Made a friend on Facebook…

A fellow writer from my writer’s forum offered me a friend request, and I accepted. I have one friend now. Cool. Went on a medium long walk early this morning. Along with my resistance exercises, I feel good. Noticed that running shoes are better for long walks. Today I wore my newly washed Teva sandals and felt underpowered, thus slower.

Haven’t been writing or coding. And Amazon hasn’t approved my old book for sale. Spying a bit on their process, it seems they are reading through it very carefully, unlike other authors’ books. Yea, it’s a bit controversial but nothing to fatwah me over.

Meanwhile, we have pushed the Liew witches off being violent for the most part using special techniques. More later…

Made some peace in the mindspaces by securing William from the relentless attacks of Asians under the Liew witchy command. We beat then healed many who were led into sin and deceived by these antichrists. It remains to be seen what we can offer the Liew 6, what consolation they might accept, or an early demise at the hands of William…?

Wearing my Tissot PRS516 Mom bought for my birthday -in 2021 iirc. It actually has 100m WR so I put it on a NATO strap and it will be my shower-with watch. Maybe an EDC stand in for the Mudman solar when I visit the TRX Apple Store late June. Or head out to other upmarket malls / events. Cost 2.9kRM and has a Powermatic 80 (drop in replacement) movement with Rolex-style free sprung balance.

Family troubles due to the witchy Liews are being solved. I was told not to interfere.

The day draws to a close. I have a COD order from Shopee, 63RM for a pair of ZST Pros. All the way from Penang. Having multiple irons in the fire is nice to confuse attackers. But I still need to talk to violent Sis about her sin-suffering and why it chose to possess her. Need to turn on my few remaining brain cells.

My writing-coding workstation and other matters…

The current state of my workstation. Raspberry Pi 4 with 4GB RAM in heatsink armor and 64GB SD card loaded with the latest Raspberry Pi OS. Aego M 2.1 speakers. Logi Bluetooth wave keys keyboard and silent mouse. Mousepad is from MR DIY. BenQ gaming grade monitor from 10 years ago (DVI). Also in the photo, AKG Ara mic and Wacom Graphire. IKEA bamboo tablet and phone stand. My desk is a very solid basic teak table bought on sale around 2002, as it was warped / defective.

The TRX Apple store opens in just 23 days. There is now an Apple logo sign by the sealed structure which spans 3 stories of the mall, with a message wrapping round the walls, “Jom Malaysia”. Must buy something or get a tee shirt but finances are low. Think I will go in the mid afternoon on that Saturday.

Using AbiWord to write my novella-compilation hybrid book. It has 20 stories or so that are linked by a central plot in the same universe / world. That way, I can do one a day and meet my targets every day. Last night I described the world and my characters on my iPad in Pages. Today, writing begins.

Not so sure about my coding work. Maybe late tonight. More later…

Fiction: The Browser

In my college days, I was a student looking for a reason to drop out more than to struggle to graduate. Reading for my degree meant reading Hugo-nominated Sci-Fi novels I bought at the University Bookshop, 15 minutes’ walk from my flat.

Back in my room, a used 16-bit Acorn sat on my desk. I had been poking about its software, trying to harness its vectors. Tutorials and assignments lay strewn by the sides of the walls. Things I wasn’t much interested in.

One day, over lunch on campus, a friend said to me,

Have you heard of the Web?

No, is it new?

It came from a defense research project, used to be called DarpaNet.

Cool. What’s so special about this “web”?

Come and see. Tonight we’ll be downloading something: a full web browser -the first one.

I leaned against the wall of the dorm room as 20 guys and their girlfriends stared at the glowing monitor -as the bytes trickled in and an antique-green spoked wheel appeared. There was a name below the graphic, Netsc- the rest was obscured by the crowd.

Are you Asian? came a sharp and husky voice from below

Yes, but I’m more from Australia.

She smiled, and led me to her room upstairs.

~ 

Her breasts were full. They pressed and rolled against my chest as we made love sitting on her bed. Her hair spinning through my fingers like the strings of a harp, down her back, down its curved wood frame.

Have you thought of what you’ll do when you drop out?

No, to be honest. I’m a mess.

Unfazed, she pressed down on me hard and I orgasmed.

Afterwards, as everyone lay sleeping, I went down to the 386DX humming away. There was, still running, the web browser, “Netsc-“. Someone’s page on marijuana open. But a stubby arrow labelled “back” took me through “The Terrorist’s Handbook” to a search screen, and I hesitated over the flat single-line text input box, fingers poised over the keys. I typed “writing advice” and clicked ‘go’. It was 2am.

I never went home to Malaysia. I used my college money to spend summer with the short, husky-voiced blond. Then we went backpacking across America where we both found blue collar jobs. Around the time I realized we weren’t able to hold onto one another, I submitted my first manuscript to Partridge. She stood there with her suitcase packed as I read out the editor’s enthusiastic acceptance letter. Then she left.

The newfangled Pentium75 on my desk purred as I scanned through dozens of web pages. I was able to open 3 browser windows before the memory ran low and the disk groaned under its load.

What’s the best way to be a writer? I was asked at the book signing.

The Internet’s a wonderful resource, I replied as I signed my latest book, “Netsc: My Writing Advice”

But to myself I chuckled softly. More like blondes, marijuana and juvenile delinquent street smarts. That night, all those years ago, my search had turned up nothing but nothing.

