Sunday, March 31, 2024

I’m a new artist -newly an artist…

Tonight is my last night as a programmer. I will be pursuing a career in art. Starting tomorrow, making sketches and studies. I’m quite spontaneous and am able to teach, knowing the whys of what makes good art. Sadly, I also hang up my writer’s keyboard -actually gave it to Dad. Maybe things will work out for me, maybe they won’t. We’ll have to see. More later…

Thinking of compiling my sketch studies and fully rendered paintings into a teach-art book. Something productive to do rather than drawing aimlessly. My app didn’t wrap up as planned, needing another hour of logic tweaking but it’s almost midnight and I took a Rivotril to sleep well earlier. Brushed and will turn in soon.

A new month, April, rolls in. I don’t really want to code or write stories anymore but there’s still a leeetle bit left to do. Feeling okay overall. Haven’t had breakfast. Want to catch up with my cousins via Whatsapp. Dad’s rectal bleeding continues, quite alarmingly. But he is 75 already, a ripe age to live to without much suffering. Mom is also hurt, mainly by her own carelessness, and is on strong antibiotics to help heal a wound. King Charles’ pancreatic cancer will fell him soon as well. I hesitate to say it, but don’t push people around in mindspace, close one eye, and tell a lie. It hurts everyone.

Talked in the mindspaces to important people who’ve been dirtied by the Liew witchy forces. God does want a bountiful harvest and many many elect (favorites). Don’t think of the Father’s anger, but His everlasting love. The Bible seems contradictory regarding favoritism earned versus born-with versus the total opposite -you’re a dog or a whore -a sinner destined for hell. The reality of salvation is just 2 steps we all learn early in life and throw away when we see pride, fame, wealth etc. that we can have.

These 2 steps are: you are a baby and you need your mother. And you are a sexual being, you will join with a wife and leave your mother at some stage. For example, pride interferes such that one cannot admit they are/were ever helpless and therefore are sexually predisposed to misogyny and other gender crimes. Fame or respect interferes such that we deny we have a birth mother, treating her ‘mean’ and we feel as though we are God. This leads to flesh to flesh bonding that is imperfect and gender confusion. We all know what wealth abuse leads to -the root of all evil.

Saturday, March 30, 2024

Pinned down and fighting for it…

Drafter, my final app, which helps creative writers draft longer works, is undergoing final checks and a little bit of tweaking. I want it to be as perfect as possible. Regex continues to plague me and stall my statistics tweaking buttons, half done, which will be all I’ll add for now. Pressing business in the mind as babies come under attack from evil Liew witches. We circled the wagons and are defending while church attacks the fiends. I have to join in now…

More attacks from the Liew witches, on my future income and love life. It attracts the Rapture preventers like crazy. Some of us don’t get to have a life, much less make a living. I was a donor baby -a life donor towards the Tribulation coming. Sounds depressing but I’m used to it, all my life it was this way. I never graduated college nor held a job for longer than a year, surviving on handouts and allowances.

Drafter will be done very soon, and tomorrow, Sunday, I’ll go on a long walk. A very cool rain is falling as I type this after dinner post. Feeling okay. Like this Raya will be special. Rumors of an Israeli “terrorist” apprehended or identified here in Malaysia. Yea, we are moving towards a bloody fate unless we’re caught up in the air first. May 25-26, come on! More later…

Fell asleep on the floor again with my laptop nearby. Almost finished coding Drafter. Will do a bit more later.

Nearly lunch and my final app is good to go but it needs one important killer feature, a comprehensive targeted search. Better than regular MS Office search. Have already done its interface, just waiting to attach the regex. I suck at regular expressions and am procrastinating. After lunch, I will be going to DigiMall.

Not sure why nip crashed and burned where drafter now succeeds. They are quite similar. Details stand out more, I guess. Especially when usability is forefront. Not sure what I’ll be buying at DigiMall.

Had lunch at our new place with Chinese takeout food. I used an IKEA plastic fork which was surprisingly good and Mom brought out Quaker oats plates. Dad had a coffee, I had Coke. Mom didn’t really like her sugarcane in a can. Liews attacked through the Royals and my family, crushing me down so we retaliated, pushing them off smartly.

Rain and errands foiled my plan to brisk walk. My rib injury is healing which is good. I need to be fitter in May. Hopefully I can run faster tomorrow morning. Put in a good chunk of code to suppress index range errors, and to redraw the treeView. That’s most of the final work completed. Folks are out for niece’s birthday dinner. I got her a Sistema snack and drink compact packer with matching spork. Cute, bought it at Spotlight Mutiara for 28RM.

Had 2 banana peanut butter sandwiches for dinner. Later some doggie bagged sushi, probably. Notice I eat less sugar lately. Together with regular exercise, I feel quite good.

Folks bought me a KFC chicken burger on the way home. Tasty. Looks unable to meet the March deadline for Drafter’s release, tho I tried. I could put in an intensive half hour of troubleshooting but am really bleary and tired. Have to brush. Ribs feel less bruised, thankfully. Wearing my Swatch Sistem.

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Coding: an end in sight…

The stonewall of prevention is eventually breached and Drafter sails through, rough and ragged as it is. I coded last night and this morning and felt good seeing results. Used Thonny IDE which sped up the debugging and testing. We’ll be going to NSK for groceries and maybe a bite soon. Wearing my humble Protrek. This afternoon, our new place gets its fiber. I will bring over my netbook and set it up there. Must remember the power adapter.

Spiritual warfare reveals the true enemy behind the witchy Liew 6, a lower echelon demon of high IQ. Something I had hoped to avoid. The witches grabbing for their satan who soaks up their misplaced love. Will think on it and maybe find some solution. More later…

Prophecy is on the agenda tonight. Looks like work will have to wait. Charles III wants to mend relations with God most high. So all of us are sucked in for a night or more. The new house is looking comfy and lovey. Can’t wait to move!

