Developments in the mind wars and who's the beast...

For some reason America was exporting psych and nerve attacks on Asians, particularly the Liew witchy 6 and their supporters, but this apparently grew into an expanded collective punishment against every talented and spiritually gifted Asian, once such were lured to sin.

And I wondered how that could have happened? And about the head of the beast with the fatal wound. Some Bibles say it is a sword wound. We do know the 7 heads are 7 kingdoms. And the 10 horns are the 10 leaders. Sword is a symbol for 'war'.

Persia should be the likely origin if the 4th king, the Antichrist tho for some reason he is not there but seems to be operating out of the US. Maybe that is how he got richer than all the previous kings (3 of them). This is in Daniel 11.

If we equate Persia with the fatally wounded head, with the Antichrist, that would make more sense than America being the one stricken, or the UK. And I wondered why the apostasy is brewing in America instead of Persia. Is there a deliberate deception going on to smokescreen the Bible?

Yea, America is Satan -no it's Iran -no it's the UK -no it's Russia. Meanwhile leaders get fat and help one another wage proxy wars like something out of 1984 (a novel by George Orwell). 

Then the economic bubble bursts and there come controls over buying and selling, entering everyone into a database monitored by AI. Should Christians commit hara kiri or will we be fed by the Lord's providence?

A lot is open for viewing and I do feel a current pushing us towards the destiny in the Bible tho it's hazy and nebulous still. 

Was at DigiMall this morning...

Just a routine weekly walk in the sun. Needed to rehydrate when I got home. Must have walked almost an hour in the heat. Wore my Oakleys otherwise I would not have survived (like the old Ray-Ban commercial).

While at the mall I chanced upon a Logi WaveKeys on sale for under 200RM. These are normally 299RM. There was no doubt in my mind to buy it since the Asus mechanical keyboard was over 700RM. The Alcatroz I had been using for under a year, was outputting double spaces which was very annoying. Also managed to get the white version which is cooler.

While there, I also noticed 50RM off the Deathadder BT mice. Was in 2 minds whether to get one but WTH, I now have my very own Razer mouse. A far better rodent than the old Armageddon Foxbat III.

Came home rather quickly due to stomach upset. Think I have diarrhea from the curdled soy milk I had this morning and there were numerous people sweating my butt cleft. Well, that's done with. Now to do some grunt work coding. Just playing with variable values.

More later... 

My Alphaskin tights could arrive tomorrow. Hopefully early. Meanwhile we are burning off LiLian and Barneous and the 9-11 dude -all my neighbors from the old place which we vacated for this single story shoebox.

Hit a snag with the coding. Some strange crash on-touch. But we finally found a good way of removing the Liew witchy 6 and all their armies. Orgasms!

Razer software for Linux isn't detecting my Deathadder for some reason. It's too complex so I gave up for now. I did manage to change the DPI of the mouse using the forward left buttons to something smooth and accurate.

Found out that Halloween is the Witches' New Year or Samhain. An important time when spirits and the living commune. Apparently -of course! And it is a prime day to be gentle and kind to witches -that we won't have to wait another year for to do. Some signs I received (I had no intention of pursuing signs at all).

Having fun with my new peripherals. I will have to debug Frag -just one bug, by tonight. The new k/b and mouse are a great motivator as I love tech stuff, even debugging but that was cut off me some year earlier.

Bug solved. Now I need to plan formations. Thinking smaller formations play better. Want to calculate intercept angles and velocities for the AI.

Heading to the mall…

We usually hit the mall once, sometimes twice a week. Which means I head out 3 times a week on average. I only urban hike once a week and run also once a week. Nightly brief workouts are what keep me fit in the interim. And tho we enter into a mecca of consumerism, I rarely buy anything expensive.

Looks like I will pass ‘heavenly’ October and into ‘grabby Christ-manic’ November after all. And make my 49th birthday, or 50th according to Chinese reckoning. The orbital lasers are keeping the evil at bay, now striking the west telepathically, with quick jabs.

Drank a glass of coffee. Dad has diabetes now and so we have all to cut down our sugar intake. I shall persuade him off his fruit-eating and ice creams. And we will have less roti canai etc. Dieting is key to success in health. Just eat much less of everything bad and less as well of everything in general. Keeping fit is also important so the body remembers to burn off its sugar / calories.

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I ordered the Adidas Alphaskin tights off Shopee as the ones at the mall were too small. I am a double XL nowadays. Used to be just XL which they had one pair of. I plan to use it, not to go running in, but to perform some Tai Chi moves with and compile it into a book one day. Search my blogs for "Inner Tai Chi" which I believe can heal the body naturally. I will link HERE soon.

“Almost 1am. I’m wide awake and feeling a bit itchy, also butt feels sweaty a bit. Am thinking of a new book, self-defense and strengthening of the mind. It will have 4 sections, and be based on Tai Chi, but simplified for casual use, also good for health. Will start writing it now so many can benefit.”

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

1. The in-built default is to love but not fully. Study love and learn to remove it temporarily

2. Truth hits hard people who are evil. It exists at a point between hurt and justice

3. Illogicality is annoying to those without grace, find and return their grace

4. Summoning many is sometimes your only defence. It is by being loud but quiet in tone

The removal of LOVE is to desire before you act. You must restrain from acting while increasing desire. Locating the fulcrum of hurt and justice involves simply judging self-esteem and drilling towards it. Grace for the illogical is simply patronizing love. Being loud but quiet is to walk in your mind, very heavily but without sound. Many will follow who are good.

