, only now it came with the settling of a promise attached, security in her heart that they would be forever.
4. Tailor made
Stacy met Derek at the gate at the end of the cul de sac. You've assimilated your cloak... She reached out to touch him and realized that he had learned to thread. Her mind scanned his body. You must come before Master Mark. Derek this is unprecedented. Mark examined Derek's head. Stacy implanted our oontrol structures deep into your brain. We removed your skull, gave you nicer hair. Derek, you are a thing I wished were cast away. Don't tell me you can go hard as well? Stacy -? She nodded. We have a traitor, I think. Pete, creation often leaves room for expansion. The way our bodies are made -relying on fluids, hydraulics, the way muscles form -by breaking and rejoining in small amounts, when perfection is achieved, it results in a stable mind -a clear conscience. Just as a spine adapts to upright walking, we all need to lie down sometimes. This betrays our aquatic roots. Pete, are you getting this? Pete nodded, waiting for the punchline. The end result of so much accomodation is that you attached a loop of elastic nanofiber to Derek's groin. For modesty, offered Pete, not aesthetics. And what is the result of that: are men and women modest? They hid and covered themselves from the wrath of the Lord. That meant they were immodest sinners, Pete. Modesty is a term used between men and women. This loop, my friend, assumes we feel the same towards the Creator. Or am I not to boast? Master, it can't be undone. I know.
You've seeded Esmeralda. You must return to her. But before that, let me explain why we reconfigured you and what your disobedience (again) means for your existence as far as we are concerned. Derek you have now horns. Exactly 16 of them. Your skin is so tough it's bulletproof. And your brain, Mark grappled for purchase on Derek's scalp, is a giant latex rubber sponge. You were afraid and asked for help. Again, Pete? We've been too kind to you, my friend. If Derek goes berserk again, God will receive my prayer against both of you.
Derek, you are to bring any child that results from your union with the Gypsy woman here, and here we will burn it up to the Lord. Sweat beaded on Pete's brow. *It's only a test* But Derek bowed his head, Yes Master. Immediately, he was booted back to Esmeralda's side. You can't go around naked like this, she said, her afterglow showed on her cheeks and in her eyes. We'll get you clothes if you take us back to the camp site. Little did she suspect he was eyeing her belly with conflict rebounding through his sponge mind. His horn-nodes twitching with emotion of every frequency, far and near. *Be good to me, Derek* -he would drive her bald in 9 months for sure. For sure.
5. A lesson
Hey! You that turd: Derek? What makes you think I'm Derek? So you're his friend. More youths gathered around him. Something wasn't right. Their minds were confused -or at least confused his mind and he remembered his old weakness. His was a delicate power that depended upon concentration and consideration, compassion, justice. The mob with sticks and crowbars were a motley bunch. He tried to walk faster but they got onto pickups and tailgated him, driving on the sidewalk. If you have powers show them. Feds say to weed you guys out. Loud music blared from the trucks' stereos. Someone threw a net over him. It had barbs that prevented him from struggling so he stopped dead and turned around. Young men and women with tattoos dropped off the sides of their flatbeds. Friends of Lotus? He stammered. Derek, Derek... where can you run to now? They say he's got a dead dick. You got a dead dick? No, of course not. I'm just about to be married, start a family. Trixie, unzip him. Yea, he's got stiff. Sorry. Hey don't jaywalk again. It's a law here. Pick up your trash next time. Derek bowed his head until they left. It was a close call.
Esmeralda was worried. Derek had used his powers to jump home for the first time since town life resumed. What happened? There's vigilantes out there -on the streets -hunting me, people with powers, they said. I tried to get free but I couldn't concentrate. Es took his beanie off and caressed his cranial bumps. Maybe being super wasn't all it was cracked up to be. He sat down slowly, with a worried look. There was a time when the Sons of God walked the earth, and their children -giants. It was all destroyed by the Deluge of Noah. Were his days numbered as well?
What about witches? Why were they always in fashion? Derek found himself on the islet. This time he stood on the precipice. Pete stood behind him, holding a long staff. Master Mark was balanced on one of the tree branches. It was like a tarot scene. Am I to be your judge, Curtis? Me -judged? Why? Curtis, you almost gave the game away. And spoiled our heavenly operation here in this town. Powerful people never beg or stammer but project...? Power at all times, Derek blurted. But Master, I've reformed. The world doesn't want me. Should I have killed them all? Of course not, and get killed yourself. Curtis, your power is a liability because it comes from Man not God. I hate to put this so heavily on your shoulders but you shouldn't have gained your abilities. You shouldn't have gotten engaged. You shouldn't exist. Pete, where are you?
Derek / Curtis soon came to know the pain of the staff. It's for people who don't have a clue, kid. Here it comes, Derek, said Pete. The tailor pushed his rod while his other palm faced in a different direction. Derek barely dodged the blow which came from out of the blue. Good, Curtis. But the pushes and palm signs came faster, as Pete closed in on him. He swayed but was hit in the eye. He crumpled to the ground in agony but recovered quickly, then a cracking slap to his back. He glared at Master Mark who watched impassively. Sometimes, you have to fight with your powers, he said, otherwise why have them, use them? Derek read the palms ignoring the thrusts and found he could grab the rod off Pete who was less strong. Immediately, the tailor dropped to his knees. Sorry, he said... Gudasai.