Coding my web browser, fending off mind attacks, the coming Satanism…

Still working on Browse2. It will have a text interface with an interactive strip bound to 0-9 and F1-F12 which may be any interface element such as formatting menus, entry fields, or action buttons. Must also add in bookmarks, tabs, search, summary, and highlight the current active fields / buttons. B2 will come with an interface script syntax called BCS which allows a user to configure the JavaScript and CSS handling of any site. BCS reads much like CSS.

Mental / emotional attacks, nerve damaging, and defamation rage on, with the witchy Liews teaming up with Royals to unleash satan over the world. Could be more than a storm in a teacup if these destroyed hearts who once traded blows get to the right people at the right time. The outlook is bleak as most do not want to get involved with telepathic violence. More later…

Baby minds raped by the Liews break free as the false witnessing witches’ lungs are seared by bullied children and my group telepaths. We were lenient and did only a little. It’s hard to go back on a road with all the bridges burnt. Harry and William are also in the same predicament. Mind warfare is too easy to do and die from. Must be patient, steadfast, and long-suffering.

My hand is being attacked again by Liew concentrators, driving itching into my skin. Thankfully they have stopped and news is we can finally separate from this demonic system concocted by departed Diana.

Waiting for my parcel and telepathic attacks…

More peaceful in the mindspaces after we sent the UK packing along with the evil they birthed into telepathic symbiosis. Somehow they did everything wrong as if the Bible meant nothing. Waiting for my parcel. It’s already almost 9am. More later…

My earphones are SHURE se112 and Malachy’s prophecy covers 112 popes including Francis -he must be the last Pope before the end. 

And ‘Shu-zi Ri’ is Chinese for Yom Kippur which is in early October of this year (2024). More later…

Just got off the phone, my earphones will deliver this afternoon. And the delivery cost is 14.20RM. It’s my first time using Lalamove. And the second time I used a same-day delivery service which at the time cost around 14RM as well, it was for a white karate uniform from Everybody Martial Arts. Not sure about the significance of this yet…

The shop I got the phones from is Live Music Centre in Sungai Buloh, a former leper colony. This coincides with the Liew witches’ curse to give me leprosy / AIDS, and wither my limbs. I know it’s them because of the pain they stab me with, in staccato beats, and the mental concentration they use to control my finger muscles. What the shop names mean is cryptic.

[Review] https://yapsdiary.blogspot.com/2024/05/new-earphones-shure-iem.html

The afternoon rains are here again. Yesterday, incidents of bad weather around the world. Supposedly the wrath of YHWH. Many misled UK citizens turned against the evil perpetrated by the Asian Liew witches who were caught by Royals past a generation ago.

I discovered that the 2 shop logos present an “11th hour” symbol which means, the last moment, or almost too late. We have to act / do stuff for God like there’s no time. More later…

Dr Barry, no dice, no Rapture, just the 144k so it seems…

With all the fighting in Israel, I wonder if they’ve missed 144,000 people? Haha -Dr Barry Awe, you may have predicted God’s taking of the first-fruits (117) instead of we gentile Christians. Kinda sad, I was hoping to be with the Lord today. But you know, if it HASN’T got to happen yet it probably won’t.

Anyway, it matters not. We have pressing witchcraft problems to solve as well as chain of authority abuse to right. When and how we do this is moot. But as Putin said, “better late than never”. More later…

A stage by stage rapture process seems more logical. We are poised on the brink of the 6th seal. Already the ICJ of the United Nations has condemned Israel just as America has sent the Jews fresh munitions to use in Palestine. It can’t be more than a few months till an antichrist peace deal comes to Jerusalem. Then this peace should reign for 3 or so years IIRC. 2008 will then see the end of Tribulation.

When does the 6th seal break? If Paul had it right, there must be a departure from “the faith”. This must be around and before the peace deal brokered by Satan. There are clues in Paul’s letter, “those of us who are STILL alive AND remain”. What this implies is a mass purge of believers during which pressure will mount on us to defect / apostatize. I live in a Moslem nation and I wonder what fate might we expect here, as Christians?

The ABY appears to agree with what Jesus told me years ago, “Early to mid August some year ahead, for you”. So what happens this May-June during the French Open tennis tournament is something else, apparently. The beginnings of terror and tears, maybe a World War, a Christian holocaust, or threat of one.

The following report of storms (YHWH’s anger) and bad weather (Heidrick: 117) here and there this Sabbath:

All is in flux so it seems…

My life is turned upside down right now. There are too many people with too many grouses pounding on my door. I have gone into rest and recuperate mode, just relaxing and enjoying life. Nothing much I can do for them as they pounce on my every thought. This offloading of hurt onto my mindspace, caused by careless manipulation of others’ hearts and lives, seems to be the norm leading up to the end times. Just something we, as Christians have to bear. More later…

Lalamove is taking some time getting my parcel over. I may not receive my IEMs today because I missed setting an order option. I hope it will arrive before Rapture, as I haven’t listened to a SHURE IEM before. Feeling a bit sluggish from all the early mornings, so I didn’t sweep today. Maybe tomorrow or in the mid afternoon while the folks are at the new place.

Haven’t started coding !Browse2 due to being tied up with chaperoning my nasty family members as they slam and are slammed into others by the westerners. No escape if you know lots of bad people and are not bad.

