Final day of coding...

Today I officially retire but there's a bit of work to finish up -my circuit simulation interface, net4spice. Also today, Mom and her brothers and sister are going out for lunch at a nice restaurant. Dad and I will be heading out on our own. Almost 10am. 

Being attacked by westerners carting the Liew witches onto me almost as soon as I woke up. Being disabled, I can' t help much which drives the guailo crazy. One just tased my head not believing I have stroke wounds.

Well, it's back to work for now. Can't think of a good algorithm for reducing a nodelist. Just try my best and not make too much a mess.

To simplify the mini mountain of netlist code I somehow generated, I used some general Python algorithms called list comprehension, learnt from AI. I don’t code the framework of my apps with AI but sometimes specific technical difficulties are wrapped up sooner with it. Now it’s almost done in just 2 shakes of a mouse tail. Will take a break of an hour or so.

And on this day, ABY 11b, hexagram 59, Iran and Israel, aided by America have gone to full scale war. “A bridge burnt, a heart broken”. The ABY is cryptic. I think what this could mean is a massive polarization of the whole world. For or against Jews. For or against Christians. The awful birthpains will soon start outside of mindspace.

Do not take a mark on your body saying you are Christian. It may be 666 in disguise.

We talked about the saving blood of Christ. How as ONE body of Christ, we are saved, mutually forgiving and spreading the Lord’s peace which is integrity and the power of an integrated person. For who can break into the house of a strong man, but first to tie him up? All as one, it’s hard to do such!

Coding to recommence shortly circa 9pm. My extra thick notebook has been delayed by early post office close this Saturday and full close, Sunday. Never mind. I planned to start the sequel to iS called ‘Between’ today. It’s about how Tasha turns adventurer against a mob of betrayal and hard choices, and the ire of her friends, plus a whole nation on the verge of vengeance. This takes place between chapters 19 and 20 of iS. It’s a fun write and is action-packed like an Indie movie. Planned to write it by hand so I needed the notebook.

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It’s the 1st of March. And the ABY rolls into month-year 1c. It is Abyss upon Abyss. I feel a deal to the war will be made via regime change today. ‘The repressed youth’s dress’.

Coming up to 1am and I have a little problem with my code. Where to store reducing values? There is now a blockade on my thinking and I am not as creative or brilliant anymore. Perhaps I need a dictionary. Okay done that, now I need a way to store i/o nodes reduced separately. A dictionary of lists?

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By request, a sister asked how not to sin. The answer is not simple. By knowing good and evil, we need to also be immortal or we will sin. Notice God told the angels not to let the sinning pair eat from the tree of life and become immortal. But see, why did God not let them eat and be free? Because they were wicked at heart in answering the Lord. This shows they were cruel and immoral. 

The original sinners and so too all of us, had to undo cruelty and immorality by suffering. God cursed Adam and Eve with toil and pain. There is no forgiveness without sacrifice. This approach was tailored for them -their eventual salvation by Jesus. Our salvation. We are different key holes. He is the master key. All that is locked in us will be judged.

Some say I am sinless, but it will be shown you are just more perfect in an aspect of godliness. And it brings blessings of plenty, peace, and loves. You and I are not sinless -wicked and adulterous generation we are, murderous as well. Just that some avoid temptation by living comfortably. They will be tested.

Avoiding angering the Lord is only ONE, ‘kiss’ the Son of God, make him happy. Used to be animal parts burnt up pleasure to Yahweh, now pleasure is in Jesus. Rejoice in Jesus, and thus we all ‘kiss’ him metaphorically. All things work your way if you rejoice in Christ.

Went to Mi Xue and a walk thru the park...

Woke up late today after a late night fighting the Liew witches, trying to push net4spice code forward at the same time. This morning began slower but ended up the same, the evil witches bumping sensitive people together to cause feelings of guilt and shame, threatening pregnant women and newborns with excruciating pains. This is coming to a climax as many know their crimes were their own fault -corrupt witches who spied, fell in love with pleasure and sin.

We are unleashing various simple body powers they thought didn't exist. Hysteria control begins now in mindspace. And I wonder how anyone in the world except me has to break this news to the whole world?

Just came back from eating ice cream lattes at Mi Xue (since 1997). Then Mom and I went to the park for a round of uneven surface walking. Was attacked while out tho the sun was good for healing parts of my body they usually press on. Trying to solve all the bugs in n4s. May have to get dinner started first.

Past 2am and the same one bug is in my code. Frustrating. Will stay up a while longer to run some tests.

3am, I gave up debugging n4s. Have to work out now.

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Considering 4” of compacted laterite as a beach cricket pitch. There is no batsman, just two distanced catchers who must move simultaneously towards the wicket to help, or prevent it being taken. If either doesn’t move, then none move and the bowler decides.