On my other blog, I made a rough list of things I want to transfer to the new house. In detail they are:
  1. Cookman paisley pants, Millet hiking shorts, Uniqlo wide jeans -I rarely wear these at the moment. Also my traditional Chinese, Batik, Punjabi, and period western shirts.
  2. iPad and Linux laptop (Acer Aspire) which I use for social media and light computing, graphics, python etc. My walkman and Vido buds.
  3. Art materials, dip pen and ink, watercolors, artist’s marker, notepads and sketchpads.
  4. Gilbert rugby ball to play my new game, Breach Rugby
  5. Two or three watches to rotate between for various occasions. Maybe my Mudman solar, my Swatch Sistem, and Orient Tristar.
  6. Some reference (religious / Math) books
  7. Toiletries, including my Panasonic shaver, Schick Lady, and SAK trimming scissors, nail clipper, soaps, scrubs etc.
  8. A water bottle. I like the Evian Nomad mineral water bottle. It will come in handy rehydrating gradually throughout the day from the fridge or my desk.
I need to rustle up some comfy shirts to go with my pants. Maybe transfer over 3 Eagle Kings and a casual karate belt in white. Noticeably absent will be my LP player, music / recording stuff, bow, and tennis racket. I will be leading a simpler, more austere life, and staying home less. I am tho pleased with my new economical a/c unit.

Drafter inches along. Some index-section issues to sort out, then a button resizer line of code. A border setter, not that much left to do. Worked out and ran early. Drank an iced Milo chocolate malt. My breakfast. Dad will be at hospital for his blood test. I hope mine, in late May, will be good after all the exercise I put in. Royal family under attack from the Liews, crowding my mindspace while taking out their frustration on me as I lay beside my bed with an internal head wound. Life isn’t fair, nobody implied it was.

Feels odd to leave so much behind as we start again in a new neighborhood. Mom has been sorting through her vases and carved animals, while Dad brought over his favorite furniture. More later…

Soon our TV will be installed with Astro over fiber. I made a lot of headway coding Drafter today. The fuzzy matching, the squashed buttons, and the chapter menu. Will further do tag grouping / splitting and tag-keyword button expansion. Want to do the border color setting as well, and maybe colspanning.

Injured my ribs yesterday, not being mindful as Joey Yap advised. Therefore only managed a light workout and run. Still feeling fit and healthier for it. Hope to recover soon. Westerners unleashing some sort of plan onto their enemies in the east, something secretive. Took a few hits. There’s a serious regex / logic bug in Drafter that needs solving, then rest for a few hours and see what these British people want.

Wednesday, March 27, 2024

A Casio for every occasion…

 

Tank MQ-27 on Bonetti strap

Fitness tracker GBD-200

Mudman Solar 9300


I’ve narrowed down my watch collection to suit my more humble lifestyle and neighborhood. I have a dress watch, my step counter, as I do fitness, and my out of town adventure watch. Total cost, about 1.1kRM. All are Casio. Most of the time I will be wearing the fitness tracker as it’s not too big yet tough and I will walk a lot. Nobody much notices it. For adventure / outstation trips, I need my compass watch, the Mudman, while the MQ-27 works well with formal wear, not being chunky or all kinds of angles.

It was hard stashing all my other watches for these 3. But they were the most practical, especially in an economic downturn. More later…

Felt tired the whole afternoon and was talked to by westerners and their ‘big problem’. Dragged myself up to fix dinner for the folks. We had pasta. I knew the mince pork would fry up well because it was red and white, and not leaching water. With some dry Greek seasoning I got from NSK, I made a good meal for 3. Haven’t eaten so well in days.

Tonight, I plan to get some coding done. I have a clearer idea of what I want to achieve. No multiple buffers or edit windows. It’s confusing. Buttons in the treeView will have a red / green border which are clicked first / second, that’s about all. There seems to be a text alignment bug to fix as well.

Have 50RM to spend this month. May buy Decathlon sunglasses, maybe some straps. More later…

Latest signs of the end times: Thailand approves same sex marriages. How is this a prophecy? In Biblical times, same sex unions formed because of false gods shaming men from marrying women, maybe also vice versa, but the self-same reason is: the Eden man-woman sin which the demon lords fully exploited. Today’s same sex couples are also a product of demonic coercions. I hate women, I hate men. They make me sick etc.

Monday, March 25, 2024

Fun game with foam football…

an Aerobie football

This is a loose rugby-style game for 7-ish people a side on any sizable pitch. The objectives are:

  1. To keep the ball roughly behind at least 2 friendly players at all times. Tackling is not permitted but players may obstruct and gently handle one another by the elbows and shoulders.
  2. The 2 or more players and a ball holder must cross the enemy back line wherever it may occur to win a point. The enemy may create multiple layers for the ball  possessors to punch through.
  3. The ball may be thrown or bounced off the pitch. There is no penalty for dropped balls. First touch wins it and it may also be kicked
  4. The ball used may be an Aerobie foam football or any soft aerodynamic foam ball.
More later…

Thinking about Breach Rugby (versus beach rugby), I can forsee a lot of soccer style formation and maneuvering. For example, letting players run unchecked through your formation. You have to mark them. And pushing the ball holder horizontally away from his advance line, separating the attacking formation. Forming  a saw or zig zag, forming a passing around square, the long kick or throw, there is a lot of play possible.

Thoughts on the etiquette of tackling. Players should not raise a foot above an enemy's knee, or a palm above his neck. Players must not touch a ball possessor’s grip (on the ball). Fouls must be called out, including offsides.


Early Monday morning…

I woke up early today and worked out, then ran briefly up and down our road. Had a latte for breakfast and put on my Aqualand for a change of watch. It’s on a Mr DIY rubber strap which cost me 10RM / $2 plus I got the cheapo watch head as well which still chimes the hour and at the end of the working day, from a corner of my desk. An odd-ish feeling like a headless chicken. I think the Aqualand loses 20s / year which is okay. A reset every 3 years, battery change every 6 years.

Tomorrow, psych clinic. But first to get cleaned. More later…

So Tuesday is finally here. I was up early, getting ready to head out later. Worked out and took care of my hygiene. Am busy with my new Linux install. I can’t get the DVD burner tray to eject yet. At one time it would but I forget how. Don’t know why DogBlots is getting 20 visits a day but it feels good. FreeLunch.my is desolate by comparison. Maybe one or two reads per week. Am writing a new article on Medium, and every Friday, a Substack newsletter. I seem to have an insatiable urge to invent, journal and advise (on spiritual matters). 

