Studying further the DiZi (bamboo flute), writing progresses…

Although I was trained to play the piano and nowadays write most of my songs on guitar, my instrument of choice, one I can play most songs on, is the Chinese bamboo flute, the DiZi.

I own a master grade instrument costing $100 which sounds really nice / full bodied. For reference, this short length of plain bamboo with no moving parts is more expensive than a relatively huge Yamaha c40 guitar built up of dozens of parts, requiring a plethora of factory tools and processing. Sometimes I wonder about free market business practices and how exclusive / in demand are DiZi players.

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Worked on my Christian novella all morning, writing over 1k words. Another 1.7k to go before I can rest tonight. Went on a medium distance walk in light rain. Wore my trail runners. Felt good. The light rail experienced disruptions due perhaps to the heavy rain earlier. My hand is still under attack. Fought for my cousin who cheated his own people, so he may have a better life. Otherwise we all have to bear him. The mind is not the best place for solving your personal problems. Take it outside if and when you can.

Mom is making tofu for dinner. It’s expired since last week but we’re gonna eat it anyway. Offered to help microwave it with a soy and garlic gravy but she wants it boiled in sauce to be safe. Writing is going slow as the plot is now heavy with twists, promises, generally more complex. In this chapter, I explain how to read prophecy and why it’s often very symbolic, seems incomplete to our minds. Meanwhile the seekers are in distress / tribulation, as new love buds.

Wearing my Mudman solar. About 49mm in diameter, my biggest watch. I lost my Protrek somewhere or other, due to weak memory. I am only middle aged but forget out of ordinary things I do. I think this Mudman should be my go-to in the Rapture run-up. It’s built tough and never needs setting / battery replacements, has compass, thermometer, and moonphase. I can drop it or smash it and it will be fine. Some watches, tho expensive are too delicate / attractive to depend on in troubled times.

Next year’s horoscope sees me keeping to myself and working spiritually for God. It assumes 2024 is not my Rapture. Hopefully, that will take place in late December, 2 1/2 months away. These free predictions are from Master Paul Ng’s personal website.

Feeling the Liew witches’ anxiety levels rise. Why would anyone do so many crimes and dirty tricks when God’s gaze is upon them so heavily? It boggles. Maybe they thought they were more correct… Correctness does not equal salvation tho.

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Getting late and time for a workout. Will resume writing at 11pm. Just a few hundred words to go in chapter 6. Spending it sowing some intrigue that will surface later in the second half of the book. Tempted to release the first half tomorrow and add the second half a week later.

Tomorrow, Dad has a heart checkup. He has an irregular heartbeat and so do Sis and Mom. I’m the only one without any problems. My deceased brother, Meng had large holes in his heart and soon died from its complications. The plot thickens…

The lore goes that evil from the west persuaded our families to cheat the guailo generations back and now who reaps the bounty of sin but the Liew witches who were behind every abuse of money. Smart, Liew 6, but so are we.

Moths from the garden in my room, wrote too much and am burnt out…

For many months my room has been a haven to moths. Found out they’re called bagworm moths because their females never develop into full blown flying machines but remain as larvae in shaggy, woody bags looking like sarcophagi. I had a mind to coexist with these relatively harmless insects but tonight, I cleared them off the walls. It does feel nicer / more peaceful to be a king in my room again.

Less telepathy today permitted me to write. Wrote almost 2k words as of 9pm. Thinking of doing another 1.5k leading up to midnight but it’s quite hard on my damaged brain. At this rate, I should be done with my maiden novella on 21st October. The earlier the better. Hope everyone likes it and finds it useful.

Stopped for a rest until 10pm, work out. Then will take off the remaining sarcophagi with some tape instead of vacuuming which is laborious. Take my meds at 11pm, then write as much as I can until bed. Rest is so vital when one has a stroke.

Babies attacked my hand for clearing off mainly empty moth sarcophagi. As the Liew witchy 6 had made up a prophecy earlier that I spare insects and love them. They had gone on too long, these moths, so I had to remove them less a major infestation make my room unlivable. Already, a new male moth entered my room this night. It was a hard decision, kids. Sorry.