Redid my indexing code as it was confusing. Some challenges remain. Want to finish it tonight. Tomorrow is the deadline. Liew witchy forces marauding for Christians who sin. Sin is simply a private battle against God.

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Almost 11pm. I solved all the bugs in the connections code, now am reducing these to a compact node list. Tomorrow, may be able to simulate the circuit by writing the netlist to a file for execution. Tomorrow is the deadline for my retirement.

I have saved up quite a lot of RM. Not sure what to spend it on. I have forbidden myself from buying watches and computer equipment, most sports gear as well. Am wearing my Garmin E. Needs charging every 3 weeks -is useful. Will be heading out tomorrow if possible, to get some walking in. Ate too many CNY cookies and haven't been very active.

Lately been hit by a slew of zit and swelling attacks, gum attacks etc. Headaches, and other irritating things -thinking prevention etc. Nobody wants to apprehend the evil witches despite the huge amount of suffering even upchain from us grassroots fighters.

Guess I will begin dieting a bit more. Thinking I might head over to TRX. Been a while since I did that mall. Or maybe go to LowYat.

Worked out briefly and will take meds and brush now. Back to work.

Coding coming along well. Expect to wrap up tomorrow night. Was thinking of starting a new novel about the characters I introduced in iS. What happened to all of them in between chapter 19 and 20 (the end of the novella). Will make an outline for half an hour. Thinking I may write ‘Between’ on a notepad instead of a computer. Will buy a cheap A5 sized later.

Bought a 600+ page notebook with a soft cover. Really a dream come true for me as a writer. I plan to write the whole of between in it with a pen, notes below the text. No matter if it is imperfect. Plan to sell it one day, perhaps rent it out. A novelty.

Almost 2pm. Bad smell in our living room. Like something died. Had a mandarin orange and some fish for supper. Didn’t code much more. Time for bed, after some journaling.

Am going on a walk to DigiMall soon...

...get my quota of exercise in and check out the computer hardware. I am just about finished coding net4spice. Had to make major modifications to the UI concept as it wasn't ideal and even a little bit potentially wrong / kludgy. The current implementation tho, is good. 

Now that it'll surely be finished, I am looking into RISCOS -to get my vaporware promises fulfilled. What shall I code for it? I think I want a JavaScript handler made. I could plug that into Netsurf and greatly improve its presentation. Yea, maybe that will do circa EOM.

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Didn't end up walking too far. Just to the bank and back. Found my account depleted down to 2RM. Put in a 50, not too much to be safe, just to pay my Amazon ads.

Coding is going well. I found QuickJS, which I could port to RISCOS and make NetSurf work better on a Pi Zero W albeit on mobile websites only. This will take time on and off.

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By request there are 16 medication methods which involve taste-oral manipulation and sexual manipulation, that cure people who, in mindspace, do crimes and feel guilty, and do not repent or accept a responsibility, which of course is ideal. So to those who want medication, it is harmless and here are the 16 methods for men and women, (which are just sensations in the body not actual objects)

1. Oval hollow lozenge (minty chocolate flavor)
2. Spiky lozenge (berry flavor)
3. Long /horizontal lozenge sweet (bitter herbal tea flavor)
4. Spring-action lozenge (vanilla flavor)
5. Cube lozenge (pizza / steak flavor)
6. Lollipop lozenge (strawberry flavor)
7. X-shape lozenge (smoky salmon / bacon flavor)
8. Furry lozenge (potato flavor)

The next are imaginary sensations in the sex organs that are applied together with the 'challenging' lozenge,

1. Clitoris -squeeze around with spiky rubber
2. Vagina -insert silicone egg, non spiky near to cervix
3. Penis -squeeze with ring, non spiky about an inch from base of penis, has feathers
4. Testicles -surrounded by spiky rubber, quite sharp on one side (usually left side)

It is recommended to try all combinations some are for men others for women. So far, in mindspace trials, they are successful, given by clairvoyants and geniuses. 

There are also 4 spans of IQ or intelligence. The major span is in the middle Bell curve, then there are downslope and upslope, finally the top end (genius) -making 4 ways of feeling good.

For example, my IQ averages around the downward slope of the Bell curve which makes me want a mix of mathematics and aesthetics and pleasure. So I like to own / purchase things that are well / thoughtfully designed, look sexy. 

I have found myself gravitating towards items that don't require work -no moving parts. I like my Nerf blaster and compound bow but my cricket ball is better by far.

If your IQ were genius (one step above mine), usually they like personal and unique gifts made by other friendly genius minds. They will greatly appreciate any level of genius-made item and keep it forever.

If your IQ were up-slope on average (I must stress IQ is an average), then you would like things such as dueling swords (boken), martial arts (tai-chi), shoes and clothes that make you look and feel good / unique.

