I’m thinking of leaving the socials and blogosphere…

Again, I find journaling and sharing with my readers out there, thanks for your support, to be increasingly, something more obsessive than constructive. Something like binge watching X or YouTube shorts. I have to stop those as well. And I will be pursuing other things, music, art, programming. See how far I go. 

 

Nobody seems to want to give me a break. At least, since I suffered that 2007 stroke and was crashed on in 2010 by the managers of the telepathy crisis. An episode in my life is over.

And I was thinking, perhaps my bow sight should have weights on 2 parallel tracks. 2 weights might do to produce a curved response. Simplified the design. It will be an oval or parabolic piece of rotating card, with 1 or 2 flat weights and a pin stuck off center. That should produce a curve.

This will be my last post for some time, maybe till mid / end June.

 

So the sight will look like this: two pieces of card slotted together into an X, and wedged into the mount hex clamp. As the bow angle is raised, the pin on the end of the X needs to drop. A plastic leaf spring decompresses from oblong to circular, affording this. Tuning is achieved by adding weight to the top of the leaf spring.

 

Was thinking of firing from a height as well. There might be a mechanism built in to deliver a curve that is less steep. Perhaps as the weight on the leaf spring slips forward against it.

 

Wow, my last post until the miracles start to occur. Stay safe, and take care, everyone.

I was wondering about many things…

And I thought of leaving home to start a new life somewhere. Maybe I should bring along my guitar as it does help express my creative emotional needs. It’s nice to write songs once in a while. I think that today, I will try playing my Piano chords on the fretboard, working from there around the 5 patterns I found in Raymond Teoh’s guide. Yes I own his book and it is useful if not the best guide -if you are serious about learning.

And I thought of taking long walks again. Tomorrow, to head out wandering. There has been no reply from the publisher I sent my MS to. No movement on shipping my puffy wallet. No urge to code n4s or resume writing SDU, no motivation to build my bow sight. Perhaps I will model it tonight and have it 3D printed.

The design was simplified further. I am able to build it tonight from materials at home tho not calibrate it just yet. It will be made from stiff card and bits of wire. It will come with a friction disc and extra heavier counterweight so it’s less susceptible to wind and vibrations. 

I think the more the tail bends bodywards, the higher the lift action. To get a lift curve, the tail has to go straight down with several weights at different points along the vertical. These weights are just wire wrapped with card. Seems each weight is similar and must be vertically adjustable, calibration is done that way.

Read my article on understanding Physics on Medium: https://medium.com/@chnkngyp/time-and-space-824789292c5c -it’s quite good, receiving 10 claps so far.

Good news, my new wallet will ship tomorrow. Should receive it by 1st June ahead of the family get together.

Circa 1:30am. Just took my meds, worked out and showered. Brush by 2am. Somehow, I lost about a kilogram over the past week and a half. Had been eating less and exercising more. I lifted myself off the floor 18 times clean and did 20 cross sit-ups, no strain. Should think I’m growing stronger but not too much so I don’t fit my clothes. Just to stay healthy as possible.

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Didn’t do much last night. Was attacked up till before bed. Seems the Liew scourge has moved elsewhere for now, together with the westerners and the people pressed in to make a more interesting party. My life is rather dull and I know I was just used, polluted, and spat out.

The things God said I should prepare are converging…

I think I now know the meaning of the ‘ball’, ‘scope’, ‘fat wallet’, ‘helmet’, and ‘moonphase watch’ as I am on the verge of sorting out the last few glitches in my purchases.

Convinced that June-July will see the soccer world cup where something happens (the ball). The scope is a symbol of mankind being, then after, able to predict what comes next - vengeance from God. It is then that one needs to be generous (the puffy wallet). After that, there comes a period of unrest and environmental disasters, thus the helmet. The moonphase watch symbolizes a period when there are exactly 30 days to a lunar cycle and 360 days in a year. This is somewhere in the Bible, IIRC.

So I had to buy all 5 items and describe them for people to believe. If I just told about it, it would not be enough to convince the world. Earlier, we talked about the 4 proofs of God. It was fun and many now know we were at some stage created or at least meddled with, genetically. That there is a Creator who is lord over us.

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I need to speak on compatibility issues between men and women. Nobody is perfect except that our vows are perfect. Not to rush into marriage, sexual misconduct, pregnancy etc. But when we find someone suitable, and I will explain, we make those vows and keep them. Keeping vows is important to God otherwise there would be no love, trust or faith.

Suitability comes not from an ideal, for nobody is ideal but Jesus. Nobody can make an ideal progeny except God, who is the Father. Suitability is like training a vine. My father used to say it is like growing a garden for your wife and family to live in. But Dad was a bit off, it really is like training a vine.

And to adapt to the needs of one another is love aplenty. And to see fruit borne thru, is love fulfilled, gladness and joy. Sure, the telepathy initiated by some quarters, irresponsibly, makes it easy to scope out the world, but really, it is our outside, not inside, that drives prophecy and does  good works, etc. Don’t be deceived that telepathy harbings our destiny. We must not use it too much.

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I have been putting together my travel wardrobe and I think my chef pants would be good to wear, as would my tarmak basketball shorts and sleeveless running shirt. I would need my linen shirt as well, and that should be all I pack. Maybe a small towel and 2 pairs of socks, underwear.

Am thinking twice of lugging anything much else. Maybe just a Bible to read and teach from. When Jesus said, sell everything and follow me, he meant that the gospel of the kingdom was the only thing worth having -especially these end of days. I can’t dispute this as I would not like to have too much travel baggage. Parker ball-pen ink seems to play well with Bible paper. Not sure why some are recommending Sakura micron pens as I tried them and they show thru quite a bit. Highlighters also show thru. Was thinking to hilite vertically beside, and not along the paragraphs / verses. Yellow color may be preferable.

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Helped make fancy pasta for dinner with the Folks. Was tasty. American mindspace fighters thinking twice of bullying down and out Asians. I mentioned that losing the good fight is a feather in the cap of Satan some posts ago. Satan lays claim to America -how then would life be like? America is an important player in the ME.

