Some of my better / interesting songs...

Here are 5 very short songs (a micro album of sorts). I have forgotten the chords, just old files in my GarageBand folder. I think I will call it, 

My Vapor EP

1. Birds of the Summer [wrote on ukulele, trying to talk sense to my ex-GF]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1EmqJn4tCuV0QPzaNQZb2mIjYFVZ1RrAy/view?usp=drive_link

2. Cherry Blossom Oh! [Ziggy-like piece that came from a rhythm]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1I4YjneTs02_lBIaaVJuMDa57wTmZDReL/view?usp=drive_link

3. Daphne [my Oh, Suzannah I guess]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/16YOHYLSlWolkTjEmLnZRJ4AljVkh3U2R/view?usp=drive_link

4. The One [about fascism]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1qBm25HZVo0jkPw7HkgVbjwPp8wje1xnY/view?usp=drive_link

5. When Tomorrow Comes [J. D. Stephans wrote the lyrics, I arranged it for guitar]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tUaduc7xWKWeNGGb-mLOUygtkRLD6vww/view?usp=drive_link 

Feel free to share this album but remember NO. 5 has JD's lyrics copyright. 

My Q&Q moonphase has stopped...

So I am off to the watch shop to change the battery. Hope to get a good long lasting one. The mood is upbeat. Jesus may come soon, maybe within 6-7 months. Some say the watch stopping is the trigger for the 6 month (or less) wait.

The watch is a copy of the RW Maestro Moonphase just as yesterday's ABY was "The True Meaning of Music". By some stretch, the music stopped. This usually means something big is coming so drop all your less important work. And the strap buckle says 'vittoria' which means 'victory'.

Today, I released a rehearsal of KOI -a song about age, love, and fish. You can listen to it on Tumblr @donutwares.  KOI is a Hebrew word for lined or having lines. 'Berbaris, in Malay'. Arranged in lines like a parade. I wondered about it and in Cantonese to Hebrew it makes the phonetic sound, Ye-shu-ah.

This October is the Kingdom fulfilled -it has to be. More later...

We were talking telepathy solutions as none worked…

One of the side effects of this talk was that we produced this draft chart on why Paul was so pedantic. It was based off Col. 2 and attempts to show how we can bring peace among Christians. BTW, among heathens, peace is also restored. The mindspaces will be clean and clear, hopefully. So the chart,

This chart was made on iPad. Take a bow, Tim. It came from your Apple, with the Apple Pencil 1. And probably Paul talked and wrote a lot because he didn’t have technology to explain. I doubt he thought to resort to humor, nay even to make props like we do these days. I wonder…

During communion, after knowing the situation, what are we to pray / share? Again, Col 2 -an abundance of thanksgiving. For the chart is Faith-giving. And in the Faith, is foundation and peace and begets gratitude.

For many, Faith has to be explained this way, just that there was tradition or ‘schooling’ prior to my being so bold. And I’m sorry if anyone is offended that Faith is so simple. Jesus said his work (understanding) was easy, his burden (memorizing) light.

And once we conquer sin. And sin is the evil mystery that tempts and manipulates us who are unsure (no more I hope), our communion will be blessed with power to overcome. It should happen with a little push.

When do we think Jesus will rapture the faithful?

The last time, I posted this on  DogBlots under the tag "Prophecy". And there was a request for a more accurate timeframe when we are raptured or resurrected (if you are not a Catholic). Both are the same, essentially. Here was where we left it:

 

October 2025    the Kingdom fulfilled, God helps us against the evil in mindspace

November "        holy things are fought over but soon everyone will have God

December "        possible beginnings of the kingdom come (men and women won't marry)

January 2026    God encourages men to forgive one another

February "          trials begin for adultery / fornication

March "               the Kingdom come 

 

My best estimate is that Jesus will gather the faithful between October (now) and sometime thru November (next month). 

We have the eyes of Herod-against-messiah, who try to predict Antichrist.

Note tho, that the above which I wrote in my book Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible is still true. Predicting Messiah was impossible for Herod and he killed many children instead. Likewise Predicting the Son of Perdition standing in the holy place will make us do many crimes. Predicting the Messiah by the faithful is also impossible as he knows when to surprise us. Predicting when Messiah and Antichrist are going to battle is actually known and it is between NOW and March. And it is NOW that we must be brave, as it is logical or is it not?

There was a question about February's trials for adultery. Why does the ABY indicate this? 