Set up my Linux workstation with all-black peripherals. Looks cool. Even the stack itself is dark colored. I don’t have a case so the parts heap one on top of another separated by black foam pieces. The cooler fan is silent. Installed it myself. Something to inspire me to fight on -the good fight, against Satan’s liars and oppressors, saving the deceived in sins. Must keep watch of my popularity index tho. More later…

The Arip jab went well. Lots of manipulations going on, deadly games that destroy the small and innocent. Some may think me a mental case, but look around, there are many things easy to discern as odd, in the news and in public for anyone to see who understands human nature. Will be sleeping late tonight to finish my coding on the Kabini rig in the back room. Trying to build and steer a raft in the rushing tide of these end times.

Sunday, March 24, 2024

Cleaned my ThinkPad…

Somehow this pre-owned machine gets used every time I need heavy lifting. It’s an 8-year-old Broadwell dual core, Core-i5 with 8gb RAM. Picked it up from a junky looking shop for $240. The display is IPS, and it has all the bells and whistles of a premium laptop including backlit keys and hot swap battery. But it was in desperate need of a brush and wipe down after months of hard use in my dusty room which faces a trunk road.


The brush tool came cheap from Mr DIY. And I also clean my guitar fretboards with it. For gentle screen / overall wiping, I use a soft microfiber sponge-filled bunny duster. Can’t believe how dirty keyboards and trackpad button crevices can get. Some dust mites crawled out of it afterwards. At least there are no more ants. In the afternoon, I’ll sweep and mop my room, dust under the guitar bags too.

I plugged the laptop into its charger while it waits for my programming inspirations. Put aside the Logi Wave Keys and Pi4 which I used to write the first 3/4 of Drafter. More later…

Did a bit of much-needed housework which freed up the folks to cook and touch up our new place. There's nothing stopping me sitting at my desk right now, but my emotions are a little unsettled and I can't focus on my computer work well. Enjoying using my OPM (recycled ocean plastic mouse). Do I like fondling refuse normally? This could be a get-rich idea, really!

I’ve split my computers into 3 stations. My desk (ThinkPad), the back room (Kabini), and by my bed (iPad). I will be transferring Aspire to the new house and maybe the Pi4 later on, attached to the TV. The mindspaces are incredibly troubled at the moment because of wanton prideful cheating and we have to navigate carefully.

Saturday, March 23, 2024

Jane makes good soap…

I was at Amcorp flea market today and bought 2 bars of Jane’s Cottage Soaps, an Indian nettle and Dead Sea mud. I had to use the Israel “holy land” soap first and it felt really nice. I feel clean and fresh, light even. Gotta love home made soaps and bath time / shower time, on my “luxury” bath stool. I still use Good Virtues on and off, varying my skincare, which I think is a good idea as it evens out things. Even my hair feels softer.

Dead sea mud (left), and Indian nettle (right)

Meanwhile, I’m preparing for the final onslaught on drafter.py which has stalled for half a week now. It must be done by dinner. I’ve been nibbling at it, trying to find purchase to block in code but so far the prevention over my work has stopped this unique writer’s IDE from being released. I did put up an alpha on FreeLunch.my but it’s pretty lame. My other 3 apps, vrs, chicn, and yak are ready to use, tho. Thinking of jamming in code and debugging it line by line. Anything other than this incessant vacillating. More later…

Dinner was tasty and quick to make. Coconut cream / water, occasionally is so nutritious. There was a foul smell in my room, then it rained and I opened the windows to let it air. Watching Sara Lubratt’s writer’s vlog while typing this. I did a lot of coding yet the app is still incomplete. Juggling 2 open files and multiple chapters needs lots of if statements. One of the files should be the rough outline, the other, the draft (chapter). Later, one could be the draft chapter and the other, the polished work.

Woke up early, on the floor, with a bad right knee. Thankfully it healed and I was able to work out and run before dawn. Talked long yesterday about the coming end times and the signs of the rapture / judgement. The false teachers and wanton sexual activity. Wearing my Casio MQ-27 tank on Bonetti WR faux croc. Will code lazily this Sunday while monitoring the situation in the mindspaces.

Thursday, March 21, 2024

Are those end times going to kick in…?

Several signs of the end of the age nobody should have missed:
  1. Vineyards being destroyed while durian being planted in ongoing forest clearing. Why this is a sign, is the feet of clay and iron are fragmenting into blocks like BRICS, etc.
  2. Bitcoin refuses to die. What crypto is, is a world economy between the very intelligent, just the same as forex is our average joe economy. Why this is a sign is ultimate revenge for offenses against humanitarianism.
  3. Socks appeared for sale, printed with Allah’s name. The police pixelate the photos while Scandinavians (former Vikings) burn the Koran. Why this is a sign is that false teachers and later false leaders will emerge deceiving many.
  4. There is a man called Donald Trump who appears to be a buffoon, a Washington pariah, and a madman. He wants to be President to unleash an agenda that failed the last time he took office. Why is this a sign? He will try to bring about the 3rd Temple if he wins election.
  5. People who can change the world are being sidelined, some if they are popular, even killed. Why is this a sign? “All the world will hate you because of my (which is, Jesus) name”. “For love of the truth they had not”. “That they came under a strong deception”. Read those quotes in reverse.
Personally, I’ve been also shown several signs. I will be wearing a moonphase watch which is water resistant at the time of the Coming. I have it on often lately, on a water resistant NATO. There will be a park near my house, just a stone’s throw where I must wait on that day. That is by our new house, almost ready to move into. I will no longer be using computers or internet (almost) at all, but will be drawing, and playing music to pass the time. A family member of mine may pass away for some reason, and he/she is already worried about it. When he/she dies, the witchcraft strangling the world will suffer a heavy blow. Then I will be in demand to speak truth, but shortly I’m taken away from the world by angels. More later…

Did some work on my website, FreeLunch.my, to get a page up with download links and screenshots of my python apps even tho Drafter has stalled at mostly-completed. It was a matter of some urgency to release my code. Western forces attacked us, repentant Christians living in a home in the mindspace around me. Trying to be brave yet kind to these desperate mental criminals.