Packing list, preparing for the eventual move from the Klang Valley…

I have drawn up plans for when we are encouraged to relocate. I can’t very well take everything. So I have decided to only take 5 things besides some clothes and shoes, other essentials.

1. I guess I will need my small travel guitar
2. Will also take my soccer ball and pump
3. Definitely my Nerf blaster
4. My NLT Bible
5. The best iPad I can afford

Will need to buy a medium small rucksack / backpack. And reinforce my guitar case with some cardboard.  I guess my soccer ball can deflate under my plane seat and the guitar into the cargo hold. The rest fit in the overhead. I will, I guess, be wearing 2 watches, one a cheap Casio. The other, maybe a Tissot -Mom’s gift. I need to prepare a better strap for it.

Other than these things, maybe some family gold in case of emergencies. I will probably buy an iPad Mini with cellular, trade in this iPad 10 and ditch my Oukitel phone.

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I bought a new wallet. It’s better than my old one. Fatter, and in cream color which speaks openly of wealth. I may need to pay for others thus need a full wallet. It also stores keys -amazing. Cost me RM26.26, bought on 26 of May 2026. What a synchronicity!

I may shortly come into some money, new friends, etc. I never guessed it was happening as I purchased it. 

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Am heading to the mall for lunch with the Folks. Tomorrow is the Hajj holiday so my parcels won't arrive until Thursday to Friday. Altogether, I spent circa 70RM. This leaves me 130RM spare cash which I have to ration out over June.

My cousins are coming over from Australia sometime June, IIRC. I guess I need to get some presents ready. A nice sketchbook would be good. Will do some shopping around.

I drew so many faces...

Mindspace happenings this Sunday night. (Now technically Monday). There was repentance and some sort of baptism going on. Some interference by witches (probably my old neighbors). But the reason for this post is to talk about creating art. It is not what you think.

Art takes study but when you study art, you cannot create it. Art takes practice but when you practice you cannot perfect it. Art takes style -your style, but without removing your style, you cannot produce it.

This seems absurd but it leads to one thing: your inner voice. Your inner genius, some call it, your calling to express your feelings. All artists have it, no matter level of skill, or otherwise.

For example, I started by drawing prophetic things. I had a drawing I called 'God', 'the Son', and 'the Spirit'. And also the 'girlfriend' of Jesus. Call me a heretic. But by drawing what I felt strongly of, I developed a style. From there on, I progressed from caricatures, to fine art with expressive pens and nibs.

I could not draw women (I am a man) at first, but soon, confidence came over me, and I was able, just by saying 'I will'. Then my mindset changed, one day, a connection was made, and I drew my first females by the spontaneous method, without thinking, just following the ink as it flowed on paper.

Some have asked me how to remove our initial style? For me, it was portraying the divine in my eyes -the profane. That exorcised my notion of what art was. For you, it might be different. Perhaps this is why in the west, they draw nudes and use real life models.

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It's now about 1am and nothing much has gotten done. No guitar practice, no coding eureka, no writing SDU.

By request, we have to explain how Jesus' blood covers all sin. The standard answer is he suffered so we do not have to. He prepared a place where we fit in perfectly, interior to ourselves and exterior as well. But if you have to know deeper, it is that God says there is no forgiveness without the shedding of blood. He is actually going to kill anyone who sins in front of Him. So the fact is that we need a protector, the perfect sacrifice to still the Lord's anger. And this is Christ -his only begotten Son.

Yes, God can be friendly and can be angry, strict and kind. He was both to Moses. Moses must have been special in His eyes. We must strive to be like the saints and patriarchs to gain God's admiration and love.

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Officially wrote a new good guitar song. It happens once or twice a month. Actually just a bunch of chords without words yet. I think it will be about homelessness and my struggle to earn a living. Billy thought he could work it better so we let him try. Chords are to be shared. Don't build a bigger barn. 

I would like to comment on some teachings...

One YouTube source, Pastor Aaron (from ATL), says we should keep all the commandments, not the whole Law itself, obeyed by the Jews, but all the commandments. Another, I forget the channel, says we should be transformed in our way of thinking which is in Matthew 4:17. Repent: 'Metanoeo' -which implies reconsider our mentality, forsaking those things that made us feel bad, 'For the kingdom of heaven is at hand'.

We also recall the wealthy man who had kept all the commandments but would not repent (sell his wealth and follow Christ). And we see what Repentance versus Law is.

I like to think that Jesus' passion / death and resurrection was the Kingdom fulfilled and his second coming will be the Kingdom come.

This is relevant because of the common teaching (thanks, Pastor Aaron) that Jesus died for our sins to be forgiven -all sins -for all time. This is odd unless we put 2 and 2 together -the Lord fulfilled the kingdom of heaven and those who believe(d) in him and did repent (metanoeo) could now enter into it. And it is a place of no sin.

But we are told that our bodies, un-resurrected, still want / fall into sin or temptation. But believing in Christ, the kingdom, and repentance opens the door to supernatural gifts of Spirit to overcome sin and do the will of God Most High. Believing in Christ is power to live a useful, guilt-free life. 

The only sign we will ever have -that we made the right choice, is that supernatural powers would now watch over us -those of us who repented, were baptized, and formed a relationship with Jesus and God. In essence, being in His Kingdom of the heart -the kingdom within.

Last of all, we give thanks and gratitude to the Lord in all we do -we worship Him. For we were made of His pleasure. More later...

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Heading out for lunch with the folks. Americans lashed out at key baby assets in the East. And I realized that worship / gratitude towards the Lord is what keeps us in 'metanoeo'. It is not thinking of the Law and commandments all the time. It is 'metanoeo'.

There seems to be something else going wrong regarding spirituality. I guess it's about that time when things blow up in our faces. Just to be measured and calm. Life is cheap, these end times. Had A&W for lunch. I paid for 3 of us, almost 50RM. The ambiance was nice, in a open airwell / airway of the mall.

