Thursday, January 30, 2025

I’m starting my DiZi flute YouTube channel tonight…

It’s hard to make any money so I thought I’d leverage my favorite music instrument -the Chinese bamboo flute. I call it “Learn Bamboo Flute with Yap”. And will post a video once or twice a week. Mid week will be a short (easy) song I composed, and every weekend, a more elaborate song I arranged for DiZi which has only 6 finger holes.

My readership has dropped a lot over the holidays somehow. Maybe it will pick up…

I am developing a 6-hole flute notation for my YouTube videos. The iPad’s ability to annotate PDF scores is invaluable. Posted on Medium about declining purchasing power. How I’ll get by with what I have on me now for the long run. Have to annotate Kenny G’s songbird by dinner time and record around 10pm tonight.


Fell asleep beside my flute instead of recording the video. Try again today. Didn’t have much breakfast since I’m dieting. Went to the loo twice due to gas blockage. Everything’s cleared and am feeling comfortable. Wearing the ‘casual karate’ belt I invented and my Seiko 5 Sports.

I had 4 loos today The last one was a good healthy shade. Don’t think I have any gut problems aside from mild piles. Let not one’s mind be troubled! Until the good work be completed…

Wednesday, January 29, 2025

Want to sit in the park today…

Hand is coming under attacks again. Need to go out in the sun so it can heal. Thus will be in the park when the sun gets hotter. Maybe do a few rounds.

Nobody noticed or complimented me on my new watch so far. Is it so nondescript? I think the monochromatic silver-gray and black striped Bond NATO strap makes it look cheaper yet cohesive due to the dark black / green dial and polished ss case.

British have discovered I have no English, am just a copycat who churns out pre-rolled phrases. In that way, I failed to learn any Chinese or to perfect my grasp of Malay -necessary of course, here in Malaysia.


Back from NSK grocer where we also had lunch. Think I will be at the park around 5pm. Will do some writing while there, in my notepad. SeTT has finally got its game playback feature -something I had thought to leave out. Not adding new features anymore.

Didn’t go to the park, instead went to MegaMall with my cousin from up north. Saw some cool Citizens. He’s a Citizen guy and I’m a Seiko wearer. Had diarrhea and headed home to loo, thankfully in time to avoid a coffee spill. My stomach’s been queasy for 3 days now.

Tomorrow, the relations are planning a see-off breakfast nearby. Have to inform Dad.

Monday, January 27, 2025

Just hours till CNY eve…

Fireworks lit up the sky just now, before I took my meds at 9pm. Just watched TGV talk about his GO Panomatic(?) moonphase, big date which he got for circa $7k. And on my wrist, the humble ‘5 Sports that cost me $225 new. Worlds apart but I’m very happy with my Seiko. Happy New Year everybody. May it be thoroughly snakey and goodly so.

Decided not to push my full workout today, just do some stretching, since I ran earlier in the afternoon. We’re expecting a sign anytime this week. So much prophecy is condensing like mist in the hills. We made overtures for peace in the mindspaces as we do every CNY.

Decided to take it easy today as I had a full morning at psych clinic, and got an Arip jab jabbed into my arm. Dad thinks we may be out by 55kRM come February, due to his pacemaker surgery. Lots of money. More than my retirement savings. About the cost of a used Rolex Sub.

Will do some plotting for chapter 12 of IS:

Seth has dates with Marjorie, Gracie, and notes down their reactions towards his old self. Ri is pregnant with his child, inexactly born, but believes him dead. Matthew, presumed dead as well, turns up in a ‘liberal’ colony in Jeju isle where he sells “hot dog buns”. The chapter is mostly of their feelings for one another and their mistakes, including Mr. Frederick and the witches.


17 hours to CNY. Feeling good and comfortable. Fallen Liew witches and British mind forces attacking sporadically as they usually do. Drank some soy milk for pre-breakfast. Taking the day easy.