Derek put a cold steak over his left eye. Esmeralda and his Mom looked on, concerned. Pete did that? He nodded. I deserved it. Can you see? Not yet but eventually. Derek's Mom sighed. Jerry turned slowly at the door and left. I hope you don't lose your job at the flour mill. Drones will eventually do what I do. I saw the new forklift. It doesn't have a seat or controls. And it speaks Spanish as well.
6. Return of the witches
There was to be a rock festival in town by the beach that weekend. Everyone was invited -it was for charity. And where there was head banging there too were witches. Quen and Lotus sat under a coconut tree, watching workers put up the stage and clusters of lights everywhere. The sunshine was warm on a partially cloudy day and there was a breeze coming off the ocean. Lotus was topless and so was Quen. On his chest, a ruddy mark where she had stabbed him after he lost control. Her child was on her lap. Quen had taught it to unscramble a mini puzzle cube but Lotus knew its mind was just a machine that did what it was told over and over.
If you see Derek, just shoot the fukk. How do you know its him? Feds say he just vanished. Can we like go up to his home and ask, hey, where's your son? You see witches have a code. They do nothing but make others come for it and doom themselves. They never take charity but get everything on their own terms -served by those who trust them, trust they ensure with the very pain of trust. Thus are the lives of those who do 'daylight sorcery'.
I don't think anybody else would have raped you -ever, boasted Quen. So you're saying you're proud of it? On some level you enjoyed it. I enjoyed your rage as well . Not sure if I can live with your hatred. We only hate God, Lotus reminded him. And Jesus is for fukks. Haha -they laughed together. Thus evil perpetrated in blasphemy as the good book predicted. Master Mark was meditating in a time bubble. Curtis-Derek, are you going to attend? Yes, Master. Then you will have to get past me first. Derek flinched, remembering the blow to his eye. I'm kidding, son. Stacy see if you can give him a lesson in advance of the trouble we know will come.
Derek, what is speed is not fast. What is fast? I don't know. Would you prefer to know the speed of pain or pleasure? In terms of fast, I'd say pain. Then... Wait, Stacy. I know what you mean. He tried to leave but she pinned him down by his soft cranium. You choose pain but do not know what is 'fast'. Stacy, I'm not sure what you mean. She released him and they sat lotus form before one another. What you take before the other hurts you is 'fast'. Take? You must absorb pain before you feel it. Or how else is it taken? He considered it a long time but the blonde tailor was patient and in the time bubble Master Mark had created, he could contemplate it forever. However, Mark walked up to him and slapped his sponge head with a bean whip and the dream dissolved. He came to in someone's arms. Stacy? Who is Stacy, Derek? Es... I was being trained. I bet you were, Esmeralda stormed out of his room. You can go to the concert on your own with your Stacy. Who is she?
Es, don't ask. Is that a bruise on your head? She peered at him sideways as he staggered downstairs for the steak again.
7. Rock on
The gods of rock had been gracious and there was a celebration unlike any the town had ever seen. Quen urinated grapefruit juice on all the topless women as Lotus flung her underwear off-stage into the cheering crowd (yet again). Esmeralda and Kyoko watched from the bar where there was free-flowing low alcohol lager. Derek was perched on atop a coconut tree with his date-chaperone for the night, Stacy. They saw the giant 50 meter high screen above the stage capture the Asian witch flinging her goats hair locks back as she arched, defying gravity, her fingers locked above, in a shape, crudely but infectiously resembling a pentagram.
That night, Es wasn't with him. They were just engaged -a couple not yet bound by vows. He hoped she was still in on their deal. Stacy was very beautiful -in a more compact way, so was boss' daughter at the flour mill. Perhaps he shouldn't have, but his inner darkness was awakened by the raucous concert. He wanted Lotus just like everyone else did who bought the ticket. And half conscious, she snake danced in the nude for him, like when they first met, he thought he saw love in her. And time stopped -again, stood Pete and Stacy on either side of her frozen form. Pete said 'Truth'. Stacy said 'Beauty', then both said to one another 'Love' and to him, 'Peace'. They did this three times. He woke in a cold sweat. Es, he called to her, I had a dream. What could it mean...?
Do angels change with the seasons? A man stepped through the time bubble as if it were nothing. His face, masked in shadow like ash masks a smoldering fire. Yet he had a robe of shining white. I was sent to tell you the meaning of your vision, Derek. Are you Gabriel? There was a pause, Yes -I could be. The Gabriel? Derek, there is no time. Why does Peter say Truth first? Well why say anything but? Yes. Now why did Stacy say Beauty? Pause. Derek, Truth always directly preceeds and forms beauty. Every creature likes when things fit with how they were created. And when they do, they share what is called 'love' as Pete and Stacy demonstrated. And God knows it is good. Peace is the product of it being shared. We can all have peace though love be confined somewhere askance. What is peace but the knowing of one being raised, anew, prefect, forever? Think about what this means, Derek. Witches also purvey a form of Truth for good, as well evil.