William is given lethargy as his ONLY punishment for wrecking families in mindspace. If he does not rest more, he will acquire reduced immune function and cancer to follow by the hand of those he offended and destroyed.

Wget to the rescue…

I am wondering, bandwidth internationally seems to be low lately. Quite a lot lower than the usual 10MB/s I’m used to. It’s been hard to get software online. Luckily, I’ve installed wget. Even downloading its 7MB was slow, at about 22kB/s. But it keeps going steadily and should resume downloading if the connection drops. I’m now 20% through a 40MB file which will take over an hour and a half more to finish. 1990s speeds.

Thinking of heading out tomorrow to Amcorp Mall flea market and Decathlon. A long walk will do me good seeing as how my left foot sprain is mostly healed. Will get something nice for myself. Not sure what yet. I’m no longer into computers and watches much. More later…

Am currently at the new place. Dad is brushing off the gate prior to painting it maybe tomorrow. Earlier, I dropped ffmpeg.zip onto Packman to install it and now I have video. Need to get round to learning toolbox, then to code a vector skeleton that can be tweaked from http dumps, with a form of markdown. With some luck, !Browse2 will be ready in 3 days.

Microwaved myself a tomyam ramen. The first food cooked in our new house. Feeling sleepy but the incessant nailing through my palm is unsettling. Can't wait to go home. More later...

Woke up early this morning and worked out. Felt much better after the exercise. Then I ordered a pair of Shure IEMs off Shopee. I hope they are original. I didn’t get the classic Shure se215 classic oval design ones but instead bought the cheaper se112 which don’t look that special / distinctive. These are to be paired with my budget Sony MP3 player which currently drives a Vido-like pair of external buds that I bought for lunch money. Hopefully the parcel will arrive today via Lalamove. Expect to pay 20RM for this delivery because it’s 20km apart.

May, a month of prophecy?

Prophecy: In early March [Actually May-June i.e. the French Open], earthquake, and it will be deadly. Marking the beginning of an Euro-American led “revolution” as well as a covert strike against the “antichrists” by Christian-loyal forces, using untested means or powers. They are watched over by the angel of the Jews, Michael who orchestrates everything.

China will provide vital “assistance” to Christ’s followers. But it is the ingenuity of a Malaysian (group) that turns it into success. There is a small king of Europe (UK?) who will lend a hand, and he will go forth before the others as well. Scotland is favored.

Some time ago I wrote the above prophecy. Now it must be explained. It has to do with a certain bow. The so-called bow of the White Rider (not Gandalf). It has to do with a crown. The crown he was given. Of course, I am not in possession of both but it was shown me what they actually mean.

There will be a new king around the time the “empire bow” is fashioned complete. The bow will be made mostly from American and Chinese / Asian effort -possibly a long range strike deterrent. It will be a Christian mandate to end the war in Israel. And the once great White Horse empire will protrude phallus-like as if it were the power itself, calling upon Avalon, Camelot, and the past glories. They will be buffered from judgement by the French. And at that time, an earthquake may crack the Dome of the Rock. More later…

The crown is not a physical crown of a monarch, but a birthright to a throne. We think it may be Prince William’s day. And on that day, he may give the order to do whatever the prophecy needs done. There is scant time for this all to occur.

When there is completion, a “horrible terror” will stake itself in the Tabernacle the Jews may erect on Temple Mount. It may be a nuclear weapon wielding terrorist squad. Then what is written in Matthew will come true:

Mat 24:15  When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:) Mat 24:16  Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains…

Of course the mandatory disclaimer, don’t look back like Lot’s wife did.

My web browser project may come true…

I am working to get Python3 set up on my Pi4 running RISCOS. This is to begin coding my modular browser. I had previously made one for iOS which was serviceable and fast. But that was 12 years ago on a 3gs. Now a full fledged interactive one is coming for this much neglected, cult OS from the UK. Just takes some patience and hard work, this isn’t data science, and soon I will have a working program. More later…

Python3 downloaded and working at last. There was a server congestion issue I think. Now to get Qt5 and its webkit engine. But it’s time for lunch and to so some work over at the new house.

Arrived at the new place. There was a hujan panas or sun-rain which is thought to be an omen of evil. Ate chapfan, mostly veg, tofu, and beans. Also had bird eye peppers which I promised to talk about to the westerners as they are very healthy. Soon more people will eat Asian peppers.

Put on a/c as it will be an hour till Mom arranges her arsenal of kitchen wares. Will make a start on the web browser later, even if Qt5 is still jammed up. I can input-output text first and check security certs. We are breaking nerves en mass among the evil horde. For the 666 Liews it’s permanent damage with acid burning.

Planning my spending…

I haven’t been buying much lately. Just some guitar accessories and a pro volleyball for Sis’ birthday. Therefore have saved quite a bit of money. Can’t think of anything to add to my possessions before I might be raptured, or in any case, possessions won’t matter much anymore.

I would like a pair of Shure earphones. Just the basic model. Will check Shopee…

Shures are over 600RM. Crazy money. Was thinking of my archery sight. I think the marking widths do matter, not just the heights. There should be a formula for it. Maybe proportional to theta or the angle of view.

Feeling better this morning after a light breakfast and workout. Surfed Shopee and found nothing very good to buy. My usual stores are low on stock of desirables. Worked on my bow sight, simplifying it greatly by the distance-deformation relationship. All it needs is a pin or a mark of sorts. Now I need to attach it to the riser. Maybe later tonight.