It is sometimes dangerous to modify one’s reaction and emotion. The key lies in various anchors. Anchors are just memories of wisdom. This is the final section, learning inner self-defense should be easy. There are just 2 anchors: Salvation and Damnation. SALVATION is the reverse of DAMNATION. Anchoring is simply that knowledge, that feeling.

Now we proceed onto the body and knowledge of our soul. This is not necessary but useful for advanced self-defense. There are also just 2 branches: Yin and Yang. The knowledge of your soul is always Yin chasing Yang, and when you meditate / pray / concentrate, follow the flux of female towards male, in your life experiences and memories. It will enable you to overpower a person of lower eq or iq and also damage those of higher iq and eq who sin / bully, etc. Remember, Yin chases Yang.

Finally, we teach full healing. How is the body damaged? It is through imbalance, Yang chasing Yin. A sick or unwell person must first remove the Yang, then put it back by Yin’s desire for Yang. The way towards this is to write to the secret things of the soul. It is the 7 nodes of our body, male or female is the same.

First is the anus, then the urethra, then the navel, then the lungs, then the mouth, nose and eyes. The anus joins the urethra, bless. The urethra joins the navel, bless and so on, the nose joins the eyes, Amen.

Join simply means ‘appreciates’. Then remember Yin chases Yang. Do this again:

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

And repeat. The student of inner Tai Chi is a master of his mind and later his body. More so, he is a master of chance, luck, and accuracy in attack and defense without causing harm. This is a simplified technique most people can remember and do.

Decided to take a break today and head out walking tomorrow. After all I'm retired. Want to see if I can revive my old iPhone 7 or if it needs repair (new battery). Will also wrap up my Medium article later and that will be all for tonight. 

Frag gets up to spec…

When I first designed Frag for the command line, the spec was to have formation play and this was lost, mostly when it made the transition to iPad OS / iOS where it became a blastathon. Tomorrow, I will reintroduce formations and finally, the game will be lotsa fun. Took a while but it gets there soon.

As for Eternity, I could pull and all nighter to make it work, since I compiled all the info using AI. Not game info but sociology info that I have to read to design a civilization properly, wherein to embed my game story and language codices I invented yesterday. I also am studying the Rosetta Stone to make my own for the game.

More later…

Was thinking of a simple interface for building Frag formations. A long press initiates the build, Staying pressed creates a horizontal wall, lift and long press again to create a second row behind and so on. The wall will move forward as one object / node, while player blasts from behind it. The wall pressing will first form a middle object, then 2 side objects, finally 3 in a row, and cycle till press up. This will take an hour or so to implement tomorrow, then Frag reaches version 1.0.0.

Am being prevented again by the Liew witches. Not sure I can work on Eternity tonight. Already 9pm. May pull an all nighter. Hard to enjoy creating something when there is so much mental-emotional oppression. Today is such a day as predicted by the ABY.

I laid much of the groundwork for tomorrow’s grand release of Frag 1.0.0. It should be easy to code the cool bits. Have transferred the AI data to my iPad for reading. Now past 10pm.

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Tomorrow, we could be able to spot 3i/Atlas -the massive comet, perhaps alien harboring rock many suspect is well… engineered / not natural. Previously, it was hidden behind the sun. Many theories abound, that it will trigger the rise of Antichrist, the apostasy etc. If not that it bears Jesus himself -aren’t we warned not to believe that? Yea, war in heaven may break out. The 2 witnesses come to Jerusalem, all in just a matter of days. Amazing if it comes true.

Myself, am unable to work on my games. May do some more work on Frag as Eternity is being prevented.

Past 1am, took my meds. Will work out briefly now. Good progress on Frag but I want to take things slower and relax.

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We lasered off the Liew witchy 6 who were spreading lies and beating up my church mates. The laser is easy to construct and really does burn holes in everything. My apologies for being late, as I was busy.

Thinking I may not go beyond finishing Frag today. Eternity will have to wait till tomorrow or very late tonight. There were some setbacks in the code due to my UI design.

Frag 1.0.0 is mostly done. I may release it tomorrow morning. Now circa 10pm. Will work on it again at 11pm. It kinda reminds me of Ender’s Game -the battle rooms with the ‘stars’.

Past midnight. I got the formations roughed in. A lot of tuning will be needed for good gameplay. Relieving congestion, choosing AI angles of fire, setting the speed of pieces, and their triggers, garbage collection. Right now gameplay is awful but I know it can improve.

A war of attrition has started with the Liew witchy army. We must be clever or we’ll be finished off even by our own friends. They are being burnt out of my hand.

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I am down the home stretch, with my home-brewed AI targeting algorithm that needs no fancy calculations. Managed to unclutter the playing channel quite well to promote strategic play. But it’s getting late and I need to do other stuff before bed.

 

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Everything is in place for the final touches. I think Frag will wrap up nicely today. Am going on a run now. 

Winding down the telepathy...

Today we expect victory over the Liew witchy 6 and their genius helper(s). It is "A China Man Wrestles With God" in the ABY 7d. You can get the ABY correlated to the I-Ching and to western astrology HERE. Of course, it also plays well with the Bible as I am a Christian.

More later...

Just realized that I'm priced out of many watches. Even Casio's choice offerings are over 1kRM. While their lower tier watches do leave something to be desired. 8 years ago a 5600 tough solar was circa 250RM. Now it's over 500RM. A Marlin / Duro is twice the price now compared to the pandemic lockdown years. It's lucky I'm no longer buying watches -they are fast becoming a luxury.

