If I may predict my future…

According to the ABY, my book could see print in September and my game, in November of this year. Trying to get a beeline on the prophecy but am being struck painfully and jerked emotionally by the Liew witches and their cronies.

There are 2 more money spinners I have, and they are my song, ‘In This Space’, and my app, TeLL. Can’t talk about the song as it’s being arranged by a friend. But my app will soon be used in AI applications where there is a need to be correct or remove / reduce functionality to be correct. In any case, to avoid incorrect choices outright. Truth, Lies, and what can lead to more of those a step further -an important paradigm in AI controlled vehicles, etc.

Quite a few months to wait, doing nothing much.

Air drying my clay Piglet. The new name for my Apple Pencil stabilizer. Hope it dries in a few hours so I can shave it smoother and more attractive. Right now looks rough but seems to be functional. No luck, I will have to wait till tomorrow afternoon.

Read this on Spines.com, from circa 2024: 

Short books, typically around 100 pages, have carved out a significant niche in the market 

My novella is roughly 100 pages, a good sweet spot for busy readers who demand compact stories for busy lives. Perhaps it will see print after all.

Decided to continue TBD, my novel while Piglet dries in the a/c. Liew forces whipping thru the mindspaces. They are truly fallen.

Feeling tired, and have stopped after adding almost 1k words. Feels atmospheric.

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Friday, a new day. Feeling relaxed. Been reading up on novellas and paperback page sizes. 4x7” is probably what it will be for my novella. With 200 words per page on average, it should have 100 pages. Not too skinny. Found out wordcount is independent of page numbering so my work is around 19,800 words if you minus the intro and the headings. A page short of the standard novella.

Being retired is cool. I no longer worry about money or achievements. Just going at my own pace.

Being creative with my designs, thinking out of the box, my failure to make the Piglet drove me to seek alternate designs. And I came up with the zero force Apple Pencil holder. This will be like writing in air. Maybe it will be my ticket to making some money this June as many digital scribblers will emerge as AI spreads. But I am retired and there’s no worries trying hard for it etc.

I’m inspired to try invent my micro quiver, thinking OOTB. And… I managed to do it, with a metal plate and bar magnet, some foam. Should hold 3 arrows, be repositionable and light weight.

Heading out on a long walk…

Will be going to the DigitalMall later in the morning. 250RM has to last 24 days. Dad has gone to hospital to get my meds. Hope my blood test results are okay. I don’t think I have a problem with sugar or cholesterol, nor any prostate issues. Just the witchy Liews talking dirty to kids about me behind my back. This may lead to problems down the road, thus I have to take long sunny walks more often.

Went for a walk with Mom instead, as she needs some exercise. Cooling down in a/c. Oakleys looking good. Must have done 20 minutes. An hour or so would be preferable. Maybe tomorrow, if I can loo well.

Think I may do some writing this afternoon, after helping fix lunch. My novella is still in editorial limbo as it doesn’t fit any obvious literary pigeonholes, horror, romance, fantasy. I thought it might fit sci-fi easily but apparently not. It will be a long shot to be trad pubbed I think. My game may fare better as it’s logical. Needs a bit of tuning tho.

Seems the next 24 hours will see a solar storm. Better stay indoors. Also earthquakes may happen.

Realized I have a growing collection of blue things I face everyday:

blue ocarina

blue Oakleys

blue iPad

blue logo on my netbook

blue archery quiver (DIY)

blue Parker pen and mech pencil

blue knapsack

blue comb and shaver

blue ukulele bag

What can this mean?

I have decided to make a different type of PenPal. I call it the PencilStencil. All it takes is some thin leftover plastic packing and an X-acto knife. Don’t know if I can sell it but what the heck. It seems useful, cheap, and easier to make than the PenPal. Will have a go at it tonight.

Didn’t work, the stencil. Will try it again later. Showered, took my meds, brushed and worked out, now past midnight. Had a supper of bread, kaya, and soup.

Today, I will try to repair my Oakley shades

Will be making home-made goo gone from lemon oil, peanut oil, and baking soda. Need to buy some of it from the grocer nearby. Soon I will have my fancy sunglasses again. Wonder why the goo leaked from the frame tho.

