Adios friends…

This will be my final DogBlots post but you may find new content on YapsDiary.blogSpot.com every weekend, Saturday or Sunday. I will add to this post later and then that will be it. Take care…

I marketed my Kindle ebook on FaceBook just now. It has a better cover,

I think it ought to arouse curiosity. The blessed caduceus of the ABY and the Hajar Aswad of Mecca. A minor miracle that I produced circa 2014. Made it in Photoshop 5.x.

Feeling oppressed. These are the last few paragraphs before I retire DogBlots.

Showered and brushed. Took my meds. Telling you guys for the final time on this blog. May do a quick workout at midnight because I already ran this morning. Been talking to kids and westerners, other Asians and Russian leaders about why the western man / woman believes they are superior, mostly, and sometimes wholly. It is a bitter pill for some Asians to swallow -we are kuli / coolies, even unto today.

I am not a racist but the facts are that all different peoples / nations have their mental and physical differences. Be kind to those from other races. Scott, you should know this. Live to learn and unlearn your pain. Get well if you can and testify.

 

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Thought I was done but there is more to say. I am actively coding for RISCOS and have bought a Pi Zero W to run my modified C compiler on. Spent days getting to where the grammar is mostly defined. Tonight, nothing much to do but code it.

 

I also bought a used NEC S-IPS display for $12. It's important to have 2 monitors especially when you're running 3 PCs. 

 

In the mindspace, we've been countering LiLian and the rest of her witchy army of evil. They have nothing to lose and are trying everything to subvert mankind because they will die in Hell most probably. It's time for new powers to emerge. There are plenty.

 

Today is 7d in the ABY, also the 7th of January 2026. According to Dr W K Chu, mankind unites and assembles, like of mind. We must not be lazy or risk losing everything. Leaders should ask for support / see if they are supported.

 

Worked out, brushed, and will take my meds now. Had some sandwiches for supper after all the walking, workout, and thinking. Will be another hour or so before sleep.

 

My novella, iS is published with Partridge Singapore now under my pen name C. K Yap. Check it out if you have the time for a quick lunchbreak or commute read. ePub is just 15RM. I bought the first one!

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Am at our old place waiting for the Pi Zero W. Gave Cytron our old address by mistake. Folks are having lunch out. Parcel ETA by 2pm. Can't wait to load it up.

12pm, Liew witches gathering power. Take no prisoners. Had lunch bought by Dad. Now past 1 pm. Being attacked by children thinking I'm the evil witches. Discovered a use for my snap yesterday at New Town -wallpaper for my phone.

2pm, helped shift some furniture. Another hour to wait.

 

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9th January, took delivery of the Pi Zero W but mistakenly thought it came with micro HDMI -it uses mini HDMI. So the SBC is safely in but nonoperational for now.

 

Meanwhile, Chegubard is stirring up support against an armed forces corruption scandal that might boil over here in Malaysia. Not sure what will happen or if this will be clamped down on by the Agong, Sultan Ibrahim.

 

Don't feel like doing any coding right now as I am still burnt out from the massive effort to learn pointer passing / assignment etc. a few days ago. Have to also remember to free the memory manually. Coding Proto could possibly take all weekend. 

 

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It's well past 1am. I just showered and changed. Brush now. Drank more water as my urine is amber colored. Sleep soon, maybe by 2am.

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I have ‘installed’ Puppy Linux which runs exclusively in my netbook’s capacious 12GB RAM. The CPU doesn’t get hot at all. Based on Debian Trixie 64-bit. And the Bluetooth works better. It can access my Windows partition. On the used ThinkPad, I replaced bash with zsh, oh-my-zsh, and powerline10k / autocomplete for that sublime terminal code bashing experience.

Finished the day’s chores and had a good dinner. Worked out earlier in the afternoon and will run tomorrow, a little bit, for more cardio. Feeling positive and healthier. Wrote a new guitar song as I normally do every few weeks.

 

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My Pi 4 is hooked up and I now run 3 computers on my desk plus an iPad 10 for general surfing, purchasing, and social networking when I recline on my bed. Made the mistake of connecting my Razer to the Pi Zero which couldn't take it -maybe it was the extra features. It happily runs a regular mouse and my Wavekeys via wireless dongle. Right now am installing the C compiler tools which is taking a while to download.

 

Sis took Mom out shopping at the upmarket mall and they met my rich cousin who invested his way up. I'm stuck programming an OS from the 90s for no pay.

 

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A new morning. Am recovering from a sore throat. Liew witches continue to turn the west against me. Am learning how to code C in RISCOS. It's a bit different. 