Drank a Cap Colombia coffee and will rest a bit now. Do some light computer work.

Midnight and I have yet to finish writing chp5. There is a spirit of unhappiness over me as I did not obey some key ‘prophecies’ over my life. I keep bouncing around in mindspace due to too many people trying to use me for some meaning in their lives. And it’s hard to pin down my next move or true feelings.

Haiku forever, my writing progresses, out for a walk…

Will head out to Amcorp for a walk soon. Looks like rain. Maybe not the best idea but I need exercise and healing.

Wrote a few pages of my Christian book and it’s getting exciting by this 3rd chapter. Want to finish it tonight, with the characters conflicting then all sharing love moving into chapter 4.

Successfully installed HaikuOS on my Aspire netbook. Pretty sweet. May be able to download Firefox for Haiku soon. Had been in the works since early last year. My mental disability prevented me from installing tricky stuff. Just vanilla Linux was all I could do.

Someone got my I-Ching book today. Cool. Had been some time since anyone read my writing. Dad lost his polarized sunglasses. Not sure if I should buy him another pair ASAP, as they were not cheap and finances are low for the next 10 days.

I have almost perfected my adjustable DiMou innovation. Flute sounds sweet and raspy like never before, no matter the humidity. Thought some cuts in the top substrate will allow for expansion but already it sounds nice.

Liew witches and British forces suffering one another over my mindspace. Should talk on this while at the shoebox this afternoon. I have 150RM disposable over the next 10 days. Next month, because of my birthday, I should have 700RM to spend.

Inconvenient to walk so I may run this evening after dinner, maybe at 7pm or so. Typing this from the shoebox in Falkon browser on Haiku OS. Works quite well, even plays YouTube. Would be nice to work on my book here but FreeBSD doesn't like my thumb drive. Spent all night trying to transfer files to my Linux partition which wouldn't work either.

Clamping down on Liew witchy 6's brains now. Hope everyone is okay(?) so shall we proceed.

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Going for a long walk in KL this morning, in about half an hour. Dismantled much Liew witchy machinery that was bedevilling the West. Things are still dangerous, they have geniuses and seers sufficient to destroy flesh.

Didn’t make it to KL. Instead, I will be following the folks over to the shoebox where I’ll do some writing. Chapter 4 must wrap up tonight. Meanwhile, the Liew forces which number in the hundred or so, continue to test weak minds and hearts. There must be something I can do.

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Had dinner just now. Mom cooked fish, pork, and choysum. Am attacking chapter 5 of my book, now past 6k words. 14k to go. The confrontation with the ‘sith witch’ will be interesting to write. Never dreamed I could produce a novella. It comes from a heart which has a tale to tell, a message for others, and fully believes in it.

Doing some writing…

People preventing my tennis wall idea for some reason. Decided to do some writing today. Think it will be a novella this time. Have to dig deep for ideas -something I like / am ready to tell. There is an odd blood-urine smell in the house…

The novella will be about the end times and how a sinful family comes to know Jesus. It will contain many of my theories on religion, science, and economics.

Wearing my 077j diver on NATO. It is a sign I will be staying close to home in the weeks / months ahead, not riding the LRT anymore. This is an $800 watch -my priciest one. Already there is a Kuanyin temple set up near our house alongside the rise of Decathlon sports stores. These are signs of the end. Something unusual could happen around the US elections / swearing in of their new President. I suspect the swearing in will be undone or interrupted by terror / unrest. [4 weeks to polls]

Indications are that Paul’s apostasy and the revealing of Antichrist will result from dire economic conditions. These are being seen and felt now. Such as union strikes, shortages of foodstuffs, and trade wars. The final straw may be the ripping apart of eastern and western economies. This schism will create conditions necessary for the falling away. Thus explaining that the antichrist is Chinese / a woman. A hodgepodge of involvements by various parties.