To the westerners battling in mindspace, deceived by the evil Liew 6, we wish you luck in your struggle but it's time we stopped helping perpetuate troubles internally. I mentioned it several days ago and wrote earnestly on it, here on DogBlots. We urge you all to 'matanoeo'. Those among you who are good, I don't know what will happen to you, perhaps the evil will kill us all eventually. Be strong.

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Back to the religious theory. We were created. We have a Creator who wants to know us -as His creations. Likewise, we do nothing without thinking of Him. The culture of 'I am a god' had taken root since Babylon up to Rome, up to today when it moves under the surface of popular culture.

We also have a Messiah, Likewise a Holy Land. Likewise an unseen insidious Enemy. And because we disrespect God, killed His Messiah, and desecrated the Holy Land, we are IN TROUBLE. The spirit of disobedience is now a strong force. I urge everyone involved to think again. Expand your mindset to include Faith (that we have a vested destiny) and destroy Self-Righteousness (that we are little gods).

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I finally stopped the a/c outside my room from vibrating. It needed horizontal bracing. For now, it's just two plastic block feet wedged between the compressor and the wall. Dad caved to my plan to climate control the living room and the front two rooms as well, sealing off the dining area. This will give us plenty of comfort, enough for 3 people, during the heat of the afternoon and the still night's mugginess.

Not sure if I want to code this afternoon. It's not 4pm. Made some headway, getting the transistor o/p recognized. May need to do a double forward slash as well.

The a/c vibrations were pretty bad so I wedged in a cheap Decathlon rugby ball. Now much more quiet.

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Had roast chicken for dinner, store bought, and some bokchoy Mom picked up. I made a garlic olive oil dip. There were some arguments among our members and even among outsiders as the world shifts and new balancing mechanisms are needed in mindspace. I'm pulling out for now, until the supernatural phenomena begins to occur. No sense dying early, job for God, undone. Even now, the evil is trying to overcome our sanity -yes even as I type this.

A change of plan…

A week of laziness / prevention and suddenly I burst forth, drafting easy TABs for guitar, DiZi bamboo flute, and ocarina (12 hole Japanese). Would like to begin with the classical guitar, learn the scales and produce some modulations. I also coded n4s quite a bit, simplifying and correcting kludges, but the netlist is still not made up right.

Did my chores, sweeping and soon mopping. Will be having teochew duck for dinner. Been a while since we had duck and am quite eager for it. Mopping done. Turns out we’ll be having Chinese fried noodles instead. American babies, deceived by Liew witches, lashed out yet again. I don’t quite know why they are so moralistic. Perhaps a little talk will be good for them.

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Brushed, took my meds, and am preparing to sleep by 1am. Work out circa midnight. Need to loo but it can wait till tomorrow. I went 3 times today due to being backed up almost half a week previously. Friends dropped by to talk watches and my cousins were scolded to be more responsible and less influenced by evil spirits, to be a bit more charitable, and to be less jealous. Cousin, you are a man and your sister is a woman. We must behave well and receive God's grace.

 

By request, there is a call to understand the economy and what is the power of interest rates vs employment.

 

Inflation falls when UN-employment is high. Interest rates rise when inflation is high. Therefore interest rates rise when employment rises. The problem is that sometimes inflation is used to grab money without permission. Sometimes interest rates are kept lower or higher because of government policy. Without free market of INF and INT, there is a gap in employment opportunity equal to INF - INT.

 

The gap between INF and INT causes there to be too much liquidity which causes business activity to become circumspect / greedy / wasteful. This is where the employers fail to find the employees. Furthermore, without proper adjustment of INF / INT, whole skill sets can be lost from the economy as people do not fit the easy money and high lifestyle of the 'haves'.

 

I am asked to stop here.

 

The law of the free market breaks down when people are inconsistent and confused. Such that they began to vape and to buy Vespa scooters (I have been watching), and to drink more decadent coffee and snacks. The confusion among younger people and the pettiness of the older citizens causes the economy to stutter. IMHO, the Rukunegara is important as a unifier of Malaysians (other countries can do the same). Basic co-operation is required no matter who or where you are.

 

Should there be needs to micro-manage, then it should be done at state level with budget allocated according to performance of each state, not just to upkeep a state's social status above other states.

 

Micro managing by states has to do with MP and Exco members who must be more in touch with people who can move the economy, not with those who are facing hardship but those who can, with needs and some help, push the credit system forward. It is happening to me, from America right now, regarding my books.

Facing unexpected problems with n4s nodes again. 

A letter to a friend...

America is in crisis. And it is a country where real people actually live and work in every day. This will be brief because it's critical to read, there isn't much depth to it than a few paragraphs.

The fact that the USA are standing by Israel is (not here in Malaysia) a very popular thing. But if not for the partnership, Ezekiel 38 would not come true.

The fact that things like Epstein, UFO files, and Trump Tariffs are on our media night and day, the re-localization of industry, autonomous governable regions, etc. is not madness.

The fact is that someone (God? Michael?) is pushing the buttons on prophecy and someone, a coward and liar, is feeding off the soft parts of America, as they turn to do what God commanded.

The solution is not to give up your people, America. But to care for them as valued and cherished citizens. Sure the big picture is all Israel but America is not composed just of trees. Exporting this responsibility abroad is irresponsible and only Americans know how to treat Americans best.

So, my friend, take heart and turn around your great nation. Don't wound yourself or break laws and throw it all away. It almost happened to me. 

Getting my new LDAC phones in…

It’s past midnight, I showered, took my meds and worked out. Yet to brush. Found out the LDAC codec is supported by Bluetooth 4.0 / Pipewire. Can’t wait to try it out. Must remember to prepare the 130RM.

Didn’t achieve much today. Just rested and sent email re. my novella. Felt less tired. Was able to set up my Pi Zero W well at last, my backup machine. Sent the souped up netbook outside and my watch winder to the corner of my bed, for more desk space.