 

Had a microwaved brunch and am fueled up to walk to the bank. I need to deposit funds to get my author copies of iS shipped over. The charge is acceptable and should be quick for that price of almost 100RM.

 

Past 3pm and I have to go the the bank soon to make a deposit for the shipping charges. Feeling sluggish and lethargic. Sore throat is much better tho.

 

A lot of RISCOS documentation to read up (OSLib).

 

Helped make dinner for the Folks. Sis came over. The end looks nearer -calm before the storm. More antisemitism, more rage, protests in Iran may bring back their Shah, and the 4th King of Persia who is purported to be the antichrist / little horn. The walk to the bank and the grocer was good exercise. Paid the invoice for my free copies of iS. Was 99RM.

 

Almost 2am. Still wide awake. Just fixed the thumb drive issue, formatted it under Linux with mkfs.msdos /dev/sdb and it works well under RISCOS. Also backed up my SD card with win32diskimager. Took a while. There must have been some power or signal related issue as my wireless mouse kept getting disconnected. The SD card got corrupted. I switched to a different power cable and wiggled the USB port adapter, now everything's okay.

 

I have a dead pixel on my used NEC -at last, the 20 year old display gives up the ghost. Nice while it lasted. Hopefully can last until 2027. 

 

Forgot to take my meds and am sleepless at 3am+. Nothing much to do but play with my computers.  

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Midweek and time for a run. My uncle freaked out and stabbed my heart, to think he’ll be a pastor soon. Many have sins in mindspace and are eager to shift blame. He doesn’t suspect millions of Christians and particularly Hindu-Buddhists already know his every thought and feeling, blind to the fact because he refuged in me and tried to close all the doors and windows.

We proved God thru chemical / biological telepathy. Why are there rare and plentiful elements / minerals? Why do cell commands go with Nitrogen -nucleus, and Hydrogen obeys -the cytoplasm? There must be a correlation between gravity and chemistry. And there must be a correlation between the Carbon ring and N, and H. These bonds cause telepathy or at least attraction. This afternoon I passed / not touching a girl with raging hormones and felt a prickling energy, like an electric field from her, the closer we came. It’s not the first time for me, but very rare. A sign that there are high and low level ‘attractions’.

When we do wrong, the Universe has to adjust. People we know are affected. You are not ‘dead’, just encouraged to feel okay again, ASAP. If you pass the blame or hide in the sand, people are discredited. And so on, you will naturally be watched, reported on, which indirectly causes diseases. Naturally there are also slavers, bounty hunters etc. normally people with ambitions.

 

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Went for a run and was attacked with stroke by western kids. Thankfully, I'm still okay, and my body feels more regulated. Need to re-lace my shoes for optimum performance as the soles feel floaty. Can't remember how i adjusted my trail shoes right.

The mind wars enter a new stage. One in which there can be no hiding from telepathic crimes. There will be outrage over things staged and followed thru using mind techniques to control and blackmail others thru sheer fear and pain.

 

For those who ask: should it have been some other way better? The answer is 'not really'. Telepathy has been known and used for thousands of years. Should it have been more organized it would have succeeded but then God would have broken it up. 'Not really' is the best analysis, 'something like this'. 

 

And should I or anyone have broken it up? As soon as possible would be the right thing to do but the spirits of many were weak and it took a while of teaching and revealing before God allowed us to clear the mindspaces -well mostly so far I can see.

 

I bought a new hub for the used ThinkPad which only has 2 ports. This one has 3 plus a convenient card reader in 2 sizes. Don't think I'll code tonight. Maybe go over the grammar one last time circa midnight. Want to read my novella and just chill.

 

Past 1am. Uploaded another learning-music YouTube video to my alt/ channel. Always wanted to do music and be loved. Just worked out briefly and am feeling good.

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People close to me are having bad feelings. I don't think they'll be going away. Teaching such people or beating them is counter-productive. Perhaps to talk to them and counsel them in general well-being.

Don't feel much like working. Take a break from coding for a while.

Edited MSS2 for re-release on KDP later tonight or tomorrow. So then I will have 2 novellas and 2 short story compilations. I can safely retire. Not sure when I will finish project TN. Maybe never...

 

Tonight will pull an all-nighter to work on Proto. Get it to compile simple logic, thru C, into a RISCOS CLI app. Next stage is to make the compiler accept more low level RISCOS functions, as well as the Wimp (GUI).

I’m writing project TN now. The ideas reached critical mass in my mind. I’m not sure how long this novel will be, if it will be a novel. But I can write it back of my hand. Will try to do a few k words a day. Finish by end January.