Finally did some coding. I gathered the tk button objects in the treeView and printed their labels. Then I fell asleep at the laptop again. This morning, I wanted to load individual chapter files into the view but am too sleepy still. Then my niece started flinching my elbow violently. Don’t think I’ll head out today as I need to work harder.

I had no constipation or diarrhea so I took the opportunity to get some walking in. Bought ingredients for nasi lemak so Mom doesn’t have to cook. Also a bottle of oolong tea for all of us to rehydrate. Drank a lo cal Coke which helped replenish my electrolytes. Showered with Jane’s dead sea mud soap and it is the boss. So cleansing and light. Today is of course house cleaning time. And I am getting ready to finish coding Drafter. I set my font to Noto, with a neutral bluesy color scheme. Was thrown off by the stark reds and greens of IDLE. Thonny is my favorite Python3 IDE which I used to use on my Pi4.


I didn’t know this about pen and paper…

While I was at the mall today, I bought a notepad and artist’s marker for about $3. Some kids started asking why I needed so much stationery. It was long ago when ink and pen were invented but paper had to wait till much later. People wrote on pot shards, goat skin, bark etc. But when paper finally arrived big time, they knew that the pen had to improve, and to date we have a fine selection of nibs, points, and brushes. This is not to mention the invention of the book, and engraving which led to mass printing and dissemination of creativity. Later, the scanner and smartphone would take over this via apps and broadband.

The point I’m making is that with all sorts of media nowadays, people forget if and when they have something specific to say, write, type or draw. People convey the ordinary, and also the obscene extremes. But what art is, what documenting an idea is, is buried under heaps of targeted advertising ingenuity and a plethora of marketing, pandering to vanities, etc. At the same time, the disadvantaged will scribble on scraps with scratchy BICs and discouraged, never take their ambitions to the heights they might achieve.

Through my explorations, I have found my Parker Jotter and 10RM BookXcess notepad to be a good match. Nobody should use a Jotter’s French ink on Lotus’s ruled pads and manage a smile. I also found Daler-Rowney pads to be extremely inhibitive. I loved Zequence rollup A6 square ruled pads which I filled with sketches inked by my Rotrings. Now I have a new sketching setup, with a Kurecolor marker and Herlitz pad. And I wonder if I will be creative again?




Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Out and about...

I have to get out of the house alone today. It’s almost a week since I brisk walked. A few hours would be good for my health. Will put in 1 more hour of coding then head out before noon. Resume work after dinner, late. More later…

Change of plans. Had to help the folks with some errands. Made tuna salad on toast for dinner as Mom is tired and a bit worried about things, health etc. I did finish coding chiCN. Not very polished, but usable and simple, algorithmically. Now it’s raining and I’m messing with Solaris to pass the time before coding Drafter late tonight. Liew forces retreat for now. The balance of power is precarious.

3 of my apps, YAK Composer, chiCN and vrs have very minimalist interfaces. Drafter is the odd one out with 4+ windows. But it is also the most straightforward to code. Evil witchy Liews jerking my elbow as I work. More later…

I was up early and did the brief routine workout. Ready for that long walk from Asia Jaya to DigiMall and then to Taman Jaya. Got fresh funds in, just $100. Not sure what I want to buy… But for some reason, I opted to stay home yet again. Went on a brief run instead to keep fit. I used to have near blackouts before I went running. I also take less sweet foods as my blood sugar is a little high.

Did some usability testing on vrs and uncovered some glaringly silly, slow, and irrelevant code in the search / regex matching. Gave it an overhaul. Also overhauled chiCN’s search, which was alarmingly unpredictable and complex. Now it’s almost time for bed and Drafter is unfinished. Took my meds and showered. It will be an early day tomorrow, taking Mom to hospital and buying groceries. Playing with my new Bodhi Linux install which is cool.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

Weekend is here…

Just back from a run along our guarded road. Had an iced Milo shake. They had a special on those for Raya (Id) at Lotus’s. Feels so good to… be a good person. A productive skilled worker. A spiritual leader.

Now YAK and VRS are under my belt. Soon Drafter will follow. Will try to complete it today and beta test it, Sunday. My head is swimming with others’ thoughts and some mild emotions so it’s hard to work well. Will skip lunch as I am a bit overweight. Imagine, took me over 2 years for my apps to mature into usable form. More later…

Late last night, good witches suggested I finish the Chinese spelling app that I started 2 years ago. Spent hours editing a table of radicals, finally falling asleep at 3am. This morning, I've resumed coding the new chi which I named "Chikn". It will be very simple with no bells and whistles, and I hope to code it in an hour or so. Later, it may interface to CEdict.

Mid-morning, I broke away for a run. Felt good to stretch my legs seeing as how I stay home more lately to avoid too much spending. Telepathic arguing is less this morning as well. Someone liked one of my posts on Medium. DogBlots is still getting many visits lately, less so my site, FreeLunch.my.

Sunday draws to a close and I am rushing to finish coding chiCN (small name change) now that the basics are in place and the UI fully mapped out. Still wearing my Q&Q moonphase. My favorite complication.

Monday, and the bugs in chiCn’s code remain glaring. Western forces attacked after we put down the Liew witches. It’s amazing not to get a thank-you instead. Ran instead of heading out. Folks are busy equipping their new house. Drank a latte for brunch.

Just solved all the bugs in the spelling box with completion suggestions. It’s important that it’s user friendly. Now my menus of  Chinese characters are way too long. I need a solution to split them up and a new file or somewhere to store the matches. Looks to be another hour or so of work if it doesn’t drag on till dinner. Definitely will be too burnt out to tackle Drafter until maybe 10pm.

Past lunchtime and chiCN is looking good. Thought of a neat way to associate spellings with the cascading menu entries, utilizing a split symbol “,“ in the text entry field. Will take a bit of coding. Do it after some well-deserved rest.

Had dinner. Tofu in mince sauce, and microwaved broccoli. Mom cooked despite being tired. I haven’t looed today for some reason. My Chinese speller app is almost wrapped up. May stay up late again and do something different to wind down. Still feeling a bit burnt out from all the logical thinking necessary for coding. Maybe I will try a different OS for my netbook. But first, to lay down some code.