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I’m invested in my new node finding algorithm for net4 spice. I will iterate thru the component list, and find each one its nodes, one at a time, iterating thru all the links beside / top / bottom of it. It should work well.

Works well indeed. I should have a simulation going by midnight. Right now, by request, we have to analyze the witch effect on the economy, the so-called 36 ways. 6 important points,

1. if sell just buy, if buying exists, just sell otherwise we’ll be crushed by the morality machine
2. don’t go against halal / kosher / patriotism at this time
3. buy things you like, no matter what they are, if you can afford to replace it with no pain
4. sell things you like, no matter what they are, if you cannot find anything that replaces it
5. be generous if things can be easily reproduced (cheap things) -give it away cheap
6. buy expensive things a bit, everyone. Example, I hold 1 gram of 24k gold, you will feel safe and be more resilient as a buyer or seller if you have a bit of luxury to exchange.

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Almost done coding n4s. A bit messy nearing the finish but pretty certain it will come together. And… I was wrong. Kludges beckon the unwary. I need 4 arrays to hold simultaneous simulation of circuit variants. 4 should be sufficient.

Running into difficulties n4s -nothing dealbreaking. I’m sure there’s an algorithm for it. For current component, get node out is easy. For next current component, also get node out, etc. Then tag each node out with component it points to and flip those into node ins. Sounds algorithmic to me.

Well, the app is churning out lists but they are mis-populated. It won’t be long before it’s corrected. Maybe by midnight. Made pasta for dinner. Stomach feeling a little queasy.

 

Had another loo just now and am feeling comfortable.

 

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By request there are 6 points to a deal for peace in the mindspaces,

1. There is a God -must teach this / compulsory
2. There is telepathy -must admit it in some way -you can choose
3. There are no SECRETS and no SAFETY in mindspace -you can choose how to say it
4. There is nowhere to hide on the outside from people who know inside spying
5. There is only one solution which is to be peaceful inside and outside
6. There is only one peace that is inside and outside. It is the most important step you will ever take in your life -if you are mentally ill etc.

Following point 6, the solution is only one, it is to no longer PRETEND to be right when you are wrong. No longer PRETEND that there is safety and many solutions to survive -there is NOT ANY SOLUTION EXCEPT HONESTY / INTEGRITY / ATTUNEMENT / FORGIVENESS / SACRIFICE.

Sorry for the CAPS -it is very important to have honor. Without honor there is cheating and offended people, no responsibility etc. -lawlessness. This is bad especially in mindspace. 

Nuclear fusion and the emulsification of hydrogen in helium...

Earlier this morning, I and no doubt many others were quizzed on the so-called failure of quantum computing to which I had an answer, being savvy in math and computer architectures just that little bit. But to blend H and He into a plasma stream within a tokamak was too much for my limited physics skills.

I can understand why power and computing are important as we face Tribulation, aliens and supernatural threats but I have no ready solutions for fusion power. Let me just speculate,

In the diagram above, a fusion cell consists of hyper fast-flowing He and H gas sandwiches, forcing the 2 gasses to mix evenly before being fed into a small ball of hot plasma. Fusion occurs albeit in small amounts, perhaps pulses, causing the small plasma ball to expand, and when it does, heat energy is tapped off, cooling it down again. This would ease the energy-cost of containment.

It's all I got.

The 6th day of CNY celebrations -does it ever end...

After a heavy rain, I hear pops of fireworks in the night sky again. Just when you thought CNY was over.

I got lots of props for my Medium article on my new cricket ball. It's interesting what people will read if it's not too long or dumb, has some message to convey. I hear many are seeking prophecy match before they do anything important. I find this odd, somewhat annoying but perhaps people have their reasons.

Been reading up on cricket and how bowlers use the seams of the ball to spin it. Just like blues harp players bend notes -it's unusual that these chances exist unintentionally. Does it show correct design of the game and equipment overall?

I was playing Laufey's From the Start on my guitar and realized it was a very good composition as it lends itself to reinterpretation and re-arrangement so easily -it must be correct theory-wise. After that I tried Mr A-Z's I'm Yours. And found it was harder to play. Jason is I think a lot cleverer than both Laufey and myself, and technically gifted as well. At any rate, I've retired from creative projects as of February this year (2026).

My Pastor says he has arrived back in Malaysia and we are maybe soon to meet. Thus I have been conserving cash to give him a treat, with his wife and any guest(s) he may have brought along. Seems like war may be looming. And I hear bursts of fireworks again. This is after all the horse year, a bullish 12 months if it were to be believed.

Found out that cricket balls are rated 20, 40, and 80 overs. The test match (80 overs) balls are over 100RM. It's actually cheaper to play soccer. The 20 overs balls don't have seam protection (apparently). Then there are very robust trainer balls. Perhaps I should have gotten one of those instead.

