I'm raising money...

I will be selling my ABY sketches for something like 1kRM. I know this value is low. They could go for 10x that but the economy is rather slow. Of course, I plan to provide the I-Ching-ABY to the people interested in the sale.

It's always nice to think of what I would do with the extra 1k. It could buy me a used Mini. Or maybe a Seiko perpetual calendar watch. But truthfully I don't really need anything tho would love to pamper myself with something new.

We handled the witchcraft problem with great efficiency, just using non-violent methods. Hope they continue to work thru the Tribulation.

Worked out a little more intensely, ate supper, drank a latte. Now circa 2am, am wide awake. Coding work still unfinished. Talked to church members who needed help. Small matter. Just differences in upbringing. We all love Jesus the same.

Wearing my old faithful Mudman Solar on matching NATO strap. I guess this is my Tribulation watch after all. More on this later...

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By request we have to learn 2 things, how to run people's thoughts backwards and to intersperse red tape thru our dealings in and out of the mind. It is dead easy,

1. Running people's thoughts backwards is sensing their next thought and turning it back down their throat, which means to think it on their behalf and let them swallow it. I hope I am being specific as this is something one must practice.

2. Red tape is simply getting a few people you know (and there can be an overlap between groups), to slow down the progress / ingress of the witch by sometimes, at intervals, pointing the witch round the long way, not in loops, but the scenic route, if you know what I mean.

Both can be done secretly / silently so the witch doesn't know. If she finds out, then we bleed her a bit.

. . . 

The Mudman 9300 Solar is a huge black resin and rubber watch. Half the dial is solar panel. Pretty cool. And it has the requisite moonphase display. It is pure function over form. Many people wear G-Shocks because they're affordable and tough. Those who don't earn much money. I guess I fit thereabouts myself.

Earlier, I spoke on the several things that make a watch dear to a person -how it is a very personal choice. Here are the top 3 LOGICAL considerations, and they are not what most think, 

1. One looking at a watch (at least myself), measures the dial width to the case thickness. This ratio is very important and often overlooked. Some call it wrist presence. Of course, the dial must justify the thickness as well by its design / complexity etc.

2. What you buy most of all is essentially what powers the watch / complications. You pay for what you can't see sometimes, but knowing that it is all good gives you that feeling you wanna wear it. Just like a chunky novel, people tend to think a thicker watch is value for money and a ultra thin one is ultimate luxury.

3. Patek says you only look after their watches for the next generation. This is true. Don't buy a watch you can't stand to hand down. Many will say, collect, don't invest. But investment is one of the things you did as a watch buyer -you invested in your own success / happiness. Investment is natural.

I had a brief foray into the 36mm category and found it irritating. I couldn't wear a smart watch either because what's inside bothered me. Nor could I pull off Dad's RT Airspeed chrono, knowing it was a luxury mechanical stopwatch. I didn't like wearing my Aqualand because I don't dive. I don't wear my other Casios because they're functionally poorer, tho svelte. 

Having said that, I do like my very shiny Edifice quartz chrono also on matching NATO. My dressy piece. Unlike some watches, this one does not hide that it is big and bling. You can see rainbows in the markers and dial tracks. A strikingly bold design.

I plan to have one other watch. Maybe also a Casio of some sort.

. . . 

Airing my room this morning. Must have slept almost 5 hours. Managed to get cleaned okay. There will be a sequel. Brushed and am ready to surf for affordable watches.

Spent all afternoon browsing watches online only to decide I will just complete the collection with my old plastic Casio tank on faux lizard. Looks decent enough. I am now on a fully Casio rotation. Managed to get cleaned well at last and am feeling comfortable. Washed up so I don't have to use a new set of clothes. I only have 5 sets to last over 2 days.

Seems we need a new plan as well -how to get rid of the Liew witchy 6 who are stirring up trouble everywhere with impunity. Jesus says to just let them do it. Trouble is, those they hurt are hurting me to fight for them. Either way, I lose. 

. . . 

Okay, a more foolproof plan is in the works. We will set up thought resonators using the above technology (running thoughts) and place them so we can funnel the Liews subtly onto certain people / places / activities / emotions, etc. A thought resonator is simply a collection of people who spread love or hate -I recommend love. LiLian and co. are not fully evil or do not want to be known such yet, so love should work. There needs to be groups who suck love out of the air as well. Then both, working together form a channel. This will be the job of geniuses and white witches.

. . .

I am being policed by authorities (perhaps related to the police or security services) tonight, following massive amounts of violence between Liew and anti-Liew witch supporters. I guess they are fact-finding and intelligence-gathering. Not sure if there will be a solve, as so many children and young adults were taken over by the mind criminals, used as spies and nigglers, some as heavy hitters.

Wearing my Edifice EFV-580 which is turning out to be my favorite watch. Cheap and shiny. Would still like to browse more watches sub-500RM leading up to 9-9 sales.

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Managed to get cleaned again, despite the preventers. My weight is now down to 93kg. 500g+ left to go before it returns to normal, circa 92kg. Had been backed up the past week.

Had lunch bought by Dad. Mom is busy with her safe deposit box quest -to get one at a bank nearby. Many people shoving onto me thru the mindspaces. It is barely survivable right now. Brushed. Will shower later. Dragging my feet to finish coding net4spice. Liew witchy forces in tears over their crimes and revenges which were unfair, cruel, and overly harsh. 

3am and wide awake -again...

I managed to work out at 2am+ and am feeling good. Ate up some leftover yogurt. We did a session of analysis in which I tried to prove God's existence, the universe's creation, the possibilities of a multiverse, what exactly is Allah who is not Jesus' father, nor the Father, nor YHWH etc. We talked a lot about basic physics, e=mc^2 and v = f.lambda, and how gravity is really magneto-gravity (dark) which contrasts with electo-magnetism (light). We talked about meaningful reality, how we don't see beyond horizons thus assuming a flat earth, likewise we don't see beyond magneto-gravity so we cannot know more of Heaven than Allah. Allah is the gate of heaven. There may be many gates, but we know and experience just one. Every universe has its god -and ours was evil until YHWH intervened thru the opportune entry of Iblees the cowardly angel of truth / light.

To any religious person, I do apologize for offending anyone. It was a lively discussion in which we discussed the very big and very small physics effects and how the observer theory is mostly correct (quantum mechanics). Many returned from this short sermon full of the love of the Divine One. May all your religions bring you peace! Happy birthday to Mohammed, peace be upon him. We talked a lot on his birthday, like it was blessed.

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There is peace for now and I am doing some light coding -think I got things mixed up tho the code is simple and neat. It is the indices of ccT -the component node list of lists.

Drank lotsa Coke. Am feeling good. People seem more optimistic. I machined them together, both loving one another for dear life, now are partners in Gospel exploration and beyond -unto heaven.

British made me promise to advocate the proof of God so I will KoangDeLambe it maybe tomorrow. Should be fun to do. We also talked on psychology and now everyone's mental health is more hopeful -there are cures for most things. Wait for KDL's comic strip.

I am still coding n4s. It looks to be close to success as soon as I properly index the ccT list of lists.

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Today I should get my $100 in. Managed to get cleaned well and showered. Ate roti telur for brunch, now almost 11am. Cola cleaned my teeth, but always rinse it off after a brief time as it is acidic. Am still coding. Rumblings of writing another novel / novella. Not sure I have one in me.

I think it shall be an extension of my flash piece, The Secrets of the Dimension Masters. It will be character driven as the repetitive plot turns over the same frustrations, then reveals a few twists along the way.