Friday, March 15, 2024

Coding my Python apps…

Developing 2 apps side by side on my Raspberry Pi 4 / Ubuntu is taxing but quite exhilarating. To be busy with something worthwhile is good for the spirit. Last night, Sis pwned me for my “useless” efforts. But soon she saw the value of my 3 humble apps, built by slinging mud at a wall and never giving up on the features and functionality I wanted for myself and my users. That same spirit that once gave the 3gs LittlePad / Displaced Qwerty, and Browse -the fastest Edge / 2g web browser on iPhone.

Later, we’ll be at the Sogo area for cloth shopping. Haven’t much ideas what to buy for myself except a nice lunch. More later…

Vrs is almost finished. There was some conflict in my mind whether to add nifty features, buttons, panes etc. or to simplify the workflow, Apple style. In the end, the original basic UI managed to handle most what a student / reader would need, which was fortunate. Search, explore further, then annotate. Need to generate a JSON annotations file. No idea how to do that. Otherwise, this app is done!

It’s getting late. Just finished vrs. Quite happy with it. But the daunting complexity of Drafter is causing me procrastination big time. Maybe just solve one thing tonight, the edit row. Then if possible the fuzzy button highlighting. A slow day for the witchy Liews where prophecy went against them. More later…

Had to fix a slew of bugs in vrs during testing so was unable to code Drafter last night and this morning. Poor logic due to my brain damage. But in the end my Bible search-explore app is out of beta. Took a much needed shower. I think I fell asleep on the floor last night.

Yet to go on my run. Will do an evening session around 6pm. Right now there’s a lot of work to finish. I chiseled off the pointy end of my nib holder and smoothed it round with a pencil sharpener. I had always wanted a stubby ergonomic nib holder. I also like my pastel highlighters which work well with the Pelikan ink line work. The folks will be at the new house all day for deliveries. Gotta eat that frog so JT Foxx says.

Tuesday, March 12, 2024

My artist’s tools…

I was out this morning for a few hours, to get my weekly exercise and see new things instead of my usual computer screen and 4 walls of my room. I didn’t spend much money, just $16 on a set of watercolors which came with a fold out palette and a 2-piece brush. Over time, I had amassed a bunch of artist’s tools like charcoal, pastels, Chinese brushes, and stylographs, not to mention numerous sketch pads I filled with ballpen scrawls of my ideas. But my hard cake watercolor set was woefully bad.

I would never succeed with pigments like the ones in my 12RM watercolor set. Compared to the Cotman I bought, the hard round cakes look vulgarly primary, and… so Super VGA (I am that old). My new set has designer pigments that should easily make my sketches look professional. They look like something from nature.

So I watched some YouTube videos on what artists carry with them, in order to build my own tool set. Seemed to me I am rather more minimalist than the average painter. My equipment consists of:

  1. Sketch paper (and rough paper for studies) folded with a pleather binder and elastic closure
  2. A small tube of water
  3. A piece of sponge
  4. A Pilot Croquis mini pencil
  5. A putty eraser (I hate eraser dung)
  6. A 4-color multipen with gel ink
  7. My new Cotman paints / brush / palette box
  8. Paper towels
All in, about the size of a paperback Bible. I stopped the paints from adhering to the top of the palette box with a piece of waxy sticker backing paper which was included with the package. I wonder if they knew it would come in handy?

The reason I’m taking up art (again) is that there could be a lot of downtime. Especially with the economic crunch and staying home most days from the heat, viruses, violence, what have you. Art is something you can earn money from right away. It’s different from music, or writing which require a publisher / producer / manager etc. More later…

Dinner is very late as Mom struggles with her aches and pains. Yesterday, I made meals for us. Creamy jerk spice pork and avocado. Tomorrow, I may fix the folks something special so they can rest. Will sleep late tonight to code and write a bit. Run in the evening or mid morning, tomorrow. Keeping up the ol’ health, as many use me to steady their jobs and deflect attacks from their bodies.

I forgot to take some of my meds and am still wide awake at 1am. Putting in some coding. Just a bit left to go. I can’t imagine I have so many blog visitors lately. Mom will be leaving for her heart check up early and I might not get up in time for breakfast with Dad. I have cut out sweet jam sandwiches but am drinking more slightly sweetish Milo nowadays.

Monday, March 11, 2024

Awal Ramadan approaches…

…So to my many Moslem friends here in Malaysia, selamat berpuasa. And let bygones be bygones. Nobody is perfect, myself, and especially the witchy Liews who unfortunately are my neighbors. Looking forward to sleeping over at our new house. An adventure. If only I were well again, and not a basket case.

Cooked a good dinner for the folks and am chilling in my room before coding. It’s easier when every task is defined specifically. Tomorrow, I will be heading out to KL unless anything unexpected crops up. 2 weeks till my monthly Arip jab at the psych clinic. MYR has risen, now below $4.7 due to America’s looming economic crunch. More later…

Preparing to do some work. Wearing Mom’s gift for my 2021 birthday, a Tissot PRS516 powermatic on gray suede / deployant, almost 3kRM. Usually wear it to make Mom happy and it is my most luxurious watch. Tomorrow, I will be wearing something lower key. Dad’s 1972 Bell-Matic on gray [or maybe a vintage Bond] NATO.

Rebooted my Instagram with tasteful watch photos. 10pm and no coding got done. Need to reboot my Pinterest now. Doing fashion matching sequences / dressing.

A new day and new troubles from my sister campaigning in the mindspaces after being dissed by UK forces and shoved onto me. Decided to wear out my Protrek on Casio Velcro strap. Leaving for Kuala Lumpur in under 2 hours. Some time to code a bit. Maybe have a ramen for breakfast.

Coding went well and the treeView is almost complete. Need to work on the fuzzy matching magic so the buttons are highlighted appropriately. Will do it after I get home. Liew witchy 6 feeling down from their wasted lives. More later…

Was out to Kuala Lumpur from 11:45am till 3:30pm. Must have walked 2 1/2 hours. It wasn’t very hot but I wore a hat anyway. Bought a tray of watercolors. I have dreams of becoming an artist, making a living from sketches inked and painted over. Will resume coding after a good rest.


