The 6th day of CNY celebrations -does it ever end...

After a heavy rain, I hear pops of fireworks in the night sky again. Just when you thought CNY was over.

I got lots of props for my Medium article on my new cricket ball. It's interesting what people will read if it's not too long or dumb, has some message to convey. I hear many are seeking prophecy match before they do anything important. I find this odd, somewhat annoying but perhaps people have their reasons.

Been reading up on cricket and how bowlers use the seams of the ball to spin it. Just like blues harp players bend notes -it's unusual that these chances exist unintentionally. Does it show correct design of the game and equipment overall?

I was playing Laufey's From the Start on my guitar and realized it was a very good composition as it lends itself to reinterpretation and re-arrangement so easily -it must be correct theory-wise. After that I tried Mr A-Z's I'm Yours. And found it was harder to play. Jason is I think a lot cleverer than both Laufey and myself, and technically gifted as well. At any rate, I've retired from creative projects as of February this year (2026).

My Pastor says he has arrived back in Malaysia and we are maybe soon to meet. Thus I have been conserving cash to give him a treat, with his wife and any guest(s) he may have brought along. Seems like war may be looming. And I hear bursts of fireworks again. This is after all the horse year, a bullish 12 months if it were to be believed.

Found out that cricket balls are rated 20, 40, and 80 overs. The test match (80 overs) balls are over 100RM. It's actually cheaper to play soccer. The 20 overs balls don't have seam protection (apparently). Then there are very robust trainer balls. Perhaps I should have gotten one of those instead.

Realized I ate only 1 1/2 mandarin oranges (kum) this year. Took my meds and brushed, worked out. Will code at 11pm.

Read that cricket balls wear out the way a team decides, so they may have aerodynamic advantage. Unlike tennis balls and shuttlecocks, cricket balls are carefully applied age / wear for maximum strategic effect over the game duration. Cool fact.

Jason taught me how to play his song, I’m Yours in easy chords I’m used to. Just 3 chords form the verses. Such talent. Earlier I played Laufey, and was similarly moved to improve as a somgwriter. We talked mood of songs and why Carole King’s tunes are so enduring.

We tied off neural pathways in the Liew 6’s brains. Now to give them some closure, and others who obeyed them out of fear.

I ordered a cricket ball...

... from Cricket Bazar @Shopee Malaysia. It's my first one and was circa $10. I'm not sure why I did it but cricket features in my life plan apparently. I used to own a cheap $3 baseball but I guess that was a mistake.

Managed to get cleaned quite well. Too early for a shower. Liew forces marauding over my mindspace, packed with guailo hiding from the mind violence. My sister is also being driven mad and so too her daughters. Dad is increasingly cynical and Mom has taken to nagging him.

Why I keep up writing this journal is for others to understand the suffering / tribulation we go thru and why we are accepted by God -we laid down our lives for the prophecy He intended. There is a dead lock so the evil the westerners are trying to entomb here won't escape but they continue to destroy America and the Royals mainly, almost at will -such are their numbers. Myself am barely able to work on n4s (my Python circuit sim interface).

I don't think anyone appreciates my suggestions anymore, nor my interventions. Bought myself a new toothbrush -they clean better when new. 

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Was up late this morning. Brushed, got cleaned well. The cricket ball should arrive soon. Can't wait. Debugged net4spice late last night, finding numerous errors and at least producing some output. Need to do more this morning while I wait for the delivery man.

We fought back against the Liew 6 and have them pinned down and shamed as awful sinners with a terrible attitude.

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My cricket ball arrived. It is well-stitched and has a beautiful deep red color with gold branding on both hemispheres. There was a slight dent but otherwise it is okay. Not sure what I intend it for but it is still in good shape for a match otherwise. Found out it was made by C S and Sons in India -a trusted maker of cricket balls. I like it.

Finished weekend house cleaning chores. Have to sleep early tonight as I have psych clinic tomorrow. Feeling a little lazy, left my coding work half done. Must take my meds by 9pm, work out at 10pm. Generate all the nodes and values by 11pm. There is some space to work today, not every day, or all day usually.

Liew witches unable to raise much power, knowing their crimes are heinous. We have our 'ways' of exposing them tho they think they're safe telling lies and exaggerating emotions. 

Doctrines of salvation, can we be sure as Christians?

No Christian can know the day and hour of the Lord’s coming. Likewise, if we do not know when, or even how, why, or how much to do, can we propose to know IF?