I wrote one page and will carry on later tonight. Solved the syntax bugs in n4s but am faced with odd node values. Something gone wrong somewhere. Probably the index assignments. But the algorithm structure seems still to be okay and non-complex.

Finding some odd quirks about the example circuit I'm using. Could be the reason my nodes are wrong. Needs further investigation, how to code quirks like these. Meanwhile I wanna work on my story, SDM. Mom has asked me to make dinner. We'll be having tofu drizzled with garlic oil and soy and baked beans with mince. Dad insisted we get her a coffee so I got the Zus mulberry matcha 3 layer tea.

Things are looking up.

I wrote 1k words of SDM. It's going well so far. Now to switch back to coding. Will write/edit 1k words a day consistently, to finish in 2 months. I usually edit on the fly and sometimes step back after a paragraph and rewrite it. Of course, I also do a once over read thru and edit, plus a final spellcheck and gremlin removal via AI (I rent MS Office for a month). OSC doesn't need these, he's a cut above, just as I am a cut above re-drafters and shufflers. I sometimes wonder how both types of writers exist.

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By request, how to avoid tooth decay. There is no surefire way except to strengthen and build enamel, between brushing regularly. There are 2 ways to do this. Eat less gluten (bread), instead eat toasted oat muesli (Alpen) with fresh milk. Along with this, eat lotsa raw celery and carrots with yogurt. Eat less sugary foods, replacing them with stuff like bitter coffee, matcha, flower tea, etc. When you have cake, don’t eat the icing and if you do eat brownies or jelly beans, things like that, be prompt to brush. Brush with soft dense bristled toothbrushes. Secondly, you can boost your enamel with special expensive toothpastes. I use it and can recommend Colgate gum strength, plaque release.

By request, how to delay early onset baldness. I read an article that worry or stress causes white hairs. Baldness, I have experienced myself, it came with extreme levels of stress and worry. Overnight, I was thinner on my left side, where the worry in my mind was concentrated. So I feel like an authority on balding. Basically, don’t let yourself be without comforts. Jesus is a comfort. So are my works / deeds in his name. I lean on the Lord lots when I’m stressed and I know nothing I lose will be as bad as losing my salvation. To take away minor concerns, you must be productive and sometimes able to tangibly feel the fruits of doing well and doing good. When you make the connection between health or stress-free living and good clean living, you will age slower.

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Just worked out and am feeling good. Had some food earlier to build up muscle mass. May sleep by 3am. Was telling people that my most inspirational thing is my book SuperdereK UnderpantS. It is inspirational and fun to read. Whereas project SDM is somewhat less, being just a thought-provoking sci-fi story with twists.

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Managed to get cleaned well at last. Afternoon is still early. Drew another KoangDeLambe comic strip at the usual URL. Folks are gone to the old house. I got my $100 and will save it towards a Macbook Neo if possible. The USD-MYR rate is down from 4.1 ot almost 4.0 but not sure about the memory prices. Hopefully I will be able the purchase the Neo on my birthday, 3 months from now. Quite excited over it. 

Will resume writing project SDM in a few hours. This is one story I did not outline and am just pantsing from start to finish.

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Spent the night fighting with the Liew witches. The westerners are adamant we solve her insurgency ASAP. We actually have no weapons prepared, being a jail and a hospital, a radar installation. But we did the best we could.

Now past 2am. May do a bit of writing later, sleep by 3:30am. 

Witchcraft and sorcery…

I have just updated KoangDeLambe with a new comic strip. This one is on witchcraft and sorcery. By request, I am to give out some more background on sorcery that we might fight it effectively.

The Bible (Revelations) mentions people would use sorcery until the very end. Being sinless does not protect a person from witchcraft as he knows many friends who are a little sinful which is enough to spark fear.

Fear, like a herd of buffalo, causes a mass effect ‘magic’ which can be directed at anyone good or evil. The solutions are simple and many. The best ones, as mentioned before IIRC, are;

1. Have as little to do with money / wealth as possible. This is hard but do not value material things over spiritual things by being a little frugal, and not living luxurious.

2. Have as little to do with sex / women or men as possible. Also pretty difficult, but at the very least, learn to be gentlemanly in all its respects.

3. Jesus told me to tell everyone to think of Him -His was the ultimate sacrifice, one that lasts forever -His words do not pass away. So don’t call for Brother Yap to solve this or that. Go straight for Jesus Christ.

. . .

Switched to Thorium-browser (a fork of Google Chrome). Pretty nice and speedy. I have now tidied my room and tomorrow may head out on a long walk. Feeling sleepy.

 

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I didn't get to go on a long walk but I went on a medium one instead, to Decathlon to get a new pair of shorts. My regular orange pair had seen better days. Luckily, there was a sale on cotton tees, 10RM a piece. So I spent almost 50RM to get both tee and shorts. They both look great. So my wardrobe now stands at:

 

4 pairs of home-wear (3 Tarmak,  1 Domyos, shorts, 6 eagle king tees)

3 pairs of out-wear (2 Decathlon 1 Under-Armour tees, 2 Dec, 1 Millet shorts)

1 pair of smart wear (Batik shirt, formal shirt, 1 long pants)

 

Somehow I don't accumulate much clothes. 8 outfits is all I got. And I tossed out 3 pairs of shorts and several tees that had seen better days, some of them were a bit pricey as well. 

 

Worked out. Was good. Now almost 2am. RISCOS refuses to run Python3 tacked on from RISCOS Direct (RoD). At least the wifi is stable.

 

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I am going to try to extend Netsurf tonight. I will be adding 2 things to the source, one is an interactive html tag stacker, the second is a JavaScript reporter-linker (to the tag stack). This should work well. I will also do lazy loading as it's much needed.

 

The idea is that most people visit the same sites and they are worth tweaking for future visits.

 

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William going mad in the mindspaces again. Someone cheated, deceived and squandered his chances -so he believes. It wasn't a good idea to battle the witchy Asian Liews who know no honor, and now try to hide in my space.

 

Have downloaded a toolchain for cross-compiling the browser. Not sure how it works. Am supposed to be coding now but the evil telepathy is intruding. Need a rest. Workout earlier went well. Am feeling healthier. 

I used AI to identify the entry points to the JS and HTML renderer so things will go faster, what I planned. Now I need to self-design some sort of custom interface to blur off cpu and memory sucking parts so a page may load and be usable on a low end system. Was thinking, a config file generator would be simplest. Syntax unknown.

 

I think the easiest way is to add CSS and maybe JavaScript connected to the CSS and also add classes to bloated HTML tags. Then run a general turn on-turn off with what we did also exposed in the site config file. 

 

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Went for a run and had yongtaufu for dinner. Feeling better. Celebs came to save me from the average westerner who'd run amok due to the pressures of these end times. 'Many shall be offended and leave the faith'. According to Pastor Aaron ATL on YouTube, offense is primarily due to feeling treated bad by God or His people. Whereas Jesus did warn us of it, and told us not to be troubled or worry. Myself have told many to 'do more stuff' with your life. Buy things you like, learn and contribute code etc. Write a song on your guitar.

 

Jesus told me, 10 years ago, start buying things you like, especially clothes. The Lord knew what we all are and how we spoil!

 

The serious business of religion...

By request, I am to explain whether I am a real Christian, a false Christian, an apostate, a gnostic, a spy for Rome, or just a prodigal returning home. Personally, I feel that this is a private matter but due to witchy LiLian, people around PJ were hustled into making their case against me.

This shouldn't shock anybody, but I do pray, and it is short and comes often, because I notice many things needful of prayer. I and God have an open line because of the childhood mishaps I suffered, dealing with LiLian's family and the western 'mind intruders'. Even Gabriel is near by -you can test it if you want.

