Final day of coding...

Today I officially retire but there's a bit of work to finish up -my circuit simulation interface, net4spice. Also today, Mom and her brothers and sister are going out for lunch at a nice restaurant. Dad and I will be heading out on our own. Almost 10am. 

Being attacked by westerners carting the Liew witches onto me almost as soon as I woke up. Being disabled, I can' t help much which drives the guailo crazy. One just tased my head not believing I have stroke wounds.

Well, it's back to work for now. Can't think of a good algorithm for reducing a nodelist. Just try my best and not make too much a mess.

To simplify the mini mountain of netlist code I somehow generated, I used some general Python algorithms called list comprehension, learnt from AI. I don’t code the framework of my apps with AI but sometimes specific technical difficulties are wrapped up sooner with it. Now it’s almost done in just 2 shakes of a mouse tail. Will take a break of an hour or so.

And on this day, ABY 11b, hexagram 59, Iran and Israel, aided by America have gone to full scale war. “A bridge burnt, a heart broken”. The ABY is cryptic. I think what this could mean is a massive polarization of the whole world. For or against Jews. For or against Christians. The awful birthpains will soon start outside of mindspace.

Do not take a mark on your body saying you are Christian. It may be 666 in disguise.

We talked about the saving blood of Christ. How as ONE body of Christ, we are saved, mutually forgiving and spreading the Lord’s peace which is integrity and the power of an integrated person. For who can break into the house of a strong man, but first to tie him up? All as one, it’s hard to do such!

Coding to recommence shortly circa 9pm. My extra thick notebook has been delayed by early post office close this Saturday and full close, Sunday. Never mind. I planned to start the sequel to iS called ‘Between’ today. It’s about how Tasha turns adventurer against a mob of betrayal and hard choices, and the ire of her friends, plus a whole nation on the verge of vengeance. This takes place between chapters 19 and 20 of iS. It’s a fun write and is action-packed like an Indie movie. Planned to write it by hand so I needed the notebook.

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It’s the 1st of March. And the ABY rolls into month-year 1c. It is Abyss upon Abyss. I feel a deal to the war will be made via regime change today. ‘The repressed youth’s dress’.

Coming up to 1am and I have a little problem with my code. Where to store reducing values? There is now a blockade on my thinking and I am not as creative or brilliant anymore. Perhaps I need a dictionary. Okay done that, now I need a way to store i/o nodes reduced separately. A dictionary of lists?

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By request, a sister asked how not to sin. The answer is not simple. By knowing good and evil, we need to also be immortal or we will sin. Notice God told the angels not to let the sinning pair eat from the tree of life and become immortal. But see, why did God not let them eat and be free? Because they were wicked at heart in answering the Lord. This shows they were cruel and immoral. 

The original sinners and so too all of us, had to undo cruelty and immorality by suffering. God cursed Adam and Eve with toil and pain. There is no forgiveness without sacrifice. This approach was tailored for them -their eventual salvation by Jesus. Our salvation. We are different key holes. He is the master key. All that is locked in us will be judged.

Some say I am sinless, but it will be shown you are just more perfect in an aspect of godliness. And it brings blessings of plenty, peace, and loves. You and I are not sinless -wicked and adulterous generation we are, murderous as well. Just that some avoid temptation by living comfortably. They will be tested.

Avoiding angering the Lord is only ONE, ‘kiss’ the Son of God, make him happy. Used to be animal parts burnt up pleasure to Yahweh, now pleasure is in Jesus. Rejoice in Jesus, and thus we all ‘kiss’ him metaphorically. All things work your way if you rejoice in Christ.

Went to Mi Xue and a walk thru the park...

Woke up late today after a late night fighting the Liew witches, trying to push net4spice code forward at the same time. This morning began slower but ended up the same, the evil witches bumping sensitive people together to cause feelings of guilt and shame, threatening pregnant women and newborns with excruciating pains. This is coming to a climax as many know their crimes were their own fault -corrupt witches who spied, fell in love with pleasure and sin.

We are unleashing various simple body powers they thought didn't exist. Hysteria control begins now in mindspace. And I wonder how anyone in the world except me has to break this news to the whole world?

Just came back from eating ice cream lattes at Mi Xue (since 1997). Then Mom and I went to the park for a round of uneven surface walking. Was attacked while out tho the sun was good for healing parts of my body they usually press on. Trying to solve all the bugs in n4s. May have to get dinner started first.

Past 2am and the same one bug is in my code. Frustrating. Will stay up a while longer to run some tests.

3am, I gave up debugging n4s. Have to work out now.

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Considering 4” of compacted laterite as a beach cricket pitch. There is no batsman, just two distanced catchers who must move simultaneously towards the wicket to help, or prevent it being taken. If either doesn’t move, then none move and the bowler decides.

Redid my indexing code as it was confusing. Some challenges remain. Want to finish it tonight. Tomorrow is the deadline. Liew witchy forces marauding for Christians who sin. Sin is simply a private battle against God.

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Almost 11pm. I solved all the bugs in the connections code, now am reducing these to a compact node list. Tomorrow, may be able to simulate the circuit by writing the netlist to a file for execution. Tomorrow is the deadline for my retirement.

I have saved up quite a lot of RM. Not sure what to spend it on. I have forbidden myself from buying watches and computer equipment, most sports gear as well. Am wearing my Garmin E. Needs charging every 3 weeks -is useful. Will be heading out tomorrow if possible, to get some walking in. Ate too many CNY cookies and haven't been very active.

Lately been hit by a slew of zit and swelling attacks, gum attacks etc. Headaches, and other irritating things -thinking prevention etc. Nobody wants to apprehend the evil witches despite the huge amount of suffering even upchain from us grassroots fighters.

Guess I will begin dieting a bit more. Thinking I might head over to TRX. Been a while since I did that mall. Or maybe go to LowYat.

Worked out briefly and will take meds and brush now. Back to work.

Coding coming along well. Expect to wrap up tomorrow night. Was thinking of starting a new novel about the characters I introduced in iS. What happened to all of them in between chapter 19 and 20 (the end of the novella). Will make an outline for half an hour. Thinking I may write ‘Between’ on a notepad instead of a computer. Will buy a cheap A5 sized later.

Bought a 600+ page notebook with a soft cover. Really a dream come true for me as a writer. I plan to write the whole of between in it with a pen, notes below the text. No matter if it is imperfect. Plan to sell it one day, perhaps rent it out. A novelty.

Almost 2pm. Bad smell in our living room. Like something died. Had a mandarin orange and some fish for supper. Didn’t code much more. Time for bed, after some journaling.