Dad is away, painting the grille of our new house. He should be back for dinner. Just relaxing in a/c while the witchy evil ones attempt to prove they own the future. They are now trying to pop small things up and say it’s a sign. Nobody supports them anymore.

I got one more read on Medium today, maybe on my bow sight post. So excited. The elect will be popular on social media, and online. Talked a lot in mindspace and solved a big longstanding issue, dividing the wheat fruits from the thorn grasses. I mean, those who deserve heaven now, from those who need Tribulation testing and refinement. Now we are lessening the burdens on those who madly rampaged through the mind, one last chance, William and Harry et al. Make it count!

Ran OS/2 for a while…

One of the things I never got the chance to do was to run IBM’s OS/2 operating system. I found a preinstalled Qemu image file and an old version, 0.8, of the emulator bundled. A tiny 640x480 window appeared and loaded up in 10 seconds. The icons were very nice and professionally drafted. But I couldn’t get around the design paradigm of the OS. It’s no wonder it lost to Microsoft’s Win95. It feels solid but clunky while Win95 tho a little hefty and crashy, was overall easier to use.

Having used a Mac, I would say it’s easier than OS/2 as well. I did like NT very much and played with it a lot in the college computer cluster back in ‘98, on 200MHz Pentium IIs with 256MB memory. Things to do before I’m dead or raptured. Should begin ticking off s list of these rather than suffering and moping.

We are all weaponizing against the Liew witchy army. For my part, I will be divulging their secrets online. Where and when it hurts. Buy a weapon, deter these cowards externally and starve them out internally. More tomorrow…

Some time to kill before psych clinic. Was able to loo well. Always grateful. I had problems with this since I was a teenager up till my mid 30s. Getting fresh funds in this week. I will then have 1.2kRM saved up. Still have 70RM in my debit account to buy stuff online. This seems paltry, I know but times are lean. Would like to get some plastic tubing / card (I may still have that) to make a bow sight. I think it will have simple grooves / lines running round the left edge of the tubing or thick card. The grooves are distance focusing due to the parallax blurring effect / pinhole camera effect.

Switched out my keyboard and mouse for less power hungry devices which seems to have solved my sleep-resume problems in OpenBSD.

I think OBSD just can’t take suspending. At least it shuts down the display automatically. I have solved the bow sight challenge using the lens compression effect of a cylinder onto a calibrated strip of rectangles of various heights. Will make the rectangles from transparent plastic with a red outline. Calibration is simply by rotating the cylinder. Have to determine what a good width for the rectangles should be.

Invented a card game, Collaborative Blackjack. It’s on my Medium. Basically Bj with hedging and manipulating rules so there is more gameplay.

The French Open is underway as Iran suffers a blow to their leadership. Will there be an earthquake and nukes into play by next week?

My EDC daily driver…

I guess my daily driver timepiece will be the one I like most after all. It will also do as a beater, being tough, and quartz. A practical choice of watch, with perpetual digital day-date, 200m WR, 12s/year accuracy. It’s my Promaster JP1060. The crown threading is super smooth, case made from bead blasted steel with a built-tough timing bezel. If correct, the crystal is slightly concave. I love the stubby skeleton hands in orange-red and the organic-shaped hour markers, lumed. The whole watch reminds me of a sea urchin, and a manta ray.

It went through several strap changes before settling on a Casio velcro in black. It’s easy to adjust in and out of air conditioning, and on muggy versus hot and dry days. I don’t feel it makes others jealous, looking like a Casio Riseman crossed with Outgear, from the 2000s. Could be mistaken for a Timex as well. More later…

Spent the day tweaking Qemu to boot, then installing some of my critical software. Prefer SheepShaver which loads faster. I think the BeOS guys were leaner coders than Unix programmers in general. Still need a way to transfer files to and from the emulator. Essentially, enjoying my last weeks / months on Earth before the sixth seal breaks. It can’t be long now. The anti-Israel sentiment is higher than ever, compounded by pervasive social media. It won’t be long till PMX is forced into a 3 way political-economic battle.

Typing this from my bedroom in our new house where we ate takeout fried noodles. Feel odd, stretched between two home bases while war rages in my mindspace. More later…

We didn’t fall ill from the dented bottle of oolong tea that we had last night. I’m always a bit paranoid as the blame game on me is pretty steep. Have a good way of transferring files out of Qemu, using hfsplus, a CLI utility. Writing files in is harder, using hfsexplorer to make a dmg. But that won’t happen much. Feel like taking this old PC to the new house instead of laptops and Pi 4s. Gotta have an iPad tho.

I joined a writers’ forum yesterday. Yet to post. Have to check my website hits now. Wish more people would read my books and short stories.

My foot has swollen, I made a theory of economics…

https://medium.com/@chnkngyp/commoncoin-versus-money-crypto-0c500700d6c3 -read my theory that money should be free. Just a short 1 minuter but it could change the world.

My whole foot is a bit puffy as fluid drains off from around my ankle sprain. Maybe I’ll take a walk tomorrow and work it off. Have to read up on that -if it helps. Meanwhile, Mom has made us a tasty dinner and I’m torrenting Mac OS 9.2 to use in Qemu on my OpenBSD rig. Taking forever.