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Friday is here. Tomorrow, will be going on a long walk somewhere near by. Maybe to SS2 Mall -to check it out. Will wear some sun protection and comfy cotton clothes.

Writing going well. Plenty of ideas flowing. Sage needs to explain how he’s involved in the prophecies he gave out, important, otherwise the day’s work is mostly over. Tomorrow, the topic is money -the water and oil jug theory and the scarcity theory.

Feeling like something big is about to happen. There is a change in the air.

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In my post: https://yapsdiary.blogspot.com/2024/10/friday-11-october.html, I talked about new interpretations of my mic stand prophecy / sign. Came up with 28, 29, 30 December 2024 as possible dates for rapture, or 4c, 5c, and 6c in the ABY. 4c is an anchor month (uncertainty), 5c (immovability), 6c (feeding / care). They are to do with trysts of love, growing in responsibility, and humility / repentance. They are also to do with Judaism [early heaven bagua: winter / west], Islam, and Christianity (no mention of Buddhism / Tao / Hinduism). The footnotes of ABY 12f (Dec 2024) where the series are derived from follow the contents of sutras 4c-6c. An amazing coincidence.

It will be even more amazing if there is nothing special happening this Christmas!

Worked out at 9:30 and took my meds earlier. Took half a sedative to sleep better as well. Need to finish up some writing before midnight. Also want to write a bridge to ‘Evermore’.

Long walk at last…

Took a long, punishing walk under the sun this morning. Came home feeling alright. Put on the a/c to relax while explaining God and religion to those brought into the mind by the Americans, mainly. They’re set free after agreeing to pursue study in church doctrines, whatever they may believe. Meanwhile, the Liew witchy 6 and their genius / clairvoyant accomplices are cut off from their food -innocent, trapped kids mainly. Their armies of dissatisfied and angry adults, taken away.

2 weeks till my next influx of cash. Just $100 but it goes a long way. Punishing the evil Liews who won’t give up fighting in mindspace.

A terrible hurricane approaches Florida and evacuations are ongoing. Interesting to see what remains of the state tomorrow morning.

More fighting going on. The families and friends of the evil witch group stirring up trouble in America where people are different. Just walling off their telepathy as killing / maiming so many innocent sinners is abhorrent.

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The west is going wild over my suspected “animal sin” and is turning from justice and truth to bashing innocents. Not sure what to do. Maybe just put up defenses.

Irritation: the mother of innovation…

Today, problems with my DiMou / bamboo flute membrane drove me to design one that could be repositioned without water or heating. Ex-GF and I laughed at people using our hi-tech version that even comes with a special keeper box. Yes, it is slightly against tradition but now, here in the humid tropics with occasional air conditioning, I can finally blow with correct ‘vibrato’ no matter the room or weather.

Ex’s father and various Mensa friends say there’s money to be made -even 6 figures British Pound. Don’t really know much about business so I left this in their care.

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Was also thinking of a portable grand piano. It should have short string length (~50cm) and 2 detachable resonance chambers either end of the keyboard. Vibration is channeled from the small soundboard to the res chambers via tensed strings. Maybe 3 will be enough, running lengthwise under the soundboard. The key is passive resonating, and savings of size and weight. Maybe 60 keys would be more portable.

Was thinking of the vibration transfer points. Perhaps wooden knobs pressed together with a metal vise under a certain specified pressure. Also need 3 of these knobs for each horizontal passive vibrating string.

A five and a tenner, and a business…

I could soon go into business having spent just 15RM or $5. I remember at the JT Foxx seminar / workshop back in 2015 or thereabouts, Jason Evers talked about himself and his mate going into business washing windows in Florida, for just $12 or something incredible like that. He soon built up a company actually EMPLOYING people to wash roofs and windows with pro equipment. Talk about rags to riches.

Mine is a tennis wall idea that uses plastic mesh and air tubes. I want to turn every driveway gate in PJ into a tennis wall. Well, maybe not every one, just a few a day. Just ordered the air tubes and will be scouting out suitable mesh. I think medium thick and stiffish mesh is best but we’ll have to test before buying. No sense wasting money…

In the ABY, today is a good day for inventing stuff. And I have made the first step towards that, no longer just talk.