Am going on a walk to DigiMall soon...

...get my quota of exercise in and check out the computer hardware. I am just about finished coding net4spice. Had to make major modifications to the UI concept as it wasn't ideal and even a little bit potentially wrong / kludgy. The current implementation tho, is good. 

Now that it'll surely be finished, I am looking into RISCOS -to get my vaporware promises fulfilled. What shall I code for it? I think I want a JavaScript handler made. I could plug that into Netsurf and greatly improve its presentation. Yea, maybe that will do circa EOM.

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Didn't end up walking too far. Just to the bank and back. Found my account depleted down to 2RM. Put in a 50, not too much to be safe, just to pay my Amazon ads.

Coding is going well. I found QuickJS, which I could port to RISCOS and make NetSurf work better on a Pi Zero W albeit on mobile websites only. This will take time on and off.

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By request there are 16 medication methods which involve taste-oral manipulation and sexual manipulation, that cure people who, in mindspace, do crimes and feel guilty, and do not repent or accept a responsibility, which of course is ideal. So to those who want medication, it is harmless and here are the 16 methods for men and women, (which are just sensations in the body not actual objects)

1. Oval hollow lozenge (minty chocolate flavor)
2. Spiky lozenge (berry flavor)
3. Long /horizontal lozenge sweet (bitter herbal tea flavor)
4. Spring-action lozenge (vanilla flavor)
5. Cube lozenge (pizza / steak flavor)
6. Lollipop lozenge (strawberry flavor)
7. X-shape lozenge (smoky salmon / bacon flavor)
8. Furry lozenge (potato flavor)

The next are imaginary sensations in the sex organs that are applied together with the 'challenging' lozenge,

1. Clitoris -squeeze around with spiky rubber
2. Vagina -insert silicone egg, non spiky near to cervix
3. Penis -squeeze with ring, non spiky about an inch from base of penis, has feathers
4. Testicles -surrounded by spiky rubber, quite sharp on one side (usually left side)

It is recommended to try all combinations some are for men others for women. So far, in mindspace trials, they are successful, given by clairvoyants and geniuses. 

There are also 4 spans of IQ or intelligence. The major span is in the middle Bell curve, then there are downslope and upslope, finally the top end (genius) -making 4 ways of feeling good.

For example, my IQ averages around the downward slope of the Bell curve which makes me want a mix of mathematics and aesthetics and pleasure. So I like to own / purchase things that are well / thoughtfully designed, look sexy. 

I have found myself gravitating towards items that don't require work -no moving parts. I like my Nerf blaster and compound bow but my cricket ball is better by far.

If your IQ were genius (one step above mine), usually they like personal and unique gifts made by other friendly genius minds. They will greatly appreciate any level of genius-made item and keep it forever.

If your IQ were up-slope on average (I must stress IQ is an average), then you would like things such as dueling swords (boken), martial arts (tai-chi), shoes and clothes that make you look and feel good / unique.

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I’m invested in my new node finding algorithm for net4 spice. I will iterate thru the component list, and find each one its nodes, one at a time, iterating thru all the links beside / top / bottom of it. It should work well.

Works well indeed. I should have a simulation going by midnight. Right now, by request, we have to analyze the witch effect on the economy, the so-called 36 ways. 6 important points,

1. if sell just buy, if buying exists, just sell otherwise we’ll be crushed by the morality machine
2. don’t go against halal / kosher / patriotism at this time
3. buy things you like, no matter what they are, if you can afford to replace it with no pain
4. sell things you like, no matter what they are, if you cannot find anything that replaces it
5. be generous if things can be easily reproduced (cheap things) -give it away cheap
6. buy expensive things a bit, everyone. Example, I hold 1 gram of 24k gold, you will feel safe and be more resilient as a buyer or seller if you have a bit of luxury to exchange.

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Almost done coding n4s. A bit messy nearing the finish but pretty certain it will come together. And… I was wrong. Kludges beckon the unwary. I need 4 arrays to hold simultaneous simulation of circuit variants. 4 should be sufficient.

Running into difficulties n4s -nothing dealbreaking. I’m sure there’s an algorithm for it. For current component, get node out is easy. For next current component, also get node out, etc. Then tag each node out with component it points to and flip those into node ins. Sounds algorithmic to me.

Well, the app is churning out lists but they are mis-populated. It won’t be long before it’s corrected. Maybe by midnight. Made pasta for dinner. Stomach feeling a little queasy.

 

Had another loo just now and am feeling comfortable.

 

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By request there are 6 points to a deal for peace in the mindspaces,

1. There is a God -must teach this / compulsory
2. There is telepathy -must admit it in some way -you can choose
3. There are no SECRETS and no SAFETY in mindspace -you can choose how to say it
4. There is nowhere to hide on the outside from people who know inside spying
5. There is only one solution which is to be peaceful inside and outside
6. There is only one peace that is inside and outside. It is the most important step you will ever take in your life -if you are mentally ill etc.

Following point 6, the solution is only one, it is to no longer PRETEND to be right when you are wrong. No longer PRETEND that there is safety and many solutions to survive -there is NOT ANY SOLUTION EXCEPT HONESTY / INTEGRITY / ATTUNEMENT / FORGIVENESS / SACRIFICE.

Sorry for the CAPS -it is very important to have honor. Without honor there is cheating and offended people, no responsibility etc. -lawlessness. This is bad especially in mindspace. 

Nuclear fusion and the emulsification of hydrogen in helium...

Earlier this morning, I and no doubt many others were quizzed on the so-called failure of quantum computing to which I had an answer, being savvy in math and computer architectures just that little bit. But to blend H and He into a plasma stream within a tokamak was too much for my limited physics skills.

I can understand why power and computing are important as we face Tribulation, aliens and supernatural threats but I have no ready solutions for fusion power. Let me just speculate,

In the diagram above, a fusion cell consists of hyper fast-flowing He and H gas sandwiches, forcing the 2 gasses to mix evenly before being fed into a small ball of hot plasma. Fusion occurs albeit in small amounts, perhaps pulses, causing the small plasma ball to expand, and when it does, heat energy is tapped off, cooling it down again. This would ease the energy-cost of containment.

It's all I got.

The 6th day of CNY celebrations -does it ever end...

After a heavy rain, I hear pops of fireworks in the night sky again. Just when you thought CNY was over.

I got lots of props for my Medium article on my new cricket ball. It's interesting what people will read if it's not too long or dumb, has some message to convey. I hear many are seeking prophecy match before they do anything important. I find this odd, somewhat annoying but perhaps people have their reasons.