My theory above, is that money was first formed out of selfishness and pride in the sense of its rarity and mutual desire for profiting. That is why it is paraphrased as the root of all evil. What if money grew like leaves, like blades of grass, so readily available that:

…Most focus on the 'something', when they should be concerned about the 'wanting'.

Imagine taking wealth out of the picture and putting in love of one another. If John Lennon were alive today…

These are bad times…

Transferred my BSD workstation to my bedroom for easy access. Feel like taking it to the new house too. It’s more convenient than a laptop to do serious, long duration work on.

Worked out twice today in preparation for my blood test tomorrow. I have high sugar and cholesterol for some reason. I am also a bit overweight. Haven’t eaten any sugary foods for 2 days. I will be quite surprised if I have prediabetes and hypertension like Dad. Can feel sugar lovers waiting for me to binge. Feels like being a rabbit around wolves.

My ankle is much healed. I can walk normally now. Got to be careful of twisting my heel, getting in and out of the car. I have settled the mood / style (cheerful and optimistic), and plot of my YA novella. It also has a title and proper protagonists who are teenagers, Jerome and Barbara. I hope I don’t get passed over for Rapture, being so absorbed with work and materialism. Talked a lot about good and evil, and what saves or dooms a soul. Some were not moved at all, just like in the days of Noah! More later…

Dad informed me that my BLOOD TEST isn't tomorrow. I can take it easy and be my sloppy self. Feel more like working when your computer has to STAY on a desk unlike a laptop or tablet. Having a dedicated workstation is motivating. Also my mechanical switch keyboard is much nicer to type with. Wondering if I should switch from the default ksh to zsh or tcsh. What do OpenBSD users recommend?

Slovak PM was shot in an assassination attempt. He was pro-Russia. The storm gathers.

Hail King William…

Much of today’s rumors point to an announcement that shortly Prince William will be King of the UK. It has consequences far beyond anything we might imagine. More than anything since the War of Independence in America. I am prepared to be astounded. And we hope Kate makes a good recovery so the UK might also have a proper Queen. This is good news for all of us in the mental health camp. More later…

So the first steps to William’s ascending the throne were handed him by Charles. It must be any day now. Liew forces attacked in the night, trying to cripple my foot. I fell trying to stand up, but am thankfully okay, and not in pain. Managed a milder run and workout. Had to loo twice but am glad to be fully cleared out. OpenBSD runs well on my Kabini rig. Later we may head out to the grocer. Tomorrow, a long walk around Amcorp-Decathlon. Trying not to eat sugary foods leading up to Thursday.

Been customizing OpenBSD. Mainly the Fvwm2 window manager. Installed Chrome and Emacs as well. Talked to my church about end times beliefs and standing strong in large numbers with other faiths or denominations sympathetic to Christ / His image which is BRDS. MingFen, FuWu, ZiLu in Mandarin. How else has anyone come to know the Lord?

My ankle is healing gradually. It should be good to go tomorrow but I will not brisk walk, probably. Just do indoor exercises and eat less.

Back to basics writing, capo is in the house, everyone evil got a cold…

I’m writing again, on my used Windows 10 Thinkpad with WordGrinder and MS Notepad as my w/p and outliner. The absolute rock bottom of software which only uses 11mb of memory compared to over 10x for Libreoffice Writer. I’m not even using my clever app, CHR. How low can an author go? The story is on the end times and will have a lot of talking and interaction with world events alluded to in the news, by messages and messengers, etc.

We pushed everyone evil who attacks in mindspace, to have a cold, not amounting to pneumonia. Hopefully they’ll leave us alone, these vandals of latter day.

My $3 capo is delivered. On my A&K acoustic, it sounds nice. Has a bright and clear tone. I think there are 3(?) pieces of transparent rubbery material held in line by a loose fitting bolt, pressed down by a woven elastic band. Can’t wait to use it with the C40 at our new place. More later…

We had snacks and green tea from the fridge at the shoebox house we’re soon retiring to. Had naan for dinner at SK. I wrote a new song during the rain, cooped up in my small room with the a/c on. Mom played the piano and Dad dozed off watching the TV. Saw a cute chick at the mamak. Unfortunately I’m not very eligible, being mentally disabled. Also made the capo comparison review video to go up next week. Tomorrow, have to make an early start. Take my meds and sleep well.

Mixed up routine, CHR beta is out, Fighting back against bullies, One day at a time, My new sliding capo…

Took a sedative last night and woke up on the floor with my watches strewn over my mattress. I had been strap swapping. Feeling quite alert, I went for my usual run and workout. Discipline is both mental and physical. And they synergize to give good health, to help power through prevention blockades. Don’t neglect to work out / exercise regularly.

Lately tho, my routine has been spread over 6am to 10am due to forces acting on my body, people living in my mindspace, afraid of false doctrines told so convincingly. We have to fight back against this enemy who comes with telepathy and signs and wonders.

CHR, my writer’s outlining app is finally done. Can’t think of anything more to add to this simple script but maybe next week I’ll have some better ideas. Get the python3 file from https://FreeLunch.my/apps/ which should also run on Linux with some mods.

In the face of troubles, I’m taking it slow, going easy on myself, not pushing too hard. Gradually achieving my milestones. So for today, I will just be writing the next installment of Time of Arrival.