Talked to young people about sexual feelings, and how they must be controlled. There are plenty of good times one can have with one’s GF that don’t involve sex. The many forms of ‘electric’ love when you begin to serve the Lord and are kind and brave, smart, and popular. When He anoints you and selects you to do major works, even in mindspace where it is dangerous.

https://open.substack.com/pub/ckyap/p/attunement-and-the-kingdom-within?r=3lktmw&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

The above link to my Substack article on miracles and faith.

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Liew forces attacked this morning, early. Shoving women onto me for mindspace sex. Then they started hitting my hand which eventually leads to arthritis and muscle loss. Had to fight back of be left lost and with nothing. Lotsa Liew witchy forces are down with stickiness, etc.

Managed to get cleaned okay. Showered and am in fresh clothes. Had a coffee for breakfast. A slice of cheese. Disinfected my room and am airing it. Our little car has to go in for radiator flushing. It's full of rust. Will be having canned curry and barley bread for lunch.

Was researching Bluetooth codecs. LDAC is the best and possible to use over BT 4.0 altho 5.0 is preferred. SBC XQ is also good. Found out my used ThinkPad has BT 4.2 which is twice as fast so I should be covered.

 

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The new earphones are finally in and sound great. Very comfortable and convenient to slip on and off. Best money I ever spent on a budget audio product. 129RM. Am listening to Belonging by Keith Jarret and the instrument separation is practically studio quality (it was a vinyl rip and I've never been inside a studio actually).

 

I finally put up a small air tube pack tennis wall and found that it doesn't dampen the ball bounce by much. So later I'll be buying some rubber mats for the ball to bounce off. The key is not to let the ball accelerate too much off the ground.

 

I EQ-ed the EH11 according to Super* Review on YouTube. Much of the looseness / sloppiness is taken up. But it feels a little less textured. Perhaps I erred in setting those levels properly.

 

 

Round and round...

Was suddenly roused by Dad this morning, and taken on a mission to pay our property tax. We went to Subang Jaya and then to Shah Alam. Later, we'll try registering online so we don't have to do this again.

On the way home, the little car overheated. It has a rusty radiator. Allen lashed out some more, jealous of his prophecy gone wrong and others' he laughed at and mocked, rising up in these end times, perchance to inherit the earth. Allen, look at the big picture: your own soul versus the miracles and signs God is showing the world. It has nothing to do with my soul and how I like to play my music. I'm only a YouTuber, I won't become James Taylor.

Managed to get cleaned just now. The remainders from last night that the evil powers held in me. I disinfected and fell asleep anyway. Sleep is important especially under stress.

The static around -50dB is still in my recordings. Haven't found a good way of removing it, even with FFMpeg. Have nothing much I want to do today, just finish my Medium post. I have over 200 views this month -highest ever. 

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Managed to install Linux on my Pi Zero W. Bookworm / Wayland / Sway. There is a browser that works quite well, qutebrowser. It's usable.

Tonight, will work on my flute or guitar compositions. Can't decide which yet.

Helping make pasta for dinner. Everyone thought the sauce was too salty. But it was appetizing. Word in the mindspace that something may occur this May. Changes in the system of telepathy / satanism. Many in the psych business / line are eager for information as it got personal. They almost killed my psychologist at Eve, and earlier, my old shrink, Dr Chin.

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My meager portfolio of stories has somehow got the attention of a publisher. I wonder if anything will click this time. So I sent them my best work. I hope they like it. Meanwhile, I’m arranging Hazard, by Richard Marx, on my DiZi. Impulse bought a FiiO BT headphone.

Past 1am. Liew witches attacking Americans again. Any excuse is a good one for the family of 6. Just brushed, showered and changed. Will take my meds now and work out by 2am.

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Thursday is here. Tomorrow, my FiiO headphones should arrive. Looking forward to these. Much cheaper than a set of Studio Pods and less annoying to the neighbors. Also more convenient to snap on. No fiddly buds or TWS case.

Was able to get cleaned well. No constipation.

Talked about the dragon, the first beast and the second beast, the number or mark, 666, and the rise in demonic activity (mental health issues) since the time of Christ, and how many are chronic / incurable as they are necessary evils of our times versus those simpler cases faced by Jesus way back. Hats off to Pastor who got the gist of the prophecy right and the rest, mostly agreeable as well. 

Feeling a little under the weather...

Viruses are making the rounds and my nose was running earlier and last night too. This morning, Mom had a cough. Head feels squashed / squeezed. So far done nothing to deserve it. But the pride of the Liew witches knows no bounds. Vengeance is in the air. Looking forward to breakfast out.

Soon to head over to psych clinic. Wearing my Casio Edifice. I don't hate Swatch but the latest AP x Swatch ''Royal Pop" seems a little over the top.

Back from psych clinic. Jab went well. Having takeout chapfarn for lunch. Didn't go to the mall as I am feeling a little tired from the early start this morning. Later, will be doing some soundchecks with the Handycam and my DiZi.

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The easyCAP dongle and OBS software played well on ‘high quality’ setting. It seems to pick up considerable noise, static, and the OBS built in filters are quite poor, not Audacity quality noise reduction. Tomorrow, will try some isolation settings, maybe turn off my TV tuner box.

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Sometimes have to re-plug the easyCAP, and restart OBS. Then the strobing noise goes away for the remainder of the recording session. There is still static but I guess it’s bearable. 

Got hit in the ear by Allen who is busy counting his future prospects and lashing at friends who made it. Such evil.

 

Updated my Ubuntu to 26.04 LTS…

Had to turn off i386 code in Synaptic, IIRC. There now is a fast Malaysian mirror. Occasionally, I donate a couple bucks. I hope not to upgrade for another 4 years. Uses a bit more RAM, Gnome 50.

We cast out Pastor from our mind group since he needs time to heal and was jabbing us with pain as taught by the witches who caught him for preaching inaccurately / destructively way back. I don’t see why it’s a big deal. Many in the west preach different versions of the gospel. Perhaps it was an attack on the faithful -see how the mighty men fell, would fall later.