Also, not a surprise, is that I find and have always known the Bible teachings since the 90s to be full of euphemisms if not misleading terminology (indoctrination). And where they say they do not know or are unsure -there is nothing to grasp onto. Jesus simply did not say.

Finally, and I have already stated this somewhere, I had serious doubts about Christianity, spirituality etc. because I read the manual but never operated the car. So I never knew the way and at nearly 50 years old, am finally beginning to understand the gist of the Bible.

Unfortunately, my widely known 'palsy' which I term stroke, prevents me from memorizing things well. Thus this is wrote down here if anyone wants to know if I'm a Christian. More stuff to be tacked on later... 

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By request, I have to talk more on false teachers and how they deceived many. What went wrong. Didn't Jesus say this would happen (in mindspace)?

The main issue with people is that they fight God. We don't hate God. We don't obey Him 100% and that causes us suffering. For reasons, I will use myself as an example. When I was young, and you better believe it, the Spirit came unto me and saved me from certain death just before I was born and punched up in the womb. Then God spoke to me personally -never give up fighting, He said, But I took too much rests, being newborn, and he cursed me with a life of suffering. Another time, I asked to be delivered a Bible (don't ask *shame*) and it was delivered but for years afterwards, I was walked to Salvation and Evangel to buy Bibles I didn't need.

So you see how God loves us even as we fight Him by being lazy or idiotic, what not. We have to learn, obedience to God keeps us safe. Especially the little lambs and humble sheep. I as a shepherd under Christ, also have to obey more frequently or I will lose the Lord's trust.

By request I am to say a prayer. Be vigilant in these times, that nobody creep up to you and steal your wedding garment -thieves of false teachings that rob you of your beauty which the Lord loves you for. This I pray in Jesus' name -Amen. 

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"In theological and biblical contexts, "sensualizing the gospel" ... means twisting the good news of Jesus Christ to pander to human physical desires, earthly lusts, or carnal pleasures rather than calling people to spiritual holiness, repentance, and transformation of the heart"

 

Forgive the AI reply to my question. It is accurate (these days AI answers searches first YMMV). I do not know how to sensualize the gospel to be honest. Don't mix business with pleasure. Give to God what is God's and to the World what is from the world. Jesus never said we can't masturbate privately, or have sex with our girlfriends who are of the faith, that we must eat boiled fish and unleavened bread. Jesus never said a man cannot look at a beautiful woman or think of her.

 

I think the issue lies in 2 things: a form of letting your hands know what each is doing; and neglecting or putting aside practicing of good deeds.

 

Sure you may say, brother Yap says sex / sexuality is not evil, but do you want sex over a Bible retreat? Of course not. Plus it's a good place to share heart to heart tales that build up everyone and find you someone special. There is power in male-female relationships -I have experienced touch-love. Just a glance and I was filled with love so strong, I touched her again, not on any private location, and it came back, a little diminished.

 

Everything good is out there for the humble, and brave, to enjoy, in moderation, within reason, and in purity. Just meaning it goes without guilt or shame. All this happened to me as I worked in the vineyard, as John told me to, whence I was loitering around the marketplace.

 

Simplification of modern computer architecture…

Say a computer has to calculate the speed / acceleration of a bullet versus a moving target. We can represent this as F = ma intersects a linear locus = velocity x elapsed time.

Say the details aren’t important, so we use the following logic, 

at t1, a is 0, locus is 0

at t2, a is F/m, locus is v.t2

etc.

where they intersect, hit or miss, is v.tN’ and a.tN.tN’. where location of both colliding objects is n1 and n2.

The computer, would take t, n, and v, a as symbols. The processing is simple as t is a running total, n is a fv, and a is v.t.t’ where v is constant.

Such a machine need only consider t++, and the multiplication of v and t in the same clock.

But this gets interesting when we are faced with multiple projectiles as is common nowadays in games. This includes the modeling of a sprite running and firing bullets.

We can see that we need only implement fv over the whole game scene. Same with weather forecasts, but with a few more variables, namely, Work = energy.t , and it is incorporated as such that we have the following variables, force/t = mass.t while F is also equal to ma. We need only add F/t and m.t into our processing. These are simply vectors which alter fv’s vectors.

Say there is reflection, mirror effect, then we need to take fv and complicate it with n/n’. So far so good, minimal waste.

Say the movement is fast. We can use the case, locus towards 0 instead of upping FPS. The direct opposite. To implement the silicon, we need a dedicated fv co-processor or GPU with circa 4 cores or more depending on variables. 

To train AI, it is the same but with a co-processor which matches fv to other variables, the vector being a linguistic, photo, scientific (physics), or logic problem. To achieve processing, the subject is reverse taken apart (reverse engineered) by fv, then compared to another, fv‘ and so on. There is no need for specialized software and hardware.

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Finally managed to unload / get cleaned. 1 1/2 hours till chores. My throat is less sore and am feeling less sleepy.

 

Am wondering if the above 'modern computer architecture' is any good. I wrote it last night as I was going under my sedative. It might not be very correct, but I think the gist of it is useful and someday computer GPUs may be cheaper / more efficient this way.

 

As for the CPU itself, there are just 3 basic functions it needs to handle which are  fr , fw , and fop. The logic behind this is to simplify and modularize reads, writes, and operations. Since we deal with functions of r, w, and op, we do not need a complex CPU but 3 simple cores that carry their own instruction local sets, hidden from one another.

 

For example fr may be tasked by the program, to read AddressN, write to AddressN+1, remove AddressN through an operation of N NOR N+1. It need only take 'read AddressN' and pass the code to the next core. The function of r, will handle the execution async and in OOP mode. Therefore fr needs to have it's own scheduler-listener-passer as do the other cores.

 

Such a CPU is easy to build and relatively fast for the cost. It is easy to code for and can scale perhaps to 100s of cores on a single chip.

 

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I was asked about quantum computers. The most I know is that the electron and voltage do not feature in QC. Rather think of it as a laser, a stream of photons bouncing from one end to the other of a long, say 50 meter tube. Eventually, a beam is emitted from the QC, and it is the reading, the solution. The larger the QC, the more it can process per clock. Think of a super-collider. It would be fast and accurate.

 

Each time light bounces on a tube end, it receives instructions. And there may be thousands of tubes, made with fiber optics. I guess that's all I know. 

 

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It's soon to be chores time. I took a shower and am feeling better overall. Had noodles for dinner and some leftover chicken from the chapfarn store nearby. Helped sweep and mop, finishing a little late, 8pm. Seems we are able to wrap up the global Liew empire of evil witchcraft anytime soon. I hope it is soon. 

 

 

Fighting demons of the past…

Tonight, I am fighting demons that settled over our school way back in the early 90s and late 80s. These were let in by evil men who drove many of my friends to desperation. The web of lies and backstabbing was impenetrable, from attackers who could strike anyone, anywhere. This is the central problem we face, and what we must solve. How did God lose control?

Normally, He would lose control when people are very sinful. Same as in the Old Testament. They are sinful because of guilt. Yes, GUILT leads to SIN leads to DEATH / MADNESS. Fear comes from Morality, and Fear to Guilt. Organized religion is an ark of laws. It is a ship guided by many hands. Yet for believers to be apart is hard on them / us. 

My current church is an ecclesia of a dozen people. But still, we suffer. There is no religion except personal beliefs. Some decline to communicate religion in the mindspaces, others refuse to join a body of spirit but to climb on sideways, in secret.

