Thursday, October 31, 2024

It’s Deepavali…

And to all my Hindu friends, have a good day! Absolutely have to work hard on my novella today while looking out for my parcel. Quite hard to do both when my mind is being single tracked. Anyway, I need to take it easy as my health is still a little poor. Need to work out at 10am.

Feeling a little tired, more like sleepy as I only had 4+ hours of rest last night. Waiting for my parcel is triggering my OCD. Hope the IEMs sound good after all this time.

Did 1/4 of chp12 and will add more shortly to reach 1/2 by lunchtime. Dad is taking us to the mall soon. I got cleaned, showered and am changed into fresh clothes. Bringing my 5 Rupees coin along -my favorite coin at the moment. Feeling babies and kids tugging in my mindspace, trying to dislodge the witch. They could use some help. Sis is in deep as well, threatened by Kwan, one of the witchy 6.

Suspect it will be tomorrow when my IEMs arrive due to Deepavali celebrations. 5 days is OK-lah.

Back from a grueling 4 hour outing to the mall, arguing with the westerners about doing in my evil family. I proposed they just stop being evil and I would enforce that with my group. Bought some carving tools and an Xacto knife to carve Sett pieces. Should begin tomorrow. This is my first Xacto. And it is nice. Cost about $6 but comes with only one blade. Is Hi-quality. Maybe my IEMs will arrive today.

Must have missed my delivery. Will see if the parcel appears tomorrow. Made fancy fusion poached salmon for dinner. Mom steamed a lot of potatoes and carrots. *sigh* end of another day calling me to rest my tired mind and bones. So this was Halloween…


The world is going more and more ballistic with Russia slapping Google a fine of billions of trillions of dollars. And Trump x Musk x RFK jr go against Kamala Harris, an Asian Jewess. A Jewess is also a duchess in the UK. God damn it (forgive the expression), the end must be nigh. And it’s down to the wire with my novella. I need to brainstorm: all about Jesus’ mysteries.

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Looks like my novella will make an EOM deadline…

Although it took a week longer than the 2 weeks expected, ‘Exploration: Open Secrets of the Bible’ available FREE on FreeLunch.my is finally well into chapter 12 -the last one. In the meantime you can read it up to chp11. It’s analysis as well as adventure and is an engaging read for mature Christian seekers or those with doubts. I tried to explain everything that bothered me about my faith, and do so in plain reasoning, with urgency to turn page after page, 100+ pages long.

Also probably coming in today, my parcel from the north of Malaysia. Have to prepare 46RM COD.

Would have liked a day out with Dad at NSK but have to wait for the parcel. It’s 10am and no delivery notice yet. Will have a Whopper for lunch if all goes well. Meanwhile, the British are acting up again, admitting they’ve gone mad as the Liew witches themselves.

Parcel won’t arrive today for sure. Tomorrow definitely. Did quite a lot of writing but need a few more hours to finish the book and edit the chapter.


There is trouble in the air. I will be taking my meds later than usual. There is some need to talk in mindspace against the witch LiLian and co. Lots to stitch up when we are late -this is the consequence.
 
I have written a foreword to my novella. Was fun and blessed by the Lord. Unfortunately, I have to participate in mind wars or coercion of many young kids to stay out of trouble.

Liew witches bounced back, citing prophecy. But their empire is fading as Deepavali encroaches. Hope I get my IEMs and cable tomorrow, early. Have to write more of my novella now. Sleep after midnight.

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

Still feeling ill…

Managed to haul myself through my morning routine despite feeling down, uncomfortable, and sick. Had leftover pasta sauce with bread for breakfast, brushed, got cleaned, worked out a bit, and put on a Mozart record. Liew and western mind forces continue their evil telepathic betrayals over we Asians.

Hill Audio @Shopee Malaysia

I ordered a pair of Hill Audio IEMs last night, Very excited about them as they look quite ‘experimental’ and come with sea green accented tips. Had to order the cable separately which was odd but cheap tho somewhat ugly looking in black and gold.

Seem to have a runny nose since last night yet no fever. Generally feeling weakened and restless. William acting up again as well. If things could get any worse…

My IEMs shipped early, and could arrive tomorrow if lucky. Trouble is it comes from Kedah which is far north of PJ. May be going to the shoebox soon.

So chp11 wraps up with Mark reuniting with Claire after having an epiphany while eating free temple food in India. Claire had auctioned off the Antichrist’s nose and shipped it out, sending the evil one on a wild goose chase across the world. They hug and make up, now having enough money and love for one another. The epiphany Mark has is important to the book’s message.


Plotting chapter 12 -the final one of my novella begins here,
  1. Christmas happens in Claire's house and on the mountain top. Everyone is happy and well looked-after. Gifts are exchanged and they read from the Bible and do charitable works.
  2. The Antichrist tracks down his nose and reattaches it by stitching it back on with dissolving sinew.
  3. A lot of current political commentary is included in quotes which later become prophetic
  4. Threat of nuclear war looms in the Mediterranean. Arab against Israel
  5. Sage reveals secrets of Jesus who knew him since he was young
  6. Many are transported back in time to the crucifixion where they see exactly what happened, and to the birth in Bethlehem. History meshes with current events as the Rapture quickens.
Back home from the shoebox. Over there I worked on chp12’s outline, and ended chp11 with a quote from this Blog, on reasoning versus money. It ties neatly into tomorrow’s work which will also be tough going. If all goes well, I will have completed a 100 page Christian novella in just 3 weeks. Quite an achievement: my first and only long form work and dream come true.

Will be helping Mom make ginger garlic fried chicken tonight after a short rest. The evil Liews seem to be trying to steal my book or faking it. I can sense Allen writing it for them. Has he nothing better to do?

Monday, October 28, 2024

My can’t live without Casios…

After some time collecting watches, I realized that my most ‘valuable’ ones were all Casios. Not that I have MR-G and Masters of G, but that these humble black plastic watches are convenient, functional, and if need be, replaceable for just $100 or so. So here are the Casios in my rotation currently:

Mudman 9300

Left to right, the Protrek 270, and 200w

Both Protrek and Mudman are solar powered and have digital compass and thermometer. The Protrek has barometer while the Mudman has moonphase. I am torn between these 2 useful functions. The 200w OTH has a 10 year battery but low WR, just splash proof. I put it on a Casio velcro which looks boss. The other 2 are on rubber.

You may wonder about the 200w, why it’s in my rotation? I bought it because I fell in love with its clean round lines and streamlined plastic buttons. It was also cheap, at 75RM. It replaces my 800h which tho more practical, was boring. I wear this watch when I need something low key and generic. The fabric band is also comfortable.