Don’t feel much like writing, just thinking, gathering ideas. I have some lyrics I’m trying to harmonize on my ukulele. May just do that. Found a good uke chord chart on Reddit. 12 chords, all nice.

Finished writing the song. It begins with F minor with the first string a bit tuned up (touching the fret). This will probably be my final song. Don’t really want to work so hard after retirement. Also didn’t do any writing today. Just dreaming of my story to fill in later.

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Nightfall. Applied the DIY  degooing paste to my Oakleys that cost almost $200. Will rinse it off now and see if it worked. Worked a bit. Also tried glycerin, worked a bit more. Think will stop thereabouts. My Oakleys are one of my grail possessions. Thinking I may head out tomorrow to the park. Need to shower again later on, maybe around 11pm.

Baby and kid voices telling me I’m banned from being published and from my social media. Where did that prophecy come from? I don’t mind having a look. It now seems that my novella has been put aside for now, perhaps while the publisher thinks what marketing / placement is suitable as it is a bit of a strange story. Meanwhile, my boardgame is doing nothing, of course, until the fair starts. Naturally, people are blocking me on social media for carrying the telepathy load. Nothing new there.

Looking further, my book has seemingly been read by quite a few people who found it a page turner if only it were longer. I can’t say how much writing 20k words was difficult for me, without using filler and highly descriptive monologues. Realized that people do want to be entertained while the story unfolds but I’m not much an emoter. Maybe in my next book, The Blood Dagger -a full length novel yet unfinished.

Plotting TBD:

It will have 4 acts:

1. A beginning full of confusion and surreal horror. Immotaeus is presumed dead from going against prophet Herod.

2. Morty wakes up to find he is healing and mending well under the watch of Imogen and her magic coin pendulum. She has shaved off his hair and considers his bare manhood in a poetic series of verses. The worship of the phases of the phallus.

3. There are visitors from a cult of the moon. Mysterious beings who venerate Morty’s body and he gives in to their philosophies, not realizing that they are users of a science higher than magic itself.

4. The moon is crumbling under the weight of inexactness and the cultists beseech Morty to rediscover pure humanity, his male persona.

There are, between the important plot milestones, a lot of discussions, with Herod making up prophecy and Imogen being forever a virgin. Luis and Pedro go gay. Lim-peh is revealed as a computer AI called Erasmus, once belonging to China, that realized it wanted a son, an heir in the flesh. And still talks to Morty even after it is ‘killed’ and buried. And reality and fantasy bend, which is which? Who is in control?

In celebration of moonphases…

This is the Q&Q quartz moonphase. A $15 watch on a strap half the price. It comes from a family of budget moonphases by the Citizen subsidiary and even Casio is getting in on the game. Let’s look at some pics,

from the official Casio website

https://fabrikachasov.com/muzhskie-chasy-qq-aa30j101y

IMHO, the moonphase with date pointer must be the most elegant complication ever invented. And the moon won’t show again till Thursday. 

Right now, wearing my Prospex diver. I repaired the stripped crown tune with a strip of cellophane sticker. To think I almost disowned this baby.

I do like the Sea-Gull moonphases which are affordable,

From SeaGullWatches.com

This one is 499RM. I guess I will never find a quality moonphase aside from in a digital G-Shock. But funds are sparse this month and I really should belt tighten.

I went back on my word...

I've started a novel project. Wrote a few hundred words last night. Thinking I'd add 300-500 words a day and have a full-length work by EOY. Something I dreamed of. I've chosen a simple concept with fewer characters and less witty dialogue so it should be relaxing to write. May not write every day. Just when I feel bored or inspired. More later...

Ordered a new pair of roomy linen pants, 39RM, off Shopee. This will go well with my period 'formal' shirt as well as my Pagodas. Will have to hand wash tho, so they last.

Nearing midnight. Worked out. refreshed. Mornings should be lower stress thus I shifted this to before bed. Ate some jam and bread to power me up before this. Need to drink more water.

Found my church groups places to stay in the mindspaces as they put in a request with me and with Jesus. That no man may boast. Hope everything is okay and will hold.

