Mid-week blues...

Am feeling like doing more online shopping. I have 100RM to blow. In a week or so I will get another $100 which will bring my savings up to 800RM. Not enough for anything much good. 

Took Mom on a short walk in the sun as her hips were painful and she couldn't get any exercise. Now cooling down in air conditioning. Baby and kid minds being destroyed onto my reputation -false infamy, by the evil Liew witchy 6.

More later...

I am wearing my Q&Q 200m diver again. I think it is a practical watch. Took a much needed shower and am cooling off in air conditioning. Earlier, we had a power outage. Using a little less in case it happens again. Still haven't figured out what to do with my remaining 100RM.

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Past 11pm. Took my meds and brushed. Yet to work out, maybe at 12am. My novella, Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible is out for Amazon Kindle, just 99 cents. The culmination of weeks of editing and a year of writing and re-writing. Will take a while to propagate. Maybe by tomorrow. It would make me glad if everyone checked it over in case you really like it. And leave me a review if time permits.

Wrote a new song. I thought "Came from a Can" would be it but now I have "Where the blood Fell" as well, and another one which isn't very good yet -about time and waiting for love. All very simple folky tunes.

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Am working on my small booklet on inner Tai Chi. This will take a while to research. But maybe not till the evening as we'll be out for lunch. Western mind forces trying in desperation to get rid of the Liew witches onto me. It's like a dark comedy -like being in one yourself -a bad dream.

Earlier, we discussed preaching the Gospel and I wondered that if God could do it all Himself, why try to help anyway? Can we make 'better' people than He can? Why believe in anything but fun-worship if Jesus already saved us?

Love, sin (if you can''t help it), play, and be FREE!

Why did I write Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible? Maybe just to earn a buck or to clear my breast? Maybe it was an honest attempt to entertain -yea, I wanted people to have fun and be logical at the same time. Those who lead men to righteousness will shine. Did I desire that? The meaning of your life is how you live it, you don't ask for reasons to live, you live reasonably, by laws (sometimes inward, sometimes secular).