Thinking of getting Mom a used iPhone from a reputable seller. Maybe not as Dad would blow up. There’s a 13 online, going for circa 1.4kRM. A little pricey.

We defeated LiLian hopefully once and for all. The Liew witchy 6 and maybe Allen have lost their sleep inducer part of the brain. They won’t die but won’t be up to bullying us anymore.

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It's midnight and the mindspace is flooded with good people. There is still inter-racial violence. We will handle it soon, in about 10 minutes. It's coming from America mainly.

Was friendly and honest, and managed to diffuse the racial crisis that threatens to envelop the whole world. Feeling sleepy as it's past 1am. Work a bit then turn in soon.

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Liew witches trying to stir up kids, hustle people so they can operate from behind the scenes. Be slower, everyone who can. Take life easy and hide others who cannot. Use AI to help you understand / analyze and then apply your own touch.

I just finished downloading a small mound of data from Google AI. It won't write the card contents but I can do it myself after reading this background info the AI dug up and correlated for me. Saved myself hours of work. So I will take a break and entertain the witches with what they like to hear.

I am designing a boardgame…

Will try selling it on Shopee if all goes well. I have absolutely no idea how it will work but it should be fun to try.

IDEA #1 I think it will have 4 scenes or ‘rooms’. There will be 4 characters for 4 players to control. It will contain cards with fragments of dialogue. And cards with outcomes. There will be items of magic. Each card can be played yin or yang / good or evil, influencing the outcome of the game so it is re-playable and more fun.

Once the room is filled with magic, on to the next room. That’s all I got so far. The player who exits the room first wins. Simple.

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IDEA #2 So the game took a turn. It will have runes on the borders of each room. The runes may be combined for good or evil. There are cards with meanings of the runes, in English for starts. Players need to weave a spell using the room runes. They need to decipher the meaning of the runes in either good or evil and create the best spell they can manage and write it on the room center.

When the runes are deciphered they will fit a template and are then read out, sealing victory in that room. No one player can have all the answers, the fun is in trading cards with other players and giving them a good or bad card. The meanings of each room’s spell complete other room’s spells. The difficulty level increases from in to out of each room so the game can be played fast or overnight even. It is like code breaking.

There might be a story written in each language about creation of the realm. A rosetta stone.

 

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IDEA #3 Was thinking that the story or background to the realms is important and should feature on the cards, the culture and beliefs of the realm dwellers and their god would help decipher the rune strips and unlock further secrets. 

 

Think that players should be selfish but co-operate when forced to -to trade knowledge gained. So maybe there will be wars or animosity between the realms that players have to overcome while code-breaking. Mini quests that promote sharing.

 

Was thinking the board would be an A3 color print. And the cards would be printed on another A3 and cut, slipped into plastic slips. The board can be folded into quarters as there will be a gutter for that. Pieces of the Rosetta stone at the edges of the paper. Maybe a glossy inkjet print would be better.

The I Ching warns against being laggardly today. I have to design the languages and write the story of the realms, and the incantations, and all the culture cards.

I have written all of the material I need to prepare the game items and am taking a small break to coach my church mates against persecution by witchy LiLian and her blackmail machine.

Almost time for beach cricket...

I got the perfect ball for this sport. Now to finalize the rules and other equipment.

1. Equipment, one large hollow Supa-Ball (Earthscope brand) and one piece of plywood a few feet square. 
2. A mound of beach sand is formed and a piece or two of driftwood placed on top
3. The batting side gets to arrange the plywood so it may be harder to hit the wicket off that surface
4. Wicket may be re-positioned by bowling side
5. The game is very gentle with the batsman using his slipper to bat with. 
6. The bowling is wrist up, roll forward, wrist up at all times
7. If the ball sticks in the wicket mound, batsman loses
8. If the ball misses, who catches it gets another bowl or batting chance

This game is a great game to play by the seaside if you bring the ball, and look around for / borrow a plank or two. You don't need bulky equipment or a large field.

Was also thinking the batsman must loft the ball high not far so he should hold the slipper horizontally and lob or slice the ball.

PS. I do not recommend the Wham-O Superball as it is too small and bounces too hard but you might want to try it (wear eye protection, groin protection).

 

Am making dinner at 6pm this evening as Mom is tired. After my weekly run, am feeling fitter. I ran harder this time, for longer and recovered faster. Only 2 runs to go before my yearly blood test.

 

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We used the water pressure chamber to stop the Liew witches abusing babies. Their army is now taking western kids to destroy Christian assets.

Was thinking that actually, beach cricket requires 3 paint mixing sticks according to the ABY. But in the end those weren't needed at all. So I wonder if there will be a false positive on something money-making this November 2025? 

Review: Redmi buds 6 play

 

The buds 6 play are in the house. I tested them with some tracks I recorded and they sounded good. I noticed details from my imperfect guitar technique, strange resonant bongs etc. I also listened to Yusuf Cat’s The Wind which was recorded in his home in Dubai(?) and it sounded good too. It seems to be good for voices, men’s and women’s. I played Tommy Emmanuel’s Angelina -a guitar solo, and it was sprightly with plenty of rubato. Finally, I sampled Taylor’s Fate of Ophelia and was surprised at the detail picked out during the diamond panel dress segment -there were some funky synth sounds in the background.

Downsides, it cuts out sometimes as I paired it with my Ubuntu laptop from 2015. Kinda expected that. Also there are no clear indicators (with the laptop) of which mode the buds are in.