 

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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned and showered. I sometimes wake up with an itchy crotch which smells slightly. But after I wash, it's fine again. Likewise, I am rejuvenated in my flesh, by strong sunshine (just like Superman). Anyhow, I am ready to face today. Tomorrow, psych clinic.

 

Made the first step towards being stocked in a bookstore. I hope my dream will come true. Meanwhile I have to refine my flute performance since the mindspaces are unsettled still.

 

Excited to  receive my EasyCAP USB capture dongle maybe tomorrow. Took my meds early and will sleep earlier. Workout at midnight. Half an hour away. Am writing a new guitar song 'Happy'. Easy to play as well. Finding that Ubuntu 26 + Gnome 50 uses almost a Gig more RAM than 25.10. Still going smooth tho. I have open a terminal, VSCode, FreeOffice, and Firefox with several tabs.

 

Past midnight. Have worked out for 3 minutes. Deep push-ups and cross knee sit-ups, leg stretching and waist, shoulder, twisting. Mom fed me vitamin C for my runny nose. Pastor is going rotten, ripe and awaiting the harvest, apparently. Get the feeling he spent all his oil.

Plans for Saturday...

It’s almost 3am. We were talking about various anomalies in our church / ecclesia. Pastor Aaron from ATL helped out. We are not sure where the church goes from here. Hopefully from strength to strength. Family is closing ranks too. 

No plans tonight or tomorrow, just the online church meet. Worked out, took my meds. Feeling drowsy.

 

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Was up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Feel like coding a bit later.

 

Almost time for chores, sweeping and mopping. My old HandyCam still works. Planning to use it as a video streaming device. I think Dad bought it for me when I was a 20-something but I never did videos until recently. Has a good lens and 20x optical zoom.

 

Finished sweeping. Was pretty dusty. Found out that I may need an AV to USB capture dongle. I guess that will have to wait for later. I am curious about the USB connectivity.

 

Finished chores and had a light dinner of noodles. Will head over to the old house tomorrow possibly, and grab the AV-out cable. I already ordered the USB adapter for it called 'Easycap' which was just 20RM. 

 

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I think I have an ending anchor for SDU now which I didn't catch before -my outlines aren't very detailed or strict. I left open a door for Derek to join the Tailor guild and also for Stacy to survive which leads neatly into the reunion in chapter 9. But it is Koang Delambe's invention that saves both Derek and Stacy, bringing them to the penultimate chapter. In 10, We'll have to see. Anything could happen.

 

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Sunday's here. A quiet day with not much telepathy or complaints from the neighborhood. Showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Parcel for Sis' birthday present arrived nicely packed in a special box even for just $22 spent. Liew witches adamant on destroying my church. Will see what I can do.

We put the used babies and kids on the ceiling (sensation-wise) and the evil Liew demons fell out of them. Now coming in with geniuses. We are distributing the polystyrene bricks.

Secured the AV cable for my old Handycam. Tomorrow the EasyCap capture dongle should arrive and I can begin vlogging, perhaps circa 2-3am, nightly. Wonder what quality I can expect, seeing as how FireWire is out of the question.

 

Quality is okay. Poor lighting is a problem tho. Need to charge up my lamp. 

The shadow of God’s hand…

I am wrapping up coding soon. Decided to use a friend’s suggestion that I consider the links array when defining the nodes. This should be quick. Am also watching https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhfjt5zIw8Q which is Jimmy Evans’ interview with a Hebrew Bible expert on Satan. Interesting that Lucifer was indeed cast out of Eden in a Psalm. He could have been a co-creator / helper to Yahweh as I postulated. Talked about the council of gods, other strange things I found true years ago. 

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The telepathy left me so was able to code quite a bit. Not sure if I’m actually useful to the mind wars. There are less attacks nowadays. Maybe I had an impact. Worked out and am feeling the energy. Ate baked beans. Wrote on mental illness on my Medium.

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Made pasta elbows for dinner as Mom was tired after her dental appointment. Was tasty. Celery, onion, garlic, and cheese cubes with butter, olive oil, yogurt, lemon, salt to taste. Resume coding soon. There is a deep sorrow echoing in mindspace now.

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Was able to get cleaned well. Showered and am heading out later. Parcels may arrive today. Pressure from the Liew witches is quite heavy. Unable to work much. May work on fastCN instead.

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I got in my uniball air pens for gifts next month. Unsure what to buy Sis for her birthday so I got her some cute pvc figurines and later, maybe some seaweed cream.

Sorrow overcomes my family...

We're being wiped off the mindspaces, me and my family, by an evil force that knows our triggers and is camped behind key western leaders such as William etc. They intend to rule the world and destroy the coming of Jesus thru skullduggery, as they are consummate witches. I have urged my loved ones to be calm. And it is not easy.

Day 2 of wearing my Mudman G-9300. I have the cheaper, less desirable one. Seems the cure for witches is gospel. If we all do it, LiLian and co. can't do much to harm us.

Later, around after lunch, I will be delivering a synth keyboard to my nieces, with Dad's help. Didn’t get cleaned much since I went last night late, but had a shower anyway and am not stinky.

Next week, my Arip jab at psych clinic.

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I may be mostly quiet for some time from now on. My life is working me that way. Don’t worry. I will be okay tho you don’t hear from me much. Keep going, those of you in the struggle. We may be near the end of the troubles in mindspace. I am apparently not to report too much, at least that’s the higher telepathy going round. The kind that’s not done with language or emotion, but by reasoning between intelligent people / beings. I guesss that’s all for tonight.

Watch of choice….

I have decided to wear my Mudman Solar most of the time since I fitted it a comfy Casio Velcro strap. The Mudman is one of my favorite watches and has moonphase in this model.

I am ruthlessly analyzing prophecy tonight. And will try to share my findings tomorrow. Will the Bible break or will we all be edified? Surely smarter men have already known!

But it is important as we approach the time of Armageddon, the battle in the Megiddo Valley. So to save souls, I did not much work today. Have to resume in 15 minutes.