"A wicked and adulterous generation looks for a sign" [Mat 16:4]

This is sometimes rendered as evil , murderous, unbelieving, and I believe Jesus' choice of words synergize to mean we are a generation that cares only for number one (me) and is as one, a disobedient generation. There are however a few sins which people find hard to give up, namely money and sex / the root of all evil and fornication. And I suspect that trials will mainly focus on that [thanks, Pastor].

For those who find it hard to give up money and sex, that constitutes another topic discussed below:

In my book Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible, I wrote that sex is sacred for its creation of the generations. We join to make new life. New prospects in the form of a child. Anything that affects this is immoral. Likewise, being a parent is a lifelong responsibility and adultery affects this role a lot. But can you have more sex or sexual pleasure? Sure! Sex keeps a family happy provided they are faithful.

Further in my book (which is FREE on Google Sites /ckyap), we see a believer move on from his old partner because of her draining him of money versus his need for comforting. I wrote that in because the sinful Babylon of the end times made that possible and probable for the desperate guy, Mark Seeker. 

And for that, there was no other advice from God but to move on with life. Don't give up and let the dead bury their dead. Once again, the gate to the clean life is a narrow one and those who find it are few but keep looking, keep being hungry for God's approval.

 

Seriously, read my book, specifically, "The differences between men and women". 

Mid-week blues...

Am feeling like doing more online shopping. I have 100RM to blow. In a week or so I will get another $100 which will bring my savings up to 800RM. Not enough for anything much good. 

Took Mom on a short walk in the sun as her hips were painful and she couldn't get any exercise. Now cooling down in air conditioning. Baby and kid minds being destroyed onto my reputation -false infamy, by the evil Liew witchy 6.

More later...

I am wearing my Q&Q 200m diver again. I think it is a practical watch. Took a much needed shower and am cooling off in air conditioning. Earlier, we had a power outage. Using a little less in case it happens again. Still haven't figured out what to do with my remaining 100RM.

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Past 11pm. Took my meds and brushed. Yet to work out, maybe at 12am. My novella, Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible is out for Amazon Kindle, just 99 cents. The culmination of weeks of editing and a year of writing and re-writing. Will take a while to propagate. Maybe by tomorrow. It would make me glad if everyone checked it over in case you really like it. And leave me a review if time permits.

Wrote a new song. I thought "Came from a Can" would be it but now I have "Where the blood Fell" as well, and another one which isn't very good yet -about time and waiting for love. All very simple folky tunes.

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Am working on my small booklet on inner Tai Chi. This will take a while to research. But maybe not till the evening as we'll be out for lunch. Western mind forces trying in desperation to get rid of the Liew witches onto me. It's like a dark comedy -like being in one yourself -a bad dream.

Earlier, we discussed preaching the Gospel and I wondered that if God could do it all Himself, why try to help anyway? Can we make 'better' people than He can? Why believe in anything but fun-worship if Jesus already saved us?

Love, sin (if you can''t help it), play, and be FREE!

Why did I write Exploration Open Secrets of the Bible? Maybe just to earn a buck or to clear my breast? Maybe it was an honest attempt to entertain -yea, I wanted people to have fun and be logical at the same time. Those who lead men to righteousness will shine. Did I desire that? The meaning of your life is how you live it, you don't ask for reasons to live, you live reasonably, by laws (sometimes inward, sometimes secular).

Easing into retirement is a conscious decision…

I had to do so much work last week and weekend that it didn’t feel like I was retired. I taught in mindspace and on my blogs, edited 3 books, practiced my ink drawing skills, got Dad his b’day present (which I secretly covet) and today, I received blessings of wisdom from the Lord costing me just $10. You can read about it on YapsDiary. So I decided to fletch my arrows later and carry on teaching.

Oh yes, I wrote a song too -about processed food.

The topic is POWER. What is it really, and why don’t you have (more of) it in your walk with God? The truth about power is painfully obvious. Power is soft then hard. Those with power are good at coming in lower than you expect, and hitting higher than you believed possible. And there’s just one more thing: they are popular because their actions save!

For example, I teach piercing Gospel as well as physically break the backs of the Satanic Liew posse on a day by day basis. I do this because I have to and was pushed to. I am not a violent or preachy man. But my fame grows and the number of saved I helped save grows. I should have POWER but I prefer to be lowly and humble. I treat people as equals. I call men, sir. And when people regard me, they often feel like I’m not a very holy / good person, and they protect themselves.