Dad says he has some plastic garden mesh. No need to buy it. Hope it can somehow lay flatish.

The mesh seems good. I have all my materials now. Today, in the ABY, “the inventor and his conscientious assistant”.

Some have asked me how to write a good original song…

I responded by writing a small 3 chord piece that eventually became “Evermore”. This is also a song title from the Beauty and the Beast soundtrack. Started out with straight GCA Major but something drew me to the BM shape on the 5th fret which balanced the GM. I tried to get the 5th fret to sing and it was by reaching over to the 6th string on the 3rd fret. Then providence provided the following chord, shrinking back to a BM-ish shape. Finally, I played CM with a lowered middle string. Then roundabout, abandoning GCA completely.

As for the lyrics, they are romantic, youthful, and about everlasting love. There is a soaring American Idol style chorus and I think a lot of people will like to sing and play it at guitar get togethers. Will post the chords and lyrics here later.

The thing about songs that stick is firstly they are made from simple chords, secondly they have good lyrics and interesting vocal melody, and finally, there is an element of difficulty that sets it apart from common little ditties and verbal unspoolings. It is difficulty or complexity really, that enraptures.

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Have to remember to pay ko.fi / Eksentrika later tonight. Just 4.2RM. After psych clinic tomorrow, will try to order the tennis wall materials. Spent a lot this month. But then the world is definitely ending and it’s wrong to hoard cash.

The ABY said on October 7 2023,

“He who markets thinking only of fish goes home with a fish he cooks with sour gravy and bitter wine”

The Hamas intrusion was a result of the old proverb: TEACH a man to fish and you feed him for life, which met with the sour / bitter prophecy of God. It was a stern wake up call to the Middle East, eating out of the hand of America, not working on cooperation, nor enshrining the messianic evidence. The overlooking cost both sides hard losses, going on until today. Perhaps it is time to reconsider war, and consider what 12a ABY said.

The ABY this year, 2024 7 October:

“Inner peace is in satisfaction as outer peace is in invention. Blue is a calm ocean as orange is the fiery sun. Deep, dark and mysterious are the oceans of those who would paint the sun and moon black, cloak the heavenly lights in ash, sack cloth and mourning. Uneasy, secret and restive are the distant waters that beckon to the floating lamps and gilded prayers of the rain festival”

The interpretation is that scheming and manipulations are going on behind the scenes of ‘false’ or doubtful technology which has religious implications. Today could see the final run up to the Rapture begin.

QCY T20 tws earbuds review…

Recently, I bought a ZUZG true wireless (tws) AirPods clone. Although I was impressed with the look and feel, it was a poorish reproduction of the desirable Apple buds of which I once owned the wired version (EarPods). Seeing as how AirPods 4 wasn’t available in Malaysia -yet, and I had been saving to buy another Apple product for that feel goodness, I got the T20 from QCY instead. It was 30RM off on Shopee which after tax, was just ~$25. That is a savings of nearly half a k Ringgits.

But what you get for $25 isn’t perfect. It’s pretty good, a little amazing, and a tiny bit wonderful but it has flaws. The sound isn’t very strong in voicing music, but it is good at picking out details. I find these buds rather more unmusical but good for games and watching flicks. They made me sit thru several Dolby-like YouTube adverts, feeling thoroughly entertained.

The fit for my medium ears is good. No discomfort other than the irritating flatish sound on some tracks. For some reason, they flinched a little near the start of longer AAC files ripped from my AT turntable. The case is also bulbous and feels Mentos-like compared to the Chiclet AirPods. I could live with that because the lid action is satisfying, so is pulling the “taugeh” / bean sprout-shaped buds out of the contoured white plastic recess. That elastic-magnetic snap and force tugs are so ASMR.

Compared to the ZUZG ‘pods the mic quality is far more natural. But for some reason, you only get either one side, mono input. Would have been nice to have stereo. The noise cancelling is quite good, something which was very artificial-sounding on the ZUZGs.

