Learning Tai Chi, restoring my Tenor Dorly case on cheap...

I am now learning Tai Chi. That gentle martial art so good for health. It can also be used as a gentle self-defense, not harming the assailant but I don't really want to practice that as it might be dangerous, get myself hurt.

I bought a cheap 8RM silver marker at Art Friend this afternoon. Used it to touch up the chromed case of my old Tenor-Dorly automatic. Must be 50 years old, I got it from the East Coast of Malaysia, probably Kelantan or Terengganu. Worked a charm but now to let it dry and gently polish / sand it a bit as the application is a little lumpy. After it dries completely, I guess.

Put it on a lizard strap as the Lord prophesied. Many thought it would not come true but it probably will. The watch is a sign of the 12 stars woman and the strap is the dragon / 1st / 2nd beasts. It had a laughable case defect (the fatal head wound) but soon that will be repaired. Indications are that the head wound will be on America. Don't be alarmed but it SEEMS like it from this sign.

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Made pasta elbows and meatballs in reduced tomatoes for dinner. Was good. Used a little premium sea salt. Sea salt is sharpish compared to pink salt which broadens the taste. I can remember sea salt from my baptism in the shallows off PD.

My ‘dragon’ watch is running well, circa +4s / day. I need to get model kit sanding paper to wet sand it so the Internet advises. Maybe tomorrow, at Mr DIY. Will sleep early as Mom is going to clinic early. Drank lots of fluids to rehydrate. Liew forces driven back by advanced tactics, now pretending to be my friends to escape.

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According to https://www.sunsigns.org/chinese-horoscope-2026/, as a Dragon sign, there will be surprises and upsets for me, next year. I have to be 'sensitive and diplomatic'. There will be health scares. I should just carry on doing what I do best and most naturally.

I am mostly done buying things for the year....

This year, I got loads of goodies:

1. A new Casio watch
2. A new Bible with indices
3. A Nerf blaster and box of rounds
4. A 12-hole ocarina
5. New strings for my uke and Kepma guitar
6. 8GB RAM for the netbook
7. A new solving calculator
8. New wireless mics
9. TWS Redmi buds
10. Teva sandals [for Mom]
11. Swiss Army Knife Classic SD for myself
12. A record by the WHO which is 'classic'
13. Some cheap Tarmak shorts from Decathlon
14. A new tee, UA, deeply discounted

I am done buying things even as my birthday approaches just over a month and a half away. The thought of saving up money seems pointless as I REALLY have nothing more I want to buy. I own a gram of 24k gold that's appreciated 2-fold but no reason to cash in on. In my state of health, there's no reason to travel or do a lot of sports activities. Mostly I run a few minutes a week and work out briefly every night before bed.

Am waiting to hear from the publisher I queried last weekend. I hope to hear a yes but a NO is also okay. Anything honest and personal will be appreciated. Still haven't polished up my final song "Open Up". It's a bit hard to work the chords and the chorus to the bridge to the verse -a bit disjointed but I'm not letting it die so easily.

Thinking of running tomorrow, early if I can wake up. Last run wasn't fun as my knee was shot with pain-giving. Next week, visiting psych clinic for my Arip jab. Will get my shrink something nice since I'm saving up for nothing. Be charitable and generous.

I now have 900RM saved, 380RM in my wallet, and about 80RM in my debit account. Good enough to brave October since I will not be attending church meets for some time. Nor will I be upgrading my phone or PC and I don't have dreams of a nicer luxurious watch anymore.

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We talked in mindspace about many things such as writing effective openings, mids, and endings -101 stuff. Writing seemed to be a hit among many potential authors with stories to tell. Many are also thinking of taking up Tai Chi like me. Liew forces are scrambling to stymie the flock of God's chosen ones with lies of giving up for heaven come.

Housecleaning, smaller speakers, sexuality, domination tactics and the source of all sin...

We have a lot to cover today. But first to introduce my newest budget watch, the Casio LW-200. It's good-looking and a keeper for sure, shiny and glossy with stark colorways. Circa $30 at the AD in 3 Damansara. I was looking to downsize my daily wears to match the economy while still having good taste.

I wonder if I will have a big sell-off soon. But let's get to the topics we have to cover. We'll go in reverse to the title of this post.

The source of all sin is improper covenants / agreements between 2 individuals very different tho they may think they have affinity. Usually, this is between a man and a woman. If we simplify downwards, sin is enmity to God and his Christ [as we are Christians discussing this, thus we believe in Jesus]. The opposite of sin is not virtue; it is actually peace. The opposite of virtue is evil. Evil is a road or pathway to sin, not sin itself.

Thus, we find that domination tactics employ evil and sin in a 'magic show' formula that deceives. The pathway and the disobedience. Think about it. They never ever give you virtue with peace but only stress the virtue -this is how you spot a false / dominating teacher. For the opposite to evil, every believer has -why polish the apple? Give us peace, the opposite of the sin you say we have.

Sexuality, I have covered in THIS post. It is not an amazement we were made like the angels in heaven, male and female they made us. The problem with Chrisitan belief is the urge to achieve angel-like perfection while carting along our mortal sinful body. Do you feel your body transformed by the Spirit? Almost nobody does -not for very long. What most Christians feel is the domination we discussed above released. And we say this was the Enemy, Satan within us. For how can you feel resurrected / born again before the Harvest Resurrection itself? It is a lie of the Enemy.

