Taking a break this Monday morning…

Tonight will start whipping the turkey fletchings to my arrow shafts as they keep popping off. Will hold then in place with wall tack. It’s incredibly cheap sticky and mushy tack that can only be meant for this job! May use green thread to match the green vanes. Should be fun. Somehow I like DIY-ing archery stuff.

Meanwhile my art markers are being shipped over probably arrive tomorrow, mid afternoon. Need to scrape the arrow shafts clean soon.

Everything's now ready for a proper re-fletch job with whipping. Mom and Dad are still at hospital. And it's lunch time, 12pm. Like I said, just taking things easy after the past 2 week's marathon editing of my 2 novellas and short story compilation.

 

Am not constipated today which feels great. Trying to unclog the toilet. 12:45pm to pour hot water down the bowl and wait 20 minutes, 1:05pm before flushing. Hope Dad buys us some lunch. Have to work out tonight, earlier.

 

Toilet seems to be unblocked. Some commotion going on outside this afternoon. It's very hot today and I'm staying home to rest. Had very dry KFC for lunch. Dad's e-wallet problem is solved. And the MCMC threat of arresting me over 'My Malaysia' is still hanging over my head -possibly a scam. I think 'My Malaysia' is a good story that encourages debate over the future of youth in our country. Liews still lashing out.

 

Nope, loo is still half blocked. Luckily, I don't feel the urge to go again. Was just thinking that having some gold and silver to barter with helps during the time of the mark of the Beast -what do you all say? How long do the two beasts rule for?

 

Butt's being skewered again despite my trying to keep it fresh / clean. Thinking I will wear my MudMan Solar from now on. most everywhere I go. There was a request to see when Jesus could possibly re-appear. My analysis is this,

 

October 2025    the Kingdom fulfilled, God helps us against the evil in mindspace

November "        holy things are fought over but soon everyone will have God

December "        possible beginnings of the kingdom come (men and women won't marry)

January 2026    God encourages men to forgive one another

February "          trials begin for adultery / fornication

March "              the Kingdom come 

 

This is NOT what God told or showed to me but just a possible sequence of events gleaned from the ABY. 

A busy day ahead…

Planning a long walk before lunch tomorrow. Come home, help sweep and mop the shoebox. Wake up early, hopefully, and edit EOSotB as much as possible. Hope I don’t smell bad. Been working pretty hard this past week, thinking critically and praying for guidance not to write false things in my Christian novella. I think it’s light-hearted and read-for-fun enough that most believers will do just that and not pick my writing to shreds.

Suspect my art markers will ship on Monday. I ordered the 40 color set which as several shades of 7 major colors: red, green, blue, yellow, brown, purple, and gray. Seemed like a good combo as I wouldn’t know what to do with 60 colors! Even 80 which sold out. They must be good, I reckon.

Worked out circa 11:30pm. Feel like having some noodles of a sudden. Ahh, hit the spot. Now I have some energy to do more editing since I’m wide awake. It will be Barneous Liew’s hand that’s cut off from cancer this month, and LiLian who dies from ECT. I am actually NOT a holy-genius-prophet but I am loved by Jesus. Keep me safe, Lord, till we solve the evil telepathy from the Liew 6.

Finished reading thru and placing the last of the footnotes. There are 14, IIRC, that I will have to fill in in the morning. It won’t be very easy. But it’s past midnight and time for sleep.

 

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Am up early. Feeling okay. Strong enough to face yet another day in these times of the birthpains. Brother Lim, be strong and fight the urge to use fire on one another in Christ. Keeping the ol' immune system strong is vital to surviving psych attacks. Positivity and gentleness are key. As is seeming to be useful to yourself and to others.

 

Can't wait to head out on a walk. My legs are itching to tackle an urban hike. Yesterday, I ran my weekly breakneck run and today, a long punishing walk in the sun. Most days, I just do a brief workout before bed. Pushups, sit-ups, lunges, twists etc.