Also expecting my Dunlop slide capo to arrive in the afternoon. Hope it’s good. Will be helping sweep in half an hour as Dad must be tired. More later…

Wearing my humble Q&Q moonphase quartz which I got for $14 off Shopee. Put it on a NATO for WR. quite a light and comfy wear, swim / shower proof as well. Has gained 12s since a year ago. I love moonphase complications and God told me to get one. Unfortunately, I couldn’t afford a JLC.

Sweeping up is done. Feels much cleaner. Capo should arrive circa 1:30pm.

Rain has pushed delivery of my capo to Sunday. My long walk day. Wearing my Swatch AM51.

Being more relaxed, telepathy borne by one man…

I’ve been waking up later this past week. No more 5am mornings, but 7am instead. I take my time eating, running and working out, getting clean and brushing. I don’t work like a madman, breaking things down into smaller bites, just a few a day. 

Talked about suffering through telepathy and how it is not one person’s duty but everyone’s a little, in cooperation and dare I say, love. The reverse would involve spiritual “money” which many do not have much generated or stored. And as in real world money and power, there will be questions of trust and calls of unfairness when ONE man gives all and others take it. It even happened to Jesus H. How can we repay the Savior? All as one a little bit! More later…

US treasury official, Nelson, is in Malaysia, seemingly at odds with PMX Anwar over support for Hamas. It may be scant days before we see something explosive occur somewhere, even in our back yards. Just gave a talk to people seeking God and the nature of sin being bodily and philosophically located. Pleasure being a thing we don’t rightfully pre se, deserve, love of money being a perversion of coping with bodily discomfiture.

Wearing my 80RM Casio 800h, 18s behind the Internet time servers after over a year in my stable. Seeking a return to practical and economical living, just like TGV’s about turn from watch collecting. This Casio is definitely my most humble watch and will accompany me through the weeks ahead of possible early Rapture, walks, runs, shopping, showers, clinic. Its accurate, full time-calendar display, 10 year battery, comfy rubber strap, and 100m WR will be exactly what I need. Have I finally broken the spell of spendthriftness?

Made progress simplifying my app, CHR. But it’s still not working right. The Royals are acting up from behind Kate tonight. We are giving them every care and good faith. Hopefully everyone will realize that:

Young man, put your pride on the shelf,

No man does it all by himself —Village People, YMCA.

Nobody is an island though they may be a rock. William, you have to wake up to your socialization. The Liew witches are gone, soon if not forever. 

Was at the new place this afternoon…

Dad and I brought over a fridge this morning. After a good few hours settle, we turned it on in the afternoon. Now we can stay overnight there in comfort. Mom played the piano which sounds good / resonant and tempered, after tuning. We all had some crispy snacks. There are still some assam boi, chips and chocolate biscuits. No water yet but Mom has set up the kettle. In Malaysia, tap water is usually boiled well, before drinking. I will propose an overnighter later this week, probably.

Rain came soon after we got back. News of a tree collapsing and killing a motorist in central Kuala Lumpur. Another sports crime, the 3rd national footballer to be assaulted. Signs of impending Rapture are all over the world and local news. It’s harder and harder to be a wicked person in this latter day. More later…

Some people asked me how to get to heaven…

I don’t have much time right now as we’re preparing dinner but this is important to know, old Christian wisdom but still relevant to all who seek a sinless existence with God, or to escape Hell, either is a good start.

There are 4 basic must-dos:

1. If you are in trouble, get a religion. If you are in trouble with YOUR religion, get yourself converted somewhat else. The reason is that we are judged by Christ, who seek Him whatever the path we take to the Alpha and Omega gifted to our blessed planet, God’s footstool.
2. If you know any saved people, if you could tell, get closer to them, marry them, be their Spirit friend.
3. Behave as the Lord would expect of you. Be good inside and out. Be useful to Him. Be beautiful to watch.
4. Have a purpose, place your intent on Heaven. It’s like a flashlight pointed around haphazardly at the sky -don’t expect to find your way home in the dark, if you seek like that!

So, happy living, old friends, and those woken up to truth. More later…

Today began slow but everything is getting done eventually. CHR is in its extra features final stage. I did my exercise routine. There was a lot of pressure from Liew insurgents, targeting the soft underbelly of the west, their kids and infants, their businesses. A wonder how anyone goes to heaven in these end times. Family and friends who think they deserve more from God, pile their burdens on my shoulders. I told them to carry on as usual for now.

Seems a good time to remind every one of the “wild world” effect. The survival of the fittest. Where humanity is concerned, it seems to be survival of the bland and ordinary over the scum or the cream. This is definitely a false teaching, but one we wake up to under threat of telepathy. No longer safe behind locked doors and popularity spin meisters. Yea, the scum destroyed the cream. Think about it…

Signs of Rapture should appear around the world at this stage. It happens when sin goes ballistic. Mainly jealousy which had been simmering. Time to be brave. Those who choose to suffer their God will in the end betray Him. By which, I mean approach the deity with self-sacrifice on their lips. Our God and His children are not suffering sods but triumphant at all times!

Our piano was tuned, I gave piano tutoring in mindspace, guitar 101 as well, coding CHR goes on…

This morning we were at the new place, our shoebox house, where our usual piano guy tuned the instrument after its big move over from the bungalow. I gave out some basic theory of the keyboard using my M-Audio connected to my iPad 10. 