Remember the Lord predicted, we would wait for him in pairs, one taken -the other left. And it seemed to me that these mathematical odds, so specific, pertain only to believers and perhaps that both the taken and left have a job function to fulfill. Otherwise it would be meaningless and over generalistic.

Pairing up is the best way forward. Just two men or two women waiting for that day. And it came to me that the types of people who pair up are the worldly and the spiritual. That is all I am allowed to reveal.

Thus the attacks of the enemy are blunted. 

It’s past midnight and I have brushed and showered, taken my meds. Work out at 1am.

Almost 2am and I've just completed a short and intensive workout.

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Was up earlyish. Yet to get cleaned but I did brush and am editing SDU. Going rather slow. A chapter plus per day. Should manage chapter 4 by tonight, then the rest over the next 2 days. Decided not to consult the CoPilot suggestions right now but as touch up, in a later edit, EOM.

Circa 10pm. Finishing editing the first half of SDU. The second half needs less, as I really took pains over it. Will read thru that part tomorrow. Mom is out shopping with Sis. My right foot feels tingly for some reason. Must be more witch attacks.

Onto chp6 tomorrow morning. Should take an hour plus to read thru the second half of the novel. Fixed lotsa inconsistencies. I need to wrap up 2 things: Kyoko’s shark attack bionics (maybe in the war scene) and Derek’s super children who may found a new secret society, do something brave, pivotal.

And I think I will revise the abacus matrix technology a bit.

 

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Past 2am. I had to get cleaned again. It was the birds' eye peppers I had for lunch. Luckily it was circa 2am and most people were asleep. Brushed. Will work out at 2:30am. I got rid of the old non-HD TV in favor of a spare 23" monitor. I need to get a power strip so I can watch TV from my bed, cross-wise. Anyhow it is off my table and I am no longer struggling with its HDMI resolution issues.

 

Been analyzing Matt 24 and seeing how much of it was fulfilled, that I knew of, and there were some gaps where I missed things like many false Christs and false prophets. Since when were those about? Could be they've done their damage.

 

Can't wait to upload the final draft of SDU to my Google Drive tomorrow evening. I think it might fit the manga genre quite well.

 

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Was up late. Brushed and worked out. My stylograph should arrive this afternoon. I need to prepare some cash. Am airing my room. Don't feel much like editing somehow.

I pulled together and now have edited and read thru 90% of SDU. There were circa 5, 6 awful errors and equally as much bad logic / reasoning. Wasn’t easy. Then the Liew witches came in and bumped me and Sara Lubratt together, she’s also soon to be an author. So I quit for a bit and am resting in air conditioning.

Writing, watching too much football…

In case I die, here is the PDF for Super Derek Underpants, just roughly edited. There's a lot in it and I hope you all read it thru. It's FREE. >>> Here is the pre-final edit <<< I may add in a bit more about Derek's super kids but at a later date, and Kyoko's shark attack cybernetics as well. It's been fun. Please read and share.

I have finished polishing the final chapter of SDU and also corrected all typos and punctuation mistakes. Took a few hours, breaking for rest, overnight. Yet to begin a full read thru which is a must. Don’t think it will take longer than a day to proof with help from CoPilot as I can read and it can capture faster.

Liew witches enduring some awful nerve damage as they attempt to destroy the world and slave what remains to the beast. We must be strict about their horrendous behavior and forgiving to those who are gentle tho sinful / free-living. This is not a tight ship run by mercs, but a by-choice, sacrifice for one another world. It's time we fished out the weaklings and make them explain, point out the bullies and I will pinch their nerves accordingly.

South Africa won over Korea who were sloppy in front of goal. Worked out and am feeling refreshed. Will begin the proofreading circa noon, up to chapter 5 first, then after a break, up to the end. In July, I hope to resume coding my final app, n4s.

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Didn't have much urge to edit or read thru my novel. I still have tonight and tomorrow to make any changes, then on Saturday, chores. Got stabbed with pain while discussing 'iS' with some potential readers. My family are slaves to the witchy Liew 6.

Remembered my Medium post on the 'house-father' ABY sutra 9d - fat wallet - SeTT - Grandpa's inheritance synchronicity that happened some month or so back, all on the same day. IIRC, 2-6-26. Jesus said I would get 'money from a house' -a lot of it. And I wanted to analyze it further. 

The value of SeTT (ΣεΤΤ) in Greek Gematria is 805. This is from greekgematria.epizy.com

δολοφονία

805

assassination

Apparently 'Lightning will strike a mountain' --Dr W K Chu

This from Wikipedia (which I donate to),

4

☳

100

4

震 zhèn

the Arousing, 'shake'

thunder 雷

wood

east

Spring Equinox

Bill Heidrick lists 805 as 'rushing towards, much rain, sneezing'. We can imagine severe storms and choking burning (mentioned in the ABY), and perhaps the Mount of Olives split in two, and an 'arousing' / resurrection. This matches the 13th of August 2026. Could God have secretly given me the timeframe of the 2nd coming of Christ? Does He forgive and trust me again?

And I have 500RM to spend and still be okay for the next 4 weeks. I nowadays do not venture out to the mall much on my own, Tomorrow, a brief run thru the park or round the block, depending on the weather. Weekly runs are good for health, working the body's systems and restoring proper function.

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Was up too late and missed the first half of the match. Dutch won tho, which is what matters. Managed to get cleaned well. Heading out for lunch. Not sure where due to Mom's ulcers. Didn't do any editing or running. Will run before dinner and edit in the afternoon.

Back from the mall, rather tired, so may skip the run and just work out. Did a post on Medium on prophecy here, it’s free but you need to sign up for a Medium account. A creepy coincidence. Jesus may come soon.

Was watching this YouTube video on watches…

There was an American billionaire who gave most of his earnings to charity, secretly, and wore a $20 Casio every day of his life. He was the one who inspired Bill Gates, etc. to wear Casios. Francis wore a Casio as Pope. The reason given, was they were just interested in knowing the time as affordably, reliably as possible. Personally, I prefer the idea of an heirloom watch. Something that has some value besides function. Tho I’ll never be able to afford nor deserve one. 

Thus I wear a general model Casio as well, a 10 year battery digital 1440H. 100m WR. Circa $40. It was necessary tho, to replace its bulky resin strap with something sleeker, $15. I wear this watch most all the time, square, interesting, and classic. It just keeps time.

I would like one day, tho to own a Kinetic perpetual calendar of some sort.

Arip jab at psych clinic went well. Am resting at home. Westerners going berserk in the mindspaces. Not sure what they want. Liew witches attacked the clinic staff. Everyone is worried about the plan the British concocted over us, to try and cage LiLian. It was bound to fail, this soft approach while torturing the good people who know her.

Shortly will begin writing chp10 of SDU. Got it mostly figured out. Should wrap up Friday, not to rush it. I will then have 2 weeks to edit and export using MS Office tools I rented for a month. Not sure where to put the novel for free download, or if I want to get an ISBN for it. But it will definitely feature in my marketing efforts for iS, mss2, etc. I may even sell it printed at cost price on Shopee.

Will start writing around 2-3pm.

1pm+ and I am being assaulted by the corrupted Liew witchy ball of hatred. There may be no time to write until evening. Will spend time browsing watches.

The westerners involved in telepathy are going wild, triggered by thoughts of apostasy from being twisted Palpatine-like by the Liew witches. I hesitate to advise them as they enjoyed beating me up. But there is no sin too great for Christ to bear you, except that which you claim you can bear yourself -this is the unforgivable sin said out plainly. You cannot normally bear even the slightest sin without being an affront to God on some level.