Kindness is not power, logic is not power, blessedness is not power either. Power is, as I opened this post with, something like retiring while having instead to work. It is shoes you ease yourself into because you need them. It is a conscious decision to live a different kind of life, one of confidence and selflessness. And it begins with prayer: Lord use me. I am ready as you have shown me.

And at the age of 49, I’m close to making that prayer and assuming a commanding position in the mindspace wars, to finally end the reprisals, blackmail, and deceptions. Yea, it’s a door you have to step thru and the one who calls you is God. There is no reward but joy, sometimes peace. You do not have to kill a goat.

Let me explain further. When young, I often assumed people with body and charisma were powerful. Maybe. But it is also people who are strong in pure love, who channel it with wisdom and Spirit. It’s like Tai Chi. We move with grace, in slow deliberate stages, we harm no one, yet we fight the unseen enemy while appearing weak, foolish, powerless. Each one of us possesses this ability inside, and it is something I will touch on in future posts. Have you experienced Tai Chi? What do you think of Tai Chi of the heart? Of the emotions? Can you dedicate your soul to inner discipline? To righteousness? Let’s explore POWER together further, as I develop and compile my theories.

Until then, be humble and stay safe.

My art markers arrived…

A 4x8 pack of dual tip art markers for just 40RM. Tested out the colors and they are nice. Have a translucent effect, and can be layered. Tonight, I’m supposed to edit my novella for spelling mistakes, whip my fletchings, and try out rendering using my new markers. But after helping make dinner, I think I will just take a break.

Finished editing the novella after all but the subs process has locked and I’m unable to restart it with my new MS. lotsa spelling errors fixed. Think I will do a drawing tonight and try to render it. Then that will be all for today.

I think this humble render would earn me a C in art. But it was my first attempt without a reference. Shoulda blocked the face and hair in light colors, shirt too, then worked in the darker pens. Enjoyed it tho. Pulling out markers from their pack. I don’t have to visit a luxury watch boutique anymore to feel pampered.

Feel like whipping an arrow right now. Maybe after a brief rest. Scheduling a Substack post for the weekend on prophecy and archery.

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INNER TAI CHI

Left is 1, middle is 2 and 3, right is 4

Almost 1am. I’m wide awake and feeling a bit itchy, also butt feels sweaty a bit. Am thinking of a new book, self-defense and strengthening of the mind. It will have 4 sections, and be based on Tai Chi, but simplified for casual use, also good for health. Will start writing it now so many can benefit.

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

1. The in-built default is to love but not fully. Study love and learn to remove it temporarily

2. Truth hits hard people who are evil. It exists at a point between hurt and justice

3. Illogicality is annoying to those without grace, find and return their grace

4. Summoning many is sometimes your only defence. It is by being loud but quiet in tone

The removal of LOVE is to desire before you act. You must restrain from acting while increasing desire. Locating the fulcrum of hurt and justice involves simply judging self-esteem and drilling towards it. Grace for the illogical is simply patronizing love. Being loud but quiet is to walk in your mind, very heavily but without sound. Many will follow who are good.

It is sometimes dangerous to modify one’s reaction and emotion. The key lies in various anchors. Anchors are just memories of wisdom. This is the final section, learning inner self-defense should be easy. There are just 2 anchors: Salvation and Damnation. SALVATION is the reverse of DAMNATION. Anchoring is simply that knowledge, that feeling.

Now we proceed onto the body and knowledge of our soul. This is not necessary but useful for advanced self-defense. There are also just 2 branches: Yin and Yang. The knowledge of your soul is always Yin chasing Yang, and when you meditate / pray / concentrate, follow the flux of female towards male, in your life experiences and memories. It will enable you to overpower a person of lower eq or iq and also damage those of higher iq and eq who sin / bully, etc. Remember, Yin chases Yang.

Finally, we teach full healing. How is the body damaged? It is through imbalance, Yang chasing Yin. A sick or unwell person must first remove the Yang, then put it back by Yin’s desire for Yang. The way towards this is to write to the secret things of the soul. It is the 7 nodes of our body, male or female is the same. 

First is the anus, then the urethra, then the navel, then the lungs, then the mouth, nose and eyes. The anus joins the urethra, bless. The urethra joins the navel, bless and so on, the nose joins the eyes, Amen.

Join simply means ‘appreciates’. Then remember Yin chases Yang. Do this again:

1. The emptiness of love

2. The punch of truth

3. The graceful illogicality

4. The summoning of many

And repeat. The student of inner Tai Chi is a master of his mind and later his body. More so, he is a master of chance, luck, and accuracy in attack and defence without causing harm. This is a simplified technique most people can remember and do.