Tonight, I am fighting demons that settled over our school way back in the early 90s and late 80s. These were let in by evil men who drove many of my friends to desperation. The web of lies and backstabbing was impenetrable, from attackers who could strike anyone, anywhere. This is the central problem we face, and what we must solve. How did God lose control?
Normally, He would lose control when people are very sinful. Same as in the Old Testament. They are sinful because of guilt. Yes, GUILT leads to SIN leads to DEATH / MADNESS. Fear comes from Morality, and Fear to Guilt. Organized religion is an ark of laws. It is a ship guided by many hands. Yet for believers to be apart is hard on them / us.
My current church is an ecclesia of a dozen people. But still, we suffer. There is no religion except personal beliefs. Some decline to communicate religion in the mindspaces, others refuse to join a body of spirit but to climb on sideways, in secret.
Remember the Lord predicted, we would wait for him in pairs, one taken -the other left. And it seemed to me that these mathematical odds, so specific, pertain only to believers and perhaps that both the taken and left have a job function to fulfill. Otherwise it would be meaningless and over generalistic.
Pairing up is the best way forward. Just two men or two women waiting for that day. And it came to me that the types of people who pair up are the worldly and the spiritual. That is all I am allowed to reveal.
Thus the attacks of the enemy are blunted.
It’s past midnight and I have brushed and showered, taken my meds. Work out at 1am.
Almost 2am and I've just completed a short and intensive workout.
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