 

Walk was good. I didn't feel out of breath. Smelt okay down there. There was some evil bullying going on and we tried hard to resolve it peacefully but now there are casualties and they're too proud to ask for God's help, instead turning to impersonating Him so good people will pray them well again. So far it hasn't worked.

 

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Am sitting in front of my screen, thinking of the future, dreamily, of the new people I meet every week. And the things left to do. It is not a productive mood but one that heals the brain / heart. Past 7pm and I have the whole final chapter of 7 pages to edit. It's hard because of the deepness of instruction it contains and how it chains across multiple pages. But today is the deadline.

Some postulations on my life’s prophecy as seen by others…

Many are waiting to see if my stories, apps, music, drawings, my inventions, will get me recognized. I was told quite a number of people own my e-books already but are keeping quiet, as are those modding my Python apps. So I may be well-loved but never know it. That’s cool, I can live with the anonymity.

Waiting for Jesus is my main preoccupation as my health isn’t very good, oppressed by friends and family who let in the Liew witchy 6.

 

Let's try and 'see'. I can see the mandala I drew becoming famous -the one with the hexgrams arranged around the trigrams and ABY caduceus. I see a handful of my short stories read in school English lessons. Someone coded over ChiCN, my Chinese text entry program. Some philosophy students were told to investigate quotes / sayings / concepts in my various books. And I did help quite a few people get into guitar songwriting tho none of my own songs made it -one or two were covered, expanded upon.

I see many more people visiting my Blogger blogs for information on the telepathy scandal, and for Gospel analysis. I see them reading my Medium articles. I see people searching hard for my name thru Google, AI, etc. Yea, I became a minor celebrity. I was friends with people of all faiths and walks of life. Never developed any serious illness. Lived a long time. Was prayed for and loved.

 

My money came from 'a house' as Jesus told. Trying to decipher that, I believe I helped design low cost community housing together with the local authorities here in Malaysia. That was my day job. I was an artist by night and auctioned my sketchbooks every now and then for considerable money.

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Ordered a box of cheap art markers. I plan to render using the block and detail method as I saw on YouTube. Still have one chapter of EOSotB to read thru tonight and annotate, sleep circa midnight if possible. Will brush, take my meds and work out at 11pm.

Started my art hobby…

I got myself a nib holder for my Speedball nib. Gave one to my niece so I had to get another. Almost daylight robbery: 22RM for a stick of wood with a circular plastic groove to stick your nib. Once upon a time it was half that. But it is exotic and I am improving as an artist, so I guess it’s okay.

I also got a slim notebook with square ruled paper for 11RM, a good price, has a recyclable plastic cover for refills, I imagine. I no longer need to use my thick rough pad except for improving a character that’s hard to capture. Being systematic makes even fails beautiful and includable in my final sketchbook which I can sell.

Here’s some of my doodles I plan to expand on and sell:

I am mainly a sketch artist, a composer of features and posture, a character designer.

Made dinner for the folks which they enjoyed. Mom and Dad are slowly going south in the mind and in their joints so I have to take over certain things. Maybe later, to drive them about as well. Okay, if I have GPS / Google Maps.

Don't feel like editing chapter 7 but the topic is a good one: the differences between men and women. Maybe I just need a 15-minute break after the kitchen work. 

Started work late, circa 10pm and am finished by 11pm. Just over an hour’s deep thinking. Planning to do more art training (studies) tomorrow morning. Edit my book in the evening. Also have to go on a run early. I want to draw full characters now, interacting in situations / scenes. Will be using faint penciling first up, prolly in my square rule notebook. Should be a lot of fun.

How things are going...

I'm feeling somewhat better, health-wise, as well as mood-wise. Working on my Christian novella is filling me with positivity. I am not rewriting it (as of yet: halfway point) but am aggressively footnoting. This preserves much of the story flow which is important to readability. At this rate, I will be done by Sunday.