Was browsing watches and prices are up 20-30%. It’s not the time for watch collecting. Market may tank soon. Have to help prepare pasta for dinner now.

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Past 12am, was able to write a bit. Exercise tomorrow. Catching the 3am match. May write more tomorrow. In the final chapter, lots of pivotal characters’ motivations and fates are explained, including:

1. The cloaks, particularly Pete
2. Kyoko and the Hawaiian
3. Jerry and Gail
4. Derek and Esmeralda
5. Lotus and Quen

This is going to be a fun chapter to write if I keep the interrelated cast to sane proportions, 6 degrees of separation.

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France-Senegal was a ripper. Exciting to the last. I have now to sleep a few hours then head out to deliver a table to Sis. Didn’t write much but did some plotting. It’s not an easy chapter. In fact Part II has been all sorts of hell since the get go compared to the easy first 5 chapters, as the story contracts towards the finale and conflict deepens.

Am wearing my Q&Q moonphase this afternoon. A $20 watch that tracks both sun and moon. If I make it, I will try getting a better watch, say around $2.5k which would be circa 10kRM.

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Managed to get cleaned well after 3 unstoppings. But don’t feel like walking much. It’s not a good time, intuition says. Finally set up my rpi zero w, with NetBSD. It runs pretty well. Is using circa 150MB RAM for some reason, out of 480MB available. Half that would be better. I control it via SSH from my Ubuntu laptop’s second display. Right now it’s just a cool toy.

Mid afternoon and I have the full plot of chapter 10, SDU. Will finish writing it tonight. We got rid of much of the Liews with silver atoms.

Witches assaulted our get together…

There are normally 5 ways that witches enter a group of people. In this case, we have American Christians who have incubated the witches, pushing them onto our family and friends. This means there is no right or wrong solution, nor any complete solution. Think about it.

But there are still 5 methods and they can be managed,

1. If there is anyone interested in another person, for any reason or at any level of interest, no matter just curious, or role model, jealous, wannabes etc. then you shall put up a signal of surrender, just the horn blowing the retreat with white flag
2. If there is anyone complaining about anything or anyone, you must try to complain less, and shall put up the sign of arms on hips
3. If there is anyone saying, please, please, or help me, you are to ignore them at all cost, and just put up the sign of arms crossed or an X-shape

4. If there is someone saying look at me, see what I can do, you are to put up the sign of indecency. This is difficult because of kids and babies. Just the hanging bra or lampar will do
5. If there is any conflict, whatever convoluted, just put up the sign of the snake on the cross.

The things God said I should prepare are converging…

I think I now know the meaning of the ‘ball’, ‘scope’, ‘fat wallet’, ‘helmet’, and ‘moonphase watch’ as I am on the verge of sorting out the last few glitches in my purchases.

Convinced that June-July will see the soccer world cup where something happens (the ball). The scope is a symbol of mankind being, then after, able to predict what comes next - vengeance from God. It is then that one needs to be generous (the puffy wallet). After that, there comes a period of unrest and environmental disasters, thus the helmet. The moonphase watch symbolizes a period when there are exactly 30 days to a lunar cycle and 360 days in a year. This is somewhere in the Bible, IIRC.

So I had to buy all 5 items and describe them for people to believe. If I just told about it, it would not be enough to convince the world. Earlier, we talked about the 4 proofs of God. It was fun and many now know we were at some stage created or at least meddled with, genetically. That there is a Creator who is lord over us.

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I need to speak on compatibility issues between men and women. Nobody is perfect except that our vows are perfect. Not to rush into marriage, sexual misconduct, pregnancy etc. But when we find someone suitable, and I will explain, we make those vows and keep them. Keeping vows is important to God otherwise there would be no love, trust or faith.

Suitability comes not from an ideal, for nobody is ideal but Jesus. Nobody can make an ideal progeny except God, who is the Father. Suitability is like training a vine. My father used to say it is like growing a garden for your wife and family to live in. But Dad was a bit off, it really is like training a vine.

And to adapt to the needs of one another is love aplenty. And to see fruit borne thru, is love fulfilled, gladness and joy. Sure, the telepathy initiated by some quarters, irresponsibly, makes it easy to scope out the world, but really, it is our outside, not inside, that drives prophecy and does  good works, etc. Don’t be deceived that telepathy harbings our destiny. We must not use it too much.

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I have been putting together my travel wardrobe and I think my chef pants would be good to wear, as would my tarmak basketball shorts and sleeveless running shirt. I would need my linen shirt as well, and that should be all I pack. Maybe a small towel and 2 pairs of socks, underwear.

Am thinking twice of lugging anything much else. Maybe just a Bible to read and teach from. When Jesus said, sell everything and follow me, he meant that the gospel of the kingdom was the only thing worth having -especially these end of days. I can’t dispute this as I would not like to have too much travel baggage. Parker ball-pen ink seems to play well with Bible paper. Not sure why some are recommending Sakura micron pens as I tried them and they show thru quite a bit. Highlighters also show thru. Was thinking to hilite vertically beside, and not along the paragraphs / verses. Yellow color may be preferable.

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Helped make fancy pasta for dinner with the Folks. Was tasty. American mindspace fighters thinking twice of bullying down and out Asians. I mentioned that losing the good fight is a feather in the cap of Satan some posts ago. Satan lays claim to America -how then would life be like? America is an important player in the ME.

I would like to comment on some teachings...

One YouTube source, Pastor Aaron (from ATL), says we should keep all the commandments, not the whole Law itself, obeyed by the Jews, but all the commandments. Another, I forget the channel, says we should be transformed in our way of thinking which is in Matthew 4:17. Repent: 'Metanoeo' -which implies reconsider our mentality, forsaking those things that made us feel bad, 'For the kingdom of heaven is at hand'.

We also recall the wealthy man who had kept all the commandments but would not repent (sell his wealth and follow Christ). And we see what Repentance versus Law is.

I like to think that Jesus' passion / death and resurrection was the Kingdom fulfilled and his second coming will be the Kingdom come.

This is relevant because of the common teaching (thanks, Pastor Aaron) that Jesus died for our sins to be forgiven -all sins -for all time. This is odd unless we put 2 and 2 together -the Lord fulfilled the kingdom of heaven and those who believe(d) in him and did repent (metanoeo) could now enter into it. And it is a place of no sin.

But we are told that our bodies, un-resurrected, still want / fall into sin or temptation. But believing in Christ, the kingdom, and repentance opens the door to supernatural gifts of Spirit to overcome sin and do the will of God Most High. Believing in Christ is power to live a useful, guilt-free life. 

The only sign we will ever have -that we made the right choice, is that supernatural powers would now watch over us -those of us who repented, were baptized, and formed a relationship with Jesus and God. In essence, being in His Kingdom of the heart -the kingdom within.

Last of all, we give thanks and gratitude to the Lord in all we do -we worship Him. For we were made of His pleasure. More later...

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Heading out for lunch with the folks. Americans lashed out at key baby assets in the East. And I realized that worship / gratitude towards the Lord is what keeps us in 'metanoeo'. It is not thinking of the Law and commandments all the time. It is 'metanoeo'.

There seems to be something else going wrong regarding spirituality. I guess it's about that time when things blow up in our faces. Just to be measured and calm. Life is cheap, these end times. Had A&W for lunch. I paid for 3 of us, almost 50RM. The ambiance was nice, in a open airwell / airway of the mall.

To the westerners battling in mindspace, deceived by the evil Liew 6, we wish you luck in your struggle but it's time we stopped helping perpetuate troubles internally. I mentioned it several days ago and wrote earnestly on it, here on DogBlots. We urge you all to 'matanoeo'. Those among you who are good, I don't know what will happen to you, perhaps the evil will kill us all eventually. Be strong.