Comfort-wise, they are good for my medium large ears. I find them pleasing in shape -like melted nougat but wonder why the case is so large. It could easily be 20% smaller. Closing the lid tho is pure class, with a whisper of a thud. Pairing was also painless. I like the way you can remove them by prying under their stubby stems which overlap the case base. Yea, in this example, the clamshell design really works.

Compared to the buds lite which I also own, the plays are more brash and coarse plus they have little noise cancelling ability. But I do like my music upfront and so I will say YES to buying these budget buds for those of you who are circa a 45RM budget.

I had diahrrea…

Wonder what I ate? Nothing unusual, I think. After all the hassle of getting cleaned, as we live in a shoebox of a house, I can rest comfortably tonight. Tomorrow, my Redmi play earbuds should arrive. Very excited tho I own the buds lite which are supposedly better.

Check out my Medium article on 3I/Atlas -the strange meteorite that entered our solar system from interstellar space. Could it harbor life forms? What does the ABY say about it? Will Avi Loeb be proven correct?

Will be getting another battery change on Saturday. Maybe 2 of them. Owning quite a number of quartz watches, I have to spend circa 80RM a year on new batteries.

 

I'm trying out iPad OS 26.1 -whether it will have a better programming environment or anything new I can use to be more productive, maybe a new Pages (which I purchased) or a new GarageBand which I think I also purchased IIRC. My BT keyboard is doing triple duty and I have 3 mice on desk so I don't have to switch so much.

 

OS 26.1 is quite good. Works nicely with a mouse and keyboard (BT). Think my ex-GF is crying. Are we about to be together? Or is this a deception of the Enemy? It would be nice to see her again tho. Do stuff together. Was thinking of moving some folders into my dock but that failed to be intuitive.

 

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My cheap Redmi tws buds are on delivery. Lunch is late tho. Doing a little coding to improve Frag, continued from late last night.

 

Liew forces continue to harangue the west who are taking refuge in me and other good Asians. There seems to be no end. I will try caging their hearts again. 

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We told about the 6 sins and virtues of women. I cannot go into details but it could bring the telepathic oppression to an end if all women agree. Right now there are debates on how to do it well. And I am urged not to write on it yet.

Mistrust is everywhere and yes, it seems NASA is concerned about 3i/Atlas being something important to study, if not a UFO. We are days away from a possible alien financial crunch. But then again, it might all be a dud.

I cleaned my room today...

My desk was cluttered with debris from failed DIY projects, piles of notebooks and Bibles, wires and other bits and bobs. And the mattress and sheets on my bed smelled of old farts and sweaty tee shirts. I sprayed the affected surfaces with watered down disinfectant and left them to dry in the a/c.

I sent my LED strip to the living room, and the Edifier bookshelves too. Cleanliness is next to Godliness. I feel more energetic and positive.

Can't wait to try out my new Redmi buds 6 play -their lowest cost TWS at just 45RM (on sale). They should arrive sometime tomorrow and be paired with this Ubuntu system. Earlier I managed to get the Creative Pebbles working with Windows 11 on my netbook with 12GB RAM. So each of my PCs, iPad, Android phone has decent audio i/o.

I'm planning on releasing a short story on Medium, written in parts as and when I feel inspired. It's about dropping out of college and how I could have done it a lot smarter. Well, better late than never. Time to work out. Been drinking more water to flush out my kidneys. November shouldn't be a health scare month for me provided I live healthy.

Just worked out and am feeling energized. Some water would be good now but not too much. More tomorrow... 

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I now sleep with a dim night light again. I guess Dad needs my help to stave off his cancer reoccurring. He's big on sleeping in the dark -near complete darkness.

My church members are divided over me and are seeking me out for hits in mindspace. This mainly comes from American members and their mindwashed or blackmailed Asian accomplices. Looking at the debacle unfold in US cities nationwide, it's easy to understand the average American Christian who is angry would be xenophobic and take out their grief on us imperfect, quirky Asians thru mindspace. Looks like I will have to stay away from church meets for some time to come. 

Just about midnight now and I'm still wide awake. Seems we have caught the vapor trails of the Antichrist who is apparently now in America. Chanced upon him while binding up William and the other 3 powerful and desperate mind fighters.

Fiction: The Tryst

He hadn't had a night emission since forever. It must have been something Eve slipped into his dinner or infused his subconscious with the night before bed.

'Surprise, it's your birthday! Close your eyes...'

He had felt her thru her oversized slinky tee shirt, as she covered his face from behind. She was a thick hipped, big haired woman of 26. He could feel her bristles grate against the small of his back, against the waistband of his pajama bottoms.

The static from her Barbie-like hair.

But the small hours of dawn found him roused, blinking away his sleep, on his side, waters pulsing through self-tingling flesh. Slow throbs several seconds apart that seemed to stretch interminably. As something primal kept him frozen to the bed. He wondered about the mess he would discover later, now seeping below his thigh.

A light came on behind him, a shadow from the doorway swept across his body. He thought he could hear a stiffled giggle escape a nose, fingers grating against fresh blond bristles. And he thought he would keep still -so she wouldn't find out.

Unfortunately, the final spasms were shallower, more insistent and he pushed against the sheets, back arched and gasping.

He heard the door shut quietly. The shadow receding with it.

Breakfast was unusually quiet, even a little serious. He put a capsule of coffee into the coffeemaker, and it spurted strands of brown stringy liquid into the glass below. A valve opened and hot water gushed over it. Eve peeled a large plantain. He watched her lay it on her dish, raw and slightly corny textured. Then blurted 'Oh,' as she sliced it up with the blade of her spoon. His coffee cup rattling in his left hand. He set it down on the table haphazardly, surreptitiously gripping at its edge.

