Almost 5pm, and it's begun to rain as Sis treats Mom's boil / sore in an embarrassing location. Dad is no longer coughing much. I sprayed down my room with some diluted Dettol clone disinfectant. All too easy to catch a disease here in poorer quarters, our shoebox.
I will be coding soon, as I'm done with the chores, and Sis brought bakkuteh over for our dinner so we don't have to cook. I got her a latte.
I need to get a list of Chinese characters into a text file, then process them into bitmaps. There seems to be some in ceDict.
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There came a question from one of my friends about sex versus love etc. I have always maintained that sex is purer than love as it is biological, whereas love, and much of the same is false in God’s eyes. I will explain.
When a man an woman settle down, they raise a family together and it has integrity, just like birds and their fledglings, we need to learn how to fly, how to be mature, and it takes dozens of years during which ups and downs require parental assistance. Humans are never far from family and its constraints.
When a man and woman have sex because they are attracted, and they settle down it its actually okay. But when men and women share sex without wanting to settle down, it removes a chunk from 2 extended families, it is “sexually immoral”.
When a divorce is agreed on, it depends on who’s still available for who is also divorced. Otherwise, as Jesus says, we run the risk of damaging society.
When a married couple decides to have sex because they feel the urge, it is not to make a baby, but to cement friendship aka cooperation and renew their partnership. When the urge is frequent, it usually means that it was good and healthsome, emotionally and physically. It’s like eating Burger King. Sex for sport is good in the Lord’s eye. But be sure to obey the basic laws of privacy and avoid jealousy.
When people fall out of love, and they each go elsewhere, it is adultery. See how love is a dirty emotion in this case. A marriage built on pure human love is sure to fail over a partnership with many reasons for being in, money, sex, fame, status, friendship, memories, etc. Be sure that you find many happinesses in your love before you marry.
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Am pulling an all nighter to code FastCN. Taking a short break before I match strokes next. Then TAB to search ceDict for each (possible) character.
Talked to young people about sex and our bodies, how men and women are different and why, and how to be friends and to trust before beginning a relationship. How to stay healthy as young individuals, and consume the right foods leading up to reproductive age.
Was able to compile every stroke and character into bitmaps. Now comes the fudging bit -see if Pillow will match what I give it. There are about 30 different strokes and you need 8k characters but right now I only have circa 3k. It should be expandable tho.
Getting into gear coding, almost 1am. I’m thinking of the pace of end times paranoia, if it’s getting wilder. And I thought of the Liew witches, taught them how to balance their minds and hearts and their background thoughts, to control negative emotions without blaming others and to banish worries.
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Not quite what I used to be, I fell asleep at 1am-ish instead of coding FastCN. Just back from a run, I need to buy bread and maybe some curry from the grocer in 10 minutes. Due to my stroke, I couldn't go direct but had to sit down and cool off, rest my brain nerves a bit.
Writing the ascii2stroke() function is proving fun if a little laborious. Other than that, most things were done by Google AI. I need to composite strokes somehow and that isn't obvious yet.
2 weeks till my next Arip jab at psych clinic.
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I can’t seem to do any work tonight, past 8pm. The Liew witchy army is out in force, preying on American toddlers, kids, and newborns. I have to formulate a plan or technique but I’m not very smart, just clairvoyant. Was thinking of showing them hell, the second death through a very small hole in a cave wall so they can feel secure as well as see the pain and frustration of the damned.
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