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Ah, a new day and week begins: Monday. Feeling good. Decided not to write my novel today due to duties in mindspace. Fighting the Liew witchy 6 who have infiltrated everywhere, even into William’s wife.

William blew up, seeing us Asians feeling happy and in God’s prophecy. We preached to him and he blew up hitting out at our tender parts with pain anyway. It’s a lost cause, protecting him every day.

Decided to wear my Q&Q moonphase quartz day to day from now on. Looks good on my drab NATO. The Japanese toilet freshener I bought really works. Have to shake before dropping a drop into the loo bowl. Want to talk about moonphases now.

Last year, I made this learning-guitar chart....

This is a very simple and general 1-page chart that runs from FM, GM, AM, DM, EM, F#M, BbM, and down from 1st to 7th fret. It's not meant to be comprehensive but a good start for kids and older beginners to learn the guitar without tears / fear. 

Chords are described by their emotion -how they sound to the heart, and thus which a player would choose as a continuation. IMHO it should only take a few hours to master fretting the guitar, then begin training at an intermediate level.

You can download the chart here: guitarcheat.pdf and I will also be learning along -which is one reason I made it -I need it too.

I made the chart in a haze of buzzing thoughts and so I had to redo it (for legibility), realizing I forget what was what. The numbers in brackets are string numbers with 1 being the lowest bass and 6 being the highest treble. The other numbers with arrows (sometimes circled) are fret numbers, and the spidery diagrams are string numbers.

I cannot remember why I chose these 7 keys and not added more. But IIRC, the other keys didn't seem very necessary to learn after I described the ones I selected.

Retirement rocks. More later...

Yet to fashion my quiver. Being lazy after wrapping up TeLL. Well, no hurry. After all, I have all the parts I need ready in my room. Been wondering whether I should live a lower key life. Staying away from luxuries and going low-end all the time. It is also an appealing concept. To live poor. 

Today, I retired my disability card and used the train token machine to get me to Taman Jaya where there is a flea market. Cost 1.50RM, Came home after a long walk to Asia Jaya and rode home from there. The sun healed my skin, not being too hot as it usually is at 4-6pm. Feeling good after all that exercise. I even climbed a high pedestrian overpass. Can't wait for lunch. Mom is making noodles and a broth of some sort.

Retired!

TeLL is wrapping up fast, with only one bug left. I am awaiting my magnets from Shopee to arrive this afternoon. After I make the app and quiver, I will be retired. No more striving while being hurt and jostled by evil people. Not sure if we’ll go to the mall today. Dad seems tired and I am working sporadically in a relaxed fashion.

Traced the bug to misconstrued data accumulation. Will take a few moments to fix, meanwhile my magnets are on delivery. Had a good lunch of spuds, bokchoy, and foochuuk with birds eye peppers. Also ate a pau Dad bought since I had less rice. Trouble in the mindspace is being reduced by switching hearts and minds -its effect is rather mild even tho the evil may struggle and attempt to complicate.

It's 1pm and TeLL is ready for beta testing. Added everything I wanted to spec such as rotating the plot and color coding it. Feeling good. Now if only my gamble on the neodymium magnets will pay off.

It’s mid afternoon and I’m waiting for my parcel. Feeling gassy perhaps from the peppers I ate for lunch. Usually parcels arrive after 4pm, in my area. I will still need to get sponge later on. Not sure what sort.

Just hours from when I can be free once more like before the Covid lockdowns. Would like to go on more walks with adequate sun protection, not using the light rail so much. Maybe average 3 walks a week.

The magnets have arrived and they are pretty darn strong. They only come apart by shearing off one another. Which means I need to attach some friction device. I got 4 cells and one slab for $3. Should do the job nicely.

Due to engagements in the mind, I cannot finish fashioning my quiver until maybe circa 11pm. 3 hours to be spent seeding gospel i.e. proving God and His purpose.

In the final hour we lose direction...