On trips outstation / far from home, I prefer to have my Protrek with me. But there will probably come a time when I wear the Mudman more -towards the Rapture when I’ll need its moonphase. The Protrek nowadays retails for over 700RM while the Mudman around the same. IIRC, both models are now discontinued. The Protrek is going smartwatch while the Mudman has become more angular and colorful.

Having accumulated 500RM, I’ve been looking into a dress piece from Casio. Something shiny and metallic circa 200RM. More later…

I bought a Hill Audio IEM instead for just 46RM. Supposed to come with carbon nanotube drivers (CNT). Looks a bit odd. Was considering getting a 5-driver IEM for over 500RM but that would take all my disposable cash.

On the telepathy front, we fixed a lot today. Babies and kids and old poeple who don’t move much are without their ESP anymore. Middle eastern mind fighters still operating but we have a tiredness machine used maybe until God triggers their apostasy.


Back to my 3 favorite Casios. I used a black UNI marker to touch up the Casio velcro strap which had frayed white around its edges. Looks sharp.

Wearing a different watch, feeling ill, being pwned by evil telepathy…

It’s the 3rd day running since I’ve become the prime target of evil mentalism. I hope it will go away with a little persuasion, as most attacking are children and babies primed by evil geniuses and witchcraft tactics.

I am still ill but feeling a bit stronger this morning. Not well enough to work out. Maybe late tonight. Must remember not to eat ramen and roti canai.

Am wearing my Citizen Promaster Aqualand quartz on olive drab NATO. An eccentric-looking watch that’s mainly a dive computer.

Sunday, October 27, 2024

I don’t think I really like telling long stories…

Towards the end of my book / novella, I find myself burnt out and disinterested. Only have a few days more to write 4k words or 2 chapters. In this last 15%, a lot happens, and some important doctrines are presented for debate such as the nature of the ‘elect’, and preparing to meet Jesus -what does the Lord want to find in us? Or is everything on autopilot since we confessed our lies before Christ? And this is set against the backdrop of a failing society, a revolution against holy symbology, the appearance of the Little Horn.

Should be fun to write but I’m burnt out and this book of mine isn’t even half the words in a novel!

Almost 10am and no writing is getting done. Will do some detailed plotting instead and see if any golden threads I can use are embedded.
  1. Starts off with Claire coming home to find effeminate Max in a perverse tryst with a lesbian girl who thinks she’s more a man. Then messages come in on her phone saying her business will soon be liquidated. Max suggests they put up the Antichrist’s nose for auction before they join an anti-God march. All hell breaks loose from Claire.
  2. Gaythrii and Mark fly to India to unravel the karma of his soul and finally lay it to rest in the waters of the Ganges. His head in her lap, she tells him he is definitely one of the elect in a series of poetic vignettes set against nature. He awakes from a dream of her so real. And his song Reeds and the Rushes takes the top spot on Billboard -she stars in the music video alongside a hunky guy. Mark rushes off to find and save Claire.
  3. Sage and Kee part ways at Yeap’s wall, trading cynically-laced sarcasms about the personality of the Father and what is expected of his ‘children’. Kee rails on about salvation for all and slips off the ledge. They search for his body with a line walk and dogs but it is not below, just his clothes.
  4. Eve and Mandy are followed by a dark figure wearing a red clown’s nose. Suddenly all the doors snd windows seal shut. Eve defends pregnant Mandy with a bow and arrows she plucks off the monastery wall. He spares them his dagger, only as Max’s auction for his nose goes live. Mandy and Eve make up afterwards, from their animosity following their parents’ messy breakup. Eve learns why she got cancer, the ticking, and how Mandy is to be raptured for sure. Sage tells them Kee is missing, presumed raptured.
Weapons flying in the mindspace as we struggle against the telepathy from the Antichrists, their singes, bruising, cutting, rotting, even cancer-giving. We must prevail before EOM.

Feeling unwell and tender. But quite comfortable on my new futon. Had tasty soft food, Mom cooked for dinner. Liew witches zapped our group incessantly on the head. Everyone can see they are a kind of evil no God can save. There is a short talk scheduled soon on getting ready / made up for Rapture -the greatest event the world / generation ever knew.

Saturday, October 26, 2024

Heading to the flea market…

Have some money to spend so am heading to the flea market, not knowing exactly what I want. May also stop at Decathlon on the way home, get an hour of walking in. Liew forces suffer a setback: muscle cramps. Can’t say exactly. Hopefully they repent of bullying good people.

Will do some writing at 8am. Finally close chapter 10.

Detour to Stadium for breakfast. Had a Coke while Dad ate roti telur and tea. Liew witches coming undone from their lies told to kids.

Spent almost 2 hours out, 1+ hours walking in the late morning sun. Once weekly, this is good exercise. Bought 2 coins at the flea market. An Austrian shilling and a 5 Rupee coin from India. It’s a smaller, thicker coin that some Indian residents say you can buy a simple vegan meal with. 5INR is circa 0.25RM which here in Malaysia won’t even RENT you a trolley at the supermarket.

The UK started making threats and cheating us so we responded with minimum force. Unfortunately they prefer to have no Christian values and go down fighting the people who helped them, tho we lost. And we lost because they couldn’t bear to punch our enemies hard enough. Some luck…

Had watermelon and an egg for lunch. Write more of my novella soon. Then off to the shoebox in the afternoon.


Evening falls over Petaling Jaya and I am relaxing in a/c. Been feeling a little unwell past day or so. Writing chp11 now. Might be able to finish half tonight, half tomorrow. See how the plots unravel, if complex it could take more chewing.

Friday, October 25, 2024

My recording setup…


The haul of cheap gear I got recently. Yes there are 2 adapters between the Boya mic receiver and my Nokia (not shown). I also own a pair of Borofone earbuds that I fitted with foamies for a fuller sound. Learning that cheaper / affordable things can be good too with a little ingenuity.

Pushed off the revenge babies flung onto me by the fallen UK-Liew witch consortium who told lies to get free of punishment.

Started writing chp10 again. Should wrap up by tonight.

Halfway thru chp10 and it’s 10pm. Need to do some plotting if I am to develop my characters before the final 2 chapters. So here goes:

  1. Mark seems to be losing health while Sage is making a steady recovery. Gaythrii and Claire agree to share Mark in case he dies. This annoys Eve who is living her dream of being with celebrity preacher Kee. Mandy is more considerate and tells Gaythrii to marry him also.
  2. Meanwhile, the Antichrist’s nose goes missing and the mystery ticking in Eve’s ear is solved -it was Sage and Mark triangulating the Antichrist followed by Kee, thus meeting his future wife in advance!
  3. There is then a loud bang over the mountaintop leaving everyone searching for the cause as the chapter ends with the star on their tree is turned upside down.