Derek kneeled to pray. Then he texted Esmeralda: Let's hold the wedding in May. So it was fulfilled, between the soccer, and the last spring rains, does the legend of Paco remain. Paco, the no. 5 jersey he wore. Peace and freedom will heaven restore.
Derek was ultimately retrenched from the flour mill and was glad for it. He wanted to be a comic book writer. Pete and Stacy helped him dig into his islet, forming a modest home in the rock. They puched irreguar shaped windows that looked out to sea, and down the coast. These were dressed with vines. Inside, a spiral stairwell hewn from stone led to the sinkhole pool where a motor boat was moored -a gift from Esmeralda's family. Lotus took up acting and singing for a living, after a brief steamy stint in adult entertainment on OnlyFans -to be discovered. Quen became a freelance programmer, working on interfaces for open source projects. Esmeralda taught special children, helping them read and speak. The story seems over, well it is... for now, even so, remember to RSVP for the wedding of Esmeralda and Derek / Curtis. Don't miss it. I wouldn't for the world.
8. Consolations
Agent Hoag, confirm a close on the Derek vs. Lotus report? What about the Quen 9-11 file? The paper cup filled with chilled water trembled in his hand. Nope, he pursed his lips tight. No, ma'am. They looked at one another struck speechless. For the world is but a playground for the consummate witch. And it is the weakness of men of the cloth, whether promised to God in the flesh or by Spirit -what passes for the blood that pumps between governments, despotic or democratic (in the end both do the same things), big tech, evil or philantrophic, entertainment from Mumbai to LA (skin color matters not), through those who heal with drugs and those who kill for them, through the coffers of them who move prophecy forward, one gear tooth at a time, that witches sew their seed, seed that patiently grew by the side of the righteous wheat, unbeknownst until the time of the harvest of the earth.
And do you think it is time? Hoag stared at the water swirling in his cup. He downed it and crushed the cone. If there were but a few tea leaves in it he might have divined the outcome of the investigation. Why didn't the witchcraft division serve chai? I have to board a flight tomorrow morning. Where to? Borneo, north. It used to be just jungle and cannibals, head-hunters. I have to see how it was won for common good, for the age of reason. It may be our only chance. He stared at her, bent, hands over the briefing room table. Come with me.
Monday, March 16, 2026
Writing with a clear mind...
I am just finishing up chapter 4 of "Super Derek" [SDU] and some writers say I have a clear mind for writing it. So I replied I might be able to teach it and what better way than to write it on DogBlots. Here are just 3 steps to getting into character,
- I wrote this before: a writer is an interpreter of complex situations, even epic plotlines, a masterful weave of subplots. When you write, realize that you have created a story -even a voice (a narrator or pov) but it has no life. Your job is to be that spark that gets the engine pumping. And being a spark is as simple as doing the thing warranted again and again until the chord changes, the fingers shift and it repeats again and again,
- The next most important thing I noticed writers ask me is: how to write good dialogue or descriptions. The answer is simply to become an actor in your own story. Try it out from different perspectives and if it sounds weird or unnatural to rewrite it, sometimes as a version of a stereotype / trope / what have you. Something contextually fresh would be nice to see.
- Finally, the least important thing: always write when you can imagine you are alone. You may not be, but if you could imagine that nobody is following your thoughts, or peering at you thru your window. The secret is to possibly build up a lot of passive followers (old trick) and push out the insistent nosy ones. Sometimes, just do something else for a while. I code when I can't write and vice versa.
Now I have 1.5k words left to write in SDU tonight. And these are important words. It's already past 11pm.
Brushed and took my meds. Worked out, all circa 1am. Another 1k words to write before I can upload chapter 4 at 3am.
2am and I have to flesh out the rock concert I started, in another 700 or so words while witches consume my loved ones far and near. This is the good fight -a battle unto the last. Also have to learn about 'pacing' -something AI says I lack.
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Fighting hand tooth and nail with the organized witchcraft all around the world. We've decided to rush them with many minds and shake them upside down. It always works.
Still haven't finished section 7 of chapter 4 of SDU. Kinda forget what it's included for. But there must be a celebration of sorts -partying in the calm before the storm. I just don't know how to party in a readable way.
Finished lunch. Heading out in 2 hours. May trudge to Taman Jaya as exercise, on the way home. Stomach seems settled. Still suffering from writer's block.
Am back from Decathlon with a 99RM pair of Quechua sandals. Pretty good but a little bit heavy. Needs some adjustment to the Velcro straps. I have a good way of ending section 7 chp 4 now but I need to think some more. It's mainly about the witches' modus operandi and their plan unfurling, how Derek still gets thrown in the way by the powers that be.
It was too early to start something big so I rested the chapter and focused on the wedding in chapter 5 instead -a release and a fulfillment of all the positive things in the novel. As usual it has 8 parts where I normally like 5 or 6. This keeps me thinking and on my toes. The word quota is 200 below but I'll make it up this chapter. Hope to do half of it tonight, late. It parallels my own wedding fantasy with my ex-GF.