Why can some say confidently IF Jesus will take them when they don’t know anything related? Truth be told, there is no one who is supposed to know they are saved. No one is told they are saved. Not even Mary mother of God was sure of her salvation. Yet it was offered to a criminal on the cross before that. And even so all the apostles died in pain / shame. How are we to attain heaven, but thru suffering? Should we even try?

There are 4 criteria for entering the Kingdom. 4 is all:

1. Know where the kingdom is. I will explain.
2. Know who the kingdom is for
3. Know what the kingdom is like
4. Know that you cannot enter alone

The Kingdom or K from now on, is a power not a place. Just like a power, we enter it thru responsibility in caring for the spark within and among believers, of all races and nations. It is for those who realize that K is a power. K is like pure love and like love, who then feels it alone / by himself?

I will address the suffering part of this brief sermon. Why did the apostles suffer? Do we Christians also suffer -is it a prerequisite to K? Yes it is. Without letting our ‘blood’ there is no way to experience K within and around us. We will all suffer due to Enemy wrestling with us, the sheep and shepherds, who know power is up for grabs -power to rule the world.

What power is this? It is higher knowledge from the Spirit and supernatural gifts -everyone’s is a bit different according to genetics. It is ultimately scientific, K. So the thief on the cross knew and was saved for he repented and praised Jesus. I wonder if the Lord was gifted a necessary friend as he expired? Love in K that they might both enter paradise, instead of Sheol.

Jesus: is he God and why it matters...

There came a request to settle the age old dispute of is the Son of Man the Son of God our Lord and God himself?

The status of Jesus, being born of Woman, whereas Adam, giving life to Woman. Is Adam then superior to Jesus? Solomon -was he wiser than Jesus? Wiser than the Son of God?

And what of Enoch, who did not taste death? Is he higher than Jesus? This we will attempt to answer.

Adam was the first man made in God's image. He seemingly had no mother. What difference could a mother make? Eve, taken from Adam (under God's magic), rejoins with Adam to make men and other women. 

You could say that Adam + Eve = double the god in Adam. So every mixing of Adam and Eve, because God made us male and female, creates conditions for superlative generations or individuals. Yea, perhaps Jesus is more 'selected' than Adam, Enoch, Abraham, Solomon and myself (jk).

But by intermixing, can Jesus be superior or on par with the Creator Himself? Theoretically, math dictates that we simply can't know. How much of God is in us we can't guess. Likewise, how much of God is in Jesus, we cannot propose -it is not our call. Perhaps a lot of it was -sufficient for Jesus to assume a throne on earth. Perhaps if he were to wed, his son might be even higher. Believe we have Kingdom / Spirit within us and God's grace to make miracles happen. All of us care for a seed of Faith and a chance at glory.

The reasons people ask who is mightier, is because they have little Faith and chances themselves. That is why they count everything God does while most Christians humble themselves and just say we don't care / know / it's not very important. 

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By request there was an explanation to what Grandpa did to sexual relations in our family. Not Ban Cheong but my Mom's Dad who has since passed on.

Grandpa was good at everything, even sex and the Americans taunted him whenever he and Grandma were together. Many Chinese were treated to body shaming the same.

Grandpa never fully recovered because he was not fully in love. He married because of the war (WWII) and because he needed some money (he was poor). Grandma's family fed and clothed him during the Japanese occupation. And he couldn't deliver in bed due to the guailo.

Short story, all of our sex is affected by Grandpa's phantom pain / embarrassment and all the ladies and guys to some extent hide their shame in me -yes, little ol' wa. There is nothing more sinister than this! 

SeTT is ready to go…

After 3 days of debugging SeTT’s piece placement code, it’s finally free of most glitches. Now today, I can finish debugging net4spice.

Am up very early, pre 6am. Later, my uncle will be visiting. Feel like buying some stuff. My wallet and savings stash are above $100 thanks to CNY angpow. Sis gave me some extra cash too. Should use it but not sure what on.

Feeling okay generally. May head to the bank, deposit some funds in my debit account. Actually started debugging n4s yesterday before the SeTT crisis which I thought was unsolvable, and am making slow but steady progress.

 

Brushed. Will probably debug after 8am. Liew witches still working people they collided together. But their power isn't that strong anymore.