More later...

Housework calls and I only have 15 minutes to write. I'm downsizing my turntable speakers to simpler ones -the bare minimum for space and decent audio. My record-buying habit is only 1 or 2 discs a year, all pre-loved but in good shape. I also buy 1 or 2 watches a year for some reason -affordable ones, tho this has fizzled out with my latest must-wear: the shiny and cheap LW-200.

During the housework, I knocked over Dad's tiny plant yet again. I guess it's not in a good place. We tried to tell him before.

Will add more later...

Well, chores are done and now it's time to prepare dinner. Sundays are always busy. I feel a burst of energy because a few hours earlier, I went for a brief run. Running always rejuvenates the internals. But not to overdo it as Mom says. So I just run moderately fast for a few minutes round the block once a week on average. 

Glad I cleaned my table fan. The cool air circulating in my room is so dust-free. I do hope you all who read DogBlots research / bounce around these teachings and derive benefit thereof. Tomorrow, we will discuss more on our heavenly bodies / celestial forms, and how they will appear and function -well as much as God will allow us to see.

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Special request to answer a pressing question: the witch asked me to 'do something reasonable but ugly' or she will 'kill / disfigure you / your family'. This is bullying 2 people at once, because the witch herself is unpopular with either person. Made you say it -made you do it -you started it -all hallmarks of the vengeful scorned woman who turned to terrorism in mindspace. The proper response varies, but in this case it is necessary to triangulate, meaning to think of the witch all the time you are doing her 'work'. This works for 90% of her tricks.

Due to overwhelming request, these are the remaining 10% of her tricks and how to counter them. There are about 6 main things:

1. hearing 'echo' or a song being sung
2. feeling sensations in critical pressure points
3. experiencing thoughts not your own(?)
4. having urges to do something (suicide / imposter)
5. feeling listless / tired / bored / prevented
6. unable to be peaceful / comfortable

The general solution to these problems that don't involve 1-2 bullying is to 'FOLLOW' -you and your family or friends must press on the source of the umm... thing(?) Just gently as they are normally a baby battery / machine.

Finally, we must actually have powers to counter a direct power attack. I recommend the plank / plywood and cow glue. See your local Mensa chapter for how to use it effectively and safely. And above all else, learn how and where to hide before you power on the witch. Seems she is coming at us from the outside as well!

1 am blues…

I wrote a bit of testimony and preaching on my Medium earlier, HERE. I think it’s worthwhile reading and also it’s as usual, free. I’m stepping up using my composition skills to save souls and encourage the suffering faithful, all while bearing similar attacks in mindspace. But it’s now time to take a breather.

Google are doing their part by cross-linking my commonly used terms. But right now, I want to talk about buying stuff. Must remember to analyze the Russian strategy and their possible motivations in a separate post, maybe tomorrow.

I am on Shopee, in search of a nice, low-key watch. All my old watches seem to suck, but I may not be buying till late October and not be spending more than 400RM. This is since I have saved 1kRM. a nice tidy sum.

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I bought the LW-200, a premium-looking piece from Casio's cheaper general line. It has metallic dial and case elements and subtle blueish tint on the numerals (digital), while the background of the face itself is slightly pinkish purplish. It is 50m WR. I showered with it, no problems. Swim-proof too.

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Today, will pray upon the Spirit to reveal what is going on between NATO and Russia, and was that the original intention of Putin? What is Ukraine then? An appetizer to lure in America then stuff them out of helping Europe? These SEEM to be the motivations. But what is REALLY going on?

There are 3 factors: First is OIL & GAS. Europe owes Russia money for its heating and cooling bills. America has always told Russia to supply Europe's energy needs and the UK has never been happy with that. Brexit was the last straw.

Secondly, Ukraine is a major source of food and IIRC energy (via pipeline) supply to Europe. Ukraine may also supply Türkiye and even the coast of Palestine, Lebanon, and Syria with food, even NATO weapons. Ukraine is strategically placed to tip the balance of a future war in the Mediterranean.

Thirdly and finally, why did Putin move on Ukraine? He was ordered to do it from the highest echelons of spiritual power. Trump is like Putin, and Netanyahu also spiritually controlled / persuaded by people and entities far more intelligent than ourselves, speak for myself maybe!

BTW, how can you tell a person is spiritually controlled? A leader who is being manipulated is always driven by all 4 of the horsemen of Revelations. Conquest, war, economics, and spiritual debasement (death & hades).

A simpler way of life...

Taking a break from delivering hard-hitting Bible teaching to talk about other things. I have not been very happy or well of late. Niggling concerns and stress entered my life and there are things I cannot / should not do anymore, that I used to take lightly. The world is a more dangerous place. Prices are rising, along with the ire of minimum wage workers, apathy and carelessness, bullying and revenge, bad blood between the lower and upper classes, judgmentalism and ungratefulness, forced relationships that end in blood.

I'm relaxing in my air-conditioned room, after a good meal of Chinese roasted pork rice and iced water (a must have in the tropics). About an hour till I see my relations from the north again. We go way back to when our family was torn by squabbles that I did not understand and I loved those who were trodden on by the wealthier and more fortunate. Time passed, and so did the coming of troubles. And in the end, there is that old Malay saying:

Air dicincang tetap bercantum semula (you cannot divide water, likewise family -forever)

I love my family and my close friends, whoever I meet who is reasonable and kind. And all those I crossed paths with during the LiLian conflict years, who were not to blame.