I kind of lost my way modding the AI generated code yesterday, in my app, TeLL. I often forget stuff and the rough sketch I made to remember was too rough tho at the time it seemed adequate. So my final Python app didn't wrap up on time for today, which in the ABY is supposed to be my 'holiday' -my retirement. I will be listening for trouble more often and helping in mindspace despite the few lines of code that I still need to mod. Will be going for my Arip jab today. IDK if I like it or hate it but it makes a difference, that's for sure, breaking the monotony of life just that little bit.

Malignant Liew witches course thru the mindspaces, accusing Christians from behind children they downfell. Same as the day before, the week and months before. A year and some before. Almost 8am and I had a mouthful of soy milk for breakfast. Have a few days left to look at my code and make it work right. Think it needs a couple more simple functions.

Taking a break from thinking about the Matplot. Was thinking of a net-like surface formed by points on the x-y plane. Each one being a connection. The topography of the surface is the number of occurrences of each variable. But, yea I need a break. A lot of regretful emotions swamping my body.

Been a few days since I installed Debian / KDE and Haiku OS beta 5 dual-booting my used ThinkPad. Debian is snappy and KDE uses less RAM than Windows 10 or 11. It's an efficient computer that I will use as my backup. No telling when this damaged Acer will fail. Could get it an SSD for circa 170RM but for now everything is okay.

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Wind is picking up outside and the sky is gloomy. Will work on TeLL in a bit. Try to plot all 3 charts in one window. Work almost done and it’s raining in gusts now. Dad is home. An hour or two to kill before we head out. Must remember to bring my meds box and the Carlsberg.

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Technically a new day, 1am. I have plotted my data which looks quite lame due to the small number of vars. Will improve if tomorrow as I’m feeling sleepy.

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Am scrutinizing my indices as there is a serious error in my plot of truth-lies. Maybe will not 3D plot bars, but raise lines up, either side of the xy plane and join them x to y. Have an hour to test it out.

Works partways. But I have to turn in now. More tomorrow…

Retiring today…

I’m retired today. I’m almost 50 years old and it’s time to stop and smell the roses. Not to work myself to death. It is important to be carefree and attentive when the Tribulation begins. Not scrambling for money or love / fame / recognition at that inopportune moment. Conversely, I had to build up a body of work that is good before I fully lie down for the Lord, give up my time and my emotions for my brothers and sisters in Christ. Tonight, the last pieces of my plan will lock into place. And before bedtime tonight, I’ll be free to answer questions, testify of Jesus, do healings and seeings, anything the mindfolk ask within reason.

I moisturized my feet with Nivea, as they were very dry. Also trimmed my toenails. Still deciding on a Matplotlib plot that suits TeLL data. And it’s almost 7pm. Hope I can finish by 9pm. Should be trivial. Sleep by 12am as usual.

Helped Mom cut turmeric, turning my fingers yellow. She believes it helps her arthritis or palpitations or both. I’m informed that a famous author of sci-fi books read my novella. Thankfully, it is an easy and short read at just circa 19,900 words, so nobody has to endure my poorish writerly skills. I think 1 1/2 hours is enough to read it thru. Was watching a YouTube video on common mistakes writers make and hoping I avoided them myself.

Past 8pm and it's still raining. I always felt sounds of nature comforting. As is the rhythmical boom of a neighbor's stereo and traffic far away, yea even jet planes. Settled on a hybrid plot to use for my .tell data. Just hope there is a way of actually doing it. Looks like it'll be close to midnight by the time I "retire". Tomorrow's the right ABY sutra for that.

Microsoft Copilot AI generated the code for my plot idea automatically without me asking, and it works great. A bit stunned. Just have to fill in the proper array data over the dummy data it used. And it's almost 9pm, still raining.

TeLL is lagging behind…

Used the day to make this apple pencil accessory. Managed to work out at last. Feeling fine. Brushed thoroughly after eating choc cookies. X won’t start in my Solaris install. Starting to feel the Rivotril putting me to sleep. Code more tomorrow.

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Coding TeLL is progressing. I am just about to display graphical results on a tk canvas. Will be using horizontal lines of various colors and doing some animation (flip thru) to spot trends. Unfortunately, I have to break for a while to cook dinner for the folks at 7pm.