Thursday, October 24, 2024

Going to the mall…

Suffering from a pulled neck muscle since some days back. People pressing on my nerves. Twice before, they ‘shot’ me with pain for weeks on end. Fell back on the old trick of making the witches’ skin, hair and eyes glow / be shiny. It’s harmless but calls attention to these underhand dealers. LiLian’s face also spontaneously bled showing no wound. It’s time to use white magic to our advantage.

Didn’t do any writing yesterday. Feeling a little hopeless. Will be going to the mall soon. Not sure what to buy, if anything. Will be wearing my Seiko diver. 


Bought a 12RM micro USB adapter from ACE. I can now record from my Boya v20 into my Nokia c01 plus via Cinema FV5. Sounds pretty good. Also picked up a 10RM earbuds of the same brand to give them a test. Quite good. While at Lotus’s, there was a bad smell. Not sure if the Liews took revenge. 

Feeling a bit under the weather. Mom is also ill so tonight I’ll be making pasta and meatballs for dinner. Just a quick and tasty meal with elbows, fried herb balls, some grated cheese and pesto. Maybe some fresh tomatoes finely chopped.


Wondering if there’s a new prophecy in my mic-phone setup. I have a “tree” in 3 parts with the arms in 2 parts. The totem is boya-basseus-borafone and is connected to nokia which we all (older ones) know uses Michelangelo’s ‘hand of God’ as its logo.

Nokia means a furry animal. Basseus means strong, clever man. Boya is Korean for ‘what the hell?’. Borofone could mean a call to wash clean. Putting it together:

Furrry animal (God to Adam) > wash clean > strong, clever man > what the hell? x2

This is intriguing because the past prophecy concerned my condenser mic stand (also a T shape). I don’t use it anymore and now its sign has emerged again, connected to my cellphone. The sign of a cross. Will add more later…

The three connectors are mu, a, and c, which make 61 in Hebrew Gematria and they can mean “to gather, harvest”. When this might happen is not indicated. It could possibly be something to do with Trump disputing the US election (results), and throwing the world into Tribulation. November will be the month to watch.

The ABY says this of Nov 5th 2024, (US elections)

THE SPOILED FISHERMAN : Elder Brother Yeap
and a young schizophrenic were hunting salmon in a
hallucination. The salmon would cry out a number as
they jumped up stream and this number was circled on
a Bingo card. “Complete a row and you can catch the
salmon as it leaps,” said Elder Brother Yeap. “I’m still a
spoiled fisherman, if you know what I mean,” protested
the young man. “Not quite so,” said Elder Brother Yeap.
“Those who cannot use a looped line and a hook can
just make more of it and sell it as Velcro”

And it was the same sutra on Malaysia’s election which ended in a hung parliament and many deals struck so Anwar could take power.

Wednesday, October 23, 2024

Writing my novella: down the home stretch…

Chp10/12 is now underway. I need to expand upon ‘promises’ made in chp9 as well as touch on the celestial blueprint and creation versus spontaneous evolution, via virus theory, creating cells, that DNA is telepathic and so is every cell in the body, bound up with Spirit.

My characters are also freshly shaken from the scare of meeting the Antichrist. This chapter will be a little challenging to pants through. Maybe more conversations?

Liew witches continue their campaign of terror. We used special tactics to give them a tumor in the neck / head, after we were very sure it was them. Salvaging what good is in their army of young ones is now a priority. Don’t want to appear like a butcher. Meanwhile, they take shots at us Christians for sport. Wonder what goes through their evil minds…

Broke to get cleaned. Had been backed up for several days. But today, all is good. Feeling relieved and able to work better. Yesterday, I had a half cup of prune juice which may have been what narrowly saved me. Past 9am and I don’t feel like writing. Afternoon will be spent at the shoebox. Not sure if I’ll write from there.

Wearing my 077j diver. Started writing chp10. It has a heady and chaotic start during which anything goes with my characters. During all this, pastor explains creation vs. evolution and apostasy begins to brew.


Slow going writing chp10 as the Liew witches are fearful and sad onto my mindspace. But it seems possible to finish the novella in under a week from now.

Had a light breakfast of 2 slices of bread and pesto. Played some guitar. Liew witches’ nerves affecting my concentration. Their stomachs turning sour.

Finished my morning routine on time. Need to give a mindspace powerpoint on what the Liew threat is doing right now and later on, possibly. It is obvious they can sense prophecy quickening.

Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Power vacuum…

Some of the Liew witchy 6 were targeted with nerve freezing and may be dead at the time of writing this. Hopefully they achieve their witch valhalla and leave us alone for once. It was a terrible misunderstanding between the west and east that went out of control and required a lot of sacrifice.

Now, westerners are worried about revenge attacks from the east, which they slashed and burnt in an effort to control the spread of witchcraft that spared not our innocents. I urge them calm, as Asians are not murderous by nature. We never were blood thirsty, but filial and loyal. Principled thinkers and under the control of religion and government.


Took a shower, brushed, and am changed into fresh clothes. Fallout of action against the evil Liew witches beginning to be felt. A night of negotiations. Started my dieting, to be fit in one week. Write a bit later, around 11pm to 2am. Made a plot outline already, just to dump in the words.

Was thinking of an energy-saving phone battery that’s shaped and built like a solenoid to hold and supply more current. May be interesting…

Chapter 9 turned out well. We’ll know more about the characters’ backgrounds in the next 3 chapters, hopefully. Looks like I will hit 20k words easily. Remains to be seen if I can juggle 7 characters and still read natural.

Monday, October 21, 2024

World war brewing…

Read lately that North Korea and China are preparing for war alongside Russia and its East European allies. How soon could this escalate? A matter of weeks? A month or two? The world economy would come under severe strain. Here in Malaysia as well as we still import lots of food stuffs.

It’s become clearer that something is out of the bag and won’t go back in. There is no future except with God and his tribulation / rapture. We launched a very mild but forceful offensive against the Liew witches’ appearance but will it be enough to deter their telepathy towards important people / companies etc?

Waiting with bated breath -the summing up of the world’s iniquities is in progress right before our eyes. Bible prophecy is coming true thick and fast…

No time to write today, just crashing heads with people who’ve lost their marbles.


More head crashing with very stubborn British poeple. Am listening to Mozart on my record player thru Edifier PC speakers to pass the time. Records are so comforting and ASMR. No progress on my novella yesterday. Don’t think the hell will end easily as ‘end times man’ rears his head, picking on millions of sheep-like Asians.

Wearing my Q&Q moonphase on suede deployant. Resting from the endless arguing.

Found inspiration to begin chp9 strongly and naturally. I want to develop my characters much more in this chapter of conflicts which may break 2k words.

Halfway done with chp9. A delicate touch is needed to develop all my characters in the space of another 1k words. I will not be describing everything in detail but hinting at it.