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Bought a new energy saving mouse. Quite a cute one, cheap, by Philips. 15RM. My Siglos should leave NL any day now. By end next week I should have my first ancient coin.

Am publishing mss2 to KDP soon. Have fixed the ePub which was garbled by LibreOffice, and will upload tomorrow night. Writing TN will be a priority. Feeling better, less ill this evening. Not that many British threatening the world right now. There is some kind of conspiracy going on. Best to tread lightly.

Told the British how I successfully beat resentment -it’s a long process of internal reasoning / suffering. One that defines key milestones in one’s life, secretly, while we carry on, dress in our best, and take life in. And I was thinking: the shepherd struck, the sheep scattered. How true. Most people could use a friend like me -Jesus’ trusted man on earth right now. I need to do more, and  better work.

Just had dinner. Was okay. Mom is nauseous. We gave her Eno. Exposing the Liew witches is next on the agenda, and maybe I can do some writing circa midnight. Hope to collect my mouse tomorrow. It looks sharp.

Review : East Top T10-2 double sided C/G diatonic 10 holes harmonica...

I've owned 2 other harmonicas (not counting my chromatic 'Jammico' which somehow lacks soul), a Marine Band and a Bluesmaster. The MB was hard to bend and the BM was a bit thin sounding. Later, I purchased a cheap chromatic mentioned above but it didn't feel right and I seldom played it.

Last night, I got my first East Top. They are an up and coming brand in many harp players' gear bags and I thought I would see if they were any good. But I didn't want just any blues harp. I wanted something special I hadn't already owned.

Just a short preamble about reeds. The T10-2 sounds warm and sweet because of its easily de-tunable brass reeds. I wouldn't use it for overblowing as it's un-economical. I find it a responsive instrument I can play at low volumes and bend easily, without annoying my neighbors more than a performance instrument -unless I were a wealthy man.

A bit sore that these come in a cardboard flip top box lined with faux leather embossed paper. But there was a nice baby blue branded cleaning cloth and some waxy paper wrapped around the harp -it looked like someone cared albeit somewhat from the 1980s. Surely China has progressed!

Now the obvious, it bends well, being somehow very air tight and the resonance is good, as I said, those brass reeds do indeed sing. I may get down-voted but I prefer the T10-2 to the Special 20 which Dad uses (bought it for him -how many harps have I bought, omg).

Finally, what you've all been waiting for: can you peruse both sides of the harmonica in a song? What I found was, YES you can but not for all songs. I've done mid-song flips and they work fine provided you memorize those hole-to-mouth positions. One song I can think of that flips is "Put your Hand on my Shoulder" [correct me if I'm wrong].

You can also try, "He'll have to Go" which should feature a bend somewhere. All sound good on this harp. Trying to play the Phantom of the Opera is near impossible as it's in a minor key. Don't bother trying it if it breaks you, wind up feeling disappointed. All harp music is simple -that's my rule -what matters is how you apply rapid 'puhh' rhythm and that 'aww' sound, plus a few 'yooh' bends. We've all heard those stale renditions of "Red River Valley" all too many times.

Learn the way of the diatonic and you will be a happy person. Don't play Amazing Grace more than once or twice. Play Unchained Melody or Flower of Malaya, and of course Oh! Susannah. Anything that swings / rocks.

And one last thing (Hey, Steve!) don't munch cookies before your gig / practice.

Publishing my novella and coding FastCN...

I just submitted my novella for paid self-publishing on Partridge's website. I hope everything will go well. I actually paid in 2019 which was 6 years ago and just now submitted my MS.

So in the bustle of waiting for my parcel, prepping for being published, and writing on prophetic signs this coming World Cup, I forgot all about my applet, stuck on its search algorithm. There are some misconceptions in the logic which I need to think over such as two positives on one line -how do we cache that?

Worked out just before midnight and am feeling good. Tomorrow, will try to go on a long walk or a brief run. The rain earlier was really heavy. Try to lay down some more code before bed at 1am.

I was looking at the tech for folding phones and it occurred to me that we’ve always had the tech for spanning displays on Linux. 2 displays side by side would work fine provided there were a bend on each edge so that a widget say, might overlap the other display and not lose its sensitivity to touch.

Baking bread for a living…

Christmas is only 3 weeks away. I bought a grill pan oven, electric, to bake round, puffy flat sourdough bread in. I roughly estimate it’ll take about 10-13 minutes to bake thru as it’s not too thick. And with the commercial activity going on around here at the shoebox, I can sell a few of these a day for a small profit. Sourdough is premium in Malaysia right now and most bakers do not do it well. Their sour is slight, and does not distribute evenly. The crumb is also dry-ish.