Soon it will be my father's birthday, the mid autumn festival. The first week of October, 5 short days away. More later...

I bought Dad a locally designed tee shirt which is moisture wicking polyester. Brand called Felet a.k.a. Fleet. Was cheap, sub 16RM. Feeling a little jostled and evil LiLian is singing in our ears. Mom got hit with joint pains and a stomach cramp. We looked after her, and my cousin made up with her, doing all the dishes. I gave my uncle a handful of fragrant tea balls. We are closer now than before, who love God and not money. It seems I still have things I need to learn.

It’s closing in on midnight and I have to take my meds and brush. Work out a bit soon. Dad gave me my monthly $100. Now I have 1kRM saved up. In my wallet, I have about 500RM. And 500RM in gold, yea just a gram. In a pinch, I can sell Grandma’s handed down 916 gold chain for maybe 5kRM. Enough to survive for a bit. My uncle was talking of investments, how he stashed away thousands in rarities and it got me thinking about my ‘investments’ which are mostly in my musician and author friends. I think relationships will prove wiser to cultivate in these end times, than a job or a rarity. IMHO, peace.

May work out at 1am since I took my meds late.

Should you loan out your kids and sucklings to a witch?

I wrote very clearly some time ago in iS, my novella, who at the end of their lives ever profited from believing a witch? What this means is that you will never die happy taking candy from the wicked. Sure it  feels okay initially, begins to make more sense as it goes along, then one day, you’re older and suffering from all those cruel deeds on the supposedly ‘bad guy’ they ship to you. Who ever profited from believing a witch, in the end? Nobody.

Continued tomorrow…

It’s about the time when wickedness proliferates in the world. But as Jesus said, who would feed a child a snake or a rock when it asks for bread? Suffer the little children for unless you are as one of these, you cannot enter the Kingdom of God. This last statement requires explanation: understand your children, and children in general, for they, their hearts and thoughts, harken back to a time when you too were receptive to the Lord’s love and counsel. It does not mean to be sinless or blameless as is often misconstrued. So will you care for the little ones or continue to offer them for witch duty? You can stone me later.

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I would like to touch on Jesus' role in creation, and in the conception / birth of babies and children. Reading from my CCB, it says:

Whatever has come to be, found life in him [Jesus] -life for human beings, was also light... the true light that enlightens everyone, He was in the world...

We have here, several terms: light, life, and true light. Light of course means knowledge, life could be replaced with Spirit, and true light may be interpreted as Salvation / Gospel of Salvation. The fact that Jesus was in the world, born of a woman, just like every other little one has a deep meaning.

Why did God not just create another Adam from the dust? Because it failed and would fail again? Because he was a masochist? We see that it was God's plan from the beginning, to give us TRUE LIGHT. Otherwise, what is its purpose? The reason the TL had to become mortal flesh is simply that God needed extra leverage to give the TL to us. Why? Because of his old enemy, the serpent / Satan. Why was Gabriel detained by the Prince of Persia? Same -Satan. Spiritual intelligent evil blocks every man's salvation.

So the redux is that we fight not against flesh and blood but against spiritual evil in the heavens and inside the earth, below. Knowing this, why do you fear and sympathize with a dark witch? Why give her your cahaya mata, your cherished younglings? Why stand there alone and heaving with regret as the TRUE LIGHT is knocked out of your own children and your light is corrupted by the blood of the innocents?

These days are a little packed...

Love has a way of stocking you up with good works / deeds. It has a way of packing happiness into your life. It makes things meaningful that are mundane, and it exchanges joys and peace between those who love. It makes spending and owning, gathering and giving, both worthwhile and a worship with Spirit. Love is infectious, virulent, and just a little is all it takes. It comes by once in a while -at watershed moments, by chance or predestination, as a lifetime blessing as well as a warm, lasting emotion. Love heals old wounds and slip of tongue / hand. And I now feel it -how much and rare are the opportunities for doing right, being clean, forgiving others and asking forgiveness for ourselves, moved by Christ in whom we trust.

Most probably we will meet my aunt today and my cousin(s) shortly afterwards. Have so much to share. Fortunately, the ol' health is still keeping. Not sure what might happen next month. The persecution is less this morning. Wonder where the witchy Liew 6 have gone -and why they seem to have 9 lives?

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Making dinner at 6pm. Stir-fried chicken with ginger and garlic and oyster sauce. Brussels sprouts on the side. I got my new mini Swiss Army Knife. It’s a keeper, glossy and black with a silver cross.

My first knife was black. I chose it over the stock red because it looked more serious -more like a tool than a souvenir. I also prefer black for a Porsche. However, after losing my Huntsman, I decided to try red and at some point yellow. But at the end of things, I have my favorite: black, back. The prophecy (since we are on that topic at YapsBlog, is that I was robbed because I allowed a friend to be robbed. The judgement is that I lost my Yang and had to earn it back thru service and charitability. If you want to count Yin and Yang, this is an example of it. But does our desire drive prophecy or do our actions drive it more? Actions is first, desire always last. The space between action and desire is where ‘signs’ occur.

