Monday, January 27, 2025

Just hours till CNY eve…

Fireworks lit up the sky just now, before I took my meds at 9pm. Just watched TGV talk about his GO Panomatic(?) moonphase, big date which he got for circa $7k. And on my wrist, the humble ‘5 Sports that cost me $225 new. Worlds apart but I’m very happy with my Seiko. Happy New Year everybody. May it be thoroughly snakey and goodly so.

Decided not to push my full workout today, just do some stretching, since I ran earlier in the afternoon. We’re expecting a sign anytime this week. So much prophecy is condensing like mist in the hills. We made overtures for peace in the mindspaces as we do every CNY.

Decided to take it easy today as I had a full morning at psych clinic, and got an Arip jab jabbed into my arm. Dad thinks we may be out by 55kRM come February, due to his pacemaker surgery. Lots of money. More than my retirement savings. About the cost of a used Rolex Sub.

Will do some plotting for chapter 12 of IS:

Seth has dates with Marjorie, Gracie, and notes down their reactions towards his old self. Ri is pregnant with his child, inexactly born, but believes him dead. Matthew, presumed dead as well, turns up in a ‘liberal’ colony in Jeju isle where he sells “hot dog buns”. The chapter is mostly of their feelings for one another and their mistakes, including Mr. Frederick and the witches.


17 hours to CNY. Feeling good and comfortable. Fallen Liew witches and British mind forces attacking sporadically as they usually do. Drank some soy milk for pre-breakfast. Taking the day easy.

Had roti canai for breakfast, and an iced coffee. Feeling lazy and a bit down that our extended family is splitting apart. 2025 may be my last year alive. The pain-giving and emotional run-rounds in my mindspace are becoming a norm. 48 years on this good earth is a long time. I don’t mind leaving it all behind.

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Back from reunion dinner at my uncle's upmarket home quite a distance away. He promised to visit us one day soon as well. Had fun playing with the dog and doing some family bonding. My other cousin and uncle are staying over at our vacated house. Hope we didn't forget anything like some food and water for them. Gave them my set of keys.

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