Sunday, October 20, 2024

Writing has stalled for 24 hours…

I don’t know if I can make a 25th October deadline for finishing my novella. But as I mentioned, 4 hours of writing a day in 8 sessions, disciplined, will eventually surmount the preventers. And as sure as sin breeds in these end times, the Liew witches will have power.
 
Managed to finish chp8 against the odds. Starting on chp9 this evening. Do all of it if possible. In this chapter, the witch reveals herself and debates Sage and his students. It will be a rollicking chapter full of repartee, magic toys, and physical / sexual adventure, and should be good fun to write. In this chapter, many character arcs come of age, to finish in the final 3 chapters.

Took a warm shower and am changed into fresh whites for sleep. The outline for chp9:
  1. Eve and Mark are approached by harmless helpful people -and they are genuine. Behind these kind, fellow seekers, lurks something evil, and it is a coven of 3 fully-trained witches.
  2. Eve gets it on with a handsome stranger who's visited the monastery before and Mark is attended to by a faith healer who is beautiful as she is talented.
  3. Claire, dejected, gets into an argument with seemingly blessed Mandy and they fall out. Later, Claire, who is more athletic, rescues Mandy from the witches and they talk frankly about many things.
  4. Sage is struck by something -a poison dart? And he retreats into the brush forest to look for the healing 'Edelweiss' blossom.

Took a short nap while charging the ThinkPad but it looks uncertain I will write tonight. Judgementalism has to be tackled.

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All fired up to write today. Feeling less burnt out. Worked out and will diet over the next 2 weeks, taking light breakfasts and lunches, no snacks. Wearing my bioplastic Swatch Sistem51, circa 640RM / $148. Always cheers me up. Will be going out soon with the folks to buy a washing machine / dryer.

Writing so much logic into my novella left me feeling dazed and overstretched. Took a warm morning shower to cool down and put on the a/c to relax. Will write more after lunch. May head to the shoebox as well and write from there tho usually it is a place of never-ending arguments with the West. 

Did a lot of plotting for the final 4 chapters before committing to write. A lot happens in these last 8k words and it has to feel right, wholesome, and sacrificing. Maybe the delaying of my novella helped it.

Saturday, October 19, 2024

The end of the Liew witchy empire is…

Close to the end of the road for the super witches. Almost nobody will serve them or push power for them. They respond with pain-giving but it’s futile. Their end in hell beckons. Saving children now, mainly, who were deceived when younger.

Didn’t have time to write much yesterday. Soon we’ll be riding the rail system to KL. Took a rare, brief hot morning shower and am feeling relaxed. 4 days till fresh funds ($100) come in. Circa 4 weeks till my 48th birthday. Bit of a milestone, 4 full cycles of my birth animal in the Chinese zodiac. Unlikely to see a 5th.

Running Pi OS on my netbook was a good idea. It will be located at the single story shoebox while my main machine, the x250 with KDE remains safe at our old secured-road home. I also own 2 iPads bought 5 years apart, and the camera connector dongle which was pricey. The old iPad will be doing duty over at the shoebox while my iPad 10 sees use here in the old house. Don’t think I will add more computers to my life foreseeably.

Now carry my chromatic harmonica in my backpack. Just a cheap Chinese make I got for circa $50 some years back during the Covid outbreak…

Thursday, October 17, 2024

Planning my writing…

Chapter 7 is proving a toughie. Had to write an outline as well as an analysis for it - the only time in the book so far. Meanwhile, disturbed minds continue to surf the mindspaces, giving out harm and depressive tendencies. Madness prevalent in these end times. Will see what we can do for lunch. Then to wrap up today’s writing. Tonight, will make a start on chp8…

Going out for lunch soon. Have to coiffure and put on underwear. Will write from the shoebox in Haiku OS. The chapter outline goes roughly:
  • sexual evolution
  • homosexuality
  • when a woman throws her heart away, sexual deception tactics of witchcraft
  • when a man goes dead to love, going mad / violent like the ancient gods
  • the healing power of togetherness
  • romance and fidelity
Will try to write while at the shoebox, finish the job there as well.

8pm and no progress writing. I did release my draft MS at: FreeLunch.my/ExploreBible.pdf to ease the tension it was creating on me and others. It is a groundbreaking interpretation of many gospel concepts told in story form, with ordinary ‘sinful’ Christians as characters. Similar to the Celestine Prophecy which I own, but with much more doctrine and Math. There is also a brief pre-sex scene.

Decided to make some notes for tomorrow’s writing chp8:
  • Why the metal man shows no Islamic / Asian empire tho they did invade and conquer the middle east
  • Christianity is inclusive -the most inclusive religion on Earth
  • The roots of Abrahamic faith / Ishmael and Isaac.

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A new day and a lot of writing quota to get done. I went for a run early after a lengthy sleep. Targeting 22nd of October 2024 for release of my novella. It will have about 20k words / 90+ pages. Hope Dad buys lunch.

Making my MS so-far, public on Facebook was a good decision. Get these important teachings out there rather than count my royalties. Jesus would approve. The pressure over me (to succeed) is less as well. Drank some coffee, almost 10am and no writing yet done.

Got cleaned quite easily and combed my hair down with Bad Lab. Took a brief hot shower with no soap. Have on my MudMan solar -my Rapture watch (if I am to be raptured). Read about the water shortage threat on CNN. I will use less water for my showers and washing up despite its relaxing effect.

Going to the mall for lunch soon. No time to write. Will make notes instead. Feeling happy in the moment. Life is still worth living for its comforts and good works. Writing the intro to my book:

"Exploration" is the result of several years' talking about the Bible with people of various beliefs, in Spirit. The questions of faith they asked of me, I tried my best to reply. Writing some of it down on my blog, my Facebook etc. Until now, it had not been compiled into a book. And I did so without attempting to gain fame or money, (as the eBook /  PDF is 100% free) but to be able to hand it to someone seeking, and say here -read this. I hope the reader enjoyed the ride through these pages. I tried to write a page-turner as well as a Bible-explainer and hope I succeeded in both!

C. K. Yap
October 2024
Petaling Jaya

Back from NSK Grocer. Bought Barilla pesto, Pepper Jack Cheese, Sriracha chili sauce, and ginseng chicken soup herbs. Also bought a J&J air freshener for those nasty loo days. Folks are going out again to deliver stuff to Grandma and to pay our plumber. I may go along. It is very hot out.

Still wearing my MudMan solar. Firefox for Haiku is near release but may come too late for my book release. Over at the shoebox now and it is very hot. We all rehydrated and wore our sun protection. Tomorrow, off to KL with the folks. Not sure what we'll do there. I may wear something different, maybe jeans and a Pagoda.