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Lots of altercations in mindspace. Work going sporadically. Need to use Python’s itertools to get the truth combos going, figure out how to stack the results meaningfully.

Managed to get the correct output for partial equation block matches. This leads to all kinds of data analysis possibilities but for now I need to make a graphical display of the results and it's not readily apparent how. Breaking for lunch.

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Am researching plotting my pseudo numeric data with Matplotlib and numpy. I should decide and finish it in a few hours time.

Bought a bunch of stuff and saved money as well…

I got Sis’ birthday present and a pencil as a present for myself while at the mall today. Spent 32RM. Saved over 40RM by fixing my Kepma acoustic guitar myself using an old string. It was hair raising at first, as the string seemed to slip under the loose bridge pin while being tensioned. This is the thinnest string on an acoustic guitar. About the thickness of 2 pieces of paper. You can imagine I was nervous, winding it taut.

My ideas for a compact quiver and Apple Pencil support are on hold. It’s past 9pm and I have yet to take my meds and shower. Need to get cleaned again as usually happens nowadays. Made spinach meatball soup for dinner. Was tasty and not too salty. I used pink rock salt, garlic, olive oil, and Italian herbs.

The pencil I got myself is a minimalist and cheap Japanese-made Shalaku. We were talking about pens and pencils and I made the observation that pencils should veer towards cheap and cheerful while pens should aspire to luxury if only in looks. This is due to their functional roles as stationeries. I proudly use a Parker jotter (half plastic) which lays down an expressive line, fine or medium. I own 2 refills, black and blue, in different thickness, for different purposes. It’s my main songwriting pen.

I may part with my Shalaku in June, if Sis likes it. But for now it’s my go to pencil. Just wrote another song. Seems like one a day lately. Need to scavenge an ethernet cable tomorrow so I can install X on Solaris. Running Sun OS 5 is cool tho my main machine has Windows 11.

Self-righteousness versus Faith...

If anyone says that he loves God, but hates his brother, then he is a liar. For he who does not love his brother, whom he does see, in what way can he love God, whom he does not see__1-John 4:20

Following yesterday's post on Morality, there comes a need for knowing about "Self-Righteousness". From the above verse, we see that there is a reason we do not declare our righteousness except it came from God or belongs to Him.

A first-time reader may shudder at this warning for don't we all judge one another, even our God? Further, the practice of Morality would engender Righteous behavior -and is this to be avoided or swallowed and not repeated to others?

Actually, the practice of Morality looks and feels best when it is done in humbleness. I'm quite sure everyone feels the same. So, could the Law be engraved on our hearts as gentiles? Being so persuaded to care for ourselves in the eyes and thoughts of our brothers -is this also self-righteousness? Or is all love stemmed from self-appraisal?

The fact that turning a blind eye to our inner judgment is also somewhat of a crime. Similarly, the man who attributes everything to the Creator -is that not also annoying?

My personal belief is that righteousness versus faith is like Lego bricks. Sure, we can make anything our hearts desire with Lego -even work together to build it and dedicate the contraption or sculpture to God. That would be pleasant to everyone! But moreso blessed is the builder who realizes and giveth thanks for the Lego, knowing how it was made and how it works is the genius of the Creator, his Father, and bought with the blood of the Messiah. Therefore he taps into a higher Spirit of truth which keeps him safe and well regarded above as below.

More later...

Intelligence and good-heartedness (love) are the facilitators of success with our physical and mental / spiritual Lego (TM). Intelligence comes from working hard like God told Adam he had to. Love comes from honoring your mother and father as the Bible tells us to. No love, no brain, everything becomes a temptation to sin (almost reverse morality), too much, and we shouldn’t need to exist, therefore turning lukewarm. And the Bible warns us of complacency. Be therefore, concerned with God and His work in the earth and as St Paul said, be self-controlled.

Now we know the nuts and bolts of gospel!

Floor to ceiling: the math of morality...

I will be adding more to this post later. But first I was requested to show the math of morality. It is only a few simple equations combined.

1.

Summation [floor to ceiling] of Feelings = Feelings^2

--where Feelings are the motivations to anger, pity, apathy etc.