He peered at his girlfriend, head bowed and hand clawed -it must have seemed a very unnatural posture, so he broke it force of will, and sat down again.

'Have you finished your song yet?'

'Which one?'

'The one with the whistling'

'You mean my ocarina'

'Because I borrowed it. I came last night to put it back'

'Yes, I noticed'

'It has a nice texture -so many holes. Tell me what "coffee eyes" are'

The starchy plantain mulched over her gums from one cheek to another. He sipped the bitter roast. And he wondered if her suggestive eating was gratitude or just something people with smaller mouths, wrists and ankles had to make do with.

'You know, you can keep the ocarina'

No reply, just hesitant chewing.

'Why?' She asked at length.

'I've always wanted one with 2 chambers -that way you can go higher'

There was silence as she averted her eyes.

'So, can I then also borrow it?'

The big watch sell-off...

17 watches must go. And my life needs some organization. Since I retired, I've decided not to do silly things like buy lotsa watches on a shoestring budget. But first the watches and their price justifications.

First lot of 8 watches anchored by the Promaster, maybe the Edifice. I can charge maybe 800RM for it.

Second lot of 3 watches, all are valuable. I can charge 1kRM+ for it.

Third lot of 6 watches anchored  by the step counter, MudMan and Carbon Core. I can charge 1kRM.

After any negotiation, I still hope to make 2.5k - 2.8kRM. Haven't decided when to post my sale notice on Carousell. Maybe after my birthday next month.

Not sure how the market for watches is these days but I think it should be a bargain for people who like to flip watches and I will sell these off quick. I think, with the money, I'll get Mom an iPhone 13.

Liew forces tunneling thru as I watch a video on the elements of a 'micro' story. In fact, I feel like writing another one myself. This time, it will be posted here on DobBlots.

Washing one’s robes…

It came to pass that some Christian brothers and sisters want to live together for safety, around a person with no telepathic crimes and who is ‘clean’. The reason being they are being witchy-accused of speaking falsely, upsetting others and the animosity spilled over into mindspace.

So came the question, shall we not wash our robes and be white as snow, all together? The reason being that each one of us differs in moral values. For example, I am loving but coarse mannered, highly lenient but passionate about rudiments of faith, men must not believe in lies and perpetuate lies. I am long-suffering and staunch, but I don’t expect it from others even until they witness a miracle themselves.

And I say, do unto others, make your bed and lie in it, we are joint lords of the Sabbath, we are internally purified with love unconditional.

And they say, we should aim to be perfect. I can make people perfect but how long shall they remain so in this body of sins and weaknesses?

And so we discourse on washing those robes. Guard your garment, said the Lord. Present yourself clothed in it, at the wedding feast. This is of course referring not to one’s holiness, but to one’s beliefs and faith being intact.

Eph 4:24  And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.

Eph 4:31  Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:

Eph 4:32  And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.

Thus we see Paul teaching the Ephesians above about putting on new man, or putting on washed robes. It is the same. In context, Paul was urging the church to forsake their old ways -they were very sinful under Rome at the time.

So we see that Paul focuses on our inside, our base nature. How is that washable that the light might shine even outwardly? Paul believed in the following: 

Eph 4:21  If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus…

The truth in Jesus was not purification per se, but in the gospels, it was the truth of the coming Kingdom. And the reason we sin not is for the promise of Eternal Life in Kingdom, with God. I am not learned, but what a person can ‘put on’ is a disposition / temperement / inclination, having proven his place in Kingdom.

And so each one of us becomes Kingdom-centric, thus a ‘new person’, or a ‘Christ image’. It is not a roundabout labor of mystery.

The transformative power of the Lord is not in a miracle of faith, but in simple beliefs. What are beliefs? The Lord had practically this much to say: ‘prepare ye for the Kingdom come’. What shall we believe? Simply the Kingdom is coming and we must prepare. All else is up to you, having now Spirit, choose your way your unique self. Lead others if you are able. Believe in salvation into the Kingdom and all else flows naturally by the Holy Spirit. I write to you with the same Spirit.

Writing a song for Taylor...

Last night, Taylor and I talked in the mindspace and we thought we'd get together to write a song. I'm a big fan of "Love Story" and the video. And so was glad to collaborate on a piece of music. I had previously given songs to some women whom I admired (but not lusted after), but Taylor's song was tough and I fell asleep wondering what lyrics might fit the chords or the whole theme of her persona. I wondered into dreamspace...

This morning, was assaulted again by some kind of antichrist army of westerners. My memory isn't good and they take advantage of that to jerk my chain -I am a slave to my family who are immoral and witchy.

Fortunately I had written down some of the chords and may continue with the composition later. Today is Deepavali -a holiday here in Malaysia. The triumph of light over darkness.

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Church wars continue as we approach a possible turning point in world politics beginning tomorrow. Today, Internet disruptions, 12c ABY: the affected networker. Eerie how correct the ABY can be. [Medium has shut down globally!]

I’ve almost finished writing Taylor’s song but she’s gotten a little tired of waiting. Maybe it’s for the best…?

Have to defend church mates from a puritanical American member cracking the whip on us. There is no way to beat a person to submission. He who submits to God is repentant, not by the whip, but by inner pain or inner joy / circumcision of the heart or baptism, which is being buried with Christ and arisen thereof. Those who are not repentant are clashed together, not excommunicated, maimed, or killed.