Been reading up on cricket and how bowlers use the seams of the ball to spin it. Just like blues harp players bend notes -it's unusual that these chances exist unintentionally. Does it show correct design of the game and equipment overall?

I was playing Laufey's From the Start on my guitar and realized it was a very good composition as it lends itself to reinterpretation and re-arrangement so easily -it must be correct theory-wise. After that I tried Mr A-Z's I'm Yours. And found it was harder to play. Jason is I think a lot cleverer than both Laufey and myself, and technically gifted as well. At any rate, I've retired from creative projects as of February this year (2026).

My Pastor says he has arrived back in Malaysia and we are maybe soon to meet. Thus I have been conserving cash to give him a treat, with his wife and any guest(s) he may have brought along. Seems like war may be looming. And I hear bursts of fireworks again. This is after all the horse year, a bullish 12 months if it were to be believed.

Found out that cricket balls are rated 20, 40, and 80 overs. The test match (80 overs) balls are over 100RM. It's actually cheaper to play soccer. The 20 overs balls don't have seam protection (apparently). Then there are very robust trainer balls. Perhaps I should have gotten one of those instead.

Realized I ate only 1 1/2 mandarin oranges (kum) this year. Took my meds and brushed, worked out. Will code at 11pm.

Read that cricket balls wear out the way a team decides, so they may have aerodynamic advantage. Unlike tennis balls and shuttlecocks, cricket balls are carefully applied age / wear for maximum strategic effect over the game duration. Cool fact.

Jason taught me how to play his song, I’m Yours in easy chords I’m used to. Just 3 chords form the verses. Such talent. Earlier I played Laufey, and was similarly moved to improve as a somgwriter. We talked mood of songs and why Carole King’s tunes are so enduring.

We tied off neural pathways in the Liew 6’s brains. Now to give them some closure, and others who obeyed them out of fear.

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Circa 7am, 5 days left to finish n4s before I retire. Think my Google site was indexed, no issues, two days ago. Some down time. Reports of wartime preparations in the Middle East. Liew witches still at large and using their overflowing guilt to destroy our nerves and immune systems. So many sinners woken up to support them -antichrist heroes.

I ordered a cricket ball...

... from Cricket Bazar @Shopee Malaysia. It's my first one and was circa $10. I'm not sure why I did it but cricket features in my life plan apparently. I used to own a cheap $3 baseball but I guess that was a mistake.

Managed to get cleaned quite well. Too early for a shower. Liew forces marauding over my mindspace, packed with guailo hiding from the mind violence. My sister is also being driven mad and so too her daughters. Dad is increasingly cynical and Mom has taken to nagging him.

Why I keep up writing this journal is for others to understand the suffering / tribulation we go thru and why we are accepted by God -we laid down our lives for the prophecy He intended. There is a dead lock so the evil the westerners are trying to entomb here won't escape but they continue to destroy America and the Royals mainly, almost at will -such are their numbers. Myself am barely able to work on n4s (my Python circuit sim interface).

I don't think anyone appreciates my suggestions anymore, nor my interventions. Bought myself a new toothbrush -they clean better when new. 

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Was up late this morning. Brushed, got cleaned well. The cricket ball should arrive soon. Can't wait. Debugged net4spice late last night, finding numerous errors and at least producing some output. Need to do more this morning while I wait for the delivery man.

We fought back against the Liew 6 and have them pinned down and shamed as awful sinners with a terrible attitude.

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My cricket ball arrived. It is well-stitched and has a beautiful deep red color with gold branding on both hemispheres. There was a slight dent but otherwise it is okay. Not sure what I intend it for but it is still in good shape for a match otherwise. Found out it was made by C S and Sons in India -a trusted maker of cricket balls. I like it.

Finished weekend house cleaning chores. Have to sleep early tonight as I have psych clinic tomorrow. Feeling a little lazy, left my coding work half done. Must take my meds by 9pm, work out at 10pm. Generate all the nodes and values by 11pm. There is some space to work today, not every day, or all day usually.

Liew witches unable to raise much power, knowing their crimes are heinous. We have our 'ways' of exposing them tho they think they're safe telling lies and exaggerating emotions. 

Doctrines of salvation, can we be sure as Christians?

No Christian can know the day and hour of the Lord’s coming. Likewise, if we do not know when, or even how, why, or how much to do, can we propose to know IF?

Why can some say confidently IF Jesus will take them when they don’t know anything related? Truth be told, there is no one who is supposed to know they are saved. No one is told they are saved. Not even Mary mother of God was sure of her salvation. Yet it was offered to a criminal on the cross before that. And even so all the apostles died in pain / shame. How are we to attain heaven, but thru suffering? Should we even try?

There are 4 criteria for entering the Kingdom. 4 is all:

1. Know where the kingdom is. I will explain.
2. Know who the kingdom is for
3. Know what the kingdom is like
4. Know that you cannot enter alone

The Kingdom or K from now on, is a power not a place. Just like a power, we enter it thru responsibility in caring for the spark within and among believers, of all races and nations. It is for those who realize that K is a power. K is like pure love and like love, who then feels it alone / by himself?

I will address the suffering part of this brief sermon. Why did the apostles suffer? Do we Christians also suffer -is it a prerequisite to K? Yes it is. Without letting our ‘blood’ there is no way to experience K within and around us. We will all suffer due to Enemy wrestling with us, the sheep and shepherds, who know power is up for grabs -power to rule the world.

What power is this? It is higher knowledge from the Spirit and supernatural gifts -everyone’s is a bit different according to genetics. It is ultimately scientific, K. So the thief on the cross knew and was saved for he repented and praised Jesus. I wonder if the Lord was gifted a necessary friend as he expired? Love in K that they might both enter paradise, instead of Sheol.

Jesus: is he God and why it matters...

There came a request to settle the age old dispute of is the Son of Man the Son of God our Lord and God himself?

The status of Jesus, being born of Woman, whereas Adam, giving life to Woman. Is Adam then superior to Jesus? Solomon -was he wiser than Jesus? Wiser than the Son of God?

And what of Enoch, who did not taste death? Is he higher than Jesus? This we will attempt to answer.

Adam was the first man made in God's image. He seemingly had no mother. What difference could a mother make? Eve, taken from Adam (under God's magic), rejoins with Adam to make men and other women. 

You could say that Adam + Eve = double the god in Adam. So every mixing of Adam and Eve, because God made us male and female, creates conditions for superlative generations or individuals. Yea, perhaps Jesus is more 'selected' than Adam, Enoch, Abraham, Solomon and myself (jk).