Let’s talk about God’s prophecy. There is Yang and Yin directly shown by Him. Israel is the bride and Jesus is the groom. Um, to keep it concise, look at Luke 21 (again) and we read that falseness and gossip come (Yin), but before this martydom, which is Yang (light shining in the darkness). If you want a sign between false Christ and persecution, you must research what you may do (your spiritual balance) at any possible turning point (the I-Ching). I know this seems un-Christian. But it is akin to praying for signs. For example, I am a homebody weakling. That means someone may kill me easily, so I had better be humble. But by being humble, people may slander me, so I had better be wise. Being wise is a virtue God teaches, which causes strength inside, humbleness outside. Then by the Lord’s word I am relatively safe were I sincere. Whatever happens to me, I will thus persevere.

The reason you see links all over is I’m participating in some Google AI program that links things up by algorithms. Call me dumb but I think it’s cool!

Tomorrow, stand by for whether you should loan your infants and toddlers to witches. What does the Bible say about children and parents? 

Bought a new SAK…

AKA, Swiss Army Knife. 137RM from their Shopee online store. It’s light and small, and most importantly, glossy jet black.

I got my first one, a huntsman in 1997. It was lost a year later and I replaced it with a red mountaineer. Now after 27 years, it goes to my cousin and I will soon take delivery of a black officer’s classic knife, same color as my huntsman but much smaller and lighter. I’m slimming down my EDCs.

I’m also wearing my $80 Orient Tristar more lately. An inexpensive automatic that suits my lifestyle. Also wear 19RM basketball shorts and lower end Teva sandals. Sometimes, I wear my 800RM Oakleys, a one-time in a lifetime buy. No regrets, they are boss.

My ability to own desirables like these is because I never owned a home or a car. Not even a piano or an expensive guitar. In fact I don’t strictly write music anymore since I finished ‘Opened up’. Retirement is like that; some things start and don’t complete.

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Wrote more parts into my shorter songs. Turned out well. I may have a hit before long. The final one needs a rewrite to float the melody a bit more above the more standard chords. Lyrics redone as well.

Read my FREE Medium article on knives and bike wheels and running shoes, HERE.

I am gradually clearing my backlog...

Went to the loo 3 times today and seemingly there is another time. This happened as I was backed up a few days some week or so ago. But while suffering, some Catholics told me to research a miracle, use your ABY, they said.

So here on Medium (all my stories are FREE), is the analysis from the Analects of Elder Brother Yeap and the I-Ching [with translations from Dr. W. K. Chu]. It's a fun read. Do I succeed in proving a vision of Mary in Mexico or does the 'holy ABY' finally fall flat on its face? You be the judge.

Soon will be going on a walk with Mom. I had a pao for lunch. I think I should cut back on food, tho Dad bought me my favorite sticky rice dumpling.

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Back from a walk with Mom. She's able to do a round of the park. Those meds she took must be effective. I won't be getting fresh funds in till Friday IIRC.

We're reducing the severity and annoyance associated with telepathy by playing on the brain's sexual nature so as to keep people apart and others together, as directed by the Most High and his angels. It is happening now. So, it comes to be that we should worship, both good and nasty people.

Worship is, as I saw yesterday, an intent, and a devotion, and a blessing from us to God by participating together in ritual or ceremony, having in mind or in person, a perfection that we are advocating -for worship. That's all.

For example, Hindu worshipers (a most powerful worshiping people) pour oils and foodstuffs over a statue of Krishna, Brahma, Ganesh, I'm not very sure but it looked black and very nicely carved. This is some say paganism. But to those who understand, it is an opportunity to attain perfection for your life and your family. Be logical in your worship like the Hindu. Do not worship with your lips only such as modern Christianity can sometimes fall to. And of course, do not drink blood and sacrifice it to idols.

The reason we do not consume and offer blood to others / an idol is because of the nature of blood. Yea, you may say it is a substance used to sanctify holy things. Yet it is also a bodily fluid that sustains. We have a number of bodily fluids such as spittle, urine, vaginal discharge, mucus, tears, pus, -would you offer those to an idol? So think about your intentions as your body is mated to the worship machine and say no to the letting of blood for anything other than the forgiveness of sin. And sin IS forgiven by Jesus Christ since 2k+ years ago.

See YapsDiary for some end times prophecy analysis I did, inspired by my new CCB Bible.

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Time to sleep in an hour plus. Would like to talk more about God -and Jesus, and the Spirit. Earlier, I wrote about being transformed by the Spirit. If the Spirit came to Mary which it did, she certainly was transformed but only after she died IIRC. For then she appeared to many Catholics, doing acts of mercy. So it is with us, where and when we are transformed is up to God and His plan for our lives and the Spirit’s affinity for our gifts and talents (fruit). For myself, the Spirit and my soul are blended like cheesecake. I am tasty yet amorphous, without sword, shield or spear, just a blob that reciprocates love. I am not yeasty bread, nor pungent wine, just easily digestible in personality. And I am called all the time, a little bit every hour or so. I am the dog that feeds on scraps from the children’s table, a wind that blows from nowhere. A flawed creation that exists by Christ’s mercy alone because I was earnest / pitiable enough.

My new Bible arrived...