Dangerous games…

The negative telepathy has been ramping up since yesterday. I got hit with an ice pick by my own sister and her posse. The Liew witches lashed out at the Royals. One can only wonder why they’re on edge. Usually, they glimpsed a prophecy that they lost life and heaven while we gained both by being good and brave. Petty jealousy and hypocrisy.

Drafter is coming along well. I made the button and row subclasses for the treeView but fell asleep last night before I could finish. A little bit of OOP. Found out that URWBookman is a more legible and elegant font and have switched to that from Monospace. Wonder if the app will wrap up today? And will the evil witches grind it to the dust? More later…

We got the upper hand over the witchy Asian 6 and their made-vengeful underlings, using the innate weaknesses of the human body all humans have. So perhaps they will take their business out of mindspace once and for all.

Wearing my marbled gray GA2200 on matching stretchy NATO. I have 6 affordable / cheap Casios:

  1. ga2200 (Front)
  2. gbd200 (L)
  3. 800h
  4. mudman solar
  5. protrek (solar)
  6. mq27 (R)
And I love and wear them all. Came to like humble plastic (quartz) watches over steel / leather. Total cost with aftermarket straps is under $500. Not planning to add more. More later…

Finalizing the last bit of code in Drafter:
  1. Every frame row reads currFile from ;; to ;; hidden blank tags
  2. Then every tag type, say ;;r is grouped into its own button
  3. Content from the edit window is analyzed on <space> and buttons expanded accordingly
  4. The analysis depends on tag type and tag content
  5. Content is added to a frame row or new row by clicking its ;; button
  6. Right click on a frame row deprecates it for possible deletion
That wasn’t very hard! Clear thinking was needed. Will be wearing my Casio tank out to the bank with Mom and Dad.

Saturday, March 9, 2024

To Lowyat…

Planning a trip to Malaysia's biggest computer mall tomorrow. Have to work hard on my app today so I can enjoy my outing. Already I have the UI laid out and the functions operating well. There shouldn’t be any nasty surprises. Broke away to make dinner for the folks who were tired from new house furniture shopping. Have to put in an hour of solid coding after a short rest. Not sure what I’ll buy at Lowyat, having just $100 to spend.

Feeling happy wearing my all black Swatch automatic. Those Swiss designers know their stuff. Looks classic and has soul. Apparently, 4 things are scheduled to happen for me:
  1. Some of my short stories will be well received / go viral, idk
  2. I will get the chance to shop at a lower end luxury watch boutique
  3. I will have a girlfriend who is a bit prosperous
  4. My activism for telepathic freedom will finally be recognized
Of course, these are just predictions. Nice to have hope in one’s heart. More later…

Got up before 3 this morning. Must have slept 5 solid hours after taking half a Rivotril. I used to take a full tablet occasionally. Feeling fuzzy and loved as the pre dawn air seems to tingle with Spirit this 3am. Feel like running despite planning that long walk. Coding is going slow but steady.

Am able to sit at my desk again so I’ve moved Drafter over to the Raspberry Pi 4 to finish coding without the constraints of a laptop battery. Not sure if I really want to go to Lowyat but I did all my chores, cleaned my room and put in some good work. I actually have nothing much to buy but I need the exercise. Maybe 2pm.

It’s very hot now so I will wait for evening before venturing out. Not sure where to begin coding. There is actually a lot to do -the many details that make an app great. It took almost 2 years for NiP to mature into Drafter as a writer’s tool, after I invented RBSEJ markup.

Still wearing my Swatch. Think it will be my daily driver from now on. Will walk to Kayu and back after dinner.

Wednesday, March 6, 2024

Fiction: The Ring and the Pearls

They said that God was fighting a losing battle. Hail and blood along with angel feathers littered the Earth. But in the Jovian Station, on the moon, Europa, there was an eerie peace.

Would he like more wine? She wondered. But her master was busy adjusting the timepieces in his large and varied collection.

He turned, draping a Tristar over her wrist, from 1975. It was the year he was born. His eyes were deep set and his full lips curled into a confident smile.

Her heart beat faster as she felt the steel against her skin. She wasn't a whore, nor in love with riches, but that it reminded her of her slaving ring. That multi-piece curved metal lock around her finger. 

She had seen others, slaves as well, die from tampering with their rings. She didn't know how it worked, just that it got tighter when she felt like running away. Not that that was a possible solution out of her forced servitude, there in lonely orbit around Jupiter.

This watch showed the transit schedule of the Earth shuttle, he told her. He had had it made for that purpose. It was important, he added, for their safety. Then he took the goblet from her trembling hands and drank from it.

The slaver returned to his collection of watches. She thought of him, a perfection of masculine genetics, in his figure-hugging one-piece thermal overalls, and secretly mulled the prospect of becoming his wife. He had asked her when he met her but the wars over the Mars-Venus pearl trading route, the atrocities committed by the Arians, had turned her heart sour and hard. You have no country, no planet, he told her -but I love you. You remind me of my Moira.

Her body was draped with a short slave tunic, a shoulder-less, plunging, gauzy weave. Her close cropped hair hugged her apricot-shaped head. And her eyes were gray-green like many born on Mars, her brown arms and legs, long and slender. She was only 14 when her parents died in a transporter accident and she was sold into bondage by the revolutionaries. Slaves could not hide anything from their master nor own anything of their own.

He waved his hand in dismissal, not bothering to admire, much less look at her. She bowed nevertheless, retiring to her quarters. And it was in her bed that she noticed that the Tristar was still on her wrist. He loves me... no he must be weak... and a fool. Maybe she could escape the lonely sterile station and return to Mars. Her opposite arm began to throb as the ring tightened ever so slightly and she pressed the thoughts of leaving him out of her mind. It was 6 days till the Earth shuttle's arrival. And she smiled to herself knowingly.

The Venusian pearl, he revealed to her, it was a wedding gift from his late wife's parents. God didn't know about this back door to Heaven. We can both be there with the other spacing families, he told her. Suspended in an electromagnetic field, in a haze of alcohol mist, the spirits it contained surrounded them. His wife's form congealed in the steamy air and they joined, in front of her.

This is a watch that times the subtle realms, he said. It is important to note the intervals as they are non-linear. Are they Gaussian? She asked. Somewhat. He gestured in the air and a holoscape, sparkling in vibrant greens and blues descended from the ceiling. In essence, everything spiritual obeys the formula,

I = DF

Imagination is proportional to desire multiplied by fairness. But what do you think of it? He asked her. I know you Martians school in emotional physics.