But by intermixing, can Jesus be superior or on par with the Creator Himself? Theoretically, math dictates that we simply can't know. How much of God is in us we can't guess. Likewise, how much of God is in Jesus, we cannot propose -it is not our call. Perhaps a lot of it was -sufficient for Jesus to assume a throne on earth. Perhaps if he were to wed, his son might be even higher. Believe we have Kingdom / Spirit within us and God's grace to make miracles happen. All of us care for a seed of Faith and a chance at glory.

The reasons people ask who is mightier, is because they have little Faith and chances themselves. That is why they count everything God does while most Christians humble themselves and just say we don't care / know / it's not very important. 

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By request there was an explanation to what Grandpa did to sexual relations in our family. Not Ban Cheong but my Mom's Dad who has since passed on.

Grandpa was good at everything, even sex and the Americans taunted him whenever he and Grandma were together. Many Chinese were treated to body shaming the same.

Grandpa never fully recovered because he was not fully in love. He married because of the war (WWII) and because he needed some money (he was poor). Grandma's family fed and clothed him during the Japanese occupation. And he couldn't deliver in bed due to the guailo.

Short story, all of our sex is affected by Grandpa's phantom pain / embarrassment and all the ladies and guys to some extent hide their shame in me -yes, little ol' wa. There is nothing more sinister than this! 

SeTT is ready to go…

After 3 days of debugging SeTT’s piece placement code, it’s finally free of most glitches. Now today, I can finish debugging net4spice.

Am up very early, pre 6am. Later, my uncle will be visiting. Feel like buying some stuff. My wallet and savings stash are above $100 thanks to CNY angpow. Sis gave me some extra cash too. Should use it but not sure what on.

Feeling okay generally. May head to the bank, deposit some funds in my debit account. Actually started debugging n4s yesterday before the SeTT crisis which I thought was unsolvable, and am making slow but steady progress.

 

Brushed. Will probably debug after 8am. Liew witches still working people they collided together. But their power isn't that strong anymore.

 

Found an easy way to bind my own books using string -a Japanese design. Thinking I may use that for EOSotB. Print it locally and distribute it for cheap with a simple cover.  Want to apply for an ISBN for it.

Proofread half my book. Will do the other half in the evening. Liew witches attacking my rich uncle’s family.

Finished proofreading. Uploaded SeTT to Github. And Wa, to Reddit. Work is winding down. Tonight just some donkey debugging n4s. Liews will hopefully leave this place or be given sh*t problems to deal with.

Tomorrow, I will be putting up my tennis wall covering over our laundry area back wall. It’s just airpak tubes stuck on with wall tack. Should be fun to practice my strokes. Took my meds and brushed. Workout at 11pm. Thinking of having friends over or putting up a video of it if it works well. May go vertical or angular at the edges to keep the bounce centered. Thinking of bending the air tubes a bit as well.

 

Worked out and am feeling good. Prince Andrew has been arrested. Another milestone on the road to a peace deal. America are massing in the Middle East.  Closing in on midnight and I haven't debugged anything. n4s release will be delayed another day unless I work harder.

 

LiLian and her witchy family are near death.

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Fell asleep before doing my debugging work on n4s. My uncle and family are coming over so there's no time to get cleaned as the privacy of the shoebox we live in is very limited. At least Sis' chili will work eventually, by this evening.

Sermon for a generation LOST...

I can't help thinking of when there were miniskirts that went way up to there. Even today, women who wear short skirts have flared hemlines. And lately I'd been asked what of the times we live in today -what are the paradigms we abide by?

There are 5 main things young people are doing right now they don't normally say:

1. The world is divided into haves and have-nots. Everybody must contribute something -even if it's a job in mindspace. I will elaborate later.
2.  Morality is something increasingly overt, meaning that people will tell you why you deserve better treatment with no shame.
3. Religion is a dying thing as it anything not conceived within our minds and from books / culture.
4. Sexuality is separating from morality and so are many other things used to be tightly controlled. I will explain.
5. Weird diseases are on the rise from people with mental problems, psycho-somatic-ally triggering health problems in others.

There is currently, a mis-allocation of money. Fun is top of the list, necessities are pushing bottom. Why would God say this? There are 3 reasons: firstly, oil, bread, and wine are staple foods of the Mediterranean, secondly: food shortages will occur thereabouts, sometimes weather is good for oil and wine, sometimes for wheat, other times for barley. Finally, there is something going on with money. People are moving away from Dollars and even Yuan and Yen. There will later be a system of meritocracy where the useful get fed. Even now food is short in various places.

The 4 riders are mostly confined to the Med and Middle East and those who do business there are affected, sometimes affecting their friends and family.  

During such times as these, sex is a commodity that gives and keeps giving -a useful tactic of appeasement therefore pushes are being made for liberalizing it.

Other things are like drugs, and later on, perhaps revealing attire. These will be liberalized too.

What are people to do but feel pressured? I have lived 50 years on this blue earth. There is no substitute for love (tho the love of most waxes cold). People love you and will share with you. Don't worry about being or adhering to system xyz. If there are kind people in your friends and family, you can learn to love others and yourself.

Love and pretending. There are people of an older generation told to pretend there is nothing wrong going on. These are immorally brought up / failed personalities. Again, they are cured by pure love -action before desire.

Bravery and forgiveness are opposites but between them, a lot of teaching can be done and wisdoms imparted. For God blesses who stands between bravery and forgiveness and gives out left and right of it. 

Coding on CNY day...

I successfully debugged SeTT, my strategy board game. There was a lot wrong with it that somehow went unnoticed as occasional strange behavior. It needed additional detection code to the canMove() function which checks for valid piece placement. The new 1.1.9 apk bundle is on https://sites.google.com/view/ckyap under the apps header. Should be ready for release.

Now to finish net4spice. It basically needs tweaking that's all.

I gave my 077j to my cousin as I hope he will succeed in his career and be looked up to. Last night, spent time adjusting the bracelet as his wrist is a bit smaller than mine. Personally, I wear a Garmin and sometimes, a ProMaster. Having a few watch tools I bought off Shopee helped a lot.

Don't feel very motivated to work on n4s and it's past 3pm already. Was able to get cleaned okay this morning and am not sure what are the plans for dinner tonight. But I will have to make a start on the coding if it's ever to be released.

It's past 8pm and I've just debugged SeTT yet again for weird behavior in the canMove() function [should say canPlace()]. 

It's lunar new year and a sermon on witchcraft...