Close to midnight and the telepathy is still strongly negative. Intervention forces cannot overcome the evil easily. Just playing with my computers and giving some advice.

Wednesday, October 16, 2024

My MudMan Tough Solar, more writing hurdles to jump…

Was thinking that the current technology for tracking time is personified by the digital multifunction plastic watch. Wearing a mechanical timepiece is pure sentimentality, reserved for special occasions like celebrations, certain jobs, and parties. In a previous post, I selected the MudMan solar as my everyday watch. For my dress watch, I will probably wear my Swatch Sistem51 automatic. A fun, simple design which was affordable at 640RM. The MudMan was 570RM, 100RM cheaper than AD price, sourced from the grey market.

Am lagging behind schedule on my novella project. Need to finish chapter 6 in one hour from now or there’ll be no time to write the next chapter this afternoon-night.

Taking a break from writing my book, which is somehow quite intense and taxing. Hope Dad will supply us lunch. At the average reading speed, my novella should take 90 minutes to finish reading. A normal book used to take me 5-6 hours. I like shorter books.

Past noon and I haven’t started chp7. In 2+ hours we’ll be at the shoebox. Sis continues her act out in defiance of the British mind forces. I don’t know what to say to her except give her rewards and presents.

American forces acting out on me after the Liew witches lost parts of their mind through fibrillation. Rhymes with tribulation. Not sure why these westerners are acting up over nothing and who they support.


My analysis for writing chp7:
  • Men have XY, women have XX, Nobody has YY
  • X must be the key that unlocks the zipped genetic code
  • Men having Y are more diverse than women -they unlock more than them
  • Women having X only, are easier to unzip and less mutatable
  • You can engineer a woman from women
  • You can engineer a man from men
  • You cannot engineer a man from women
  • You can engineer a woman from men
  • Women birth men (and women too)
  • But before they did so, they had to come from a woman and/or man
  • Being logical, w+m->w is recursive so better m->w, the story of Eden
  • Y sperm swim faster than X sperm as X is much bigger than Y
  • Producing X and Y, men are more intelligent
  • Producing X, women are more dependent and subservient
  • As evolution progresses, women therefore predispose sexual emancipation
  • Men on the other hand, predispose sexual fidelity
  • Both possessing X, men and women feel guilty about their evolutionary direction
  • Towards the end of the species, sexual confusion should occur
  • Hatred of one another comes from this sexual confusion, obscuring societal roles
  • “Love of most will wax cold”
Should be a very info-dump chapter. Watching Jon Cahn preaching about 2020 as the beginning of the judgement of God, while writing.

Wrote 600 words in half an hour. 1/3 way to finishing chp7. Enter the uber witches!

Wearing my Swatch Sistem tonight as it gets late and once again I seem unable to close a chapter started on the same day. Taking a break for 15 minutes. Meds to come soon after. Feeling a bit pressured to write a highly intellectual, quality novella in just 12 days.

Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Studying further the DiZi (bamboo flute), writing progresses…

Although I was trained to play the piano and nowadays write most of my songs on guitar, my instrument of choice, one I can play most songs on, is the Chinese bamboo flute, the DiZi.

I own a master grade instrument costing $100 which sounds really nice / full bodied. For reference, this short length of plain bamboo with no moving parts is more expensive than a relatively huge Yamaha c40 guitar built up of dozens of parts, requiring a plethora of factory tools and processing. Sometimes I wonder about free market business practices and how exclusive / in demand are DiZi players.


Worked on my Christian novella all morning, writing over 1k words. Another 1.7k to go before I can rest tonight. Went on a medium distance walk in light rain. Wore my trail runners. Felt good. The light rail experienced disruptions due perhaps to the heavy rain earlier. My hand is still under attack. Fought for my cousin who cheated his own people, so he may have a better life. Otherwise we all have to bear him. The mind is not the best place for solving your personal problems. Take it outside if and when you can.

Mom is making tofu for dinner. It’s expired since last week but we’re gonna eat it anyway. Offered to help microwave it with a soy and garlic gravy but she wants it boiled in sauce to be safe. Writing is going slow as the plot is now heavy with twists, promises, generally more complex. In this chapter, I explain how to read prophecy and why it’s often very symbolic, seems incomplete to our minds. Meanwhile the seekers are in distress / tribulation, as new love buds.

Wearing my Mudman solar. About 49mm in diameter, my biggest watch. I lost my Protrek somewhere or other, due to weak memory. I am only middle aged but forget out of ordinary things I do. I think this Mudman should be my go-to in the Rapture run-up. It’s built tough and never needs setting / battery replacements, has compass, thermometer, and moonphase. I can drop it or smash it and it will be fine. Some watches, tho expensive are too delicate / attractive to depend on in troubled times.

Next year’s horoscope sees me keeping to myself and working spiritually for God. It assumes 2024 is not my Rapture. Hopefully, that will take place in late December, 2 1/2 months away. These free predictions are from Master Paul Ng’s personal website.

Feeling the Liew witches’ anxiety levels rise. Why would anyone do so many crimes and dirty tricks when God’s gaze is upon them so heavily? It boggles. Maybe they thought they were more correct… Correctness does not equal salvation tho.


Getting late and time for a workout. Will resume writing at 11pm. Just a few hundred words to go in chapter 6. Spending it sowing some intrigue that will surface later in the second half of the book. Tempted to release the first half tomorrow and add the second half a week later.

Tomorrow, Dad has a heart checkup. He has an irregular heartbeat and so do Sis and Mom. I’m the only one without any problems. My deceased brother, Meng had large holes in his heart and soon died from its complications. The plot thickens…

The lore goes that evil from the west persuaded our families to cheat the guailo generations back and now who reaps the bounty of sin but the Liew witches who were behind every abuse of money. Smart, Liew 6, but so are we.

Monday, October 14, 2024

Moths from the garden in my room, wrote too much and am burnt out…

For many months my room has been a haven to moths. Found out they’re called bagworm moths because their females never develop into full blown flying machines but remain as larvae in shaggy, woody bags looking like sarcophagi. I had a mind to coexist with these relatively harmless insects but tonight, I cleared them off the walls. It does feel nicer / more peaceful to be a king in my room again.

Less telepathy today permitted me to write. Wrote almost 2k words as of 9pm. Thinking of doing another 1.5k leading up to midnight but it’s quite hard on my damaged brain. At this rate, I should be done with my maiden novella on 21st October. The earlier the better. Hope everyone likes it and finds it useful.

Stopped for a rest until 10pm, work out. Then will take off the remaining sarcophagi with some tape instead of vacuuming which is laborious. Take my meds at 11pm, then write as much as I can until bed. Rest is so vital when one has a stroke.