If I desired to either leave or marry you would that be fair?

Only if you imagined it rightfully. And that is the secret of the ring. He touched the gold pieces that fitted snugly around her finger and they began to slip looser. Her heart beat quickened as she looked into his shadowed eyes, resisting the urge to just pull the device off... but what after that?

How did your wife die? Was she a slave?

No, he replied. She was a free woman from the home world. She died... from a broken heart. The slaver turned to face the wide glass facade of the viewing room. Huge storms raged across the methane clouds of Jupiter, impacts from the cycle of asteroid invaders flung off the Oort Cloud every 22,000 years.

I'm an old man, kept young, even alive, by nanomachine colloids. A heavy, leaden-looking ring draped around his collar, a field harness that regulated the minute devices in his blood. Maybe I wanted too much to live, to enjoy my wealth -these, my timepieces from Earth, and my wife with me. But coming out here to Jupiter, to Europa, took too much out of my Moira. Perhaps I shouldn't have converted -to Space Masonry. I sensed it from before, as the light in her eyes began to fade. And I cast her lifeless body into the center of the Great White Spot. Her soul, I coerced into the station's pearl. So I might have her always.

Now go to your room, he said weakly, with a wavering tone.

In her chamber, she played with her ring. It had loosened a lot and slipped around her flesh, stopping short against her knuckle. She smiled. She put it to her ear and the low buzzing it usually emitted had stopped.

Imagination -that is the secret of the ring.

She looked at the Earth shuttle transit watch. Arrival was just 26 hours away.

Do you desire me? All things considered? He asked, if but a little?

Truthfully, I do, she replied, but my heart is tugged in so many directions.

Aren't you happy here? He asked, choking back tears.

He turned from her and clasped his hands around his face. It was like watching God cry.

The watch on her wrist indicated 6 hours to shuttle docking.

You can leave, he said, noticing her checking the watch. But you must never come back.

I love you, she blurted spontaneously, kneeling in front of him. He lifted her chin. And the ring slipped off her finger. She caught it in her other hand, eager to inspect it but the device came apart into a puzzle of small pieces. He gave her a plush, felted box wherein to deposit them. Then he told her, you have... my heart.

It was gusty along the service tunnel that led to the docking bay. She hauled herself along the cable that ran by the wide curved walls, afraid to miss the ride home -to Mars where she was born.

There were a few dozen passengers already strapped in along the shuttle's cabin. Giant Jupiter would whip the craft around and into orbit around the Red Planet and there was a half hour to kill before that window opened.

She closed her eyes as the sleep inducer mask flipped itself over her face. Same as it did on the trip here. Pinpricks of light danced lazily somewhere behind her visual awareness and she exhaled deeply.

What's your name? Came a voice from beside her, also exhaling.

I don't have one, she replied.

Slave, eh?

Yes, what's it to you?

There aren't many this far out.

Why not?

The war is going badly. Many are being thrown into the front lines -in droves. In a sense, it was a good thing you had your master.

She turned away from the voice, he said I mustn't return.

As separation makes the heart grow fonder.

I don't love him... Or maybe I do... I just didn't want to be forced into anything. Maybe I was being headstrong, worth less of myself than I thought.

He showed you salvation, didn't he? It slaves to the heart. On a level too deep to shake.

A lump formed in her throat, as if the ring had passed over her neck. She reached for it, making sure it wasn't actually there, then she patted the box of parts in her jersey pocket which rattled reassuringly. She felt of a sudden, like a phantom visiting its urn of cremated bones.

If you feel you're special, it's already begun.

How do you know?

I used to Manage back in the day... The voice trailed off. And it was the last thing she heard before her boots touched the rusty crust of home.

The terrarium caretaker's name was Erik. She had asked him for it when they first made love. As they entered the pearl chamber, buried deep in the center of the geodesic dome, she brushed aerial root hairs, butterflies and midges from her face, and they beheld the Venusian-made energy device that powered all of Mars' colonies, concentrated alien energy, condensed into an opalescent sphere so light, it had negative mass-gravity.

Do you know what it really is?

Yes -only what you expect, because I, you see, equals... he started to quote the formula.

But her finger against his lips silenced him. It saves souls... those lost in space.

They say the Jovian station will probably be hit, Tuesday, by fragments from the asteroid they just blasted, headed the way of Earth, Erik said.

She looked at the shuttle transit watch on her wrist. They won't make it. Tears welled in her eyes as she thought of her former master. What a person is worth is as good as their bond. What bond they accept, as as good as their heart. She reasoned out that it was the same for him as for her. Players in a game of religio-emotional Copernicanism. And now the roles were reversed but the technology and their feelings, remained the same.

Pearls were entered in twos. A master with a slave, the ring being the soul transducer. Atlantean in origin. From the same empire God was battling on Earth. But Venus had compassion, and by her wits, made for men a limited supply of these treasures. The old gods saw at times, the need for love. If only, in their diverse, hedonistic ways.

Erik looked on, as she opened the box with the slaving ring parts. In the field of the pearl, they hopped to life. Do you, slave agree?

Yes, she said. And once again the metal bond slipped and locked around her finger. She called to him, her master. And in the shimmering haze of ether space, a form took her hand.

Where do loose pearls go? Not trapped in the ruins of the destroyed Jovian station, nor drifting amid the fragments of titanium and composites that trailed a path in the gravity of the gas giant, Soul catchers sought their true homes, guided by spirit.

Erik stared at the fragments of slaving ring, discarded where she had entered nether space. He counted 72 parts exactly, and placed each one into a clear sample box, carefully, with soft plastic tweezers.

One day, the parts began to rattle, pooling in the corners of their container like a crude compass. He followed the distressed pieces of noisy metal out into the desert of red sand, where once water flowed, carving chasms, and wind blew sand, hewing arcs and ridges from the stone walls of the canyons.

And thereabouts he eventually found it, lying radiant and iridescent on a shelf of rock -her master's pearl. 