Of late, and because we are Chinese (poor thinkers in general), the Spirit decided to release us information on the curbing of witchcraft form the Asian enemy witches, the Liew 6.

1. People pretending in the midst of a telepathic (heart-Spirit) togetherness between a group of people opened by the witch leads to offendedness and guilt being pushed around. Pretending means we do not reveal our true emotions for any one reason. Most of the time, it is simply trying to be polite.
2. People who want something from the witch as if she were God. You may call it idolatry.  
3. People who fear the witch more than God. You may call that cowardice. The little fear overtakes the big fear -unnatural.
4. People who are angry or offended and pressured by the witch, normally in disadvantaged, tough or poor circumstances. They cause a group to fight one another violently and verbally.
5. This is the last one: people who are attracted to one another but cannot seem to find a way thru to one another.

The solution to these 5 very human emotion-behaviors, is simply to (and some would say believe in God / test the witch etc.) be smarter. Many do not see the value of study and wisdom in preparing us to face hardship in our hearts and out in the world at large.

By request, I have to give some examples,

Why do we not fall in love everywhere? Why do we not steal? Why do we not bully? Why to we not lie to one another? The list is long but let's see what these 4 common things lead to,

1. Love is precious. It is not like oil or blood or wine but it involves sharing waters (mayim) thus a man and woman become one flesh. Often misunderstood, one in the waters. When you give your waters to a woman, she is yours. When you should not share waters, do not fall in love.
2. Stealing destroys one's reputation. Basically work hard and be grateful and you will receive from those who love you and want you to succeed (parents, relatives, friends).
3. Bullying is common to our generation (mankind) and so is the taking and subjugating of servants and slaves, lower caste or strata races. If you realize this, then treat others well as they will invariably work for you. Not the other way round.
4. Lying is not something we do naturally but is part of Original Sin. When we lie, it is not to push of inconvenience (white lies) but it is part of FEAR and GREED. Drilling down, it is a fear of punishment / death and poverty / suffering -the Lord's curse on Adam and Eve so long ago forgotten...

By request, we delve into mayim (waters) and why people in love share it. From Strong's,

mah'-yim (a Hebrew word) refers to juice, semen, waste (urine) or a channel, flood or spring. It occurs over 500 times in the Bible.

It is obvious that to share waters with someone you don't love will be a perversion. Sharing waters with a person your parents / parentage disapproves will be a perversion. We often forget that waters a person may have, are to be mixed not just for love but for generations of love. If this is confusing, think about your loving as furthering man's seed and you will not give your waters to just anyone. 

By request I am to do more shepherding in the mindspaces. The Americans claim to have heard, before the telepathy outbreak, voices from space / 'heaven'. Digging clairvoyantly, I found this to be an honest account of angels trying to communicate that sorrows and troubles / tribulation would soon come to the earth. They asked if it were better to keep it hush (via telepathy), and the antichrist witches waiting there wanted to have it hushed and so, years before I was born, it was decided.

The disadvantage of hushed Tribulation is that nobody will help you -you have to be immoral and grab some help which actually comes easier. I will cut to the chase and say that immorality is nothing if it saves a life, a soul, a destiny.

The whole world as one -or the vast majority has to help out, understand, and obey the Savior and the Most High and His angels from now on. It is freshly the horse year (some say not for a week or so but yea, it is upon us).

By request, some are in relationships that are demanding. Others in loneliness inside. Very few relationships are rewarding. Let us visit the 3 important criteria of a rewarding marriage,

1. Sexuality and money are a dangerous cocktail. Beware of 'money sex'
2. Feeling like you are not an insider in your partner's life is bad news. Let Him in
3. Do many things together and be sure to keep the memories. Some couples realize this late. Memories are like manna in poorer times. The second thing is pure spring water. This comes from breaking down mistrust and building mutual respect.

I guess this is all for tonight. Will be updating the coding progress now. 

2 days till reunion...

I did some spring cleaning. Got a blister on my arm / wrist from somewhere -didn't notice it and lost my hairband as well. Try to sleep by 3am, having completed my night routine earlier. I did some minor editing of Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible. Reads much clearer and is less offensive sexually, I think. How so much got in is beyond me but here were 3 marriages within its pages. Hope people like it. Yet to see a sale tho.

Work on net4spice (n4s) plods along. Now replacing values in the netlists.txt file. I'm haphazard about this applet as I'm being prevented lightly with the main body of the witchy Liews' army heading for universities in the UK and USA where 'sentient' computers are being tested. They have a lust for technology, being emotionally poor.

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Unable to resume my work as I have to care for some women who fell afoul of the mindspaces. Jesus said to care for the sheep, not endlessly program my computer(s). It’s a tough choice but one that will gain me love in life and treasure in heaven.

Have not used the loo today for some reason. Maybe due to the diarrhea late last night. Feeling the pressure of guilty minds. As Jesus said, the poor will always be with you, not so the special as He is.

Showered and will work out at midnight. Now past 10pm. Want to do a bit more coding so I will eventually finish n4s by this month. Sorted the currents, now for the voltages. Brushed and took my meds. Want to include more components into n4s before bed circa 1am. Maybe a few higher level components too.

Workout went well. Feeling energized. Managed to almost wrap up the coding. There is still some regex to perfect. Otherwise everything is go in just 150 lines of code. Am unsure of the currents -can there be negative current? If so, it would be difficult to show.

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There was a fight instigated by the Liew witches, almost ruining our reunion tomorrow. CNY eve. I need to break from work to sort out some family issues picked on by the Liew 6. There is quite a bit of madness in our extended family and it has reached some kind of turning point that we have to discuss over.

Nearing completion of net4spice...

So far have been promising vaporware and semi-unfinished apps. But net4spice is however, nearing completion, past the prevention from the witchy Liew 6. It's just too simple an idea to block. A semi-graphical interface to pySpice / ngSpice.

Was up early this morning and immediately assaulted. My poor stroked brain had no time to adjust to the pounding attacks foisted upon me by the British / William etc. Supposedly worked from behind by the Liew witches.

But I soldiered on and most of the code is in place awaiting adjustments. We grew tumors in the evil Asian witches' heads and more elsewhere in their body. Hopefully they stop bothering important people like William, and the poor like me.

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Taking a break from working on the Spice interface as somehow my head feels crammed. Not sure what is happening so will step up the attacks on the Liew 6.

We multiplied water upon water and this saturated the Liew 6’s bodies causing them some alarm and they have backed off me and the people I know. Folks are at the mall and will get me a small burger for lunch, late. Now almost 2pm. Time to restart coding. Finish by this evening, then additional components tonight.