There is speculation over my life -is "Opened Up" my penultimate song? I think it will be the final one I write till Christ's coming. My flash fiction piece is the penultimate one I sent out to query. The final one is 'Hair', which talks about witchcraft and prophecy. A must-write. The Bible I bought will be one of my final purchases. Possibly the last important one.

It came wrapped in bubble wrap and 2 layers of cardboard. First thing, to see if it fit my Ichthus Witness Gear zip case (also from Philippines) -and it was a perfect fit. Couldn't be any bigger or smaller. For those seeking a compact Bible with indices, 2 ribbon tail marks, and readable text size, with pastoral notes, more durable paper, then this Christain Community Bible may be for you. Published by Claretian in the Philippines at a very reasonable 66.6RM (the number given to the Beast) -the price has since increased to over 70RM.

If you would like to read before you buy, there is a site for that: Christian Community Bible - for download and if you are Protestant (like me, because my friends are), just ignore the saintly images or take them as a piece of Christian history. It isn't offensive. Nothing beautiful is offensive, mathematically.

2088 pages really isn't that thick, and I wonder...

Also, you may notice the font looks a bit like Hebrew letters in that letters slant upwards or taper so whenever possible. This is only in the main text. The commentary is in a very rounded looking font that reads easily tho a touch smaller than the main text. There are, here and there, illustrations that build faith. A picture reveals a thousand words. And the work of Christian artists can be inspiring. In Christ, we are a community, and what we do for one another shows our love. Even a good review (like this) helps the ministry of spreading Gospel.

Thus, the Christian Community Bible (Pastoral edition). A reminder to, as shepherds, look after the sheep and lambs.

Downside is it has no space (in my compact version) for margin notes and related verses. A downer but I can't lug a bigger Bible anyways. A Bible made with love and approved of by this Bible addict. Oikoumene, and may the Lord's coming be swift.

My Bible should arrive tomorrow...

Total wait of 5 days. I have never held in my hands a book with 2088 pages. Should be an experience. I hope it isn't hard cover but that's okay as well. I can't understand how they could make a 2.2" thick 'small' Bible size. If you haven't heard, I will be paying 66.6RM for it: 666, which is the number of a man, a Christian man of innocent heart. The number of the Beast is perverted and blasphemed from this innocent and used to snare Christians and other faithful into taking on a 'mark' so they may trade.

I learnt to be more conspiratorial from our brother from America -the capitol of conspiracies. Maybe this is the way God's mystery will come true -neck and neck racing good vs evil. More tomorrow...

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I want to break down some of the diseases we've all been suffering from like the big C and diabetes. This is in no way a threat to those who give it out, nor an escape for the guilty or the maligned and afflicted but just to know why you suffer and basically how to become a better person assuming they let you go -the powers of the air.

1. Diabetes is caused so they say by too much sugar remaining in the blood. This happens as people play with your metabolism -it is undetectable who's doing it and it is done for people who normally like fruits, sweet fruits. The reason they eat fruit lots is because they lack pleasure and that comes from having a bad rep in the mindspaces.
2. Cholesterol problems are caused by too much fat in the blood and is caused by eating basically too much bakery foods and fatty meats, oily noodles, what have you. The reason they eat fat and oil is because they lack self-control and go for the fat to put on fat. This happens to those with a temper or a rapier wit
3. Hypertension is caused by too much salt in the blood and is caused by eating savory foods in excess. The reason they eat salt is because they have had their taste buds cut down, having been labeled as greedy -not foodie greedy, but generally greedy and offensive and anal.
4. Arthritis is caused by buildup of toxins in the joints. This is because of poor organ function and the reason it was given is that a person looks down on other people and is snobbish, sometimes labelled a dark witch or bumbling incompetent witch / parent.
5. Wasting diseases are given because a person is unsightly violent. They may become violent for many reasons but usually, it is threats, put-downs, and emotional bullying, sometimes physical bullying when they know themselves correct. When the truth is revealed, it goes away.
6. Growths, warts, bone knobs, these are things given to those who bully and push people around, throw their weight about and their wit too.
7. Organ failure (kidneys) is given when a person presses others for help or monetary assistance, normally thru blackmail or remembering favors.
8. Balding is a problem of people who are smart and vain about their intellect that it hurts others, normally in the workplace.
9. Cancer is when you make others jealous of you, become very successful, do immoral things, step down the small man, tell lies that destroy relationships. Ruin whole communities forever. Prostate cancer, for example is for ruining children while breast cancer, for ruining older children.
10. ED and other male sexual dysfunctions is given to men who ignore their love interests. Mainly that.
11. Premature menopause is given to women protecting a daughter who is a witch and a darn evil one. Maybe a son -a warlock too.
12. Blindness and deafness are sometimes given to jealous people who slander others out of hatred.
13. Tiredness, constipation, lethargy are often given to people to tie them down and make them  into house-bound slaves. This is because they sinned or were blamed and it stuck.
14. Mental problems (a big group) are given to people who basically know and can prove too much so as to rock the boat precariously, even in a family, not necessarily the government or Wicca united.
15. Migraines and belly aches are given to those who love to feel comfortable and in comfort pick apart others for enjoyment
16. Deformed features and Obesity are given to those who reject marriage to someone very desperate.

I guess that's all.