But first a quick design of a simple bow sight. 

Taking a break from Rev. analysis to design the bow sight. It is made of plastic card and features elastic band that contracts or expands a configurable curve, possibly by slipping off a weighted horizontal spring.

I have finished analyzing Revelations for the most part. What’s left is to analyze Gabriel’s message and the supernatural male child which seems an aside to the book which is confusing yet true. Will pull another 2 hours to see where it fits and what it means.

IMHO, the Gabriel aside (from Abbadon’s attack) meant the days are shortened. The sun moon woman birthing the male child aside, follows from the declaration of God’s kingdom come. As we read, we find that it must be symbolic as the woman had even ‘wings of an eagle’. IMHO, this aside happened mainly to introduce the 2 beasts from the sea and land. There are similar symbols like the flood of water and the hole opening in the earth, the sea and the sand of the beach.

The woman cannot be Israel, as ‘her’ children keep the words of Jesus. She also cannot be Mary, nor the church (as she births the King so we are told). I think the woman could be the ‘wisdom of the apostles plus Mary’. Since they evangelize, and give us the Christ, if only thru letters. The 12 stars are the 12 apostles and the woman is Mary. The Spirit is the Sun and Moon.

Sunday came, arguments last night, the mindspace wars close…

Last night I talked to all the players in the mindspace conflict and told them they were free, no revenge will be taken. Just remember how fragile peace, and our bodies actually are. And do some good with your lives. I was beaten up and asked to beat others as well. But by and large the peace held.

All the nonsense people did and others found out. Why get angry at nonsense. Laugh it off. Be peaceful and kind. I would like to address some churches who have a system for easing out knowledge. Be at peace yourselves. And those who attend such churches, be aware and treat the Pastor with love. Most churches regard Christian knowledge as secrets of power. Be kind to one another.

So happened I have something to do with the restraining of Antichrist. Church in UK wanted me beat to death. Sad face. But I can understand. It’s not everyday you meet someone who has demonic friends and Lucifer, and a life serving God in looking after their nasty prophecy.

They are really smarting from following a highly negative prophecy unfolding and are so unintelligent they would kill me off so it starts elsewhere. Like I said, sad face.

Anyway, the mind is now open, free to talk and feel love. I am wearing my Tissot Powermatic 80 on a rather garish pared down Zulu (2 rings).

I’m coding again. Being let by the powers that be. Catholics are primarily guiding me, not protestants. For some reason I’m not told.

The new node code is confusing. Let’s see… ccW comp + ip written to ccN, ccW comp + op written to ccN. If any looped over ccW comp or ip/op in ccN, add them on, after that condense.

Managed to get cleaned well. Disinfected and showered. Swept the floor. Mop a bit, later. Am working on net4spice, a slightly different approach which looks promising.

Past 11pm. Brushed. Will work out soon. Take meds at midnight. We achieved superior telepathy and now are awaiting the alien ultimatum, having flooded the evil telepaths.

Cancer givers from my family…

Poorer relations given mental toys to entertain themselves. Innocently enough, to glimpse a brighter future. This backfired on everyone some of these guys knew as the players protected their future turf vehemently. And I wonder how they forgot about God and Heaven, while rising up on His wings, effectively. Perhaps they went a little mad.

Finishing the first half of chapter 8. There is a twist or two in it. And true, lots of side characters get to shine. Feeling a little down from my wayward relations’ attacks. May write later. Flute could arrive this afternoon. Must remember to pay for it.

My new flute has now reached the delivery hub. I should be able to get it today. Read my book to some Americans interested in transformative literature. They liked it. Told them not to waste money buying it, just get the eBook which is $3.99 and well-formatted by Partridge.

Mom and Dad were missing this morning. Not sure where they went. Had a humongous loo earlier. Not sure what the neighbors are thinking. I tried not to bother them, using the inner bathroom but it did ‘boom’ or ‘bong’ as last night, strange sounds came from my gut. Perhaps the work of evil witches.

This evening, expecting my cousin and uncle from the north. They’ve come for grandaunt’s wake. She passed on, our family’s favorite grandaunt, IIRC 2 days ago. I have nothing much to share with them. Maybe we’ll have pizza and Coke for supper.

 

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Slept okay, in the big house, with my cousin. His dad bunked with his daughter's in-laws. We rushed thru the morning. I managed to get cleaned well and washed up thoroughly. Here in the shoebox, that's harder to do. Am  waiting to join my church seminar this weekend. I had not been attending for some  months. Pastor is a very understanding man. We figured out how to shrug off the Liew witches quite effectively.

 

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There was a request from people turned sour or bad from waiting for God to come, or from betrayal, un-loved circumstances. The thing is the harvest is 'ripe' and you will be able to feel 2 major things,

1. This is somewhat in the Bible. At the end of the age, Jews were separated into sheep and goats. Just off the top of my spiritual head, at the end of the times of the Gentiles, we will actually be gathered to judge the Jews. 
   
   It is odd but that is what is happening. Israel has lost and is grabbing for support. The judgment of God is how we treat Jesus' people. Take it or leave it -this is our test,  not to be shinier and spick and span, morality-wise. Don't be alarmed. You can judge fairly what they've all done -the Zionists.
   
   
2. The second thing you feel -and I know a lot are feeling it, is the perfection of our bodies being worked out. There may be physical or spiritual affections blooming in certain people. Again, do not be afraid or do something you regret. It is important you judge yourself fairly in the heart as you will bear that judgment forever and ever.
   
   A sister wanted to know why we are judged -it is of course to apportion your inheritance. Judge and punish is not the same. See, in Rev. those not found in the Book of Life were thrown into the fire, NOT those who were judged but the very most wicked and disobedient.

When you were purchased with  Jesus' blood. Many say it was for all time. We can be who we want to be -what we want to be. We are free by God's infinite grace. 

And I know I said you can throw as much love at a person but he may still not like you. I may have to explain.