2.

(floor x Feelings) x (ceiling x Feelings) = Morality

--there is actually no bias between floor and ceiling feelings.

Therefore:

Feelings^2 = Morality / (floor*ceiling)

--where Feelings^2 are all the things we can feel in our heart / mind / soul

And:

Summation [floor to ceiling] of Feelings =   Morality/(floor*ceiling)

So:

Morality = every permutation of Feelings / (floor*ceiling)

--this means God requires us to Feel the correct feeling for every grade of circumstance

And now some news: Taliban arrests people for playing music and singing. Does Malaysia invest our EPF with the Taliban government? I leave it to the reader to calculate the Morality.

A car is within the reach of a working-class person in Malaysia but not in India. In some countries, even a motor bike or donkey is not affordable, just walking shoes. In Africa, they need donations of shoes. Does Malaysia invest our EPF with Africa who has not enough shoes? Again, you must decide yourself.

What if we had zero Morality? We either have no feelings -be a robot or have such a huge gap of suffering versus sin that we are wiped out by it. Morality keeps us from destruction of society.

At what level should Morality be? Just enough to stop destruction of society. After all, we have laws as well as religion and its inner laws or practices.

Tribulation beckons…

Threats fly thru mindspace as I’ve become the battleground for many warring parties. Don’t think I should go up to Penang next week. Anyway, I have an Arip jab coming up and I need to get supplies to make my magnetic quiver, so no money to spend on church meet. We all know one another well anyway. May all of us have heaven!

Mom’s sleepless gastritis continues past lunchtime. She may not make it. And Dad as well, eventually, could succumb to organ failure. Can’t be old and bad -people will knock you down, regardless how you hide in your groomed kids.

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I've made short work of the nonsense output coming from TeLL -yes it now has case! What I'm stumped over now is the functionality. I'm convinced it is just another 20 or 30 lines of code which will wrap up the basic CLI interface. Already getting sleepy. 

It’s a cool drizzly morning and I’m working on my projects. Liew witches and obstinate Americans trying to destroy my life in an unholy partnership.

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God told me to 'lie down' for Him in August 2023 (shortly before the Hamas war) -and His voice was unmistakably authoritative, but it wasn't until a year later that I began working practically full time for the Lord. And after rejoining my church earlier this year, I produced some important work for Him which is on FreeLunch.my/salvation -a site I run with my own money. There are 3 charts which are not quite complete, but they encourage a seeker to ask questions and to seek on with fervor. I don't have resources to divine every prophetic event and its exact timeframe.

Just now we were talking about the witchcraft-telepathy problem in the mindspace. This is widely suspected information but there is no point talking much about it, just know who is behind the mind altercations -who do you think hates Jesus? Moslems -the favorite whipping posts of the west? Communists? Think again. It's complex but not un-understandable.

My new ocarina (replacement)…

It arrived, just 2 days after I ordered it all the way from Johor. Quite fond of it. I like that it’s plastic and yet has a full bodied tone. Surprise, I like the way some holes blow harder than others, forcing me to use more air. It makes the sound more organic than my old ceramic. I can do my usual half-holing albeit with a modicum of extra concentration. Also a good idea so I can intonate those turns in the melody. All in all, a good buy for under 30RM. Less than $7.

The weight and feel of the ABS plastic is pleasant to touch and hold, as is knowing it can survive drops (to a much higher degree). Ironically it is my cheapest, humblest musical instrument, and the one I will take with me on travels and outings.

"What's his instrument?"

"A $7 plastic ocarina"

It's cool to play a cheap ocarina. I once had a stubby C DiZi with no bindings and it had excellent character. Too bad it dropped and split. Got it from a flea market mall seller for 25RM. Wish I still had it.

Tonight, will be coding Tell. Want to solve the bugs before bed if possible.

Browsing Shopee, you can find even cheaper instruments like a Yamaha school student recorder for half the price of this ocarina. I guess they are popular and commonly purchased. I should play a recorder if I were principled, but that, for me, is a little scary to learn. 