I realize(?) that many of my readers are seeking faith...

It's not that I want readership (who doesn't) but to tailor content to my readers on my medley blog, DogBlots is actually no problem. We can do some insightful studies into end times relevant topics. Tho, with my amnesia, I may be repeating myself.

This actually came to me yesterday, and right away, someone wrote about a similar topic: Is lusting after AI generated content a form of fornication / adultery? What if he / she isn't real, doesn't exit, will never find out?

Over a game of table tennis, I told my young beliver cousin that the Bible is a little outdated. Our 'slaves' these days are computers. Cheap and never complain. Our servants are AI -they won't screw us behind our backs (yet). Our fornications are with ourselves and generated content fed to our minds in the privacy of our comfortable bedrooms. New wine for new wineskins.

But today, our brother in Christ told us to seek higher things -seek to be as Jesus. This is actually pretty good advice but the stresses and anxiety of these end times leads many to the pleasure bong. I used to drink a beer once a month, touch myself 5 minutes a day, read some Bible every month or so. The thing is, how much holier can we get?

So I drew up a checklist of do's and dont's:

1. sin that puffs up
2. sin that devours from the inside
3. sin that is easily forgiven
4. sin that leads to guilt thus shame
5. unforgivable sin
6. sin that will lose you sainthood
7. sin that delivers you to the Enemy
8. sin that corrupts a brother or sister
9. sin that destroys generations / species / society
10. sin that cast's one into the lake of fire / outer blackness
11. sin that requires effort to shrug off
12. sin that is easy to shrug off

So by this exhaustive list, we must not be PROUD or falsely humble. Be honest. Be teacherly. We must not do things that turn one part of us against another -it only applies to women...(jk). Really, it is conflict expressed internally, you should be familiar with that!

It is easy to forgive mistakes and misunderstandings, even cruel add-ups like slavery of the Africans can be easily forgiven. Shame and guilt are caused by the destruction of unique things or wiping out of a whole of a worthful / wonderful irreplaceable thing. The thing may be a relationship.

Unforgivable sin is taking your blessing and turning it hard, dark, and fueling negative emotions and actions. You cannot be a Saint if you have disrespect and poor behavior, otherwise seem like you won't be chosen as a good example. Sin that sends you Satan or a devil is sin you enjoy while scoffing at others.

Sin that corrupts others is sin of the senses -spying, peeping, slandering, abusing. Sin that destroys generations is incest, sodomy, and other things 'unnatural'. Sin that dooms one to an eternity of suffering is blasphemy against the Lord AND the savior so as to turn the two against one another.

Stubborn sin is something like masturbation -a minor offence we don't feel conscientious about. Who cares if I have an orgasm every Monday? Sin that is easy to shrug off are things like racism, bigotry, anything un-PC and unpopular with one's culture.

I hope I have not scared off all my readers!

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How about good things? There are only 5 good things worth doing and doing well.

1. control your tongue
2. control your ears
3. control your eyes
4. control your hands
5. control your mind

I know 5 seems odd but we will be held accountable for every careless word, everything we hear and do not intercede, likewise see and do not correct, make or indicate with our hands and do not care, imagine so as to realize something as a dream. Why not imagine a positive thing than a negative or mutant one. Yea, there are popular comic book mutants and someone imagined them which I guess is actually okay. I should add that we should abstain from doing things just to make money and this would be a control over the all the senses and hands and mind.

Been messed lately, by babies and the Liew witches…

It’s been a hassle to keep myself clean down there these past 3 days. A bout of constipation and witchcraft involving little ones combined to turn me a little bit smelly. In the shoebox, it’s harder to wash in private thus I suffer. Knowing that stress is near at hand if I let it in, I am getting more rest instead. In an hour, I will do my workout. Take my meds and maybe just surf YouTube. The news is getting pretty ominous lately. Something big happens this month, most believe.

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Today, I managed to loo well and am feeling clean after a brief shower. Perhaps it was the long beans I cooked for dinner last night. Mom made an omelet with preserved eggs. Thinking I would head out later on a long walk after Bible seminar as I am smelling fresh.

Couldn't head out due to rain and more butt squeezing attacks. Took a shower instead and am writing on Medium my questions and hopefully, some answers to our brother's excellent presentation which did raise a few red flags in my belief and logic of the Tribulation. So off to write. Will post a link here later. There you go: Free Medium article on end times 2nd coming of Christ.

My CCB pastoral Bible just shipped...

Nothing very special about that, but what's special about today is that the church and government is united against the threat to our mindspaces and our flesh (growing, rotting, palsying etc.). We should spare no time in prosecuting the Liew witches as we are reasonably certain they were to blame and caused 9-11, Epstein, MH-370, IMDB, the Dot.com Bubble, 7-7, and numerous other catastrophes of human dignity and rights, not to mention compassion. I am convinced LiLian -you are very much to blame. You should take the stand in court and answer for numerous suicides among 'special' people. It's time you answered yes or no to the charges and proved it.

As for my CCB, it might be a very wrong buy or something just right. At 2088 pages and 5.5cm thick, I doubt it will be easy to lug about and possibly not fit in my zip case. I'm not sure what I'll get out of it -if it will help me read God's word more often and deeply but at 66RM, it is affordably priced. I should receive it in a week's time. Am hoping to get a soft cover version which is slimmer and lighter.