Babies attacked my hand for clearing off mainly empty moth sarcophagi. As the Liew witchy 6 had made up a prophecy earlier that I spare insects and love them. They had gone on too long, these moths, so I had to remove them less a major infestation make my room unlivable. Already, a new male moth entered my room this night. It was a hard decision, kids. Sorry.

Drank a Cap Colombia coffee and will rest a bit now. Do some light computer work.

Midnight and I have yet to finish writing chp5. There is a spirit of unhappiness over me as I did not obey some key ‘prophecies’ over my life. I keep bouncing around in mindspace due to too many people trying to use me for some meaning in their lives. And it’s hard to pin down my next move or true feelings.

Sunday, October 13, 2024

Haiku forever, my writing progresses, out for a walk…

Will head out to Amcorp for a walk soon. Looks like rain. Maybe not the best idea but I need exercise and healing.

Wrote a few pages of my Christian book and it’s getting exciting by this 3rd chapter. Want to finish it tonight, with the characters conflicting then all sharing love moving into chapter 4.

Successfully installed HaikuOS on my Aspire netbook. Pretty sweet. May be able to download Firefox for Haiku soon. Had been in the works since early last year. My mental disability prevented me from installing tricky stuff. Just vanilla Linux was all I could do.

Someone got my I-Ching book today. Cool. Had been some time since anyone read my writing. Dad lost his polarized sunglasses. Not sure if I should buy him another pair ASAP, as they were not cheap and finances are low for the next 10 days.

I have almost perfected my adjustable DiMou innovation. Flute sounds sweet and raspy like never before, no matter the humidity. Thought some cuts in the top substrate will allow for expansion but already it sounds nice.

Liew witches and British forces suffering one another over my mindspace. Should talk on this while at the shoebox this afternoon. I have 150RM disposable over the next 10 days. Next month, because of my birthday, I should have 700RM to spend.

Inconvenient to walk so I may run this evening after dinner, maybe at 7pm or so. Typing this from the shoebox in Falkon browser on Haiku OS. Works quite well, even plays YouTube. Would be nice to work on my book here but FreeBSD doesn't like my thumb drive. Spent all night trying to transfer files to my Linux partition which wouldn't work either.

Clamping down on Liew witchy 6's brains now. Hope everyone is okay(?) so shall we proceed.


Going for a long walk in KL this morning, in about half an hour. Dismantled much Liew witchy machinery that was bedevilling the West. Things are still dangerous, they have geniuses and seers sufficient to destroy flesh.

Didn’t make it to KL. Instead, I will be following the folks over to the shoebox where I’ll do some writing. Chapter 4 must wrap up tonight. Meanwhile, the Liew forces which number in the hundred or so, continue to test weak minds and hearts. There must be something I can do.


Had dinner just now. Mom cooked fish, pork, and choysum. Am attacking chapter 5 of my book, now past 6k words. 14k to go. The confrontation with the ‘sith witch’ will be interesting to write. Never dreamed I could produce a novella. It comes from a heart which has a tale to tell, a message for others, and fully believes in it.

Thursday, October 10, 2024

Doing some writing…

People preventing my tennis wall idea for some reason. Decided to do some writing today. Think it will be a novella this time. Have to dig deep for ideas -something I like / am ready to tell. There is an odd blood-urine smell in the house…

The novella will be about the end times and how a sinful family comes to know Jesus. It will contain many of my theories on religion, science, and economics.

Wearing my 077j diver on NATO. It is a sign I will be staying close to home in the weeks / months ahead, not riding the LRT anymore. This is an $800 watch -my priciest one. Already there is a Kuanyin temple set up near our house alongside the rise of Decathlon sports stores. These are signs of the end. Something unusual could happen around the US elections / swearing in of their new President. I suspect the swearing in will be undone or interrupted by terror / unrest. [4 weeks to polls]

Indications are that Paul’s apostasy and the revealing of Antichrist will result from dire economic conditions. These are being seen and felt now. Such as union strikes, shortages of foodstuffs, and trade wars. The final straw may be the ripping apart of eastern and western economies. This schism will create conditions necessary for the falling away. Thus explaining that the antichrist is Chinese / a woman. A hodgepodge of involvements by various parties.


Friday is here. Tomorrow, will be going on a long walk somewhere near by. Maybe to SS2 Mall -to check it out. Will wear some sun protection and comfy cotton clothes.

Writing going well. Plenty of ideas flowing. Sage needs to explain how he’s involved in the prophecies he gave out, important, otherwise the day’s work is mostly over. Tomorrow, the topic is money -the water and oil jug theory and the scarcity theory.

Feeling like something big is about to happen. There is a change in the air.


In my post: https://yapsdiary.blogspot.com/2024/10/friday-11-october.html, I talked about new interpretations of my mic stand prophecy / sign. Came up with 28, 29, 30 December 2024 as possible dates for rapture, or 4c, 5c, and 6c in the ABY. 4c is an anchor month (uncertainty), 5c (immovability), 6c (feeding / care). They are to do with trysts of love, growing in responsibility, and humility / repentance. They are also to do with Judaism [early heaven bagua: winter / west], Islam, and Christianity (no mention of Buddhism / Tao / Hinduism). The footnotes of ABY 12f (Dec 2024) where the series are derived from follow the contents of sutras 4c-6c. An amazing coincidence.

It will be even more amazing if there is nothing special happening this Christmas!

Worked out at 9:30 and took my meds earlier. Took half a sedative to sleep better as well. Need to finish up some writing before midnight. Also want to write a bridge to ‘Evermore’.

Wednesday, October 9, 2024

Long walk at last…

Took a long, punishing walk under the sun this morning. Came home feeling alright. Put on the a/c to relax while explaining God and religion to those brought into the mind by the Americans, mainly. They’re set free after agreeing to pursue study in church doctrines, whatever they may believe. Meanwhile, the Liew witchy 6 and their genius / clairvoyant accomplices are cut off from their food -innocent, trapped kids mainly. Their armies of dissatisfied and angry adults, taken away.

2 weeks till my next influx of cash. Just $100 but it goes a long way. Punishing the evil Liews who won’t give up fighting in mindspace.

A terrible hurricane approaches Florida and evacuations are ongoing. Interesting to see what remains of the state tomorrow morning.

More fighting going on. The families and friends of the evil witch group stirring up trouble in America where people are different. Just walling off their telepathy as killing / maiming so many innocent sinners is abhorrent.


The west is going wild over my suspected “animal sin” and is turning from justice and truth to bashing innocents. Not sure what to do. Maybe just put up defenses.

Tuesday, October 8, 2024

Irritation: the mother of innovation…

Today, problems with my DiMou / bamboo flute membrane drove me to design one that could be repositioned without water or heating. Ex-GF and I laughed at people using our hi-tech version that even comes with a special keeper box. Yes, it is slightly against tradition but now, here in the humid tropics with occasional air conditioning, I can finally blow with correct ‘vibrato’ no matter the room or weather.