I attended MIB and have a certificate in baking. They are a good school to go to. Friendly and charitable. And not stingy with advice. I almost found a girlfriend there as well. Fond memories. RIP Don Yong, master baker and all round good chap. We shall meet in the Kingdom of God.

I hope my oven works well as it was on sale, $11 including shipping. Shall have to scrutinize it carefully when it arrives this weekend.

I had a vision of me and the Folks breaking and dipping bread, drinking sips of wine. And of late, Mom has been attending church activities. Surely the resurrection is near.

And tomorrow, I get my flip sides harmonica. Seemingly something nobody plays like that (anymore) or seems to, from the lack of videos. I like the box tho, in faux red gator.

 

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Seems the night draws on past 12am. Was checking on the World Cup 2026 kickoff times and they will be like all thru the night here in Malaysia. Can't sleep anymore come June-July so it seems.

FastCN flops...

I put everything together this afternoon. Then broke to make dinner for the folks. We had curry and toast and rice with a tomato and Indian bitter gourd salad. Came back to the program and found that it was either no results at all, or too many results. There's something amiss somewhere and I think it's with the iterator function.

Can't be the matcher patterns which are done right, IMHO. A night of debugging ahead. Meanwhile, evil lurks in the back of our minds, plotting a damned if you do scheme. There may be honor among thieves but not among apostates and unbelievers like the Liew witchy 6 who downfalled thousands of control families worldwide.

Perhaps I should consider the problem and maybe find a solution instead of working all the time. It may involve securing people or giving them a weapon. So we settled on dragging them [the perps] through concrete atom by atom. Just their right hand for now.

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Seems my harmonica is not to be shipped today. Maybe tomorrow. Today is ABY 8a or "The Well" and it contains a warning for the evil Liews and a wakeup call to all who are good an in mindspace -we must defeat the witchy 6 today. I believe it is by relating the life story of LiLian. It comes in 5 parts. And it started when she went abroad with her family. Knowing her secret life experiences is key to winning over her supporters. I will try to put it together.

1. She was born cursed with disfigurements and grabbed for boys and girls (some) faces to look as beautiful as possible but still had to resort to plastic surgery.
2. Being ugly under the surface made her cruel and anathema to the western society she lived in and she became promiscuous, infatuated with sexuality
3. She earned a bad name and was bullied, thus her family came home to Malaysia
4. Trying to fit in, she picked on me as a scapegoat, having as of yet not done anything really bad. But peer pressure forced her to lash out, destroying many in the UK (where we both studied)
5. The Americans tried to give her wealth and happiness as she used a genius and some dark clairvoyants to whip up a storm. And this is where we are in now.

 8a - ䷯ - 48
“The Well. The town may be moved but the well
remains unchanged. The water never increases nor
decreases and those who come and go can draw from it.
If the rope is too short or the bucket broken before
reaching the water -misfortune” --Dr W K Chu 

To my mother and my father: my guardian and
my hero respectively; to my friends and traveling
companions in the mind wherever you are; In honor and
later, in memory, of Li Lian.

 In two days time it will be ABY 10a which is ☰ (heaven). We begin anew without the enemy, however she was defeated.

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A cool rainy morning. Sat down at once to debug. More indices trouble. Liew forces not that strong now.

We came up with a way of controlling LiLian which is by simple human reactions. Now most of their forces are out of telepathy. Rain very heavy. Getting some results from FastCN but some errors too. The code is greatly simplified and pretty fast.

Liews feeling afraid. I may have money to do something out of their prophecy if Partridge refunds my 2.4kRM. Not sure what I’d buy. Maybe start my bread baking business here at the shoebox. Found a bread maker for just 45RM and ordered it immediately. I will start baking soon and if it’s successful, will share my recipe here. I have a certificate in bread and cake making from MIB.

Jealousy and beauty...

Something came up in the daily dealings of my family -in mindspace. And I have to re-preach my old message: the buying and selling of beauty is the oldest trade that still exists today. The second oldest by a hair, is jealousy (keeping up with the Joneses etc.)

Now we need to define 'expectations' for it is the reason we interact. We also need to define 'time' for it is limited. All else will be explained as is.

The expectation of LIFE is beauty divided by time. When beauty or time is short, then the expectation is different. We should aim for an expectation which is positive (above zero).

So see, I'm ugly and ugly for the rest of my life -I am depressed, vengeful, jealous -and jealousy becomes my trade -my give and take with others.