Tomorrow, Friday, plan to stay home and do more editing work. Think I will sleep late tonight, take my meds at 11pm. Then on Saturday, will go for a run. Sunday, a long walk.

This afternoon, I bought a fresh bottle of olive oil, a chili dip, and sambal cooking paste to spice up our dinners with some variety. Olive oil is so expensive these days, we now buy it by small amounts and use it sparingly. There is nothing like it, tho -a must have.

Have a feeling that the mindspaces will calm down somewhat over the course of October. There is a nascent ceasefire in Gaza now. The headlines were writ big on CNN.com. What could this month decide? The fate of humanity even.

Will work out soon. Maybe write a Medium article before bed.

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My Orient is gaining 7s / day on average. This makes 49s / week. Setting it every weekend is not a hassle, knowing it's less than a minute fast at any one time. I bought it for circa 370RM IIRC. That was 150RM more expensive than my Seiko 5, in 2001. That's inflation of 40% over 24 years, or 1.7% per year, which is normal(?) Right now, I'm priced out of most watches except Casio general models.

Ordered Dad a new mouse for big hands…

He has been suffering using my mobile wireless Lenovo mouse. So I got him a Deathadder v2. I guess there’s little point hoarding cash to the tune of 1-1.5kRM and never get a Grand Seiko at the end of it anyway. The Deathadder is 10RM cheaper in India, I discovered. Should be fun testing it out on my PC before giving it to Dad permanently. He still seems worried over his prostate despite beating cancer since a couple years back.

We’ll see if the mouse arrives tomorrow or Wednesday. It should fit his big hands well.

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Almost midnight / bedtime. Am feeling calmer / peaceful, but a little more lazy. Still have work to do but am putting it off. I guess nobody in me can stand editing another book for some time. I will just do a chapter a day and be done in 12 days. Each chapter is 7-8 pages. I shall use lotsa footnotes on any tough point in the text.

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Footnoting is going great. I’m learning so much about why I / the Spirit chose those words I typed, and the pleasure of explaining God to the reader is immense. Found I could do 2 chapter a day, no sweat. Tomorrow, expecting a parcel. Always nice to give / get gifts. Wish it were for me.

Looking forward to Monday walk...

It's been a while since I went on a long punishing walk in the sun. Perhaps tomorrow will be a good time for it. Will try to get my novella printed out saddle bound. It's 21 sheets of paper thick which may be a little tight. 16 would be preferable. I hope they can do it tho.

Thinking I may wear shoes on this walk instead of my usual Teva sandals. But I feel my feet are swelled a bit for some reason and may not fit my trail shoes.

Want to do about an hour of brisk walking as it helps my body heal from the negative telepathy I'm forced to bear. Quite peaceful otherwise since we pushed off the Liew witchy 6. We shrank their bodies and loosened all their clothes.

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Editing work continues on book no. 3, my old Christian Novella from last year. It badly needs updating with the latest signs I've been shown, and the new questions people have asked me. I feel they should go in... somehow mesh with the plot. After this edit, I will not be doing any more.

I actually ran today, pretty fast so I've got more energy / stamina. Helped mop and sweep the shoebox we live in. Made myself a quick dinner. Thinking I may stay up late to work, take my meds at 12am and sleep in. Tomorrow, I'll go on a walk, perhaps to Decathlon / DigiMall. Then the next day will be psych clinic for my monthly Arip jab.

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Feeling a little fuzzy up there from last night's late turning in. Will shower and get changed. See if I can tumble myself down to the station.

Was out for 1 1/2 hours, walking in the sun. Feeling good. On the way, we talked in mindspace about the embattlement of the churches (Protestant) and how people have resorted to human nature, having failed in the spirit contest with the Evil intruders. Yea, there is still an ongoing battle that many are resorting to violence to shove off their backs.

Judge not. However, to continue to spirit fight would be the better way. Think of Jesus let him be your strength. Think of Gabriel: God is my strength. Think of your friends who are stronger and shelter there. Do not tear down your church by any means.