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Back to the religious theory. We were created. We have a Creator who wants to know us -as His creations. Likewise, we do nothing without thinking of Him. The culture of 'I am a god' had taken root since Babylon up to Rome, up to today when it moves under the surface of popular culture.

We also have a Messiah, Likewise a Holy Land. Likewise an unseen insidious Enemy. And because we disrespect God, killed His Messiah, and desecrated the Holy Land, we are IN TROUBLE. The spirit of disobedience is now a strong force. I urge everyone involved to think again. Expand your mindset to include Faith (that we have a vested destiny) and destroy Self-Righteousness (that we are little gods).

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I finally stopped the a/c outside my room from vibrating. It needed horizontal bracing. For now, it's just two plastic block feet wedged between the compressor and the wall. Dad caved to my plan to climate control the living room and the front two rooms as well, sealing off the dining area. This will give us plenty of comfort, enough for 3 people, during the heat of the afternoon and the still night's mugginess.

Not sure if I want to code this afternoon. It's not 4pm. Made some headway, getting the transistor o/p recognized. May need to do a double forward slash as well.

The a/c vibrations were pretty bad so I wedged in a cheap Decathlon rugby ball. Now much more quiet.

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Had roast chicken for dinner, store bought, and some bokchoy Mom picked up. I made a garlic olive oil dip. There were some arguments among our members and even among outsiders as the world shifts and new balancing mechanisms are needed in mindspace. I'm pulling out for now, until the supernatural phenomena begins to occur. No sense dying early, job for God, undone. Even now, the evil is trying to overcome our sanity -yes even as I type this.

A letter to a friend...

America is in crisis. And it is a country where real people actually live and work in every day. This will be brief because it's critical to read, there isn't much depth to it than a few paragraphs.

The fact that the USA are standing by Israel is (not here in Malaysia) a very popular thing. But if not for the partnership, Ezekiel 38 would not come true.

The fact that things like Epstein, UFO files, and Trump Tariffs are on our media night and day, the re-localization of industry, autonomous governable regions, etc. is not madness.

The fact is that someone (God? Michael?) is pushing the buttons on prophecy and someone, a coward and liar, is feeding off the soft parts of America, as they turn to do what God commanded.

The solution is not to give up your people, America. But to care for them as valued and cherished citizens. Sure the big picture is all Israel but America is not composed just of trees. Exporting this responsibility abroad is irresponsible and only Americans know how to treat Americans best.

So, my friend, take heart and turn around your great nation. Don't wound yourself or break laws and throw it all away. It almost happened to me. 

Getting my new LDAC phones in…

It’s past midnight, I showered, took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Found out the LDAC codec is supported by Bluetooth 4.0 / Pipewire. Can’t wait to try it out. Must remember to prepare the 130RM.

Didn’t achieve much today. Just rested and sent email re. my novella. Felt less tired. Was able to set up my Pi Zero W well at last, my backup machine. Sent the souped up netbook outside and my watch winder to the corner of my bed, for more desk space.

Talked to young people about sexual feelings, and how they must be controlled. There are plenty of good times one can have with one’s GF that don’t involve sex. The many forms of ‘electric’ love when you begin to serve the Lord and are kind and brave, smart, and popular. When He anoints you and selects you to do major works, even in mindspace where it is dangerous.

https://open.substack.com/pub/ckyap/p/attunement-and-the-kingdom-within?r=3lktmw&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

The above link to my Substack article on miracles and faith.

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Liew forces attacked this morning, early. Shoving women onto me for mindspace sex. Then they started hitting my hand which eventually leads to arthritis and muscle loss. Had to fight back of be left lost and with nothing. Lotsa Liew witchy forces are down with stickiness, etc.

Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Had a coffee for breakfast. A slice of cheese. Disinfected my room and am airing it. Our little car has to go in for radiator flushing. It's full of rust. Will be having canned curry and barley bread for lunch.

Was researching Bluetooth codecs. LDAC is the best and possible to use over BT 4.0 altho 5.0 is preferred. SBC XQ is also good. Found out my used ThinkPad has BT 4.2 which is twice as fast so I should be covered.

 

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The new earphones are finally in and sound great. Very comfortable and convenient to slip on and off. Best money I ever spent on a budget audio product. 129RM. Am listening to Belonging by Keith Jarret and the instrument separation is practically studio quality (it was a vinyl rip and I've never been inside a studio actually).

 

I finally put up a small air tube pack tennis wall and found that it doesn't dampen the ball bounce by much. So later I'll be buying some rubber mats for the ball to bounce off. The key is not to let the ball accelerate too much off the ground.

 

I EQ-ed the EH11 according to Super* Review on YouTube. Much of the looseness / sloppiness is taken up. But it feels a little less textured. Perhaps I erred in setting those levels properly.

 

 

Watch of choice….

I have decided to wear my Mudman Solar most of the time since I fitted it a comfy Casio Velcro strap. The Mudman is one of my favorite watches and has moonphase in this model.

I am ruthlessly analyzing prophecy tonight. And will try to share my findings tomorrow. Will the Bible break or will we all be edified? Surely smarter men have already known!

But it is important as we approach the time of Armageddon, the battle in the Megiddo Valley. So to save souls, I did not much work today. Have to resume in 15 minutes.

But first a quick design of a simple bow sight. 

Taking a break from Rev. analysis to design the bow sight. It is made of plastic card and features elastic band that contracts or expands a configurable curve, possibly by slipping off a weighted horizontal spring.

I have finished analyzing Revelations for the most part. What’s left is to analyze Gabriel’s message and the supernatural male child which seems an aside to the book which is confusing yet true. Will pull another 2 hours to see where it fits and what it means.

IMHO, the Gabriel aside (from Abbadon’s attack) meant the days are shortened. The sun moon woman birthing the male child aside, follows from the declaration of God’s kingdom come. As we read, we find that it must be symbolic as the woman had even ‘wings of an eagle’. IMHO, this aside happened mainly to introduce the 2 beasts from the sea and land. There are similar symbols like the flood of water and the hole opening in the earth, the sea and the sand of the beach.

The woman cannot be Israel, as ‘her’ children keep the words of Jesus. She also cannot be Mary, nor the church (as she births the King so we are told). I think the woman could be the ‘wisdom of the apostles plus Mary’. Since they evangelize, and give us the Christ, if only thru letters. The 12 stars are the 12 apostles and the woman is Mary. The Spirit is the Sun and Moon.

Cancer givers from my family…

Poorer relations given mental toys to entertain themselves. Innocently enough, to glimpse a brighter future. This backfired on everyone some of these guys knew as the players protected their future turf vehemently. And I wonder how they forgot about God and Heaven, while rising up on His wings, effectively. Perhaps they went a little mad.

Finishing the first half of chapter 8. There is a twist or two in it. And true, lots of side characters get to shine. Feeling a little down from my wayward relations’ attacks. May write later. Flute could arrive this afternoon. Must remember to pay for it.

My new flute has now reached the delivery hub. I should be able to get it today. Read my book to some Americans interested in transformative literature. They liked it. Told them not to waste money buying it, just get the eBook which is $3.99 and well-formatted by Partridge.

Mom and Dad were missing this morning. Not sure where they went. Had a humongous loo earlier. Not sure what the neighbors are thinking. I tried not to bother them, using the inner bathroom but it did ‘boom’ or ‘bong’ as last night, strange sounds came from my gut. Perhaps the work of evil witches.