There is actually a nice QCY app and a 12 month warranty. Both lacking with the ZUZGs. So you can be sure your purchase is backed by a solid company, not yet another faceless Chinese OEM.

As I finish this review, Joan Baez’s guitar and songbird vocals are playing thru the T20s. I can feel the crackle of the vinyl I recorded digitally thru Garageband. Yea, these certainly have their moments.

Playing my guitars, being a mind cop, hopes for the future, my new earbuds…

This weekend is full of fun and some much needed togetherness. Although there is human tragedy now in Lebanon, a spark of hope is kept alive, even through the sorcery over Asia and the West. Found some comfort picking on my new Kepma Mini. IIRC got this travel size guitar circa 2 weeks ago.

No progress yet on the portable tennis wall. It’s an idea to file away for the future, I guess, since the witchy Liews want to crush all my dreams. Was thinking of using packing air sacs. Covering them with a netting of thickish stiffer plastic. Have to wait till EOM for funds to make the prototype. May cost 100RM+ all in all.

More later…

The QCY t20 earbuds just arrived and are charging. Will take an hour probably, as these are less advanced compared to big brand ones. The fit is a little on the big side and the case is less svelte. I think everything is much beefier compared to the slim ZUZG I bought for Mom on impulse, last month. The case lid feel is nice and the process of pulling out and inserting the stems is so ASMR. Will test the sound quality soon.

Meanwhile, I’ve been checking up on the tennis wall materials. I may need to spend circa 50RM to cover our gate and turn it into a hitting surface. Both pics are off Shopee.

Some wonder why I share my ideas with the world. It’s because friends and charity are better than wealth overflowing. I could be selfish and afford a Rolex but I’d rather make someone happy they can eat 2 square meals a day. Last week, at the LRT, beggars arguing with one another over rights to eats. I couldn’t bear to be selfish after hearing those harsh words lined with pain.

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Mass action against the Liews, fronted by Allen, apparently -one of our childhood acquaintances. He had a high IQ and a hatred for the west / the Royals. We used special genetic triggering techniques to awaken and free souls lost to the witches’ demons. Not sure how it’ll go. Seems comical to fight mind wars.

Success in negotiating the Tribulation with umm… demons. Yea, the “enemy”. Quite sure we can agree to parcel out the Earth for a 7, and a thousand years peace if they fail.

The long wait in the dark night…

The machinations of war are rolling in the middle east. Everything is uncertain. In the midst of the turmoil, my health hangs by a piece of string not a thread -yet. Telepathy is a daily occurrence and emotional rest is hard to come by. But then, people are dying out there and starving. Bruce Lee had it rough but rose up to become a master. Steven Seagal was just a cook before he turned action movie hero and a master himself. Overcoming obstacles is what I must do. And I should have a fair chance of that.

It may be 4 years till the 7th trumpet. Mere months till the Rapture of the church. The timeframe cannot be more than another 4 years at the rate wars are going. Last night we talked about being saved for Christ or any God of your chosen religion. This morning, spent some time talking about Jesus as a certainty, just as Lucifer is an anti-certainty. The only 2 things needed to see into prophecy and thru the deception is Christ vs Antichrist. A bit of Bible / Koran searching would help too.

I am still being persecuted for “animal husbandry” from telepathic mind control and an accident / misjudgment that happened when I was 17. Of course, I was not guilty otherwise I would have been destroyed by now but many kids who can’t think right are on my back and the exaggerations continue.

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My ex-GF and I started making plans to meet up again before the end. Her health is not very good either but she claims to want a man -again. Maybe this time it will work out. I shared my invention -the mobile tennis wall, with her and she's optimistic about our chances to make some money and go on a honeymoon of sorts. Maybe a cruise round Asia.

Counting money and spending it…

About an hour till we head out to drop Mom off at clinic. Sis and the Liew witchy 6 acting up due to their frustrations. There is pain-giving and rotting being doled out by the evil forces opposed to God. But that’s depressing. Really, I’m counting my koppins towards an important purchase… or not.