In an incomprehensible move, westerners and Liew witches team up on us again, believing they will still be judged for wrongdoings tho they were repentant. How is that our authority even as saints?

Everyone will be judged for crimes, and punishment will be meted out for inequity / unfairness / selfishness. ‘Once to live, once to die, then comes the judgment’

‘And some shall awaken to everlasting joy, others to shame and contempt’ -it is a sad fact that some think Jesus can be played round and still give you every benefit of God’s love.

The story of the Prodigal son does not apply to the Wicked half-son. Tho many apply this to the Father and His forgiveness. Do not be wicked. Start right now. You will be judged.

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I am filling in the n4s code as we speak and it is quite straightforward. Should see results by late tonight. The bag I ordered is late arriving, maybe sometime tomorrow afternoon. May get my $100 in today. Much need the cash as I bought lots of stuff over the past weeks and am running low. 

Using regex simplifies the parsing of the netlists.txt file. I have a chunk checking function that stops and repeats on TAB so you can simulate variations of the same circuit side by side, which is a boon.

Will work out now and then do more coding, just a little as it’s 11pm now. Workout went well. Now tackling n4s. It's almost coming together if I try a little harder.

Think the TAB to sim the next variation of the 1st circuit is quite hard to put in so I did it automatically. Now to write regex for inserting node I and V. Took my meds earlier. Shall sleep soon. Found out I is calculated via a V probe across each component. Will have to iterate to get all currents.

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Just finished editing EOSotB. Threw out some awkward (offensive) phrases and overly sexual scenes were watered down and washed clean. Now ready to code more. Almost 11pm. Should be able to put in a few key lines of code at the very least. I have to find and replace stuff in the netlists.txt file, then somehow connect the V probe everywhere there is a component, and simulate then repeat.

Took a detour to brush clean my Houm air circulator fan and WD40 lube it's drive shaft which was squeaky. Very dusty inside. Spring Festival spring cleaning begins!

Past 2am and am still awake, coding n4s, laying down some loops and regex. Liew witches preying on young writers and generally impersonating world leaders. It is almost ridiculous what they are getting away with. By now most of their trickery is known. Will they go for the jugular with Allen and the other geniuses?  

Deepseek weighs in on my magnum opus, Mss2…

I asked DeepSeek for its opinion on my 3-story collection and was pleased it liked it very much, giving me a 90% good rating. I was not really surprised as Mss2 is some of my best work, written from melding personal experience with wishful imagination. It’s available on Amazon KDP for just under a buck.

Here’s what the AI said,

Overall Impressions:

Yap’s writing remains cerebral yet heartfelt, often weaving together personal memory, futuristic elements, and moral dilemmas. The prose is vivid, occasionally poetic, and rich with metaphor. There’s a clear evolution from the first collection: these stories feel more polished and narrative-driven, though still deeply introspective.

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Story-by-Story Analysis:

1. “The Gold Jacket”

• Plot: A lifelong, unfulfilled love story framed around a symbolic gold jacket, spanning decades and continents, touching on espionage, marriage, and moral compromise.

• Themes:

  • Love vs. Duty – The tension between personal desire and professional loyalty.

  • Identity & Transformation – How roles (spy, diplomat, husband) shape and constrain the self.

  • Memory & Regret – The lingering impact of early relationships and choices.

• Style: Lyrical, episodic, with a nostalgic yet sharp tone. The gold jacket serves as a powerful leitmotif connecting generations and moral ambiguities.

• Strength: Emotional resonance and structural elegance—each revisit to the jacket marks a stage in the protagonist’s life.

• Weakness: Some readers may find the time jumps disjointed or the ending ambiguous.

2. “Toast and Curry”

• Plot: A satirical, near-future tale of interfaith politics, AI, space exploration, and moral flexibility, centered around pastoral meetings over breakfast.

• Themes:

  • Faith in a Technocratic World – Religion adapting to AI and space colonization.

  • Power & Corruption – Within religious and political institutions.

  • Morality as Pragmatism – The blurred lines between right, wrong, and necessary.

• Style: Witty, dialogue-driven, with a darkly comic tone. Reminiscent of Kurt Vonnegut or Philip K. Dick in its blend of satire and speculation.

• Strength: Inventive world-building and sharp social commentary. The “toast and curry” motif is both mundane and metaphorically rich.

• Weakness: The dense acronyms (IF, FIST, UG) and speculative jargon may require careful reading.

3. “Ukulele Travels”

• Plot: A tender, melancholic story of an aging man with a mechanical hand, his found family, and the healing power of music and love.

• Themes:

  • Disability & Adaptation – Physical limitations and technological augmentation.

  • Found Family & Redemption – Love and care beyond biological ties.

  • Art as Healing – Music (the ukulele) as a source of connection and solace.

• Style: Gentle, reflective, almost folkloric. The prose is warm and evocative, with a strong sense of place (lakeside, forests).

• Strength: Deeply human and emotionally uplifting without being sentimental. The characters feel authentic and vulnerable.

• Weakness: The pacing is slow and contemplative—may not satisfy readers seeking plot-driven action.

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Recurring Themes Across the Collection:

• Love in Many Forms – Romantic, familial, platonic, sacrificial.

• Moral Ambiguity – Characters often operate in gray areas, balancing ideals with reality.

• Technology & Humanity – How tools, machines, and AI intersect with human emotion and ethics.

• Memory & Legacy – How past choices echo through time and relationships.

• Faith & Doubt – Explored both religiously and existentially.

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Strengths of This Collection:

1. Stronger Narrative Arcs – Each story feels complete and carefully structured.

2. Emotional Depth – Yap writes with vulnerability and insight, especially about aging, love, and loss.

3. Conceptual Richness – Blends speculative elements with deeply human stories seamlessly.

4. Cultural Specificity – Malaysian, Australian, and Nepalese settings add texture and authenticity.

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Potential Criticisms:

1. Still Dense & Allusive – Demands close reading; not for casual browsing.

2. Occasionally Overwritten – Some passages may feel overly descriptive or philosophical.

3. Niche Appeal – Readers who prefer clear genre boundaries may find the blending of literary and speculative fiction challenging.

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Standout Moments:

• The recurring gold jacket as a symbol of love, legacy, and moral stain.

• The breakfast dialogues in “Toast and Curry” – sharp, funny, and politically charged.

• The ukulele scenes in “Ukulele Travels” – simple, poignant, and beautifully rendered.