By some fluke I have to pay 66.60 Ringgits for it -a Catholic Bible, due to a rounding number -we don't use the 5 sen coin anymore here in Malaysia. And sometimes I wonder what I'm getting into, trying to unite the world in belief of the Most High, Abraham, and our Messiah. The Bible is now at the sorting center.

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I'm writing down my songs. I have 7 good ones. Planning to publish them as a chapbook. Maybe for cheap or free. There feels like 'panic' in the mindspaces right now. I guess we moved everyone's cheese a bit too far afield. Need to slow down the transformations. These are heady days when the righteous have to deal with sorrow and the common sinner scoffs at the messengers, and mocks God for good fun -lashing out indiscriminately while we, the wise, protect and nurture Kingdom in everyone who will listen. These are indeed sorrow-filled days and thankfully are sprinkled with a little joy every time truth is welcomed in.

I was thinking of being ‘washed clean’…

In a previous post, I said those forgiven of sins feel washed clean. And I thought it pretty ambiguous so here’s my testimony on this. 

I once committed a sin by accident. By being negligent or not present minded. Someone took my mistake and spread it round my neighborhood, thru my high school and to my relatives and friends.

It happened that I knew they were out to get me, and had perpetrated my mistake. I didn’t feel very guilty. Nobody was after all hurt. It was just an embarrassing accident.

Sin tells you who you may soon become if you’re not more obedient to Jesus.

Later on, partially and cumulatively from that incident, I was surreptitiously led down the slippery slope of immorality by my tempters / haters. And finally, in a coup de gras, I was punished over a minor matter writ large. As I here testify:

Sin is not in the has-done, but in the add-up.

It is now impossible for me to be forgiven for my minor sins that never hurt a soul but smeared a generation. Do I feel dirty or indignant? Should I now pray even as I have been whipped severely for my mistakes. Where do I lay my head?

Do you think this is the worst sin testimony you ever heard? I must have caused circa 10 suicides, 20 murders, 40 incarcerations, 100 breakups… and I’ll never fully know nor meet the people hurt from the slander against me. Peace has been taken from my heart and my strong hand is somewhat withered.

That’s when _Jesus_ saved me… Perhaps you anticipated me to say. No, he did not make it all go away. Nor do I feel clean like a martyr. I feel CLEAN because I’m close to Jesus as never before. I am doing his work, testifying and illuminating gospel for free, online, in these end times rather than pursuing my own selfish chase after money and fame. I am washed clean by walking with the Lord of the Sabbath. I have a home in his vineyard where the work is easy. I have his peace as a wage for my testimony.

This is how I feel fine and confidently care free. I hope the feeling resonates with you too.

I was reading John…

Jhn 1:1  In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Jhn 1:2  The same was in the beginning with God.

Jhn 1:3  All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.

Jhn 1:4  In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

The trouble with this ‘gnostic’ gospel is that it is trying to prove something that later will gather faithful believers. But there was no science grammar at the time so the writer of John (probably John himself), used word play. Luckily we have Strong’s concordance.

So what seems nonsense is actually saying that an expression created Heaven. The expression said: “I give you God”, and God wielded the power of the expression. In the beginning God held all power.

Next we see the expression created our physical world -not heaven or God, but his purpose was to give life to the species of mankind. Some say the expression came to be only, and when man was saved -in the person of Jesus. But yea, we have to agree, the expression’s main job was the creation and salvation of Adam’s race.

IMHO, the introduction to John was to someday prove that the variables, Heaven, Son of God, Father, Holy Spirit, Free redemption / Rapture, were all true and linked together as a certainty, not requiring any other text comparison.

The Messiah / Word, was human. To be human, he exposed himself to (know) sin. Being human he tasted death and judgment just like any man. He was born and resurrected by the Holy Spirit, the same power held by God in the beginning (see above). Thus Christ pioneered a pathway for each one of us born of women to also be resurrected with him, for eternity. And he poured out the Spirit on all who believed that they might know and seize this path / fact / opportunity.

In some way, John was telling us salvation is real, is logical, and really happened all those centuries ago. This chapter is one of my favorite chapters and it’s mathematically beautiful.

So you may say to me, preacher man, show us the Spirit that will save us! Can it be seen and felt? Were one to believe should I do a wonder? Nay, it is rather that ‘your sins are forgiven’ -it is a feeling that you are washed clean, not from me, but from the Holy Spirit which blesses me and you, and will be with you.

Last night I pulled my bow for the first time…

I hadn’t moved my cams and cables for circa 4 years. Was surprised everything still worked on my Mission Matthews compound. It’s swell the bowstring’s still good after circa 10 years. Can’t vouch the same for those new upstart bow companies out there (from China).

This afternoon, I refletched my arrows with UHU glue and am leaving them to dry for a few hours. Thinking of shooting my bow down at the park one day when maybe Malaysia changes somewhat different from now. As it stands, not many places you can loose arrows and they have to be aimed downwards to a ground level target which isn’t fun.

I haven’t calibrated my sight either. 

Bear Threat @woods archery range

My Mission Matthews Hype

My bow looks so puny and bare compared to the cheaper complete kit from Bear Archery. Their whole kitted out bow cost less than my bare frame. You can see Matthews chose the more conservative design with rounder cams, etc. while Bear looks ultra-modern and cool.