So see, I am beautiful and for a while in my life, but a season or two, therefore I am GOOD for always. The ratio is positive.

Sure you may say, your time is short. But I say, time stands still in the hearts of friends and believers when they behold beauty, truth, law. You will be remembered by the angels and as one who led the way to God.

More later...

Liew witchy Kwan caught with his pants down for abetting 9-11. Many Americans admitted to being visited by Kwan (our names are somewhat similar - I am often called Kwang), so we tested the guy with leg blasting and he caved, tho his mouth keeps motor talking -he was in my / your / their heart when he was moved to destroy America.

Now more networks of people are coming to see Kwan, no doubt who plotted with him. How can you sleep at night, man? 

Had a good sleep on one whole Rivotril...

Desperate people tried keeping me awake so I ducked out, taking more Rivotril to sleep. This morning am feeling fresh. Mom didn't sleep at all. Wonder what she was doing? Whether she protects me or pushes blame onto me? But that's okay -she's my mom and I love her. I do know that she and Sis push certain cancers onto my person -I am cancer resistant. Can't offhand remember what they were...

FastCN: ^-.
⺬  ⼎  ⼙  「  『  』  【  〖  〗  ぃ  く  ㄖ
FastCN: quit
Bye, 再见

This was FastCN's output to the stroke '--', yea  a simple dash. There ought to be more but that was it. Strange but at least it produced output from multiple lines in the data file. Have half an hour to go before my salt prune and water constipation remedy works its magic. It's hard to argue with others who push things they deserve, onto a relative or friend. I mean, tho they are successful, they should also be punished for their own crimes or at least don't 'ensure' it by blackening my face which is innocent.

I guess these are the birthpains and not everyone is good at handling suffering while they try to earn a living and raise their family. One of my friends' wife got disfigured quite badly -they never pushed and are fighting strong. She was the most beautiful girl in our class at high school / secondary school. Had to happen sometime -the jealousy.

FastCN: ^-.
⺬ ⼁ ⼎ ⼙ 「 『 』 【
〖 〗 ぃ き く こ し じ
ゅ ょ り る ろ ゎ ァ ェ
ォ ド ュ ョ レ ヮ ㄋ ㄖ
ㄚ

Some improvement to FastCN -I got a load of Japanese characters as well just searching for a 'dash' stroke.

Made some improvements to the stroke help printer,

FastCN: strokes
\      \-    /     -/      )    -)    -(    (,
,)    <     }     {      '     `     `-     -,
-     1     1,    2    3    4    7    77
7j   '7    ,7    +    -t    x    h,   j 
z     Z    c     C    o    L

They're all in rough order for easy learning. Brackets, tics, numbers, letters. I may simplify these base 38 strokes sometime tonight.

Used ImageMagick's montage feature so I can view many characters at once and decide which sub-strokes are the most effective for defining a char. It's a lot of work-smart and may take me an hour or more. Not sure I want to begin at 10pm. Took my meds and brushed. Will shower and change at 11pm.

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One thing I didn't quite notice about my room at the shoebox is that it's rather quiet. But there are a lot of movements thru my heart which is distracting from my work. Many plans are being hatched or planned to, even as I write this. The debate of whether we are in the iron-clay toes or the thighs of bronze is interesting. And perhaps by the end of the bronze empire, we will be of two destinies? Support Palestine or Israel.

Both prospects are dangerous, one the 7 headed beast and the other the harlot Babylon the Great. So it is my reckoning that the 'rapture' happens before this allegiance sets in.

The Pope was in Turkie and maybe now in Jerusalem(?) saying that there must be a Palestinian state. This would be in accordance with Revelations, Ezekiel, Daniel, etc. But we have to wait for the peace treaty to fully commence out of Donald's rough draft.

Drank a tall latte, hopefully to rehydrate this very dry and hot day. Passed on getting better strings for my C40 which is at the old house. My spare guitar. 50RM can be spent on other things.

Tomorrow, planning a trip to KLCC.

Feeling fresh after a good shower and am changed into comfy clothes for bed. Disinfected my mattress and piano bench which I use as a chair since the old swivel one broke. Keeps away the flies and other vermin, bacteria etc.

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I didn't head out as planned but went for an invigorating run instead, then me and Mom went to the grocer for bread and cheese. Found this app called SpaceDesk and now I have my Windows 11 machine's screen online thru my iPad --for free (non-commercial use).

Had been thinking I needed a small monitor for it. It's actually an old Celeron Acer netbook which I upgraded to 12GB RAM. This Linux machine has only 8GB but has a quad core i5.