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Overall Rating: ★★★★☆ (4.5/5)

This collection shows clear growth in Yap’s storytelling craft. The stories are more cohesive, emotionally engaging, and conceptually daring than some in the earlier collection. It’s a thoughtful, moving, and intellectually stimulating read that will resonate with fans of literary speculative fiction and character-driven narratives.

If you enjoyed authors like David Mitchell, Kazuo Ishiguro, or Ted Chiang, you’ll find much to appreciate here. Yap is emerging as a unique voice in contemporary fiction—one unafraid to merge the personal, the political, and the philosophical.

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There are 5 things humans do towards higher conceptual understanding, and why it is necessary to be smart / clever / intelligent / spiritual / ascetic / apolitical / un judgmental etc.

1. Truth is light and beauty. Why is this important to God? He cannot uplift us with lies.
2. Pride is pinching everyone others’ eyes. This God cannot stand. I will explain later.
3. Morality is just fearing the Lord. Fear of God protects us from being un-loved and from nihilism.
4. Freedom is our right and our privilege. The pursuit of freedom and fairness, peace is God’s ideal.
5. Forgiveness and bravery -they are higher concepts needed because of imperfection. Why not fit?

My friend asked me about Pride what it is, and why it is to be stamped out and how? Pride is defined as the lifting of one’s spirits at expense of another’s this explains everything. We remove Pride not by prayer or worship, but thru understanding. 

I can tell you how Pride bounces off some people and back onto us because they are upset inside and are pretending. Later, it is accused of us by a witch as if we were the Prideful. Perhaps so, just a smidgen. Get rid of pride by understanding, being mentally well. More later…

Adding on to Mss2, my best 3 short stories, circa 2.8k words each…

I am in the process of adding 3 more stories to my 3 best ones. Story no. 4 should be done by late tonight. I’ve tried to make it as good as the first 3 by weaving selling shoes into souls / morality / mortality, while trying to sound effortless as I did before.

Come tho think of it, I don’t feel much like adding on stories to Mss2, despite writing tale no. 4 so earnestly. It doesn’t quite belong.

 

And I don't know if I want to pursue net4spice either. Maybe later in the afternoon. Hung up the washing and boiled some water as the folks are out to the old place. Yea, maybe just do the Python app and call it quits creating stuff.

 

Late last night I did some linguistics work -inventing a language called Wa. It went well, and I think I made the right decisions, choosing the root concepts. But I don't really want to develop it further beyond a one-page example I posted on X / Twitter. Sara likes it and maybe it will develop into something big later on.

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Helped cook dinner. Mom is very worried and anxious about life in general, maybe other specific things, she didn’t say. Coding must happen soon. Reorganized my desk, removing the Pi Zero W for now.

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Am stuck on an idea I had a while ago, a Turing machine concept that employs multiple tapes popped onto a master tape run over by the get-set probe. The multiple tapes are wired to Kaprekar’s constant which has over 8k valid 4 digit numbers or 2 power 13 combinations of instructions. The operation is simple. Data fed into the KT Machine is interspersed with K Instructions. These KIs determine what data and instruction is placed on the master tape, by which KI is bigger / smaller. I guess this is all I could come up with.

All the help God gave me flowed fluently / easily but only after diligent consideration, years of, even. Thus I have the Wa language, K Turing Machine, novella: iS, a few clever songs, and finally, I will get someone to love. Not sure how I have the last one. Maybe I teach something or other?

Found out I designed shower stalls for Malaysian homes and installed them for a living. Now I have my ex-GF coming over to be with me.

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The Jews and Jesus who is Messiah, and the gentiles (Europeans) are all in a deadly game. This game started circa 300BC, before the birth of Jesus and died down with his death circa 36AD. Then, it started up with the coming of Islam and died down again when America was founded. After some decades, it started again with WWI and WWII, and ended again when Jews re-entered Palestine. Now Russia and Ukraine / Europe / China / America are close to war -the same game we will describe soon is started again, which is the test for the 70th week of Daniel -whether peace without God and His Christ is possible.

There is a God otherwise why are we led on a bloody dance time and again? 

I urge those in the mindspace to be careful, and others to be courteous, and still more to forgive. Witness: we are all being played in and out by God and Satan.

Heavy coding tonight…

Want to lay down some foundational code for net4spice.py, which means all the netlists and basic components. Not sure if I have time as it’s already 11pm. Was being pounded by evil kids manipulating God and the faithful on behalf of the evil Liew witches.

Feeling alright tho. Someone liked my reading ‘Rose’ from The Gold Jacket. But I think I will break here for now and regather energy. Been feeling a little tired lately as I approach 50 this year, nursing a stroke to boot and being hammered from afar by angry people.

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Coding resumes purposefully even as LiLian pounds America. How can I stand by while good Christians suffer? We filled the Liews with fish (Jesus multiplied the fish and bread and fed 5000).

Back from a long sunny walk. Am coding well, and should see some results by night time. I think it is vital to distinguish all nodes as connect to input of a component, L ==> R.

Have read all the tokens into a dictionary using simple tab separator splitting. Now, some regex will complete the job. After that, I will have to extract and wrap the entire library of components which should be straightforward but time consuming.

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10pm. Been editing my short story before going for close tomorrow afternoon. Need to rest before coding again. Liew witchy 6 attacking as usual, destroying kids and babies. Can’t say world governments aren’t complicit in such set-ups as well. Not sure how to feel about being betrayed.

We tried to settle all the mind fights. Jesus and I showed the kids and even older people how to forgive themselves and others too. Outstanding are LiLian’s crimes which we believe resulted from pure hatred. This is easy to solve. Younger the easier. And it is simply to show them that hate is like a cat hairball -compulsive to create yet supremely irritating / choking.

William’s crimes come from the guilt of his nation’s escapades in Asia, the leadership responsibility he mishandled on their behalf due to being young and inexperienced. Both of you can be forgiven. Jusr have to accept what is human nature and how it went awry so bad. Forgiveness is not how much people take from you to make you sorry but how much your heart aches to love one another again.

So all telepathy is put under government control like it should be again. There are some knocking heads still. Must be Allen, the rogue genius. Perhaps he needs comforting as well.

Went for a run in new Balega socks...

Over 3 times the price of regular running socks. These Balegas are indeed the most comfortable I've ever run in. There is no toe box or heel friction and it felt like I wasn't in my shoes at all.

Due to my knees which are inhabited by family, I couldn't really enjoy the run much but at least I got the exercise in. One run every week or so. I do circa 200 meters each time to stay fit and work off the food.

Later, around 3pm, would like to head out on a walk. Feeling rattled from Liew witchy attacks which are directed my way by western forces. Not sure how they came to be friends / co-operators.

