The serious business of religion...

By request, I am to explain whether I am a real Christian, a false Christian, an apostate, a gnostic, a spy for Rome, or just a prodigal returning home. Personally, I feel that this is a private matter but due to witchy LiLian, people around PJ were hustled into making their case against me.

This shouldn't shock anybody, but I do pray, and it is short and comes often, because I notice many things needful of prayer. I and God have an open line because of the childhood mishaps I suffered, dealing with LiLian's family and the western 'mind intruders'. Even Gabriel is near by -you can test it if you want.

Also, not a surprise, is that I find and have always known the Bible teachings since the 90s to be full of euphemisms if not misleading terminology (indoctrination). And where they say they do not know or are unsure -there is nothing to grasp onto. Jesus simply did not say.

Finally, and I have already stated this somewhere, I had serious doubts about Christianity, spirituality etc. because I read the manual but never operated the car. So I never knew the way and at nearly 50 years old, am finally beginning to understand the gist of the Bible.

Unfortunately, my widely known 'palsy' which I term stroke, prevents me from memorizing things well. Thus this is wrote down here if anyone wants to know if I'm a Christian. More stuff to be tacked on later... 

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By request, I have to talk more on false teachers and how they deceived many. What went wrong. Didn't Jesus say this would happen (in mindspace)?

The main issue with people is that they fight God. We don't hate God. We don't obey Him 100% and that causes us suffering. For reasons, I will use myself as an example. When I was young, and you better believe it, the Spirit came unto me and saved me from certain death just before I was born and punched up in the womb. Then God spoke to me personally -never give up fighting, He said, But I took too much rests, being newborn, and he cursed me with a life of suffering. Another time, I asked to be delivered a Bible (don't ask *shame*) and it was delivered but for years afterwards, I was walked to Salvation and Evangel to buy Bibles I didn't need.

So you see how God loves us even as we fight Him by being lazy or idiotic, what not. We have to learn, obedience to God keeps us safe. Especially the little lambs and humble sheep. I as a shepherd under Christ, also have to obey more frequently or I will lose the Lord's trust.

By request I am to say a prayer. Be vigilant in these times, that nobody creep up to you and steal your wedding garment -thieves of false teachings that rob you of your beauty which the Lord loves you for. This I pray in Jesus' name -Amen. 

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"In theological and biblical contexts, "sensualizing the gospel" ... means twisting the good news of Jesus Christ to pander to human physical desires, earthly lusts, or carnal pleasures rather than calling people to spiritual holiness, repentance, and transformation of the heart"

 

Forgive the AI reply to my question. It is accurate (these days AI answers searches first YMMV). I do not know how to sensualize the gospel to be honest. Don't mix business with pleasure. Give to God what is God's and to the World what is from the world. Jesus never said we can't masturbate privately, or have sex with our girlfriends who are of the faith, that we must eat boiled fish and unleavened bread. Jesus never said a man cannot look at a beautiful woman or think of her.

 

I think the issue lies in 2 things: a form of letting your hands know what each is doing; and neglecting or putting aside practicing of good deeds.

 

Sure you may say, brother Yap says sex / sexuality is not evil, but do you want sex over a Bible retreat? Of course not. Plus it's a good place to share heart to heart tales that build up everyone and find you someone special. There is power in male-female relationships -I have experienced touch-love. Just a glance and I was filled with love so strong, I touched her again, not on any private location, and it came back, a little diminished.

 

Everything good is out there for the humble, and brave, to enjoy, in moderation, within reason, and in purity. Just meaning it goes without guilt or shame. All this happened to me as I worked in the vineyard, as John told me to, whence I was loitering around the marketplace.