What happened to me was a porn addiction, this came after UK forces stripped off my nerves. Jesus must've known and one day, he declared me clean, not by my own striving, but he found a place for me -his exact words. All that mattered was this I was his friend and his servant / learner. 

I wonder if it makes sense now how we are saved? 

Failed to order my traditional flute...

It wasn''t shipped for 2 days so I got a different one from Anson Music. Cost almost 80RM. Made good headway debugging net4spice. I need to search inside the node forming, to add additional relevant children. This means that I can't condense the node until after. Cool.

Liew witches threw a net of babies over us Christians, asking all sorts of questions. We froze LiLian’s hand into a claw. May take some hours to revert. Perhaps we won't let it, since she breached last night's deal.

American witches went berserk trying to find sins in me and were given the same frozen hand. I do pray they will lose their hand before I lose my hand -it's only fair.

Had chapfarn for lunch again. Tasty and healthy, with some bird's eye peppers. Feeling confused over the node-finding method. Since my stroke, it's been hard to think well. Watching the news while typing this. It's all coming true, parts and pieces, what God promised.

LiLian is going down at last from a gambit strategy, I lay down my life to take it up again. The TV2 afternoon news is on. Tomorrow,  I get a new flute. Can't wait.

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Helped Mom make roast chicken with Grill Mates BBQ sauce. Smells really tasty. I think it’s the bell peppers and chili flavor.

Rumors that Iran sank 3 American ships. Been watching YouTube and am amazed that much of the symptoms of nasty diseases match with what the evil witches are openly doing to my body, and failing for the most part. Most diseases seem to be a compounded effect of witchcraft. One niggle leads to another then bam! You have a condition leading to another and finally a life threatening disease.

I have decided to unload my 2 remaining copies of iS to BookXcess this weekend. If it’s a hit, they can order more.

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I have resumed writing SDU. Did about 800 words. Need to finish half the chapter by tonight but am being prevented. Want to write more characters into chp 8. Tell their interwoven stories, all while Derek breathes his last.

Just worked out and drank some soy milk to fuel the writing. Need another 800 words. Friday to publish chapter 8 here on DogBlots.

Was listening to Write Conscious on YouTube and Ian was talking about David Foster Wallace and the last of the great writers who spoke / wrote from their deep experiences and scars. He calls most of us 'nerds'. I once said society cannot be built on controlled chaos so in essence I agree with WC.

Well back to writing. 

Tomorrow, psych clinic at the hospital

Worked out and am feeling that cardio. I now do less, but more intense moves. Deep pushups and cross sit-ups. Took my meds early. Brushed. Now 10pm and time for a bit of coding.

 

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Did my morning routine and am now heading over to the psych dept.

 

Past 10am. Am back home. Process was pretty painless. Got my meds. Will be having lunch at home, takeout chapfarn. Have to work on n4s after a short rest. Need to get cleaned again in the afternoon, and change into fresh clothes.

 

Almost 9pm. Moved my Fedora laptop to the piano nook outside my room and switched the Ubuntu laptop to  the used old NEC display so I can watch terrestrial digital TV on the Viera I scavenged from Grandma's old house. She's now in a home and we're the only close relations living in PJ. Might as well take care of their TV. It also displays from my Pi Zero W running dietPi / mg / dwm /w3m.

 

Managed to get cleaned again and am feeling comfortable at last. Had been a week since I was backed up. Mom is often the cause of it. And I think Dad is bleeding again from somewhere.  

 

 

Was out to get a book...

Tried to find it but it was sold out. Not wanting to go home empty handed, I walked across to Decathlon and spent 39RM on a racket grip. The old one was fine until I sweated into it and it started peeling off. It was 15RM and lasted just under 2 years. This new one should last practically indefinitely, being natural leather.

It may be tomorrow, when I release n4s. Feeling lazy, bearing so much load from the telepathy wars. It seems to me that westerners are not very logical when it comes to spirituality which is odd because they brought spirituality to the east. And we, in the east much enriched their spirituality in return. We should be friends but as God says, the toes of clay and iron will eventually break apart under His attacks.

It feels odd, we, as a people, a nation, a planet, being scourged by God’s invisible hand. Perhaps even this blog post is part of His clandestine offensive.

We are surrounded and confused, and do what we want, or need to, rather than to plot against His takeover. The telepathy is getting weirder, with witchy Liews now impersonating high angels. Maybe later, Jesus himself.

But back to the Kuikma racket grip, it feels fine. Just the right amount of friction and smoothness. IIRC, leather doesn’t like moisture much so I have to not play with it with wet / sweaty hands and it should last until the end of the possible prophecy that I become a tennis coach.

This prophecy (fruits of the loom / flutes of the room) is only partially active, since Meng died decades back, just that it keeps being revived by those suffering for lack of Meng -he was my brother I failed to protect as a toddler.

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I was talking with David in mindspace and we’re inventing an ocarina notation system. Actually, being experienced, he’s doing most of the work with some other players. I wish I thought of the whole thing but I don’t play much.

My idea is to omit the diagram of shape and holes, and use a stylized symbol that looks like a plant stalk. David thinks he has the beans on how to change holes. My idea is to rotate the stalk through a stave-like structure. But anyhow, Dave will be teaching it as I can’t teach oc very well.

I also helped Andy with some score sheets for guitar. He’s into teaching and it might be of help. I can’t teach guitar so I shouldn’t be involved. Doing my part for the musician community!

I do believe music is one of the pleasures we will have in the Kingdom, alongside team sports. Somehow, reading / writing books isn’t one of them. Maybe coding will still be needed, IDK.

Having improved my algorithm, I now need to finish the app. There is some resistance. My TV box may arrive tomorrow. Hope it works. Apparently it can do HDMI out so I’ll be okay.

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Showered and changed. Did some work on the program. It’s still a little bit off. But I’m confident it will be fine tomorrow morning. LiLian and her blackmailed army still striking out. Hard to believe so many kids become evil when pushed by her and their frightened mothers.

