Cancer givers from my family…

Poorer relations given mental toys to entertain themselves. Innocently enough, to glimpse a brighter future. This backfired on everyone some of these guys knew as the players protected their future turf vehemently. And I wonder how they forgot about God and Heaven, while rising up on His wings, effectively. Perhaps they went a little mad.

Finishing the first half of chapter 8. There is a twist or two in it. And true, lots of side characters get to shine. Feeling a little down from my wayward relations’ attacks. May write later. Flute could arrive this afternoon. Must remember to pay for it.

My new flute has now reached the delivery hub. I should be able to get it today. Read my book to some Americans interested in transformative literature. They liked it. Told them not to waste money buying it, just get the eBook which is $3.99 and well-formatted by Partridge.

Mom and Dad were missing this morning. Not sure where they went. Had a humongous loo earlier. Not sure what the neighbors are thinking. I tried not to bother them, using the inner bathroom but it did ‘boom’ or ‘bong’ as last night, strange sounds came from my gut. Perhaps the work of evil witches.

This evening, expecting my cousin and uncle from the north. They’ve come for grandaunt’s wake. She passed on, our family’s favorite grandaunt, IIRC 2 days ago. I have nothing much to share with them. Maybe we’ll have pizza and Coke for supper.

 

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Slept okay, in the big house, with my cousin. His dad bunked with his daughter's in-laws. We rushed thru the morning. I managed to get cleaned well and washed up thoroughly. Here in the shoebox, that's harder to do. Am  waiting to join my church seminar this weekend. I had not been attending for some  months. Pastor is a very understanding man. We figured out how to shrug off the Liew witches quite effectively.

 

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There was a request from people turned sour or bad from waiting for God to come, or from betrayal, un-loved circumstances. The thing is the harvest is 'ripe' and you will be able to feel 2 major things,

1. This is somewhat in the Bible. At the end of the age, Jews were separated into sheep and goats. Just off the top of my spiritual head, at the end of the times of the Gentiles, we will actually be gathered to judge the Jews. 
   
   It is odd but that is what is happening. Israel has lost and is grabbing for support. The judgment of God is how we treat Jesus' people. Take it or leave it -this is our test,  not to be shinier and spick and span, morality-wise. Don't be alarmed. You can judge fairly what they've all done -the Zionists.
   
   
2. The second thing you feel -and I know a lot are feeling it, is the perfection of our bodies being worked out. There may be physical or spiritual affections blooming in certain people. Again, do not be afraid or do something you regret. It is important you judge yourself fairly in the heart as you will bear that judgment forever and ever.
   
   A sister wanted to know why we are judged -it is of course to apportion your inheritance. Judge and punish is not the same. See, in Rev. those not found in the Book of Life were thrown into the fire, NOT those who were judged but the very most wicked and disobedient.

When you were purchased with  Jesus' blood. Many say it was for all time. We can be who we want to be -what we want to be. We are free by God's infinite grace. 

And I know I said you can throw as much love at a person but he may still not like you. I may have to explain.

What happened to me was a porn addiction, this came after UK forces stripped off my nerves. Jesus must've known and one day, he declared me clean, not by my own striving, but he found a place for me -his exact words. All that mattered was this I was his friend and his servant / learner. 

I wonder if it makes sense now how we are saved?