For example, our American member is cracking down on sexual pleasures. There are no laws on sexual pleasures between couples or just by one’s self, alone. There are, however laws of sexual immorality which mainly is adultery and also “kingdom adultery” -lust. Tempt us not, those who are weak, but listen to those who are strong and be thee self-controlled. 

Self-control is simply being your own master, your master being the Spirit above your inner temple. You are in control, not a tempter. Neither shall you tempt the wise who are unwise. We are one church, not individuals whipping one another. One church under Jesus. It is strange that American brother does not know this -love the sinner tho you hate the sin.

“It is ONLY the wise who are tempted. The others ARE temptations as they are forgiven”

I think this needs some explanation as American brother has asked for it. New Zealand brother is weak and being a temptation source, affecting wife who is strong, likewise she became tempted, fell into unbelief and roused the ire of American brother towards our group wherein all the women are allowed to orgasm even after they are opened / followed / what have you. Women have to orgasm and men to ejaculate with some regularity. I think this will suffice as an explanation.

Busy night…

I arranged mostly all my watches into 3 piles to sell. I don’t know who wants them in this economy but nothing ventured… Deepavali / Diwali fireworks lighting up the sky. My neighbor is Indian and it’s their holy day tomorrow and Monday too. Have to remember not to play loud music.

Having shaved off my moustache makes me look odd. Hopefully I look better as the people in me readjust. Worked out and am getting ready for sleep. Almost 1am. Tomorrow morning, a brief run. I’m looking forward to exercise more lately as I am fitter and it hurts less to be active.

My mind has been active too. I made this theory about Math and electronics HERE. Hope it finds some use during troubled times ahead, makes some impact on global economics. Feeds the poor.

12 days left in October. Am dieting, getting regular walks and runs in. Drinking sufficient fluids. Still have yet to whip my arrows. Seems like there is yet more trouble in the Middle East and unsolvable war in Ukraine as well. Civil unrest in the west is formenting. Malaysia is running out of money fast. AI will take over, and there will be apostasy and antichrist will rule. AFAIK these are the signs.

Met a cute girl, out walking but I am too ineligible. Looks like I may never be hitched. For men, it’s not a big deal. I really shouldn’t wear those Oakleys.

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Was listening to my micro album. And thought of my other grail achievements come true in miniature, I published a book (myself on KDP). I discovered a Math and electronics theorem. I helped my uncle architect low cost housing that’s good. I explained Christian faith in a nutshell. I am full of deeds and good works albeit small ones. Should be happy -a life lived well. Only thing left is my award. Many saw I received one and are speculating what it might be. IDK yet either.

Am at the old house with the folks. We had takeout lunch of chapfarn. Mom is sorting thru winter clothes. Typing this on my Oukitel phone. Think my award is that I confirmed a saint. A pretty exclusive award and a humble one. I need to visit that post again. 

https://medium.com/@chnkngyp/the-aby-proven-yet-again-cfd6c5038965

Found it, above. So I have been blessed 7 times. Praise God. And none involve money. Just friendship.

And I found a solution to the lake bottom munitions clearing in Switzerland. Use Elon’s drones / droids to do it. Maybe a couple thousand of them. They can always be recycled and resold afterwards. Quite cheap if you think about it. I refused to take any money for this idea / not really an invention but a suggestion.

Some of my better / interesting songs...

Here are 5 very short songs (a micro album of sorts). I have forgotten the chords, just old files in my GarageBand folder. I think I will call it, 

My Vapor EP

1. Birds of the Summer [wrote on ukulele, trying to talk sense to my ex-GF]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1EmqJn4tCuV0QPzaNQZb2mIjYFVZ1RrAy/view?usp=drive_link

2. Cherry Blossom Oh! [Ziggy-like piece that came from a rhythm]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1I4YjneTs02_lBIaaVJuMDa57wTmZDReL/view?usp=drive_link

3. Daphne [my Oh, Suzannah I guess]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/16YOHYLSlWolkTjEmLnZRJ4AljVkh3U2R/view?usp=drive_link

4. The One [about fascism]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1qBm25HZVo0jkPw7HkgVbjwPp8wje1xnY/view?usp=drive_link

5. When Tomorrow Comes [J. D. Stephans wrote the lyrics, I arranged it for guitar]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tUaduc7xWKWeNGGb-mLOUygtkRLD6vww/view?usp=drive_link 

Feel free to share this album but remember NO. 5 has JD's lyrics copyright. 

My Q&Q moonphase has stopped...

So I am off to the watch shop to change the battery. Hope to get a good long lasting one. The mood is upbeat. Jesus may come soon, maybe within 6-7 months. Some say the watch stopping is the trigger for the 6 month (or less) wait.

The watch is a copy of the RW Maestro Moonphase just as yesterday's ABY was "The True Meaning of Music". By some stretch, the music stopped. This usually means something big is coming so drop all your less important work. And the strap buckle says 'vittoria' which means 'victory'.

Today, I released a rehearsal of KOI -a song about age, love, and fish. You can listen to it on Tumblr @donutwares.  KOI is a Hebrew word for lined or having lines. 'Berbaris, in Malay'. Arranged in lines like a parade. I wondered about it and in Cantonese to Hebrew it makes the phonetic sound, Ye-shu-ah.

This October is the Kingdom fulfilled -it has to be. More later...