Honor, beauty, treachery, all born from overflowing lust, failings of the crotchety, magical gods who came again. He would sooner be rid of them but a wash of compassion overcame him. He was after all, Christian, of a forgiving, messianic old-Earth faith, and the Arians had left him alone believing him bigoted, therefore controllable. Yet as he stared at the soul catching orb lying helplessly on the stony Martian surface, he could not help but feel the exquisite beauty in the ways of the heretics who used it, who loved so openly through means so crude. The ring pieces called for his friendship with the souls within the pearl, to camaraderie that spanned the light-years and years of light.

He snared the untouchable marble-sized device with a suspension yoke and placed it carefully into the portable containment field generator in his backpack. He loved her as well, and he wondered about taking a slave of his own. In his heart of hearts, he ventured a thought: if God and His angels should come to lose this fight.

Tuesday, March 5, 2024

Buying watches sensiby, if I could start anew…

Last night I did some strap swapping among my collection of currently 16 watches. Having over a dozen affordable and cheap pieces, bought on a whim, it all just doesn’t feel right. If I could start fresh what would I have done?

I would start with 2 watches, first a Casio 800h. It makes a lot of sense with its 10 year battery, full time-calendar display, thicker case, and 100m WR. Cost, about $20. Then I would buy a 39mm Bambino circa $200 with angpow money. Saving up, I would eventually afford a GS quartz magnetic resist, circa $2.7k.

L-R: Grand Seiko, Orient Bambino, Casio 800h

While saving for my GS, I can enjoy the classic Bambino automatic and with my bare bones 800h, escape the G-Shock price:variety trap. Once you start on those, you can’t easily stop. Putting away $50ish a month, it would take me 4 years to afford the GS. If I were 25 when I began, I would be 29 with my very own tough quartz Grand Seiko! Last a lifetime and put a stopper in wasting money on further watches.

What then should I do about my current watch collection? Currently I already own an Orient (Tristar) automatic and the 800h, but am middle aged and semi retired. 


I can’t save enough for that GS, nor foreseeably live another 4 years with my brain damaged and under attack daily. Not to mention it’s hard to make a living in these evil endtimes. I have accumulated 900RM, enough for emergencies. Plus $100 in my wallet. We’ll have to see about ever owning a luxury timepiece…

Made lunch for myself. Poached egg with lettuce on vegan ramen and a bacon and cheese sandwich. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, not to mention this morning’s workout and run. Did good work in mindspace, shuffling people around so the evil can’t latch and target young ones and important people. Now to code and maybe earn some money soon.

Meanwhile I’m wearing my rectangular all black Casio MQ-27 on dark blue Bonetti faux croc. Looks very nice. May buy myself a Suunto smartwatch circa 1.2kRM unless I’m raptured before June or all hell breaks loose from all those wars and threats. Thinking 5-6kRM if I get a traditional watch…

The MQ-27 is my cheapest watch, circa 50RM bought new from an AD, tho the aftermarket strap cost over 70RM.


Sunday, March 3, 2024

Weekend of wondering…

We were at the MegaMall this weekend. Mom bought us curtains for our new house. Had Burger King. Mom had a taco. Dad drank a coffee at GiGi. The witchy Liew forces used kids again to attack Christians, sometimes behind a friend or relative who’s fearful / mad. Through concerted effort we fought them off and they’re now dying from multiple wounds. The mindspaces are dangerous for high-pride sinners. And I’m left wondering if we’re more on the right track to Rapture. Will our tribulation in secret end. What of the Royals? Our money? So many questions.

Will skip running today. Resume tomorrow. Am mostly satisfied with my two ARM computers. Both are clad in blue. Somehow it turned out that way. Was talking about heaven and the things that carry over into the kingdom of God. Computers are not one of them, sadly. I will miss my Linux / Unix machines. Taking some hits so will break here. More later…

A new week begins. I’m behind on my coding and story writing. Took time out to help Christians misled by the age-old good-evil fight fallout. One that’s being paraded around by the witchy Liews as their power base. What a person does with his life is to figure out how to navigate these temptations. What God does with our afterlife is to figure out how to navigate our beings. Don’t make either one hard!

I found some desktop patterns from SGI workstations for my Pi4 Linux IceWM wallpaper. Looks very Unix CDE now. Also adjusted my Fedora 39 Lxde netbook and my Windows 10 preloved laptop color scheme. Other than self-care and making meals for the folks, I was unable to work more than blocking telepathic attacks from the witchy Liews. We have to scrub these criminals out somehow but it’s not easy.

Friday, March 1, 2024

All code Friday…

I just received a rejection email from a publisher. They were very kind and polite but maybe I’m not cut out to be a published author -yet. So I’ve decided to pour more effort into my Bible app, vrs instead. I’ve designed the interface. 2 columns side to side on an iPad screen in landscape. The left being search results and the right, your notes. Tapping search verses brings up relevant notes you’ve made. Tapping a note brings up past searches. There will be a full chapter read button. And that’s about it! More later…

Coding vrs is rolling along slowly. I’m processing the JSON structure into an array, helped along by articles from tutorials sites. The mind fighting carries on. Not sure I can achieve much today.

Turns out we gave out a good judgement to both sides, east and west, to end the mind wars soon, possibly. I broke from work (and talk) to make a pasta and avocado lunch for the folks in a hurry. Still watching YouTube videos as a distraction.

Am putting in an hour of coding before I turn in for the night. A long day of mind altercations. Some people take their souls / salvation very seriously. Mostly they did a lot of wrong and are impure. Want to lay out the interface to vrs, and maybe get the JSON read in tonight. More later…

Watching SwiftUI coding videos online. Lots to do before I can release vrs. Will head out for walking exercise soon. Carry on when I come home. Wearing my Orient Tristar on faux leather. It gained 3s over 12 hours. +6s / day is pretty good for a budget auto like this. Over 100RM cheaper than Seiko 5.

Back from walking. Bought tennis racket dampeners from Decathlon. Felt really thirsty and hungry afterwards. Tomorrow may be going out to the mall as Mom is buying stuff for the new house. Coding is going slow as I learn more about the dynamic view elements in iOS 16+. May need to modify my app design a lot. Meanwhile, relatives and friends present me their personal / relational problems to solve. God is reasonable. He will save those he loves.