This evening, expecting my cousin and uncle from the north. They’ve come for grandaunt’s wake. She passed on, our family’s favorite grandaunt, IIRC 2 days ago. I have nothing much to share with them. Maybe we’ll have pizza and Coke for supper.

 

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Slept okay, in the big house, with my cousin. His dad bunked with his daughter's in-laws. We rushed thru the morning. I managed to get cleaned well and washed up thoroughly. Here in the shoebox, that's harder to do. Am  waiting to join my church seminar this weekend. I had not been attending for some  months. Pastor is a very understanding man. We figured out how to shrug off the Liew witches quite effectively.

 

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There was a request from people turned sour or bad from waiting for God to come, or from betrayal, un-loved circumstances. The thing is the harvest is 'ripe' and you will be able to feel 2 major things,

1. This is somewhat in the Bible. At the end of the age, Jews were separated into sheep and goats. Just off the top of my spiritual head, at the end of the times of the Gentiles, we will actually be gathered to judge the Jews. 
   
   It is odd but that is what is happening. Israel has lost and is grabbing for support. The judgment of God is how we treat Jesus' people. Take it or leave it -this is our test,  not to be shinier and spick and span, morality-wise. Don't be alarmed. You can judge fairly what they've all done -the Zionists.
   
   
2. The second thing you feel -and I know a lot are feeling it, is the perfection of our bodies being worked out. There may be physical or spiritual affections blooming in certain people. Again, do not be afraid or do something you regret. It is important you judge yourself fairly in the heart as you will bear that judgment forever and ever.
   
   A sister wanted to know why we are judged -it is of course to apportion your inheritance. Judge and punish is not the same. See, in Rev. those not found in the Book of Life were thrown into the fire, NOT those who were judged but the very most wicked and disobedient.

When you were purchased with  Jesus' blood. Many say it was for all time. We can be who we want to be -what we want to be. We are free by God's infinite grace. 

And I know I said you can throw as much love at a person but he may still not like you. I may have to explain.

What happened to me was a porn addiction, this came after UK forces stripped off my nerves. Jesus must've known and one day, he declared me clean, not by my own striving, but he found a place for me -his exact words. All that mattered was this I was his friend and his servant / learner. 

I wonder if it makes sense now how we are saved? 

Was out to get a book...

Tried to find it but it was sold out. Not wanting to go home empty handed, I walked across to Decathlon and spent 39RM on a racket grip. The old one was fine until I sweated into it and it started peeling off. It was 15RM and lasted just under 2 years. This new one should last practically indefinitely, being natural leather.

It may be tomorrow, when I release n4s. Feeling lazy, bearing so much load from the telepathy wars. It seems to me that westerners are not very logical when it comes to spirituality which is odd because they brought spirituality to the east. And we, in the east much enriched their spirituality in return. We should be friends but as God says, the toes of clay and iron will eventually break apart under His attacks.

It feels odd, we, as a people, a nation, a planet, being scourged by God’s invisible hand. Perhaps even this blog post is part of His clandestine offensive.

We are surrounded and confused, and do what we want, or need to, rather than to plot against His takeover. The telepathy is getting weirder, with witchy Liews now impersonating high angels. Maybe later, Jesus himself.

But back to the Kuikma racket grip, it feels fine. Just the right amount of friction and smoothness. IIRC, leather doesn’t like moisture much so I have to not play with it with wet / sweaty hands and it should last until the end of the possible prophecy that I become a tennis coach.

This prophecy (fruits of the loom / flutes of the room) is only partially active, since Meng died decades back, just that it keeps being revived by those suffering for lack of Meng -he was my brother I failed to protect as a toddler.

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I was talking with David in mindspace and we’re inventing an ocarina notation system. Actually, being experienced, he’s doing most of the work with some other players. I wish I thought of the whole thing but I don’t play much.

My idea is to omit the diagram of shape and holes, and use a stylized symbol that looks like a plant stalk. David thinks he has the beans on how to change holes. My idea is to rotate the stalk through a stave-like structure. But anyhow, Dave will be teaching it as I can’t teach oc very well.

I also helped Andy with some score sheets for guitar. He’s into teaching and it might be of help. I can’t teach guitar so I shouldn’t be involved. Doing my part for the musician community!

I do believe music is one of the pleasures we will have in the Kingdom, alongside team sports. Somehow, reading / writing books isn’t one of them. Maybe coding will still be needed, IDK.

Having improved my algorithm, I now need to finish the app. There is some resistance. My TV box may arrive tomorrow. Hope it works. Apparently it can do HDMI out so I’ll be okay.

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Showered and changed. Did some work on the program. It’s still a little bit off. But I’m confident it will be fine tomorrow morning. LiLian and her blackmailed army still striking out. Hard to believe so many kids become evil when pushed by her and their frightened mothers.

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The mark of the Beast has been given out in mindspace as far as I know. It constitutes worship to the 1st beast, by law of the false prophet, second beast. The clue lies in ‘casueth to worship the image’, ‘power to make the image speak’. The meaning is we are in beast rule not yet fully realized, and the image is the false doctrine of telepathy. Later on, the mark will set in, and we will worship a man, an antichrist, as the Messiah.

How do I figure that? Would you as a Christian worship the antichrist? Never. But when you are all tied up by telepathy, and haven’t washed clean, but done sins instead, you will hope Jesus will forgive you and the AC, he will say your sins are forgiven if you physically pledge loyalty to me.

This must be the only reason it started in mindspace. 

How to get clean is simply to acknowledge that once talk always talk, once push always push. One blame always blame. Then say Jesus forgive me. You will be forgiven as with any sin. I was a junkie for adult entertainment. Jesus forgave me. I don’t turn away from sexy Twitter posts. Why blaspheme Christ’s sacrifice? He has made a room for me in the house of his Father and my quirks will no longer be sin. In time, these temptations will cease to have power over me, and I can be propped up as blameless.

 

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Woke up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Waiting for my parcel -the digital decoder for my TV. It was Dad's idea I get one. 35RM. I also ordered a Malay traditional flute -a seruling, for about 30RM. Over 10x cheaper than the master grade DiZi which I gave to my nieces. Hope it sounds good.

 

Today will be coding. I think I know what to tweak. Phone went dead overnight somehow. Will see if it charges. It updated itself with new AI features overnight, causing the drain.

Managed to get cleaned again, second time today. Hopefully, the final time. Tomorrow, psych clinic at the hospital to get my meds. Need to sleep by 10pm. Up at 5-6am. Will set an alarm.

Parcel is late. Now past 6pm. There was a horrible downpour earlier. Don’t expect it to arrive anytime soon. Will do a little coding later, then rest. Maybe work out at 9pm.

My set top box arrived circa 8pm. Had a bit of trouble wiring it up, dropping it several times. Now I have land / terrestrial digital TV here in the Klang Valley. Took my meds early and will work out at 10pm. Sleep by 11pm. Want to do a little coding now. Just 15 minutes.

Fell asleep without writing much more...

Subchapters 6, 7, 8 were not completed last night tho I slept at 3am plus. Today, chores. And I have to use the loo but there's no time yet. Disinfected my room with some diluted Dettol spray which keeps vermin away. Had some flatbread and bean curry for brunch.

We are making headway against the Liew witchy scourge. Most people now see things the right way, and LiLian and her family are not very dangerous anymore. Regardless, I cannot do my writing just yet. Maybe later, after dinner.

Managed to get cleaned well. That red label Lotus TP works a charm and flushes easily. Usually, I dry wipe, once clean, use a little handwash, finishing up with moist TP. Yea it uses lots more paper than usual but it keeps me clean. Need to shower at 1pm, then sweep at 2:30pm. Usually spend 10 minutes in the shower, twice a day. Good to be clean. Last night, the telepathy was intense and I forgot to fully wash.