Basically, there are 1st, 3rds, and 5ths of a C scale. These form the bulk of harmonies. 2, 4, 6, and 7ths lead to complex harmonies, particularly 2, and 6th. The 1st leads to Ab while the 2nd leads to F#, C#,  and the 4th to Bb. 6th leads to Eb. The armpits of the keyboard, 7-1, and 3-4, are where twisty melodies are born. The 6th is where sad songs live. And fingering is all to do with the islands of keys formed in between the armpit divides, just like it does trivially on a 6 hole DiZi flute.

Guitar is simple as well. It’s all about flowing accurately pitchwise with compound, rich chords, or flowing common chords into an uncommon cadence / progression, remembering to carry the melody based on simple 1-3-5ths. If it can be played on a Marine Band harmonica, it’s a good melody. This is an instrument that’s born to be simple to play songs you know well, and hard to play songs you don’t, so play lots of songs from both sides and you will mature.

Took my meds, no sedative. Will probably doze off in 2 hours. Meanwhile CHR needs a minor recode to better pick related paragraphs for the auxiliary column. Emma Watson and the Harry Potter cast is being attacked by the witchy evil Liews. Taking some hits. More tomorrow…

Shuffling my morning routine to be less stressful. Running will be pushed to the afternoon, and bathroom time, more flexible. Work should be broken down into small steps. Exercise a bit later after waking up. Today, I hope to finish coding CHR. Just needs a few more lines and I’ve been procrastinating.

Taoism and good advice from Jee Shifu…

I watched this video on YouTube: https://youtu.be/73xELYMV9qw?si=lmBsTbWIoDw53z-t talking about buying things just because you “fancy” them. I have a lot of watches that don’t have a proper reason behind their purchase. Jee Shifu talks about concrete reasons, not just interest, following the crowd, is sexy looking etc. Because when you don’t truly care about something like your watch, and don’t know what’s its benefit, it opens the door to curses from the Enemy / your enemies.

As I thought about this advice, I wondered if I should select a daily driver watch based on good sense rather than looks or prestige. Turns out it is my Mudman solar which makes most sense to wear. It is tough, WR, and nondescript in all black. Never needs a battery change, has digital compass and moonphase. Cheap too.

I sensed people trying to live in the Mudman but all failed to implant their hearts. Spiritual or psychic warfare is a daily occurrence in these end times and is stepping up on we Christians. But I have to get back to work now even on a Sabbath -just light coding. More later… 

Taking my time to plan the column layout well for CHR. It will take only 15 minutes to adjust it after a good rest. I had been working hard on it for the past 2 days. Liew witches more subdued since we started using holes and tunnels to hide from pain-giving. Used sleeping children and toddlers to destroy our physiological functions so we jiggled them out. There are hundreds of attacks that may be unleashed easily by these antichrist, New Atlantis alien supporters.

Folks are still at our new place. Must have been there for 2 hours. Did some hand / finger strengthening  exercises with a rubber donut. Maybe more often. Been masering microorganisms dead, used by the Liew witches to spread pestillence.

Have on my G-Shock 2200, grey resin on grey stretch NATO. Very comfy and feather light due to its carbon fiber construction and soft fabric band. May wear this out walking tomorrow instead. Feeling sedated already. Work left unfinished yet again. Must put in some effort.

CHR, vaporware app?

I am seriously thinking of coding CHR this afternoon, since I finished my routine and weekend chores. I could definitely use an outliner app for my own writing. Something less obtrusive than Drafter. Unfortunately it’s hard to get started on what should be a 2 hour job. Maybe mid afternoon.

Huge amount of evil resources being used to close down gospel preachers and strongmen of the Lord, even as we are used to stem the impending alien invasion that establishes the 4th beast empire. It’s not easy being in politics and economics at such a time, or being spiritually useful to God’s purpose, saving souls. One wonders about those who steady the ark…

I resumed my coding work. Should finish by 5pm. Would like to eat takeout noodles tonight. Christian forces surge through the mindspaces blundering a lot.

Read this article on CNN, https://edition.cnn.com/2024/05/03/style/first-luxury-watch-buyer-guide/index.html which talks about luxury watches and how to choose the right one as a noob. The most interesting watch I own is an anadigi Citizen diver / basic computer, about $170. I seldom wear it tho I like it, instead wearing nondescript G-Shocks all the time. 10x less money than a base luxury watch… I figure I should wear it more because it’s a regular joe’s non-auto quartz on cheap Mr DIY rubber.

Past dinner time. CHR is looking more like a usable app but still needs work. Was delayed by a trip to the new house / shoebox and a lot of talking in mindspace. Am committed to completing this trivial but useful app by late tonight. I rank it more useful to a writer than Drafter or NiP.

Unforseen difficulties slowed coding CHR. But most all basic functionality is in place, requiring some tweaking.

We may be going to Kuala Lumpur today. I’d rather stay home, get cleaned and go on a brief run. Not to mention fix up CHR’s very rough code. Will give Sis her volleyball as she’s swinging round soon. Slept like a log last night on half a Rivotril.

Looks like the KL outing will be moved to tomorrow, after the piano is tuned. Did quite a bit of coding this morning. CHR is polishing up well, bugs were squashed. Not happy yet with the 2-column algorithm. May take another hour.