We were talking telepathy solutions as none worked…

One of the side effects of this talk was that we produced this draft chart on why Paul was so pedantic. It was based off Col. 2 and attempts to show how we can bring peace among Christians. BTW, among heathens, peace is also restored. The mindspaces will be clean and clear, hopefully. So the chart,

This chart was made on iPad. Take a bow, Tim. It came from your Apple, with the Apple Pencil 1. And probably Paul talked and wrote a lot because he didn’t have technology to explain. I doubt he thought to resort to humor, nay even to make props like we do these days. I wonder…

During communion, after knowing the situation, what are we to pray / share? Again, Col 2 -an abundance of thanksgiving. For the chart is Faith-giving. And in the Faith, is foundation and peace and begets gratitude.

For many, Faith has to be explained this way, just that there was tradition or ‘schooling’ prior to my being so bold. And I’m sorry if anyone is offended that Faith is so simple. Jesus said his work (understanding) was easy, his burden (memorizing) light.

And once we conquer sin. And sin is the evil mystery that tempts and manipulates us who are unsure (no more I hope), our communion will be blessed with power to overcome. It should happen with a little push.

When do we think Jesus will rapture the faithful?

The last time, I posted this on  DogBlots under the tag "Prophecy". And there was a request for a more accurate timeframe when we are raptured or resurrected (if you are not a Catholic). Both are the same, essentially. Here was where we left it:

 

October 2025    the Kingdom fulfilled, God helps us against the evil in mindspace

November "        holy things are fought over but soon everyone will have God

December "        possible beginnings of the kingdom come (men and women won't marry)

January 2026    God encourages men to forgive one another

February "          trials begin for adultery / fornication

March "               the Kingdom come 

 

My best estimate is that Jesus will gather the faithful between October (now) and sometime thru November (next month). 

We have the eyes of Herod-against-messiah, who try to predict Antichrist.

Note tho, that the above which I wrote in my book Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible is still true. Predicting Messiah was impossible for Herod and he killed many children instead. Likewise Predicting the Son of Perdition standing in the holy place will make us do many crimes. Predicting the Messiah by the faithful is also impossible as he knows when to surprise us. Predicting when Messiah and Antichrist are going to battle is actually known and it is between NOW and March. And it is NOW that we must be brave, as it is logical or is it not?

There was a question about February's trials for adultery. Why does the ABY indicate this? 

"A wicked and adulterous generation looks for a sign" [Mat 16:4]

This is sometimes rendered as evil , murderous, unbelieving, and I believe Jesus' choice of words synergize to mean we are a generation that cares only for number one (me) and is as one, a disobedient generation. There are however a few sins which people find hard to give up, namely money and sex / the root of all evil and fornication. And I suspect that trials will mainly focus on that [thanks, Pastor].

For those who find it hard to give up money and sex, that constitutes another topic discussed below:

In my book Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible, I wrote that sex is sacred for its creation of the generations. We join to make new life. New prospects in the form of a child. Anything that affects this is immoral. Likewise, being a parent is a lifelong responsibility and adultery affects this role a lot. But can you have more sex or sexual pleasure? Sure! Sex keeps a family happy provided they are faithful.

Further in my book (which is FREE on Google Sites /ckyap), we see a believer move on from his old partner because of her draining him of money versus his need for comforting. I wrote that in because the sinful Babylon of the end times made that possible and probable for the desperate guy, Mark Seeker. 

And for that, there was no other advice from God but to move on with life. Don't give up and let the dead bury their dead. Once again, the gate to the clean life is a narrow one and those who find it are few but keep looking, keep being hungry for God's approval.

 

Seriously, read my book, specifically, "The differences between men and women". 

Mid-week blues...

Am feeling like doing more online shopping. I have 100RM to blow. In a week or so I will get another $100 which will bring my savings up to 800RM. Not enough for anything much good. 

Took Mom on a short walk in the sun as her hips were painful and she couldn't get any exercise. Now cooling down in air conditioning. Baby and kid minds being destroyed onto my reputation -false infamy, by the evil Liew witchy 6.

More later...

I am wearing my Q&Q 200m diver again. I think it is a practical watch. Took a much needed shower and am cooling off in air conditioning. Earlier, we had a power outage. Using a little less in case it happens again. Still haven't figured out what to do with my remaining 100RM.

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Past 11pm. Took my meds and brushed. Yet to work out, maybe at 12am. My novella, Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible is out for Amazon Kindle, just 99 cents. The culmination of weeks of editing and a year of writing and re-writing. Will take a while to propagate. Maybe by tomorrow. It would make me glad if everyone checked it over in case you really like it. And leave me a review if time permits.

Wrote a new song. I thought "Came from a Can" would be it but now I have "Where the blood Fell" as well, and another one which isn't very good yet -about time and waiting for love. All very simple folky tunes.

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Am working on my small booklet on inner Tai Chi. This will take a while to research. But maybe not till the evening as we'll be out for lunch. Western mind forces trying in desperation to get rid of the Liew witches onto me. It's like a dark comedy -like being in one yourself -a bad dream.

Earlier, we discussed preaching the Gospel and I wondered that if God could do it all Himself, why try to help anyway? Can we make 'better' people than He can? Why believe in anything but fun-worship if Jesus already saved us?

Love, sin (if you can''t help it), play, and be FREE!

Why did I write Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible? Maybe just to earn a buck or to clear my breast? Maybe it was an honest attempt to entertain -yea, I wanted people to have fun and be logical at the same time. Those who lead men to righteousness will shine. Did I desire that? The meaning of your life is how you live it, you don't ask for reasons to live, you live reasonably, by laws (sometimes inward, sometimes secular).

