It’s past midnight and I’ve just worked out and am ready for bed. But here is a true story that happened to me as I walked, or in my walk with God. And thru mental illness.
I once had a job at an ice cream parlor and had saved enough for a watch. I wanted a G-Shock. My very first one and it was for sale at 270RM. Albeit it was a dull green with hard to read negative LCD display.
Me and the squat biggish MudMan, we had a couple of adventures but when it came time to start Prayer Star, my first evangelizing website, I sold my favorite watch to fund the hosting and domain.
PS was eventually swamped maybe DOSSed even and I lost the domain, all my info, and the site was discontinued.
After a stint in rehab, I tried again with my current site FreeLunch.my and this time, it was not flooded but was probably blocked as Fudd. Strangely, on my wrist is a MudMan, an upgraded model with solar charging. Display also negative.
I don’t know if the story metaphors well into knowing there is a God. But synchronicity, even coming with mental illness do enter like this, thru coincidences.
When I started PS, there was little mindspace opposition, but with FL, I get attacked by the hour day in day out, plus my MudMan Solar fails to please and placate me unlike the 9000 series I once owned.
My analysis is that the truth I expose / share online is somehow unpopular and so am I, as a person, being persecuted for my indiscretions. More and more vehemently no matter how much I polish my delivery.
And it leads me to the collective unconscious of Jung. Watch-website-unpopular x2, given mental illness x2. If it were that there were no God, why watch-website? Why watch-unpopular-mental illness? What fixation can our collective minds have on a double coincidence-motivation? God, obviously!
There is a God, as there is a consistent pattern of action-hidden reaction, circumstance-dis-emotion. More later…
You may have heard of string theory, everything physics is 'relative', on the nano level, every law of Science breaks down. Stephen Hawking (rest his soul) proposed a 'Grand Theory of Everything' but sadly died before it was found.
All this can be reconciled if you understand that creation or the universe is in constant folding about itself. If you believe in the Big Bang, then you should know that there was an unfolding 1x1x1 which is equal to 1. There is no way to go from 0x0x0 to 1. Or else hang the Arab mathematician who thought of algebra! But if you can imagine there was '1' folded a finite number of times over itself, then we have ignition. The reason for finite folding is that if we had infinite folds, there would be zero in 3 dimensions. 3D zero cannot exist, just as a Mobius loop cannot. Nor can 1D become 2D become 3D. 1D does not exist except as a concept. 2D cannot be multiplied except with pen on paper.
Since the primordial unfolding, the universe has been reeling from its effects. Folding is like the Spirit of God imprinted into every ounce of matter, every particle of light, every flash of our sentient minds.
Furthermore, a folded object cannot exist in or pre-exist a void. It cannot spontaneously be. It is more mathematical to say 1x1x1 = 1 existed pre-folding after which it expanded beyond '1' just like a spring / explosion.
In that way, we explain ourselves as well as our environment and our God who folded the universe ever so many times according to His Word. More later...
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