Had roti canai for breakfast, and an iced coffee. Feeling lazy and a bit down that our extended family is splitting apart. 2025 may be my last year alive. The pain-giving and emotional run-rounds in my mindspace are becoming a norm. 48 years on this good earth is a long time. I don’t mind leaving it all behind.

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Back from reunion dinner at my uncle's upmarket home quite a distance away. He promised to visit us one day soon as well. Had fun playing with the dog and doing some family bonding. My other cousin and uncle are staying over at our vacated house. Hope we didn't forget anything like some food and water for them. Gave them my set of keys.

Sunday, January 26, 2025

Writing again…

This Sunday morning, have nothing much to do. Will be writing Inexact Science, chp.12. Have put on hold my SmallJS project. Still wearing the Seiko 5 fleiger / field automatic on Bond NATO. My life seems to be guided by many minds. ‘Look at Yap! He has the fleiger / chronograph / MudMaster’.

Well, we talked about signs and prophecy before. They can be nebulous as the future in-minutae is simply left to grow as it grows. Only major events like the presidential elections, are pushed -by Heaven’s power.

Talked about women’s problems to do with telepathy and the various forms of temptations brought upon them by the east-west satanic alliance that visits newborns and children. This caused ‘catastrophic moral failure’. Love and murder can be equated by uncleanness but why do it that way? Loneliness and chastity likewise can collide in ugly reciprocations that destroy a girl (baby / child). I don’t know how much of this rings a bell with my readership.

Didn’t do any writing but did some plotting. Was able to solve SeTT’s final weakness -move selection by rank, out of order. Plays quite well. Separated the fighting factions in the mindspace -east and west, but there are still attacks, dissatisfaction, mainly due to my memory loss, and inability to comfort these mind criminals. Generally, do things on the outside, heal on the inside.

Tomorrow will be our reunion dinner. Tried out various straps on my Seiko 5 Sports and the old JamMayMay Bond monochrome is still the best / humblest. Repossessed my glass paperweight dotted with the Da-Vinci last supper. Also another favorite thing I own that I gave away some time ago.

Feeling healthier after a good session of exercise. Can’t wait to see my cousins and uncles / aunt tomorrow. Will be wearing my Seiko 5 fleiger I guess. Costs half the price of a Swiss / German equivalent. There was a prophecy that our family would be a Seiko-wearing family in that we go for value, not prestige. To be honest, I just can’t afford a Longines or Fortis.

The last supper eaten again is the kingdom fulfilled and the end of Jesus’ suffering. At least that’s my interpretation. It should tie in with the final round of Christians being martyred / persecuted to death for their testimony. Here in Malaysia, tomorrow is a “last supper” of the Dragon year (2024). Will there be a sign on this lunar new year’s eve when the moon “disappears”? Maybe. But there will be no rapture until the falling away from the faith. Why will a remnant of Christians keep the faith, while others either die martyred or lose their place in heaven joining a rebellion? The reason is nebulous, ‘those who are alive (unmartyred) and still remain (are loyal)’. I guess the persecution that eventually killed so many caused many more to fall away -simple answer.

Saturday, January 25, 2025

Fiction: Inexact Science (chapter 11)

After the apartment scuffle, Seth went missing. He and Ri were separated and there was no trace of Marjorie. Matthew Fastener was taken into the Communist Party’s custody for re-education.

Zhao An, Seth!


The innermost?


Come walk with me through the gardens of the Summer Palace. It wasn’t so much an invitation than a command.


Try as he might, Seth couldn’t glimpse much of the leader of the supreme council, shielded by two beautiful Asian women in robes and parasols, apart from his obscuring bamboo cone sombrero.


Do you know where Marjorie is?


No.


Would you like to -or is Ri more important to you?


Seth fidgeted with his finger stump. It bore memories of his ex-love and newer ones of his wife, now estranged, possibly.


The women with the innermost giggled to one another, shooting him shy glances. One of them looked like Gracie.


You… my finger…


But the women ushered him through the high doors of a pavilion where shadowed against the lush sun-lit greenery, the innermost practiced Tai Chi Chuan on an overhead walkway.