 

Found an easy way to bind my own books using string -a Japanese design. Thinking I may use that for EOSotB. Print it locally and distribute it for cheap with a simple cover.  Want to apply for an ISBN for it.

Proofread half my book. Will do the other half in the evening. Liew witches attacking my rich uncle’s family.

Finished proofreading. Uploaded SeTT to Github. And Wa, to Reddit. Work is winding down. Tonight just some donkey debugging n4s. Liews will hopefully leave this place or be given sh*t problems to deal with.

Tomorrow, I will be putting up my tennis wall covering over our laundry area back wall. It’s just airpak tubes stuck on with wall tack. Should be fun to practice my strokes. Took my meds and brushed. Workout at 11pm. Thinking of having friends over or putting up a video of it if it works well. May go vertical or angular at the edges to keep the bounce centered. Thinking of bending the air tubes a bit as well.

 

Worked out and am feeling good. Prince Andrew has been arrested. Another milestone on the road to a peace deal. America are massing in the Middle East.  Closing in on midnight and I haven't debugged anything. n4s release will be delayed another day unless I work harder.

 

LiLian and her witchy family are near death.

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Fell asleep before doing my debugging work on n4s. My uncle and family are coming over so there's no time to get cleaned as the privacy of the shoebox we live in is very limited. At least Sis' chili will work eventually, by this evening.

Sermon for a generation LOST...

I can't help thinking of when there were miniskirts that went way up to there. Even today, women who wear short skirts have flared hemlines. And lately I'd been asked what of the times we live in today -what are the paradigms we abide by?

There are 5 main things young people are doing right now they don't normally say:

1. The world is divided into haves and have-nots. Everybody must contribute something -even if it's a job in mindspace. I will elaborate later.
2.  Morality is something increasingly overt, meaning that people will tell you why you deserve better treatment with no shame.
3. Religion is a dying thing as it anything not conceived within our minds and from books / culture.
4. Sexuality is separating from morality and so are many other things used to be tightly controlled. I will explain.
5. Weird diseases are on the rise from people with mental problems, psycho-somatic-ally triggering health problems in others.

There is currently, a mis-allocation of money. Fun is top of the list, necessities are pushing bottom. Why would God say this? There are 3 reasons: firstly, oil, bread, and wine are staple foods of the Mediterranean, secondly: food shortages will occur thereabouts, sometimes weather is good for oil and wine, sometimes for wheat, other times for barley. Finally, there is something going on with money. People are moving away from Dollars and even Yuan and Yen. There will later be a system of meritocracy where the useful get fed. Even now food is short in various places.

The 4 riders are mostly confined to the Med and Middle East and those who do business there are affected, sometimes affecting their friends and family.  

During such times as these, sex is a commodity that gives and keeps giving -a useful tactic of appeasement therefore pushes are being made for liberalizing it.

Other things are like drugs, and later on, perhaps revealing attire. These will be liberalized too.

What are people to do but feel pressured? I have lived 50 years on this blue earth. There is no substitute for love (tho the love of most waxes cold). People love you and will share with you. Don't worry about being or adhering to system xyz. If there are kind people in your friends and family, you can learn to love others and yourself.

Love and pretending. There are people of an older generation told to pretend there is nothing wrong going on. These are immorally brought up / failed personalities. Again, they are cured by pure love -action before desire.

Bravery and forgiveness are opposites but between them, a lot of teaching can be done and wisdoms imparted. For God blesses who stands between bravery and forgiveness and gives out left and right of it. 

Coding on CNY day...

I successfully debugged SeTT, my strategy board game. There was a lot wrong with it that somehow went unnoticed as occasional strange behavior. It needed additional detection code to the canMove() function which checks for valid piece placement. The new 1.1.9 apk bundle is on https://sites.google.com/view/ckyap under the apps header. Should be ready for release.

Now to finish net4spice. It basically needs tweaking that's all.

I gave my 077j to my cousin as I hope he will succeed in his career and be looked up to. Last night, spent time adjusting the bracelet as his wrist is a bit smaller than mine. Personally, I wear a Garmin and sometimes, a ProMaster. Having a few watch tools I bought off Shopee helped a lot.

Don't feel very motivated to work on n4s and it's past 3pm already. Was able to get cleaned okay this morning and am not sure what are the plans for dinner tonight. But I will have to make a start on the coding if it's ever to be released.

It's past 8pm and I've just debugged SeTT yet again for weird behavior in the canMove() function [should say canPlace()].