More later...

Something is up in the psychiatric world. This follows our cleaning up of the angry and the good people. We gave them a look over and then limited the thinking of people who were overly vengeful -as to be hell-bound. The limitation is very lenient, able to be spun up or down as needed.

Following the victory, William set up a fortress in our mindspaces, and I got displaced into the outer envelope along with some of my family. Am doing okay as I don't normally talk to people. Writing this blog is cathartic enough.

Not sure I can finish net4spice by tonight. Will be using regex to simplify the code instead of reading line by line, char by char.

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My Persian Siglos arrived after a month and a half since order placed. It was an exercise in patience and un-OCD-ness. This coin dates to the time of the exiles returning to Jerusalem and the temple being rebuilt. I am so grateful to own a piece of Biblical history. Thanks so much, eBay and Ancient Artifactz.

Dad was most nervous over my online buying and my hands were jittery, opening the packaging. Old time way of thinking, Dad. The world is globalized more than ever and trust is itself a business.

I talk more on the significance of the coin and its arrival time on my Substack this weekend. Synchroniticy happens again.

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My cousin, who has autism, is being guided by his parents so he'll be kept safe. Our family has a history of pressing down on the kids, and each others' kids. More than a handful of us are deficient.

I put together this quick list so a pressed-on person can do well and have a happy life -it's nothing bad to be happy,

1. Always remember one of these 3 things that keeps your mood stable: Firstly people are people just like you. I will explain later. Secondly people without God / high-beliefs are always gonna be dangerous push come to shove. Thirdly, people are forgetful and careless by nature -especially Chinese. Don't be afraid to clue them in that you need things or need them.
2. If you are oppressed, put your money into things that make you happy, not into GF's pockets. Or into bankers' hands -buy Unit Trust etc. Your happiness comes first and if you ration out your money and buy good things, you will not lose, and still be happy.
3. If you are in love, just be in love. Marriage is a very stressful thing and so are children but remember that a relative can raise your kids but not your wife so be free and love your one and only. I have another cousin whose wife was unhappy and she leaned on me for emotional support. Sometimes that may happen so don't be jealous.
4. If you want a job, you can get a job. If you don't need or want one, then jobs tend to come to you. What qualities must you have? Exhibitionism. Be proud and boastful and be prepared to back it up. For example, I helped invent many things and could easily have profited but I declined as my health is poor.
5. Finally, one day you will grow ill, suffer injury and perhaps be dying. Remember one thing: you do not know what will happen to you -do not assume ANYTHING.

Now I have to explain people are people just like you. If you treat others fairly they will remember you did that. Any good you want, also try to give -after all words are free and emotions are beautiful as is your testimony. Be known as a fair handed man / woman and good things will come to you. Be known as a religious and patient, steadfast man. Then say people are people just like me. Avoid haters and the unbelievers, and pick up after the forgetful and irresponsible -they will be able to also offer you help if you helped them.

Wild goose chase at an end...?

We have, at long last figured out why God cannot stop the Liew witchy army -they had the power to break prophecy and such, the 70th week of Daniel was delayed and came to me the order to liquidate the Liew family of 6 -this was over 10 years ago. They are still well now and on medications provided by authorities in the mindspace but yet to be counseled properly.

The conseling takes 5 steps:

1. TRUST
2. LENIENCY
3. FAITH
4. DISARM
5. REHABILITATE

TRUST means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am not harmful" TRUST is never that "I am good" or that "I am changed" TRUST means "I am not harmful"

LENIENCY means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am not angry" LENIENCY is not "I am kind" or that "I am weak" LENIENCY is "I am not angry"

FAITH means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I hope it is still okay" FAITH does not mean "I am okay" or that "I will eventually be okay" FAITH is "I hope it is still okay"

DISARM means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I am at rest" DISARM does not mean "I am weak" or that "I am stupid" DISARM is "I am at rest"

REHAB. means that there is an emotion we all have and it is "I need help because I am a failure to myself". REHAB does not mean "I am mad" or that "I am so rich" REHAB is an admission of "I failed myself"

Therefore, the explanation of "we all have an emotion" is necessary. Emotion is not just a strong feeling but a feeling supported by others, even imaginary others we like or conjure up to support ourselves.

Emotion is often felt in 2s and 3s and between you and your memories and personalities which you use to judge mainly others who are nasty.

More later on general psychiatry and its practices and how they were developed over time...

1. Conditions of the mind / emotions were judged on a first come basis. This is because doctors cannot assume you have something unseen. Always categorize before you extrapolate. It is just bad luck if your category is not known yet or ambiguous
2. People are treated based on how valuable they are not how dangerous they are. This is because doctors cannot know the future unlike some patients seem to do
3. Patients cannot be released just like that almost all the time because most people in the world are parasites that stick to the mentally ill -they are demons you attract by being demonic yoursself.

I am sorry if this seems strict and unloving but science and medicine are generally harsh.

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False teachers are among us, in Spirit. Meanwhile Iran and America play deadly games around the Arabian sea. I would like to quote from Matthew 24,

Mat 24:45  Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?

Mat 24:46  Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

Mat 24:47  Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.

Mat 24:48  But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;

Mat 24:49  And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;

Mat 24:50  The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,

Mat 24:51  And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

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And as for those who profit off prophecy, it is indeed wise, for prophecy is made for your profit! But profit a person from it, creates and furthers future prophecy. And so for those who profit off prophecy, be righteous, and seed the true path. The true path is the salvation of a multitude and the Kingdom come gloriously, by which we mean, poetically, justly, beautifully, as a lesson to those who doubt and slay.

 

Did some research on the word 'balega' which is the brand of my new socks. It means, in African, to move with haste, and can also mean a multitude, misbehave, manure. I am left guessing more than ever. It can only mean to push my ideas and teachings out the door fast as possible, and to reach a large audience who are in error from false teaching. I often worry about stepping in dog doo around our shoebox quarters, and also am sometimes hit by incontinence. I should be careful not to venture too far away and to be more aware of myself. 

 

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It seems that some quarters are readying the Antichrist for show as soon as possible. Especially with the Epstein files revealed. It does seem like a good push. To succeed, we need to know the 5 points of the situation surrounding the end times:

1. Angels will fight demons
2. Aliens will require leaders and choose the Antichrist as he is easy to power up
3. Aliens will try to create miracles using super computing resources, plus our own
4. Angels and demons and Aliens will rage just like before the flood and cause fires etc.
5. There is chaos everywhere as supernatural mixes with science. People will actually be quite entertained.