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The mark of the Beast has been given out in mindspace as far as I know. It constitutes worship to the 1st beast, by law of the false prophet, second beast. The clue lies in ‘casueth to worship the image’, ‘power to make the image speak’. The meaning is we are in beast rule not yet fully realized, and the image is the false doctrine of telepathy. Later on, the mark will set in, and we will worship a man, an antichrist, as the Messiah.

How do I figure that? Would you as a Christian worship the antichrist? Never. But when you are all tied up by telepathy, and haven’t washed clean, but done sins instead, you will hope Jesus will forgive you and the AC, he will say your sins are forgiven if you physically pledge loyalty to me.

This must be the only reason it started in mindspace. 

How to get clean is simply to acknowledge that once talk always talk, once push always push. One blame always blame. Then say Jesus forgive me. You will be forgiven as with any sin. I was a junkie for adult entertainment. Jesus forgave me. I don’t turn away from sexy Twitter posts. Why blaspheme Christ’s sacrifice? He has made a room for me in the house of his Father and my quirks will no longer be sin. In time, these temptations will cease to have power over me, and I can be propped up as blameless.

 

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Woke up lateish. Managed to get cleaned well. Showered and brushed. Waiting for my parcel -the digital decoder for my TV. It was Dad's idea I get one. 35RM. I also ordered a Malay traditional flute -a seruling, for about 30RM. Over 10x cheaper than the master grade DiZi which I gave to my nieces. Hope it sounds good.

 

Today will be coding. I think I know what to tweak. Phone went dead overnight somehow. Will see if it charges. It updated itself with new AI features overnight, causing the drain.

Managed to get cleaned again, second time today. Hopefully, the final time. Tomorrow, psych clinic at the hospital to get my meds. Need to sleep by 10pm. Up at 5-6am. Will set an alarm.

Parcel is late. Now past 6pm. There was a horrible downpour earlier. Don’t expect it to arrive anytime soon. Will do a little coding later, then rest. Maybe work out at 9pm.

My set top box arrived circa 8pm. Had a bit of trouble wiring it up, dropping it several times. Now I have land / terrestrial digital TV here in the Klang Valley. Took my meds early and will work out at 10pm. Sleep by 11pm. Want to do a little coding now. Just 15 minutes.

Looks like today for n4s…

It will be a basic Python app, functional, but no bells and whistles. Unfortunately, many minds are pressing in, and it’s hard to work. Writing SDU should resume late tonight. Being pinned a tail on as the donkey, I doubt many will appreciate my efforts.

More westerners going mad, spurred on by the Liew witches they befriended. I wonder what happened to these once Christian nations?

Closing in on noon. Some small issues with n4s. I wonder if simulation output data can be kept and applied to a second stage? AI says it’s possible with numpy, which is fortunate.

Simulation almost runs except I need to change the node names so they don’t conflict with ngSpice which is the backend module I’m using. May take an hour to finish altering my code to use just underscores and no dots etc.

Taking a while. I have to define circuit.in, gnd, and out for the simulation to run. Then tonight, to link up 2 circuits and release n4s v0.1 at last. Not sure if I will do SDU today. No rush, tho.

Finally managed to simulate the circuit but something went wrong in the node generation (again) and the graph is poor, unlike the example I used for reference. Almost 9pm. I think I will write tomorrow, just debug tonight. I do want to release it circa 3am tonight.

Past 10pm, I have solved the circuit issue. Was just careless with quotes and missed a kOhm in a typo. Still have to track down the R1 going behind C1. That’s really weird to happen after all the precautions I took. Looks like I will wrap that up by midnight. Want to do stage 2 now. Test a second stage which I’ll scrounge from somewhere.

The second stage is in place to sim after midnight. Now am assembling a team to fight the Liew armies. And, early results are in, we are victorious as one church, one people under God, if you are Moslem or otherwise.

Now 11pm. Thinking of a light supper, then work out. Brush. Meds at midnight.

 

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1am, worked out and brushed. Take my meds soon. Had raw garlic in olive oil and soy with an instant vegan noodle for supper. I have been polishing up net4spice and am testing a second stage input-output. The node error earlier was not caused by faulty logic, but in failure to implement the algorithm fully -to encompass all the components sharing a junction -even the transistor. Looks like this will spill over to tomorrow morning when I implement a Numpy data store-release interface. Looks simple enough.

 

We broke up the violent and deceiving telepathy group led by LiLian and her army of witches. Not sure if it will hold. Trying to make it a win-win situation for all. And I am giving up some time to help it along.

 

2am and I am turning in shortly. Allen is still angry with America despite living there and working a business of his own.

 

3am, I copied the numpy code from Google AI as I have no idea how to use numpy and just wedged it into n4s. It should work come tomorrow. Barely able to write as it's time for bed yet again.

 

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Some setbacks. There are serious bugs in my code that cause sporadic errors. Am looking at it again. Simplifying then build it up fully again to see where I went wrong.

 

Also got a fresh tennis racket grip from Decathlon. 39RM, not cheap, but much more durable as it is leather. There is a line where I work at a tennis academy. Sports and music will still be big after the troubles subside and God takes over. I am quite good at DiZi flute and also at racket sports. My specialty is playing chord-like notes on the DiZi, as I have good ears, giving students basic pointers on tennis as I am observant, having taken some lessons before.

Other lines involve me being around the coast, working in tourist entertainment. I could also be among people involved in rebuilding the world economy from a small office here in PJ.

This is an old prophecy of ‘Fruits of the Loom’. My racket stringbed is ‘loomed’ / woven, and in Chinese, we say ‘Flutes of the Room’ of which I have one DiZi. In some way, I will have food and a place to stay -so the Lord blessed me.

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Been thinking of nodes. If a ComponentX is at rXc1, we have to check for all c1 that enters any CompZ

So c1 cX cZ are clumped. 

If ComponentX is at rXc2 or c3, we have to check for all c2/3 that exits any CompZ

So c2/3 cX and cZ are clumped.

If say a 4 component junction exists, then we will have to do 2 passes over it to form the node. Or any other node.