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We were in a church mindspace discussion and the topic was on saving souls who sinned in the telepathy wars. I thought, to give them wisdom to share would make them stronger and more loved. We explained the parable of the sower.

Then they asked us for 'forgiveness' whereupon we studies the unmerciful servant. You can find both Parables in Matthew. Ran into some difficulties as to what forgiving from the heart meant. At risk of splitting hairs, we think it means a mind-body reaction. The mind cuts its losses - an intellectual reasoning, and the body reverses its conditioning to hate / fear.

I'm not sure how it's all done, except that one is with Spirit, and not a religious imposter.

As for the sower parable, we thought it might mean essentially what it means, but again at risk of being too analytical, we come across,

Farmer -> Kernels -> Field -> Types of earth / soil -> Crop -> Angels / Harvesters

And the meaning of it must be,

Jesus + God -> Kingdom unseen -> Wild world -> Church with Spirit -> we who believe -> God's messengers -> back to God.

This makes sense because the sower, God, is not a fool -the world is wild. Nor can a person receive who has not Church. Nor can a man on his own bear a crop. But we, as a whole, believing, are the crop.

It may ruffle certain people's feathers and I do welcome a counter-analysis.

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I can’t write much tonight. Already it’s nearing midnight. I have been working for God instead. Maybe write a few hundred words more from where I left off this morning. Liew witches have been bedeviling me and my church, famous people included. Perhaps a good shower will do.

Tennis and life…

By request, my mindspace lecture about life as it comes, and living it well. This is because many out there are disillusioned by the wickedness that goes about naturally, confidently, such that many do not care about love.

It’s sad.

There are just 3 things about tennis. There is confidence, equipment, and physics. If you don’t want to win points you will lose and give up, and all the lessons fees will go to waste. You will be a loser the whole of your life and people will pass you by. It happened to me.

If you don’t understand your equipment, you will never succeed. Your racket should be something you question all the time -is it helping me? Knowing upgrades will help you, you don’t bother, yet install all your Linux / Mac updates, knowing nothing of security or advanced features! If you don’t find out your equipment’s function you will never get anywhere fast. And a lot of life is equipment.

I never learned to solder but I can program.

Physics in tennis is amazing. Body and ball physics. Your body does not connect with the racket first. It connects body to ball. The racket is part of your body you accept no matter its balance, size, and weight. When you remove racket, you remove footwork, you remove stroke, everything simplifies to how to get the ball where you want it. You start caring about subtle touches, maximizing stringbed-ball contact, or conversely etc. In life, knowing your objective and recognizing its / your interface is most important.

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Now I want to talk on the 25% of invisible ‘power’ we don’t see but sense and how 75% of our happiness is attributed to physical, emotional, mental achievements, possessions. We are stuff people. We csn break down without our possessions and creature comforts. We are social, we need good friends. We are people with hopes and dreams, we need trust and promises.

Soon, it becomes apparent that less than 1% of our happiness comes from reading our Bibles and praying. It should be that way unless you preach for a living. But that 1% is some of the most potent. It is life changing, just as yeast works its way thru bread, God works for those he loves, who love, Him. Then it’s back to possessions and relationships again.

Being a part time online blog preacher, I feel good and am healed whenever I teach. And I don’t know everything, or the faces and names of my readership but it’s important to write these things down for the record. 

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I would also like to talk on obeying principles. Principles are most important, it is like the constitution, but in our hearts. Principles, like the Physics we talked about before, determine success of interactions. We are social creatures. The more you know body to body, heart to heart physics, the happier you will all be.

And as I write this, evil witches are pushing on western toddlers to give me pain in my wounded parts then disfigure themselves.

More later…

 

Back from the mall with the Folks. Got more toothpaste and bodywash. Had mee Siam for lunch, and a Hainanese milk coffee. The former, a noodle dish without much protein, just dried tofu and an egg. The squeeze of lime (provided) makes it extra special.

 

British mind forces hugging the Liew witches for having both fought over many people's bodies, minds, and lives. They can't be saved easily and are trash talking kids in the west to cause troubles.

 

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My Tissot (Mom gave me) is running 30s fast per day. At 2:20pm Thursday, it was 6s slow. We'll see how it does before bed tonight.

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By request, westerners have asked me, what and when does Jesus Christ allow us rest and respite, and some pleasures? We dipped into 2Thess and 1Tim, because they are my favorite letters of Paul. And we learnt that being in Christ we should spread the word / tradition / example of the apostles. We should do this with the practice godliness -which is simply being sincere in what we teach. And the teaching is simple -I will explain. Furthermore we should work hard not to burden others while we teach and also not to destroy the high knowledge by claiming to be higher than Christ or the apostles.

 

Teaching gospel is utmost simple. Show what you have inside so people can decide if you are to be trusted and what trusting you can do for them. This, to my mind, is what Jesus Christ would have you do since Paul is gone and we never met!

 

In effect, there are many things a person can do to see if he's on the right track. Sacrifice, prayer, fasting, charity, to travel to afar, -yea all these can bring to you a good clean feeling. Personally, I like to do charity and to sacrifice.

 

So when does Jesus allow us to eat our bread? Does someone tell you? Does Jesus show you? To say I can sex now that I'm all done with is wrong. To say the opposite is not the case mostly. Oh, the Spirit will guide you. O, the traditions still hold.

 

But I say, we eat our spiritual bread just as old times people ate their physical bread. And we eat our physical bread just as we eat our spiritual bread. Sounds like an equation.

 

Bread is received with thanks and blessings (not nowadays when you can store buy it). If someone, after we work at gospel hard, gives us spiritual bread, eat it and let it nourish your soul.

 

If we work hard on doing physical labor, then we eat of the physical bread without crisis of conscience.

 

If our work internally and externally match up, we can have both easily, and that takes wisdom and planning from the beginning.

 

What does 'match up' mean? It simply means that we do not conflict in giving out our teaching. And it is teaching, spreading the word / gospel that Christ commands us. Not a mystery. Just tell others who need it. You don't need me as a prophet.

 

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It came to be that questions arise regarding God. Is he real? How can we know unless He revealed it to us? I previously stated that I saw a miracle and I nowhere found any proof it was by Jehovah or an angel or anything. Would God leave a clue? Probably not. So how can a man tell he is being watched over?

 

The Bible gives us 3 very potent proofs that we have / need a God. The first is original sin (always checking, 'are we good'). The second is genetic mutations that tie in with alien beings (Genesis, the Flood). The third is the so-called 'collective unconscious', otherwise known as the Kingdom within us. We are more special than flesh and mind can conceive. Supernatural powers exist.

 

Original sin -the disobedience of Adam and Eve. Adam and Eve had just disobeyed God. In the beginning, Eve had no fear. Then she, naked, gave Adam eat the apple too, and he ate. It is written that their eyes were then opened and saw they were naked.

 

They had no doubt of God's love altho they disobeyed. Perhaps because they didn't right away die. What shame or guilt then overcame them were they naked? Being naked -the term is stressed as if it were anathema. What can be wrong with seeing your body as it could do what?

 

It would be a mistake to say that a third party did not cause it. For God asked Adam, why did you hide? And Adam replied he was naked. God said, who told you so? So we have disobedience GREATER THAN love GREATER THAN sexuality GREATER THAN death GREATER THAN god. Thus did Adam and Eve become as gods. And this is why we carry original sin in the manner described. Most say it is anthropological. Well, it is. But it involves God, not just our feelings.