Many have inquired of my finances, seeing I have some nice things. And maybe an AirPods 4 is too nice for an unemployed guy to own. But I’m working on my flute tutorials, to get good at it soon and publish them on YouTube this month. Then, next month, on my birthday or close to it, to get the ‘Pods. If my videos are a hit, I may pamper myself earlier. So counting out my spare money:

I have 300RM saved already. In 3 weeks, I will have 450RM more. The ‘Pods are 600RM, which leaves me with 150RM spare. I will get 100RM from Dad in mid November so my emergency stash will be 250RM. Pretty low, but I have 500RM in my carry along. There is also the financing option which I may explore. 99RM a month is highly affordable.

I don’t know exactly why I need AirPods. Maybe buying it would be a mistake. More later.

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Today is rather dismal. And my mood is pretty low as I type this. Can feel the weight of people with burdens being heaped on me. I tried to talk about the unfolding prophecy of God and finish off with some light-hearted activities for everyone but I think the Americans aren't as hopeful about their situation in the end times. I may not have time to play much flute as it stands.

We were talking and came to the conclusion that having something special (extra special) for one's own is an important motivator of happiness. We can't change who we are and what we do but we can have a better quality of life along the way. Myself, will be pleased with my DiZi and AirPods. I will also have my trusty Parker Jotter and end-times "Omega" underwear.

Feeling uneasy and pessimistic together with a bunch of women whose children were used to bear attacks. Need to talk on this as well. I recommend providing them funds to buy stuff and / or travel. My firm belief is that possessions are important when suffering. Especially possessions that allow a person to connect with others or his talents.

Something towards an end…

Reason is scarce when people are illogical. Logic is scarce when we do not reason. Reasoning is the process of taking what you have and pretending to use it well before it’s actually used. Hopefully, another human being will see you and see the logic of reasoning with you. Reason does not call attention to itself. Money does, in its scarcity, and vain promises.

Reason and logic are a lonely duo. Try to reason too close to someone’s logic and be heckled. Try logically analyzing someone’s reasons and they label you rude, a jerk. Money, tho is always welcome. What a world we live in.

We talked about God lately, and the “second coming of Christ”. Who are those who know logic, and those who reason? Whose eyes see only green? 

“Reasoning is the process of taking what you have and pretending to use it well before it’s actually used. Hopefully, another human being will see you and see the logic of reasoning with you. Reason does not call attention to itself. Money does…”

If I seem an old rambling fool then so be it. The roots of garlic shoots can be eaten, reason says they be cooked, whereas the roots of the greenback are an evil poison that consumes the sinful. Can you think why people love watching Nigella or Jamie Oliver? We are eating, if only in reason. And when these celeb chefs REASON, we eat better, cheaper and healthier. Where is the money? A poison never mentioned in the same sentence as the dish.

Where is Jesus? When will all knees bend that have been lifting a global enslavement system and the little girl (and boy) petting zoo? 

Trip to Chinatown…

I am ready to head out to town with the folks. My gut is flushed and I feel rested and only slightly emotionally oppressed. Want to get a rubber dive strap for my JP1060 for circa 40-50RM. Maybe a nice nylon one will do as well. More later…

Petaling Street has new eateries and we had a nice chicken lunch there. They are trying hard to keep costs down while providing nice touches like good ice lemon tea, coconut pandan cake, durian rolls etc. The taste could be improved and the breaded chicken, a little less crispy but kudos to these young entrepreneurs. Will drop by again sometime soon.

Also visited the Central Market cultural center. It has changed a lot and is quite “boutique” in look and feel. Quite “integrated”. Then Dad tapao-ed some beef noodle soup for our dinner. Was good. Tourism was definitely down but there were still some tourists. Tried to get a new watch strap but failed.

Spent hours vegetating at the shoebox. Must work out early tonight.

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Worked out and took my meds. Played some flute. Keen on developing my technique.