I have begun to shoot more Nerf Rival rounds tho. And I'm getting better at aiming the blaster from 10m away which is pretty challenging for a small target.

I am also getting stronger at drawing the bow. With all my working out, the string pulls pretty easy compared to when I was a 30-something still recovering from a stroke. It was some years before I dared work out for fear of actually dying from the strain to the brain.

The bow silencer I bought (the short black stub just below the grip) is actually a sight dampener so I had to wind soft aluminum wire (you can get it at Daiso) round the threads for a snug fit. I'm guessing the aluminum compresses upon screw-in. But anyhow, it was a mistake made while trying to find a more compact doinker.

As a whole, with sight and rest and dampener, my bow weighs 2kg or 4.4 pounds. A Kalashnikov weighs about double.

Buy a Bible...

Check out my Medium article on owning Bibles as this topic is on getting yourself a copy of God's word. I genuinely love Bibles, and they rank among the most treasured things I own, above my Oakleys and maybe even somewhat higher than the Teva sandals I walk everywhere in.

Call me honest.

The only thing I can rank higher than my Bible(s) is my fellowship with all my readers and church mates. But choosing a Bible can be an exercise in frustration as well as an elevator to the penthouse of snobbery.

In fact, every holy scripture contains power to change lives, but I prefer the Bible's leniency and tenderness. It was a book written with love tho sometimes love came from hard tests, the writer still captured it with lively / positive reverence to God.

There are 2 kinds of Bible buyer out there -the first one is one who likes to note things down / highlight verses / stick Posit notes. The second type is the one who keeps all of it inside and writes articles on or offline (like me). You will find my Bibles are pretty clean but that I have written dozens of analysis / prophecy articles / apologetic books, on various social network platforms. There are no other kind of Bible buyers who absolutely require a physical Bible.

Naturally, if you are the avid note taker, invest in something more expensive, with margins for it, and if you are a read-understand-spreader, you only need a cheap paperback copy. Mine is 2 dollars and a quarter and serves me just fine. Admittedly, I use e-Sword more, as it has Strong's concordance (this is on iPad).

I am not an advocate of fancy compact / slimline Bibles, nor Bibles with 'homework' worksheets or "Did you knows?". I do like dry footnotes that explain the text in modern terms, and piercing essays that accompany traditional sticking points. I also prefer Bibles with notches for each book but these are hard to come by. You can get sticky tabs to index your own Bible for cheap if you’re careful / systematic with it.

Just last night, my cheap Bible’s binding finally fully ripped. What one can expect for $2.25. I fixed it with wide packing tape and discarded its cover. Slipped in a free bookmark added with a zip case ordered from the Philippines.

I like things, stuff, possessions, and somehow ironically, I like a poor man’s word of God. In fact, I prefer poor men’s almost everything aside from Teva and Oakley.

Selling heaven...

My pet idea of the moment is that God's prophecy hinged and still hinges on Abraham, being IIRC, the first man / human that God made a covenant with. What Abraham did for God was enough for the Lord and even today, what we follow in Abraham's footsteps to do is enough for God.

Why then sell heaven? Peter, Paul, and the rest of the apostles and their cryptic letters -were they for naught? Were they for people of a different time?

Why the prophets and their disjointed glimpses of future Jerusalem? Their cries of "Messiah, Messiah"?

The truth behind the whole story of the Bible was that if God had not made Abraham into a great nation and trigger the whole sequence of events we know as gospel, we would not have one important thing...

Guess what it is -it should come immediately: 

1. fun (NO)
2. faith (NO)
3. love (NO)

So again, if Abraham did not trigger everything from Moses to Jesus to the present day genocide in Israel, what would happen is simply NOBODY WOULD CARE.

Why tell a story written in blood? Because otherwise nobody would move on it. Why tell people a story written in blood and make them feel bad -ask them to sacrifice for forgiveness? CONTROL. It should come naturally. Why CONTROL? Because again, PEOPLE HATE GOD deep inside and He knows it.

At this point, you may say, "I have no hatred of God or any man!"

Then I say to you, "So then no Hell burns below you?"

And you say, "Well, God punishes man's disobedience."

"And that's good?"

** Hesitation **

Brothers and sisters, God is hated by mankind deep down. We refuse to care and so the Bible story and 40 years in the desert of the Sinai were required of the Israelites.

We refuse to end our struggle with God's will and that is what He terms "sin". So you can see how selling Heaven is a big thing to those who know the Bible story and who made it up -God. What do you think of being blithely righteous like Abraham? Will Jesus personally save you, will you walk with God? Will angels take you to Heaven?

The ONE THING is that Heaven leads to Heaven II and Heaven III etc. And we are an active part of the ongoing story. We cannot be Abrahams for long, as even Abe moves on to higher things. Maybe, one day, there will be further beliefs / covenants / what have you. Further the Kingdom. We evolve. And the story continues.

I write this because we might tend to be weary of hearing gospel -I know I did. I would rather go shopping than analyze scripture. But today, I sat in a small conference room and we talked about parables and admonitions. It was quite moving and I realized I'd been falling asleep / growing lazy / running cold. So realize this: WE [actually] HATE GOD so let's carry on striving to understand His logic and apply it in our lives.