Tuesday, December 5, 2023

What to wear / forgiveness…

It’s just a few hours till my weekly long walk. This time to TRX Exchange Mall. I’ve decided to wear Lululemon briefs, Uniqlo wide cut jeans with casual karate belt, and an Eagle King shirt. Will be lugging my usual Caribee Condor 2 backpack and the MudMan solar. May wear socks under my usual Teva sandals. Good footwear, a must for middle-aged pedestrians (like myself).

Dad will be heading over to the hospital soon to see if he can go off blood thinners. They will be inserting something into his heart to prevent clots. Seems like a strange thing to elect for. Sometimes I don’t think he’s thinking straight, but WTH.

Haven’t been eating that well still. But a bit less food / fasting is also good. Miss my curry laksa ramen. Meanwhile, the witchy Liew 6 scheme to destroy the Faith, not being on God’s invite list. Salvation is a free gift but shame and pride are like a 14-foot stone wall. Why shut out the savior, Liews?

More later…

Back from TRX. It is less than 100% impressive but quite nice. Walked my feet off and still didn’t check out everything. The rooftop ziggurat is kinda cool. It must be an Apple Store in the making. Quite a few tenants haven’t moved in. At least this will do for my weekly walk.

Dad left for his heart procedure with Sis driving. The air is thick with blades of vengeance between people who don’t forgive. Forgiveness begins with kindness to one’s self. It begins with a sense of self, right or wrong it may be. It begins with making the right and wrong fight it out in emotion space. Forgiveness doesn’t mean you found the chip off the China but that you can use the bowl anyway.

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