A string snapped but…

Last night, my bow string was supposed to snap but it was my guitar’s B string instead. I had told the psychologists that their prophecy was a bit off. As I wrote on Medium, I have finished designing the unobtrusive micro quiver. This makes 3 innovations:

1. palm stabilizer
2. cylindrical sight
3. Velcro lite quiver

Along with that, I cobbled together my own drop down rest, finger protector rings, and changed out the cable slide for a cable roller off Aliexpress. Earlier this year, I renocked and refletched my arrows all by myself. They need some extra glue to stay on in flight but not right now.

The ceramic ocarina broken by the Liew witches will soon be replaced with a plastic one. This humble flute will be my instrument of choice on my travels. Originally, I had hoped to acquire a bone flute but that wasn’t feasible.

Around this time, I also need to think of inventing the ‘barefoot shoe’ -another mystery.

The design is in 2 pieces, a heel with a cupping hold, and a forefoot, with toe holds. A stretchy, curved tongue pulls the shoe tighter between heel and toes. This tongue may also be used as an energy return device for less strenuous running. With the final sign of the barefoot shoe, everything is now ready for the tribulation, just as God planned it. We suffered a lot but it was for the best.

For once, today, I didn’t turn on my PC first thing in the morning. Just tapping this into my iPad. I need to figure out replacing my guitar strings now. But it isn’t urgent as I have a nylon classical guitar as well -my backup. The main thing is that the ocarina gets delivered this week.

That God can conjure up victory from defeat -is He not amazing.

Tell again...

It's now the eve of the papal conclave and I haven't been working on project Tell almost at all. Sure, Jesus is coming and I'm doing my part to spread gospel -the lenient gospel of Christ. There's not much need for writing apps but it's something to fill the time.

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Midnight approaches. I'm fully medicated and drowsy tho I took some coffee, black just now it's barely keeping me awake. No coding work was done. Spent the day playing music and recording some of it.

There is bated breath as we wait for the next pope to come to power. Is he 666? Read about it in my unbiased analysis on my Medium (free story).

Ordered a plastic ocarina for 30RM on Shopee. It will be a constant companion. Hope it sounds good. Tomorrow, to code. Tell cannot be vaporware!

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No coding got done so far today. I did go for a walk and recorded some songs. Trying not to eat too much as I need to lose weight. Seems Giacomo has exited YouTube. Heart goes out to you, G. It can be tough dealing with telepathic prevention and feeding yourself at the same time.

Looks like another late night tonight. Maybe my new plastic ocarina will arrive tomorrow. Hope it sounds good as there are many plastic ones that don’t blow well. I broke my TNG ceramic ocarina last week and maybe a plastic (ABS) version is more practical. Many (family) saw me strumming a guitar during the end times, but it is really the pendant ocarina that I play best.

Perhaps these soothsayers were waylaid by my songs. I wrote quite a few unique pieces for the strings and frets but none so far for the ocarina. My ex love is also getting into the groove as her prophecy has it that we meet again, after over 20 years, in our middle age. Frankly, it seems a long shot. We will surely meet in heaven, by God’s grace, so be patient and stand firm.

I’m guessing tomorrow, the pope will be elected. 3b in the ABY. “The triumphant ass and his powerful group of friends”. 2b, which is today, will see “The embarrassing discharge”. An error in the smoke? Something amiss perhaps.

Been arguing with God over some family hisotry...

Many Christians do not know this but I was not supposed to be born to my Father and Mother. And on the day I actually was born, my Grandpa succumbed to cancer. I was previously attacked in the womb and manipulated. When I emerged, fresh from the fight, God told me to do impossible acts of faith -you may laugh but I have been paying all my life for that mistake -He is Lord. And I disobeyed His very first command. Following that, my clairvoyant powers were bound and taken by other (older) kids. Today, I serve as a whipping post.

This 'karma' seems to visit upon me every time I do something stupid or selfish with regards to the Father. And it continued from the time I asked God for a Bible -I paid the price for my helplessness in procuring one of my own and today, am cursed towards physical (paper) Bibles. Hard to live a life when you're disapproved off by the Lord.