Easing into retirement is a conscious decision…

I had to do so much work last week and weekend that it didn’t feel like I was retired. I taught in mindspace and on my blogs, edited 3 books, practiced my ink drawing skills, got Dad his b’day present (which I secretly covet) and today, I received blessings of wisdom from the Lord costing me just $10. You can read about it on YapsDiary. So I decided to fletch my arrows later and carry on teaching.

Oh yes, I wrote a song too -about processed food.

The topic is POWER. What is it really, and why don’t you have (more of) it in your walk with God? The truth about power is painfully obvious. Power is soft then hard. Those with power are good at coming in lower than you expect, and hitting higher than you believed possible. And there’s just one more thing: they are popular because their actions save!

For example, I teach piercing Gospel as well as physically break the backs of the Satanic Liew posse on a day by day basis. I do this because I have to and was pushed to. I am not a violent or preachy man. But my fame grows and the number of saved I helped save grows. I should have POWER but I prefer to be lowly and humble. I treat people as equals. I call men, sir. And when people regard me, they often feel like I’m not a very holy / good person, and they protect themselves.

Kindness is not power, logic is not power, blessedness is not power either. Power is, as I opened this post with, something like retiring while having instead to work. It is shoes you ease yourself into because you need them. It is a conscious decision to live a different kind of life, one of confidence and selflessness. And it begins with prayer: Lord use me. I am ready as you have shown me.

And at the age of 49, I’m close to making that prayer and assuming a commanding position in the mindspace wars, to finally end the reprisals, blackmail, and deceptions. Yea, it’s a door you have to step thru and the one who calls you is God. There is no reward but joy, sometimes peace. You do not have to kill a goat.

Let me explain further. When young, I often assumed people with body and charisma were powerful. Maybe. But it is also people who are strong in pure love, who channel it with wisdom and Spirit. It’s like Tai Chi. We move with grace, in slow deliberate stages, we harm no one, yet we fight the unseen enemy while appearing weak, foolish, powerless. Each one of us possesses this ability inside, and it is something I will touch on in future posts. Have you experienced Tai Chi? What do you think of Tai Chi of the heart? Of the emotions? Can you dedicate your soul to inner discipline? To righteousness? Let’s explore POWER together further, as I develop and compile my theories.

Until then, be humble and stay safe.

My art markers arrived…

A 4x8 pack of dual tip art markers for just 40RM. Tested out the colors and they are nice. Have a translucent effect, and can be layered. Tonight, I’m supposed to edit my novella for spelling mistakes, whip my fletchings, and try out rendering using my new markers. But after helping make dinner, I think I will just take a break.

Finished editing the novella after all but the subs process has locked and I’m unable to restart it with my new MS. lotsa spelling errors fixed. Think I will do a drawing tonight and try to render it. Then that will be all for today.

I think this humble render would earn me a C in art. But it was my first attempt without a reference. Shoulda blocked the face and hair in light colors, shirt too, then worked in the darker pens. Enjoyed it tho. Pulling out markers from their pack. I don’t have to visit a luxury watch boutique anymore to feel pampered.

Feel like whipping an arrow right now. Maybe after a brief rest. Scheduling a Substack post for the weekend on prophecy and archery.

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INNER TAI CHI

Left is 1, middle is 2 and 3, right is 4

Almost 1am. I’m wide awake and feeling a bit itchy, also butt feels sweaty a bit. Am thinking of a new book, self-defense and strengthening of the mind. It will have 4 sections, and be based on Tai Chi, but simplified for casual use, also good for health. Will start writing it now so many can benefit.

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

1. The in-built default is to love but not fully. Study love and learn to remove it temporarily

2. Truth hits hard people who are evil. It exists at a point between hurt and justice

3. Illogicality is annoying to those without grace, find and return their grace

4. Summoning many is sometimes your only defence. It is by being loud but quiet in tone

The removal of LOVE is to desire before you act. You must restrain from acting while increasing desire. Locating the fulcrum of hurt and justice involves simply judging self-esteem and drilling towards it. Grace for the illogical is simply patronizing love. Being loud but quiet is to walk in your mind, very heavily but without sound. Many will follow who are good.

It is sometimes dangerous to modify one’s reaction and emotion. The key lies in various anchors. Anchors are just memories of wisdom. This is the final section, learning inner self-defense should be easy. There are just 2 anchors: Salvation and Damnation. SALVATION is the reverse of DAMNATION. Anchoring is simply that knowledge, that feeling.

Now we proceed onto the body and knowledge of our soul. This is not necessary but useful for advanced self-defense. There are also just 2 branches: Yin and Yang. The knowledge of your soul is always Yin chasing Yang, and when you meditate / pray / concentrate, follow the flux of female towards male, in your life experiences and memories. It will enable you to overpower a person of lower eq or iq and also damage those of higher iq and eq who sin / bully, etc. Remember, Yin chases Yang.

Finally, we teach full healing. How is the body damaged? It is through imbalance, Yang chasing Yin. A sick or unwell person must first remove the Yang, then put it back by Yin’s desire for Yang. The way towards this is to write to the secret things of the soul. It is the 7 nodes of our body, male or female is the same. 

First is the anus, then the urethra, then the navel, then the lungs, then the mouth, nose and eyes. The anus joins the urethra, bless. The urethra joins the navel, bless and so on, the nose joins the eyes, Amen.

Join simply means ‘appreciates’. Then remember Yin chases Yang. Do this again:

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

And repeat. The student of inner Tai Chi is a master of his mind and later his body. More so, he is a master of chance, luck, and accuracy in attack and defence without causing harm. This is a simplified technique most people can remember and do.