Ex’s father and various Mensa friends say there’s money to be made -even 6 figures British Pound. Don’t really know much about business so I left this in their care.


Was also thinking of a portable grand piano. It should have short string length (~50cm) and 2 detachable resonance chambers either end of the keyboard. Vibration is channeled from the small soundboard to the res chambers via tensed strings. Maybe 3 will be enough, running lengthwise under the soundboard. The key is passive resonating, and savings of size and weight. Maybe 60 keys would be more portable.

Was thinking of the vibration transfer points. Perhaps wooden knobs pressed together with a metal vise under a certain specified pressure. Also need 3 of these knobs for each horizontal passive vibrating string.

Monday, October 7, 2024

A five and a tenner, and a business…

I could soon go into business having spent just 15RM or $5. I remember at the JT Foxx seminar / workshop back in 2015 or thereabouts, Jason Evers talked about himself and his mate going into business washing windows in Florida, for just $12 or something incredible like that. He soon built up a company actually EMPLOYING people to wash roofs and windows with pro equipment. Talk about rags to riches.

Mine is a tennis wall idea that uses plastic mesh and air tubes. I want to turn every driveway gate in PJ into a tennis wall. Well, maybe not every one, just a few a day. Just ordered the air tubes and will be scouting out suitable mesh. I think medium thick and stiffish mesh is best but we’ll have to test before buying. No sense wasting money…

In the ABY, today is a good day for inventing stuff. And I have made the first step towards that, no longer just talk.

Dad says he has some plastic garden mesh. No need to buy it. Hope it can somehow lay flatish.

The mesh seems good. I have all my materials now. Today, in the ABY, “the inventor and his conscientious assistant”.




Sunday, October 6, 2024

Some have asked me how to write a good original song…

I responded by writing a small 3 chord piece that eventually became “Evermore”. This is also a song title from the Beauty and the Beast soundtrack. Started out with straight GCA Major but something drew me to the BM shape on the 5th fret which balanced the GM. I tried to get the 5th fret to sing and it was by reaching over to the 6th string on the 3rd fret. Then providence provided the following chord, shrinking back to a BM-ish shape. Finally, I played CM with a lowered middle string. Then roundabout, abandoning GCA completely.

As for the lyrics, they are romantic, youthful, and about everlasting love. There is a soaring American Idol style chorus and I think a lot of people will like to sing and play it at guitar get togethers. Will post the chords and lyrics here later.

The thing about songs that stick is firstly they are made from simple chords, secondly they have good lyrics and interesting vocal melody, and finally, there is an element of difficulty that sets it apart from common little ditties and verbal unspoolings. It is difficulty or complexity really, that enraptures.


Have to remember to pay ko.fi / Eksentrika later tonight. Just 4.2RM. After psych clinic tomorrow, will try to order the tennis wall materials. Spent a lot this month. But then the world is definitely ending and it’s wrong to hoard cash.

The ABY said on October 7 2023,

“He who markets thinking only of fish goes home with a fish he cooks with sour gravy and bitter wine”

The Hamas intrusion was a result of the old proverb: TEACH a man to fish and you feed him for life, which met with the sour / bitter prophecy of God. It was a stern wake up call to the Middle East, eating out of the hand of America, not working on cooperation, nor enshrining the messianic evidence. The overlooking cost both sides hard losses, going on until today. Perhaps it is time to reconsider war, and consider what 12a ABY said.

The ABY this year, 2024 7 October:

“Inner peace is in satisfaction as outer peace is in invention. Blue is a calm ocean as orange is the fiery sun. Deep, dark and mysterious are the oceans of those who would paint the sun and moon black, cloak the heavenly lights in ash, sack cloth and mourning. Uneasy, secret and restive are the distant waters that beckon to the floating lamps and gilded prayers of the rain festival”

The interpretation is that scheming and manipulations are going on behind the scenes of ‘false’ or doubtful technology which has religious implications. Today could see the final run up to the Rapture begin.

Saturday, October 5, 2024

QCY T20 tws earbuds review…

Recently, I bought a ZUZG true wireless (tws) AirPods clone. Although I was impressed with the look and feel, it was a poorish reproduction of the desirable Apple buds of which I once owned the wired version (EarPods). Seeing as how AirPods 4 wasn’t available in Malaysia -yet, and I had been saving to buy another Apple product for that feel goodness, I got the T20 from QCY instead. It was 30RM off on Shopee which after tax, was just ~$25. That is a savings of nearly half a k Ringgits.

But what you get for $25 isn’t perfect. It’s pretty good, a little amazing, and a tiny bit wonderful but it has flaws. The sound isn’t very strong in voicing music, but it is good at picking out details. I find these buds rather more unmusical but good for games and watching flicks. They made me sit thru several Dolby-like YouTube adverts, feeling thoroughly entertained.

The fit for my medium ears is good. No discomfort other than the irritating flatish sound on some tracks. For some reason, they flinched a little near the start of longer AAC files ripped from my AT turntable. The case is also bulbous and feels Mentos-like compared to the Chiclet AirPods. I could live with that because the lid action is satisfying, so is pulling the “taugeh” / bean sprout-shaped buds out of the contoured white plastic recess. That elastic-magnetic snap and force tugs are so ASMR.

Compared to the ZUZG ‘pods the mic quality is far more natural. But for some reason, you only get either one side, mono input. Would have been nice to have stereo. The noise cancelling is quite good, something which was very artificial-sounding on the ZUZGs.

There is actually a nice QCY app and a 12 month warranty. Both lacking with the ZUZGs. So you can be sure your purchase is backed by a solid company, not yet another faceless Chinese OEM.

As I finish this review, Joan Baez’s guitar and songbird vocals are playing thru the T20s. I can feel the crackle of the vinyl I recorded digitally thru Garageband. Yea, these certainly have their moments.

Playing my guitars, being a mind cop, hopes for the future, my new earbuds…

This weekend is full of fun and some much needed togetherness. Although there is human tragedy now in Lebanon, a spark of hope is kept alive, even through the sorcery over Asia and the West. Found some comfort picking on my new Kepma Mini. IIRC got this travel size guitar circa 2 weeks ago.

No progress yet on the portable tennis wall. It’s an idea to file away for the future, I guess, since the witchy Liews want to crush all my dreams. Was thinking of using packing air sacs. Covering them with a netting of thickish stiffer plastic. Have to wait till EOM for funds to make the prototype. May cost 100RM+ all in all.