Working for nothing…

I can feel the surge of tribulation. Not that I usually predict the future or am in many high level officials’ minds, but that there are just so many poignant cues we are running out of time on Earth before God dismantles all human efforts to rise up as one satanic world kingdom. Money is tighter than ever, war looms large in the Middle East. People are rising up against people. Nations jockey for marginal returns with provocative if not aggressive moves. Witchcraft is rampant, consuming young lives, infants even. Faith is at a low point nobody can imagine.

Such are the troubles that I’ve considered giving up writing and coding. This morning, we rescued many young ones from the Liew witches by being patient and logical. They were being fed nonsense by the evil 6. Western help is now giving abused telepathic babies a new hope of redemption. As usual we served food and drink.

I wiped down Sis’ present with mild soap and water: a volleyball. Wish I had one for myself actually. Hope she has fun with it, with her daughters. More later…

Raining heavily this 4pm. Glad I made it home early. May have to cook dinner for the folks tonight. More later…

Wrote part of a song about an execution, and arranged my old song Caraway a very different way. Settling down to code now. The fancy baked beans was good. Will give Sis her present shortly tho it’s a few weeks more till the date.

The coding process of CHR begins with regex, one of my weak points. I need to grab data by its left of ;; descriptors and arrange the right of ;; into 2 columns, the plot and plot elements. There needs to be a search box with VRS style quasi regex.

Just read that Malaysia may face US sanctions over funding terror in the middle east. The country will go wild. PMX has an unenvied job right now. These are end times events for certain. Salman Rushdie and Mar Mari Emmanuel both stabbed. And I wonder about my own small life. My place in heaven has never been so uncertain.

On my blog yapsdiary.blogspot.com, I suggested Russia may very soon use nukes in Ukraine, striking just west of Kiev.

Fiction: Paranoia

It started with reflections. Not just any reflection but a double mirror reflection. Like when I looked at the reflection off a bus window in the glass of a shop window, into the bus window, into the shop window… I’m sure it has happened to most everyone. But it was then that I noticed that the reflections seemed to melt, deform as if in a wave of heat, at the corners of details. I told my girlfriend and she laughed at me, at my paranoia.

She was a ballet dancer. And as I waited for her to finish, in a corner of the studio with its mirrored wall, I angled my watch to catch the light off the wall in its crystal. Amid the scissoring of flamingo legs, the pirouettes, my mind focused on the details within the details. And that’s when I saw three gaping holes staring out of the corner of her armpit. I started for my girlfriend to warn her but stopped myself. A quizzical frown played on her peachy face.

At IKEA, She looked on impassively on as I picked up a dozen loose pieces of cheap wall mirror -for my experiment. Back at our apartment, I affixed them to the wall with tack. I adjusted the angles and put some more on the opposing wall, the same way. She left me to it, so I set up a wireless HD webcam in the middle, hanging it off the ceiling.

It was almost 2am when I dozed off at my PC from where I had been monitoring the reflections, zooming in on those details. I counted 3 Edvard Munch scream faces. All of them with fangs. I had locked the door while I sipped my coffee, tense.

The next morning, after my girlfriend left for her rehearsal, I poured myself more coffee and checked the reflections again, scrubbing over those I missed while asleep. I saw her bustle about our living room, disorganized, on her cellphone, eating her oatmeal standing up, rushing to get a dozen things done at once. In one of the mirrors, a gnarled claw reached out. Oh no, I held my breath, but she turned, whipped round as the monster thing in her shadow warbled into ripples of light from the sun streaming through the lace curtains.

Some inquiries and excuses later, I was able to procure a moderately powerful green gas industrial laser which I lashed to the stumpy, round floor sweeping drone. When my girlfriend returned, she found I had laid out a spread of new vegetables, fruit, and nutty Tokaji wine. What’s the occasion, she wanted to know. So I told her I had killed a demon, the one that had been following us -through the reflections.

What if it has friends? she asked, almost choking on the wine. Well… I started, we have to be careful. Some people avoid mirrors, she stated, almost bored. Why? I asked. They haven’t souls, she said, they’re… vampires! She bit into a blood red pomegranate while offering me her neck, coyly. That’s how it begins, she laughed. Make me one of your kind.

Maybe she was right. I was the monster afraid of sunlight. She was fast asleep by my side when I got out of bed, gathered the mirrors and stepped out into the early hours of wintery morning. There, a young delivery boy with a bagful of newspapers and rosy blood-filled cheeks. I tilted my head to bite, as my hands gnarled into claws. 

Dim-sum for breakfast…

Was roused earlier this morning as Mom wanted to have a traditional Chinese breakfast. She’s been stressed out lately. We had silky chee cheong fun noodle stuffed with prawn, yam puff, egg tart, siew mai, and char siew pao, not to mention nice flowery tea. Later we’ll be shopping at Starling. Not sure what the folks are buying over there. I want to visit Decathlon.

Meanwhile, the thing -negative telepathy, nobody can admit to rolls on, eating souls and destroying flesh, making a mockery of God. Haven’t got a reply from FFM on the tale I submitted. More later…

I had Chicken Shawarma rice for lunch at Lotus’s food court this afternoon. Was good. Had a can of iced coffee. Seems that many westerners were deceived by the Liew 6 and now are wrong on too many levels to recover their souls, or cope day to day without committing mind crimes onto Asians. They’re finished, the lot of them. Walking round the mall with the folks was tiresome and wearying. We may get Dad a pair of Brooks shoes later in the month.