Anyway, it's close to 11pm and I need to brush and sleep soon. This struggle of a Chinaman against Yahweh is actually pretty urbane but yeah, it is a struggle and like Jacob's bum leg, I have a palsied hand. More tomorrow.

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Having some time to myself is good for relaxing and thinking. Today, the Liew witches lost a lot of their influence due to our superior mind defense technology. They are unable to carry a tune, sing in people’s heads. We are also attacking back in non invasive ways.

Tell again...

I just finished roughing in the prophecy chart for my site FreeLunch.my/salvation which you can view there. I cannot imagine how I went thru so much data so quickly during a lapse in the evil blockade. Anyway, it seemed reasonable, so I uploaded it as it is.

Now, the seemingly vapor app that I told my readers about, "Tell" is the object of my attention. Having 12gb RAM helps a lot in crunching the Truth vs Lies data. I think it's several times faster and I should be able to use a full data set once it's done calculating the ingredients for a salad. There is a critical bug in the glue code, and I need to find it today, maybe get some proper results tonight.

I've switched back to Edge browser due to MS nagging me for using Brave. Edge is okay as well but I don't really want Copilot. Maybe one day I will embrace AI, IDK.

Found out that Dad's Mini has only 4gb RAM. And it runs really well. An OS from 2018, 7 years ago. One wonders what Microsoft have put into Windows 11?

Was thinking smaller steps are needed for the coding to succeed past the evil blockade that is interfering with my normal regime. We struck the Liew witches with cracked lips and other parts that crack easily and they are distraught.

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Back home from Bible seminar on the end times. I can't believe everything is happening so fast -the end comes as a flood. But I had a stomach upset during the questions time and had to leave for a better ventilated area, so I went walking in LowYat where I picked up a set of Creative Pebble speakers. They are very nice for just 75RM @ C-Zone. I think they were the last ones since the Pro's made their debut at circa 220RM. Found out an SSD upgrade is pretty cheap. About 100RM.

First of May...

A new month is here. New goals to achieve. New things planned. Feeling okay despite the threats from the witchy Liew 6 and their army of sinners. There may be war between India and Pakistan. There were more earthquakes, this time in New Zealand. More economic woes due to American tariffs. Houthi forces continue to attack Red Sea shipping and Ukraine is a disaster as is Gaza. Accidents are increasing / occurring where they once did not. My body is chock full of others' nerves, trying to hide and earn a living. *sigh*

I am absorbed with making a Bible prophecy chart based on the y=1/x heaven-hope graph I derived from Romans. It should work out well, given my ABY and provide some guidance thru this year(s) ahead before the resurrection. This weekend, I will be meeting my church group as usual, but in a different location.

I bought the 8gb ram stick for circa 100RM from AllIT after all. It's CL22 so should work with my old Acer netbook and its slower mobo. Hope for a speed boost when we get home. Made in Taiwan. Feels better than the cheap China ram being purveyed online. My bad for ditching win 10 for 11.

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Had expected to find a RAM module under the hatch but there was just an empty slot. I didn't know if it supported up to 12gb but the ol' netbook did and now this fella is ready for the big leagues. IDK what I'll use this netbook for right now, aside from preparing graphics for my site and doing the odd story post.

Tonight I'll be up late working on the prophecy chart. I will not be assuming anything, just placing the events in Revelations which agree with the ABY, in their respective chronological order. Liew witches are attacking with pain-giving. Nobody knows why these fallen magicians are here, causing harm among their friends and close ones.

We unleashed some higher powers on these ungrateful people who are now in a fix since they fought against the western advisors and became corrupted. So sorry these are Chinese people who lived beside us in Malaysia decades ago.

I received my first negative comment on Medium just now. It felt good to get some feedback and I was not hurt. The feeling I had reached out and touched someone so deeply is a good one. Naturally I replied with thanks.

With some gladness, I have decided to focus on prophecies during the Tribulation period or around when it starts. This will be 6 years in the a-f cycle of the ABY starting 2025 (this year). It much simplifies the work.

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Past midnight and little work was done. Lots of attackers targeting Christians. They are mostly kids from the west. Try to handle them now. Came from parents who've led a messy life.