You have 2 hands, Seth. Don’t be such a worrywart.


It’s time for you and me to disappear.


Why?


Things need to happen. The innermost fanned his palms about wrists pressed together and threw a ball of Chi past him.


This must look good, Seth!


The wind picked up, swirling their robes. Balls of concentrated energy blew past the teenager. He dodged, but was unable to swerve fast enough due to the winds stirred up by the innermost, and he was soon knocked flat out.


Gracie brought Marjorie to his funeral. Mr Frederick also attended. Two geckos were staring down at the coffin. One whispered to the other, how do you feel about Marjorie now?


She’s beautiful, said the other gecko.


But?


Ri is half as pretty but somehow I like the way she thinks.


How she emotes?


Also.


Is it true that western women are full of themselves?


I suppose they are more careful from being more trusting.


Chicken and egg problem. Seth, there is no time to dally here over your effigy. The Universe beckons. You’ve read Erasmus Jr power Nth?


Yes… 


So have I -after I edited it.


Seth, God wants you to know He loves you. Sometimes what happens to you is out of His divine control. What then would you say is the ultimate sacrifice?


Death? Torture?


Neither, young man -it is un-existence. You will be me and I will be gone.


It is the only way.


Seth looked down at his hand and his finger had regrown. He tried to find a mirror. There was one in the hotel washroom. He was a grown man of 40 with wavy sandy hair.


Someone flushed the toilet in a loo stall. The door swung open but it was empty.


*Godspeed, Sir Percival*


He emerged from the men’s room, tamping his hands against his linen suit. He stood beside the two women who had betrayed him and a small smile came to his bearded lips. He drew a handkerchief and dabbed at the tears flowing automatically from his eyes.


Friend or family, he was asked.


Council representative.


Oh, right! Said the organizer, reading his lapel tag… Sir Percival of the innermost.


Seth wondered how Marge and Gracie had made up when he realized that they hadn’t at all. They just came to gloat over his death.


*Herod and Pilate*


Is it true you had him?


Gracie, don’t ask.


I would have rode him all the way.


Now he’s dead.


He killed your brother by being slow to learn, and he killed my husband by cheating him. This ‘Seth’, he’s nothing but a waste of Kleenex.


He was surely a diamond in the rough, -a big one nobody could finish cutting and polishing.


And you must be?


Mr. P of the supreme council.


The ladies curtseyed. Seth bowed slightly.


Which of you young women would like to accompany me through the parking lot, you see my eyes don’t work well in the dark.


Then we can ride home in the Tesla.


Marjorie looked a little frazzled but Gracie took the hand of the older man and they locked arms. She glanced back as Marjorie fidgeted with her gloves, blinking spontaneously.


One man, now dead, and 3 women can’t forget him?


You’re a witch. She’s a clairvoyant. And the Chinese college student -she’s a mistake -she was THE mistake.


What is the council’s verdict on the e-bomb fallout?


Rebuild. You see, we had Seth put… ‘away’.


You have his DNA sequenced!


You must be his sister then, of course. We took precautions to safeguard his biological and shepherd his philosophical permutations.


Why then kill Saim?


Walk through enough doors with no keys on you and you’ll quickly learn how to be lost in your heart.


Sir, what do you mean?


Your brother was a leaky plug in our bubble bath.


Seth followed the words flowing from his new memories and knowhow. Gracie never suspected he was in and in control of ‘Mr. P’.


The white self-driving stopped outside the overgrown mansion. She looked at the dapper gentleman through eyes slatted with thick lashes, would you like to step inside?


You’ll find I’m in poor company.


Gracie bowed, humbly.


But honestly I would love to.


She understood like any witch would, the ternary entendres of the council.


Seth handed her a blank white card. It was of pure e-matter, worth its weight in diamonds.


You know how to use it.


Seth smiled and Gracie grinned ear to ear. 