More later…

The QCY t20 earbuds just arrived and are charging. Will take an hour probably, as these are less advanced compared to big brand ones. The fit is a little on the big side and the case is less svelte. I think everything is much beefier compared to the slim ZUZG I bought for Mom on impulse, last month. The case lid feel is nice and the process of pulling out and inserting the stems is so ASMR. Will test the sound quality soon.

Meanwhile, I’ve been checking up on the tennis wall materials. I may need to spend circa 50RM to cover our gate and turn it into a hitting surface. Both pics are off Shopee.



Some wonder why I share my ideas with the world. It’s because friends and charity are better than wealth overflowing. I could be selfish and afford a Rolex but I’d rather make someone happy they can eat 2 square meals a day. Last week, at the LRT, beggars arguing with one another over rights to eats. I couldn’t bear to be selfish after hearing those harsh words lined with pain.


Mass action against the Liews, fronted by Allen, apparently -one of our childhood acquaintances. He had a high IQ and a hatred for the west / the Royals. We used special genetic triggering techniques to awaken and free souls lost to the witches’ demons. Not sure how it’ll go. Seems comical to fight mind wars.

Success in negotiating the Tribulation with umm… demons. Yea, the “enemy”. Quite sure we can agree to parcel out the Earth for a 7, and a thousand years peace if they fail.

Friday, October 4, 2024

The long wait in the dark night…

The machinations of war are rolling in the middle east. Everything is uncertain. In the midst of the turmoil, my health hangs by a piece of string not a thread -yet. Telepathy is a daily occurrence and emotional rest is hard to come by. But then, people are dying out there and starving. Bruce Lee had it rough but rose up to become a master. Steven Seagal was just a cook before he turned action movie hero and a master himself. Overcoming obstacles is what I must do. And I should have a fair chance of that.

It may be 4 years till the 7th trumpet. Mere months till the Rapture of the church. The timeframe cannot be more than another 4 years at the rate wars are going. Last night we talked about being saved for Christ or any God of your chosen religion. This morning, spent some time talking about Jesus as a certainty, just as Lucifer is an anti-certainty. The only 2 things needed to see into prophecy and thru the deception is Christ vs Antichrist. A bit of Bible / Koran searching would help too.

I am still being persecuted for “animal husbandry” from telepathic mind control and an accident / misjudgment that happened when I was 17. Of course, I was not guilty otherwise I would have been destroyed by now but many kids who can’t think right are on my back and the exaggerations continue.

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My ex-GF and I started making plans to meet up again before the end. Her health is not very good either but she claims to want a man -again. Maybe this time it will work out. I shared my invention -the mobile tennis wall, with her and she's optimistic about our chances to make some money and go on a honeymoon of sorts. Maybe a cruise round Asia.

Thursday, October 3, 2024

Counting money and spending it…

About an hour till we head out to drop Mom off at clinic. Sis and the Liew witchy 6 acting up due to their frustrations. There is pain-giving and rotting being doled out by the evil forces opposed to God. But that’s depressing. Really, I’m counting my koppins towards an important purchase… or not.

Many have inquired of my finances, seeing I have some nice things. And maybe an AirPods 4 is too nice for an unemployed guy to own. But I’m working on my flute tutorials, to get good at it soon and publish them on YouTube this month. Then, next month, on my birthday or close to it, to get the ‘Pods. If my videos are a hit, I may pamper myself earlier. So counting out my spare money:

I have 300RM saved already. In 3 weeks, I will have 450RM more. The ‘Pods are 600RM, which leaves me with 150RM spare. I will get 100RM from Dad in mid November so my emergency stash will be 250RM. Pretty low, but I have 500RM in my carry along. There is also the financing option which I may explore. 99RM a month is highly affordable.

I don’t know exactly why I need AirPods. Maybe buying it would be a mistake. More later.


Today is rather dismal. And my mood is pretty low as I type this. Can feel the weight of people with burdens being heaped on me. I tried to talk about the unfolding prophecy of God and finish off with some light-hearted activities for everyone but I think the Americans aren't as hopeful about their situation in the end times. I may not have time to play much flute as it stands.

We were talking and came to the conclusion that having something special (extra special) for one's own is an important motivator of happiness. We can't change who we are and what we do but we can have a better quality of life along the way. Myself, will be pleased with my DiZi and AirPods. I will also have my trusty Parker Jotter and end-times "Omega" underwear.

Feeling uneasy and pessimistic together with a bunch of women whose children were used to bear attacks. Need to talk on this as well. I recommend providing them funds to buy stuff and / or travel. My firm belief is that possessions are important when suffering. Especially possessions that allow a person to connect with others or his talents.

Wednesday, October 2, 2024

Something towards an end…

Reason is scarce when people are illogical. Logic is scarce when we do not reason. Reasoning is the process of taking what you have and pretending to use it well before it’s actually used. Hopefully, another human being will see you and see the logic of reasoning with you. Reason does not call attention to itself. Money does, in its scarcity, and vain promises.

Reason and logic are a lonely duo. Try to reason too close to someone’s logic and be heckled. Try logically analyzing someone’s reasons and they label you rude, a jerk. Money, tho is always welcome. What a world we live in.

We talked about God lately, and the “second coming of Christ”. Who are those who know logic, and those who reason? Whose eyes see only green? 
“Reasoning is the process of taking what you have and pretending to use it well before it’s actually used. Hopefully, another human being will see you and see the logic of reasoning with you. Reason does not call attention to itself. Money does…”

If I seem an old rambling fool then so be it. The roots of garlic shoots can be eaten, reason says they be cooked, whereas the roots of the greenback are an evil poison that consumes the sinful. Can you think why people love watching Nigella or Jamie Oliver? We are eating, if only in reason. And when these celeb chefs REASON, we eat better, cheaper and healthier. Where is the money? A poison never mentioned in the same sentence as the dish.

Where is Jesus? When will all knees bend that have been lifting a global enslavement system and the little girl (and boy) petting zoo? 

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Trip to Chinatown…

I am ready to head out to town with the folks. My gut is flushed and I feel rested and only slightly emotionally oppressed. Want to get a rubber dive strap for my JP1060 for circa 40-50RM. Maybe a nice nylon one will do as well. More later…

Petaling Street has new eateries and we had a nice chicken lunch there. They are trying hard to keep costs down while providing nice touches like good ice lemon tea, coconut pandan cake, durian rolls etc. The taste could be improved and the breaded chicken, a little less crispy but kudos to these young entrepreneurs. Will drop by again sometime soon.

Also visited the Central Market cultural center. It has changed a lot and is quite “boutique” in look and feel. Quite “integrated”. Then Dad tapao-ed some beef noodle soup for our dinner. Was good. Tourism was definitely down but there were still some tourists. Tried to get a new watch strap but failed.

Spent hours vegetating at the shoebox. Must work out early tonight.


Worked out and took my meds. Played some flute. Keen on developing my technique.