Realized I ate only 1 1/2 mandarin oranges (kum) this year. Took my meds and brushed, worked out. Will code at 11pm.

Read that cricket balls wear out the way a team decides, so they may have aerodynamic advantage. Unlike tennis balls and shuttlecocks, cricket balls are carefully applied age / wear for maximum strategic effect over the game duration. Cool fact.

Jason taught me how to play his song, I’m Yours in easy chords I’m used to. Just 3 chords form the verses. Such talent. Earlier I played Laufey, and was similarly moved to improve as a somgwriter. We talked mood of songs and why Carole King’s tunes are so enduring.

We tied off neural pathways in the Liew 6’s brains. Now to give them some closure, and others who obeyed them out of fear.

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Circa 7am, 5 days left to finish n4s before I retire. Think my Google site was indexed, no issues, two days ago. Some down time. Reports of wartime preparations in the Middle East. Liew witches still at large and using their overflowing guilt to destroy our nerves and immune systems. So many sinners woken up to support them -antichrist heroes.

I ordered a cricket ball...

... from Cricket Bazar @Shopee Malaysia. It's my first one and was circa $10. I'm not sure why I did it but cricket features in my life plan apparently. I used to own a cheap $3 baseball but I guess that was a mistake.

Managed to get cleaned quite well. Too early for a shower. Liew forces marauding over my mindspace, packed with guailo hiding from the mind violence. My sister is also being driven mad and so too her daughters. Dad is increasingly cynical and Mom has taken to nagging him.

Why I keep up writing this journal is for others to understand the suffering / tribulation we go thru and why we are accepted by God -we laid down our lives for the prophecy He intended. There is a dead lock so the evil the westerners are trying to entomb here won't escape but they continue to destroy America and the Royals mainly, almost at will -such are their numbers. Myself am barely able to work on n4s (my Python circuit sim interface).

I don't think anyone appreciates my suggestions anymore, nor my interventions. Bought myself a new toothbrush -they clean better when new. 

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Was up late this morning. Brushed, got cleaned well. The cricket ball should arrive soon. Can't wait. Debugged net4spice late last night, finding numerous errors and at least producing some output. Need to do more this morning while I wait for the delivery man.

We fought back against the Liew 6 and have them pinned down and shamed as awful sinners with a terrible attitude.

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My cricket ball arrived. It is well-stitched and has a beautiful deep red color with gold branding on both hemispheres. There was a slight dent but otherwise it is okay. Not sure what I intend it for but it is still in good shape for a match otherwise. Found out it was made by C S and Sons in India -a trusted maker of cricket balls. I like it.

Finished weekend house cleaning chores. Have to sleep early tonight as I have psych clinic tomorrow. Feeling a little lazy, left my coding work half done. Must take my meds by 9pm, work out at 10pm. Generate all the nodes and values by 11pm. There is some space to work today, not every day, or all day usually.

Liew witches unable to raise much power, knowing their crimes are heinous. We have our 'ways' of exposing them tho they think they're safe telling lies and exaggerating emotions. 

Doctrines of salvation, can we be sure as Christians?

No Christian can know the day and hour of the Lord’s coming. Likewise, if we do not know when, or even how, why, or how much to do, can we propose to know IF?

Why can some say confidently IF Jesus will take them when they don’t know anything related? Truth be told, there is no one who is supposed to know they are saved. No one is told they are saved. Not even Mary mother of God was sure of her salvation. Yet it was offered to a criminal on the cross before that. And even so all the apostles died in pain / shame. How are we to attain heaven, but thru suffering? Should we even try?

There are 4 criteria for entering the Kingdom. 4 is all:

1. Know where the kingdom is. I will explain.
2. Know who the kingdom is for
3. Know what the kingdom is like
4. Know that you cannot enter alone

The Kingdom or K from now on, is a power not a place. Just like a power, we enter it thru responsibility in caring for the spark within and among believers, of all races and nations. It is for those who realize that K is a power. K is like pure love and like love, who then feels it alone / by himself?

I will address the suffering part of this brief sermon. Why did the apostles suffer? Do we Christians also suffer -is it a prerequisite to K? Yes it is. Without letting our ‘blood’ there is no way to experience K within and around us. We will all suffer due to Enemy wrestling with us, the sheep and shepherds, who know power is up for grabs -power to rule the world.

What power is this? It is higher knowledge from the Spirit and supernatural gifts -everyone’s is a bit different according to genetics. It is ultimately scientific, K. So the thief on the cross knew and was saved for he repented and praised Jesus. I wonder if the Lord was gifted a necessary friend as he expired? Love in K that they might both enter paradise, instead of Sheol.