*That’s a’right, boy -aright, arite, ARITE*


Down to 3 watches…

My 3 watch collection / rotation is finalized. From left to right: Seiko 5 field mechanical/ fleiger, Tissot PRS516 automatic, Casio MudMan solar.

I needed something more “easily” wearable than the PRS and hulking MudMan tho both these watches have their purpose, as dressing up, and for roadtrips / outstation as we call it in Malaysia.

So right now you can guess the everyday EDC, the Seiko is on my wrist. Hard to imagine collecting / upgrading these watches right now. If I came by a large sum of money, I would buy one investment watch that I wouldn’t wear (around much). Most probably a Frédérique Constant.

This is around 30-40kRM. A mechanical perpetual calendar with moonphase. At the moment, I have no way of owning it even if I raid my EPF accounts.

Will take a shower soon and settle down to finish writing chp.11 of Inexact Science. There is a lot to do in mindspace. Quell the arguments between East and West who fought with spiritual warfare.

If there were souls calling from under the altar just before the time the rapture were near what could be going on on earth to make them call for justice? God’s plan being fulfilled or in danger? It has to be in danger because the souls were indignant. Something makes God seem to lose control. In the midst of the fervor there is a ‘departure from the faith’. So the jump in numbers of fellow testifiers killed was because they failed or succeeded in preaching the gospel? You have to know that everyone knows gospel who pushes it away like you made them eat yak yogurt, the rest are under their thumb. It is a testament to the faithless that they killed / maimed / framed a messenger of God. We can only show, not reason with common sinners. And sin is one’s affront to God -a show of MAN’s power.

If there were an end to writing things few people read then I would gratefully retire. But my part is to support the effort of testimony from behind enemy lines -the theory and analysis, while bearing the painful attacks and wounds of those who reveal truth that saves many.


Review: Seiko 5 'field mechanical / fleiger' SRPJ89K1

Good backdrop, bath towel. Matches the strap.
The green dial only hints it’s green which is classy.

A very nicely brushed / polished movement -unlike
those 7s26, back in the 90s.

My first Seiko was a '5'. I never respected it much but at 250RM back when I was in my 20s, it was a steal for an automatic. Today, a Seiko field mechanical will set you back circa 1kRM or about $220.

Yea, it does a lot more than the legendary fives of the 90s. My model has drilled lugs and a display back for the cleanly finished 4r36 movement. It also comes with swim-proof WR (100m).

Of course, you also get hand-winding which is silky smooth and a slightly domed crystal which is a good thing because you're spending 4 times as much for it in 2024.

I asked my AD why green dial was 100RM more than the cream and he just shrugged. Coulda saved 100RM but I decided to go 'collectible' as with everything odd-colored. Plus he's been giving me discounts for many years now.

Lume shot -quite legible.

The dial is lumed with dots at the markers which favor the minute track rather than the hour track. I guess it is what field watches do -my very first one. Hands are tasteful broadsword with a little curve towards the tips, generously lumed. Only issue is that the hour and minute hand are essentially the same shape.

The crown is push-pull and bigger than the one on my original five. I think it looks good, against the 36mm diameter case which is a standard-looking affair. It doesn't look expensive, nor cheap.

Came on a nice leather strap which I switched out for a NATO using just a paperclip end. No sense ruining the premium leather, getting it wet which all field watches eventually will experience. Brings back the wistful memories of wearing my smallish, budget, first automatic, albeit with a lot more charm and classiness. I think Seiko have done a good job for a fair price with the J89K. I can see this might be my final watch unless I get rich anytime soon which is still remotely possible. But I would still wear it as a beater or in rough parts of the city.

I saved 100% of the cost of the watch over 4 months. But soon will be letting go of my Prospex and Promaster, and my Orient Tristar, all of which I no longer wear. May also sell my Swatch Sistem51 and Q&Q moonphase. This after my father's heart surgery, when he and Mom will be less hard on me and my hobby / habit.

Yes, I think this humble watch will…  be… IT.


OOTB accuracy seems to be excellent only that the beat error is about 4 times higher than in a luxury watch (so they say).